After the message was sent, Zhong Qing didn't reply for a long time.
Jiang Chuanyu held the phone in thought, the side of his neck was itchy from Zhong Nian's breathing, he retreated a little calmly, and Zhong Nian soon noticed, this time, he fanned his eyelashes unhappily.
"...Rain God?"
Zhong Nian rolled his Adam's apple, looking for someone sticky.
"exist."
Jiang Chuanyu kissed Zhong Nian's eyelids, not wanting him to open his eyes, and then adjust his sitting position to make him lie more comfortably.
Zhong Nian's alcohol dissipated a bit, and he was not so drowsy anymore. He stood up and looked around, then raised his head to meet Jiang Chuanyu's gaze, and smiled sweetly without warning.
"Rain God, you are back."
Grinning, he leaned forward and touched Jiang Chuanyu's lips, leaving a scent of wine with orange fragrance on it, and asked incoherently:
"Have you eaten the oranges I left for you?"
Zhong Nian's side face was soaked in the moonlight, his chin was as white as porcelain, his eyes were watery and bright, like young shoots that had just broken through the ground, his whole body was fresh.
Jiang Chuanyu caught up with that lip, sucked it hard, opened his teeth again, licked the smell of wine from his mouth, and finally let go of Zhong Nian, curled up his mouth and chuckled,
"Now I have it."
Zhong Nian licked his lips, uncharacteristically not dizzy, but a little anxious,
"Didn't you eat it? I even peeled the shrimp for you, and I don't know where it went..."
Seeing that Zhong Nian was still awake, Jiang Chuanyu put his face close to him, and kissed the tip of his ear to comfort him:
"I've got it, don't worry, I've got it all."
"You didn't eat it."
Zhong Nian shook his head nervously, broke away from Jiang Chuanyu's embrace, looked at his face carefully, frowned suddenly, and asked cautiously:
"Are you... Xiao Yu?"
Jiang Chuanyu's heart skipped a beat, he turned his head slightly, let the neon lights on the street flash in his eyes, and tentatively opened his mouth:
"What kind of Yu do you know?"
"do not know……"
Zhong Nian narrowed his eyes in confusion, his eyes fell on Jiang Chuanyu's Adam's apple, his thoughts were confused,
"I don't remember what happened when I was a child... He asked me to find Xiao Yu, so I came here... I saw my sister, she is the real sister... But without my parents, I am also afraid..."
Zhong Nian's words were muddled, without any point. Jiang Chuanyu only grasped a few key words. Seeing Zhong Nian's eyes were erratic, he asked him again:
"What's in the attic?"
Zhong Nian's wandering eyes stopped, and his breathing also slowed down. He was stunned for more than ten seconds, then suddenly his whole body trembled, and he got into Jiang Chuanyu's arms, and whispered anxiously and fearfully:
"Hug, hug, Niannian, hug..."
Jiang Chuanyu quickly tightened his arms, embed Zhong Nian firmly into his arms, patted him on the back repeatedly, and comforted him softly:
"I'm here, don't be afraid, Nian Nian don't be afraid."
Because in the taxi, Jiang Chuanyu only uncovered a corner of the gland, not daring to emit too much pheromone, Zhong Nian couldn't fall asleep quickly, curled up in Jiang Chuanyu's arms and shivered for a long time, and then fell into a sleepy dream, waiting for him to calm down When they came down, both of them were sweating.
Zhong Nian's reaction was also expected by Jiang Chuanyu.
He wanted to find out Zhong Nian's secret, not because of curiosity or desire to control, but because of worry.
Worried about Zhong Nian's past, he had a similar experience to himself.
People who have been injured are particularly sensitive to the smell of blood.
sunny: you can hypnotize?Don't mess around, that one needs qualifications.
Pluie: Hypnosis is a dialogue with the subconscious mind. The pheromone of alpha can make omega relax completely. Usually, I often use pheromone to help him fall asleep quickly.
sunny: ...you haven't slept with him a few times, don't act like I don't exist!
Pluie: Sister Qing, I have an abrupt question, was Nian'er abused when she was a child?
sunny:? ?
sunny: That's really abrupt.Think about it with your head, is it possible?
Sunny: When my parents were here, he was almost confessed, but when my parents left, he was indeed confessed by me.
pluie: Have you ever had a babysitter?Or after staying at a relative's house, come back with abnormal behavior?
Sunny: Impossible, my mother took him personally when I was a child, and the relatives who went to the house later were extremely reliable.
sunny: why do you ask this?But whoever has suffered a little bit of abuse, can he be as silly and sweet as Zhong Nian?
pluie: Maybe I'm worrying too much.
Sunny: No, the two of you want to hang out for another night, I don't disagree, don't tell such a lie to deal with adults, okay?
