Osamu Dazai held his chin in thought,

"This question... I don't know."

Annabella was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said,

"What kind of answer is that?"

"His emotional experience is not as rich as Annabella's. Of course, I, a bystander, will not know the answer to questions that you yourself can't figure out."

"Soga..."

Osamu Dazai observed Annabella's expression tentatively,

"Miss idiot, do you want to back down?"

"not like this."

Annabella smiled palely at Osamu Dazai,

"Because I can't see the pursuit of hope, I am tired and tired. I have no energy to continue running after Mr. Chuya's back."

The fragility in Annabella's eyes is fleeting. She and Dazai are the same kind of people, always subconsciously hiding their fragility so that outsiders can see their perfection.

But she and Dazai are not the same kind of people, because Dazai has a companion who can be relied on, and she needs to always support the dependence of her companion.

"I have never been able to understand Mr. Chuya's feelings for me. I am more afraid that he is just soft-hearted towards me than his refusal to accept. Sometimes I really hate his glorious "humanity"."

Annabelle gave a rare sigh, she knew that Dazai understood her, because they were both rational and emotional people.

Too smart minds allow the two of them to maintain rational thinking in times of crisis, but unfortunately they are so rational but have sensitive and thoughtful hearts.

"I didn't expect Annabella-san to be confused at times."

Osamu Dazai chuckled, "love" is really scary.Annabella shook her head helplessly,

"I am a human being but not a god. Mr. Chuya, who values ​​love and righteousness, has an existence that I have long been missing, so I am attracted to him."

"Dazai, the darkness is a terrifying existence. Once you step into it, there is no way out, it will only go deeper and deeper."

Annabelle smiled at Osamu Dazai,

"Sometimes I really envy you, because you have already escaped, but I am still unable to move an inch in the abyss. Although Mr. Nakaya is not a good person, his existence is very important to the monsters living in the dark. It is said to be a very rare existence. It is like salvation."

Osamu Dazai widened his eyes pretending to be shocked and said,

"Annabella-san once told me that human beings don't need others to save them. The only one who can save human beings is themselves. So Miss Moron has been lying to me all this time?"

"I didn't tell you the second half of the sentence at the time, people always need to hold something to live, even if it's just a phantom."

"Annabella-san, it's not just some illusory phantom."

Annabella lifted her chin and looked directly at Osamu Dazai's eyes, and smiled softly with the corners of her lips curled up,

"Well, I know, he is the sun high in the sky."

Osamu Dazai was stunned and said sadly to Annabella,

"The one who embraces the sun too much will only be yourself, Annabelasan, how long can you last?"

Annabella looked at Osamu Dazai's sadness like a child who is still well-behaved and sensible even if he can't get candy, and couldn't laugh or cry.

"Dazai?"

"Actually, Annabella-san really wanted to die during the "Tokyo Bay Incident" half a year ago? Although you sent someone to replace Sakaguchi's bullets with dead air bullets, you don't really care if you can wake up, right? You must have arranged everything, and you must have prepared a backup plan that you can't wake up from. You are betting, with no opponents, no chips, and no winners or losers. You don't care if you really died there that day. .”

"Hey~ Dazai, sometimes I really don't want you to know too much. Knowing too much is not a good thing for human beings."

Annabelle stretched out her hands and rubbed Dazai Osamu's hair with gentle strength to soothe his sensitive heart,

"The smarter you are, the easier it is to feel lonely, but loneliness doesn't hurt others, it only hurts yourself. Dazai, your heart is too gentle, you have to learn to be cruel to others, and learn to be heartless Just a fool."

"...It's not that I want to know so many things. It's not my fault that my brain is too smart."

"Crying children have candy to eat, so they must know how to act like a baby to others."

With his head down, Osamu Dazai returned to the same time when Annabella and he were both in the port mafia four years ago. Care and attention with any utilitarian overtones.

Just talking is enough, he doesn't need too many things, as long as someone can have an equal dialogue with his heart.

Osamu Dazai once thought that he transferred his guilt towards Oda to Annabelle, but now he realized that it was not.In those six months, he really didn't want to believe that the person who would gently touch his hair with his hands and comfort him softly would die.

Because, she is the same kind as him, and she may be the only person in this world who understands herself.

"Although I once said that I realize my weakness but don't fight but give up on myself. Once a person is intoxicated with his own weakness, he will always be weak. He will fall on the street, on the ground, on the ground under the eyes of everyone. lower. But, "

Osamu Dazai raised his eyes and looked into Annabella's eyes like a pool of green springs. There was no emotion or ambiguity, which was closer to the softness of family affection and the natural softness of women.

"I will support you. Weakness is not terrible, and dependence does not mean losing yourself. Be an ordinary fool who depends on others because of weakness."

"Aren't you afraid of Anna Bella-san?"

Annabella smiled confidently,

"Don't be afraid, because I am very strong."

"Like today?"

"Ah, just like today. Let me know when you have chosen a high enough position, and I will go no matter where it is."

Dazai smiled and said,

"It's no wonder Annabelasan has so many subordinates under her command. The brainwashing skills are really amazing."

Annabelle looked at him mockingly,

"Ready to join my shade?"

"No, I still have a lot to learn."

"Dazai, wait for me."

Annabelle turned around and walked into a bookstore on the side of the street, and soon came out with paper bags in her arms.

"Is this a thank you gift for tonight?"

Osamu Dazai looked at a lot of fairy tale books that said "the best bedtime reading for children", "one hundred bedtime story books", "must-read stories before the age of 12" and so on.

"It's a good idea. After taking so much entrustment money from me, you still want a thank you gift? It's just a meeting gift."

Osamu Dazai took the heavy paper bag from Annabella and shrugged his shoulders pretending to be dissatisfied.

"Ah~ After listening to so many complaints tonight, is it that the idiot lady is not even willing to give you a hush money?"

Annabelle ignored Osamu Dazai's "complaint" and laughed,

"Last time you called and told me about your prank plan, and I didn't inform Mr. Nakaya."

"Those bombs were sent to me by Miss Annabella across the ocean."

"Mr. Nakaya has not caught the murderer who blew up his "love frame" until now."

"I obeyed the order of the idiot lady and blew up that locomotive together."

Osamu Dazai did not take Annabella back to her hotel, which belonged to the port mafia.Annabella, who recovered her mood, walked into the hotel lobby with her mouth raised, and saw Nakahara Chuya sitting on the sofa in the lobby who was obviously waiting for her.

"It's rare to see Mr. Chuya waiting patiently for someone. Are you waiting for me?"

"The port mafia has confirmed that all the money will be ready the day after tomorrow. The leader asked me to confirm the itinerary of the leader of the Mirufiore family."

Zhong Yuanzhong also frowned at Annabella, who was still smelling of alcohol, and quickly let go, and said sternly as she took off her hat.

Annabella didn't even pull out the arm that was in her pocket when Nakahara Chuya saluted, and raised her chin as proudly as she saw other people saluting to her,

"Didn't Mr. Nakaya bring my jewel with you?"

"A is already preparing."

"Please also tell him for me that I don't want the gems he wore and used, if he dares to count the one on his ear today~"

Annabelle tilted her head and smiled innocently,

"I'll make him realize that doing business with tyrants in the other world is not the same as doing business with demons."

Zhongyuan Zhong also nodded his head to show that he understood.

"I will convey to A. If Chief Mirufiore has nothing else to do, then I will be rude."

Annabella took a step to the left and stood directly in front of Chuya Nakahara,

"...Mr. Nakaya, do you know how long it took me to kill those 36 people last night?"

Zhongyuan Zhong also stopped leaving, lowered his hat and said,

"I'm not interested in knowing."

"It took me a whole hour."

Annabella looked up at him who couldn't see clearly,

"You know, it always takes more time to kill and torture than to just kill them."

"..."

Annabella didn't seem to notice his silence but continued to show off and said excitedly to him,

"I told them that you don't even have the right to look at the soles of my feet, and then I controlled the steel bars to pierce their bones and muscles, allowing the metal liquid to penetrate into their bodies and flow through their blood vessels along with their blood. Really. It's time to record their screams so you can listen to them too. Those screams are all caused by the fear of my power and mixed with countless curses. Mr. Chuya, have you heard more screams than these human beings? Is there a more beautiful melody?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also seemed to know her for the first time, and the eyes of the person in front of him who recalled blood and violence even had an aftertaste.

"Do you like killing that much? You kill when you are in a bad mood, do you enjoy the fear of others so much?"

"Yeah, when I'm in a bad mood, I especially like killing people for fun. If I haven't killed someone for a while, I feel uncomfortable all over."

Annabelle raised her hand, and out of her arms flew a familiar dagger, the sharp blade twisted and shuttled between her fingers.

"Mr. Chuya, have you ever heard a saying? If you don't want to die, don't mess with the Mirufiore family, because they will let you die without a burial; if you want to die, don't mess with the Mirufiore family. Chief, because he will keep you from ever being freed."

Zhong Yuanzhong also laughed angrily when he heard her words, and said with a gloomy face,

"Since you like these things so much, don't climb out again. Violence, blood, killing, there are so many things in hell. Just stay in it for eternity alone until you sink to a deeper place."

Annabella tilted her head and seemed a little puzzled,

"Why are you so angry? Don't you do that too?"

"Don't compare me to you!"

Nakahara Chuya bypassed Annabella and left the hotel,

"You make me sick."

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