Pluie: I suspect that he had a memory loss when he was a child. I am afraid that he was abused at that time, and his brain actively blocked those memories.
pluie: I have had a similar experience, so I am worried.
sunny: How young were you?
pluie: before elementary school.
sunny: Are you on your way home?
pluie: Yes, it has come out.
sunny: good.
After sending the last message, Zhong Qing didn't say anything else, and when the taxi drove into Zone O, Jiang Chuanyu helped Zhong Nian get out of the car, and suddenly found that Zhong Qing was already waiting at the door of his house.
Jiang Chuanyu was a little surprised: "Sister Qing?"
Zhong Qing stomped her feet and signaled Jiang Chuanyu with her eyes: "Open the door quickly, I'm freezing to death."
As she spoke, she stretched out her hand to take Zhong Nian, who was sleeping all over the place, and gave it to Jiang Chuanyu. Unexpectedly, the drunk cat fell asleep, and her nose was surprisingly sensitive. up.
Jiang Chuanyu quickly opened the door, picked up Zhong Nian, and made a sideways gesture to invite him in. Zhong Qing frowned and glanced at Zhong Nian before stepping into the room.
After closing the door, Jiang Chuanyu stood in the dark and looked towards Zhong Qing, and asked her softly:
"Miss Qing, are you worried about me?"
Zhong Qing turned around at the end of the porch, and saw her younger brother hanging on Jiang Chuanyu's body like a big koala in a gesture of complete trust.
She smiled, and a few wisps of white smoke escaped from her mouth.
"There are some things I also want to figure out."
The air conditioner in the bedroom is turned on to 30 degrees, the doors and windows are closed, and the desk lamp is used for lighting.
Zhong Nian was lying on Jiang Chuanyu's bed, surrounded by Jiang Chuanyu's smell, sleeping peacefully, he was used to sleeping on his side curled up, his hands naturally formed fists, his four fingers wrapped around his thumbs, his face was buried deeply, he looked very childish.
Zhong Qing and Jiang Chuanyu stood beside the bed, staring at Zhong Nian with the same hands in their pockets.
After a while, Zhong Qing turned her head and looked at Jiang Chuanyu,
"How to hypnotize? My pheromones are inductive, do I need to come?"
Jiang Chuanyu was also not sure.
"But can he withstand the interference of the two alpha pheromones?"
"Try it."
Zhong Qing raised her eyebrows, stretched out her hand to signal Jiang Chuanyu to back off, sat beside Zhong Nian, and slowly released the pheromone.
Zhong Nian in his sleep didn't respond, but Jiang Chuanyu who was in the same room frowned.
No alpha can stand the same kind of pheromones, even between aa and aa couples, if there is a quarrel, they can use pheromones to fight.
Zhong Qing's pheromone smelled like burning firewood, forcing the cold sea smell in the room into a corner.
Zhong Nian keenly noticed the change in the smell, and moved his head uneasily.
At this time, Zhong Qing said softly: "Nian Nian relax, you have fallen asleep, very safe."
Zhong Nianchang took a deep breath, and through his closed eyelids, he could see that his eyes were moving rapidly, and then he hummed: "Sister."
Zhong Qing turned around in surprise, but saw Jiang Chuanyu's forbearance. Only then did she realize the problem of alpha pheromone fighting, looked at Jiang Chuanyu, and jokingly said:
"Can you bear it? If not, go out first?"
Alpha's competitive pheromones will only stop a second before entering the incinerator.
Ding A sullenly shook his head calmly.
Zhong Qing smiled secretly, then turned to continue.
"Nian Nian, can I talk to my sister?"
Zhong Qing's pheromone is no stranger to Zhong Nian.Born in an alpha family, pheromones are like air cleaners, ubiquitous, but they have no sense of presence and cannot provoke any mood swings.
Zhong Nian only knew that Zhong Qing was here, and was pestering him to talk, making him sleepless.
He frowned, kicked away a corner of the quilt, and replied rudely: "Goodbye, sister."
First Hypnosis Attempt: Failed.
Zhong Qing stared at Zhong Nian unwillingly, released more pheromones, calmed down, and asked him in a softer voice:
"What is Niannian doing, can sister join?"
Zhong Nian's neck twitched slightly, and he buried his face deeper, with a stiff tone,
"No... my sister only comes on weekends, so I won't play with Niannian."
These words made Jiang Chuanyu raise his eyelids suddenly, staring at Zhong Nian without blinking——
Into the subconscious!
Zhong Qing didn't appear happy, instead she frowned, her breathing gradually sank, she carefully observed Zhong Nian's expression, her tone was a bit astringent,
"My sister is wrong. She came early this time, so she can stay an extra day."
Zhong Nian whimpered in his dream, but still did not let go.
"No, you have to live on campus and you're very busy."
Live in school?
Jiang Chuanyu glanced at Zhong Qing quickly, counting the time in his mind, high school will live on campus, so now he is talking to Zhong Nian subconsciously when he was 5 or 6 years old.
Five years old.
Jiang Chuanyu was ready to move, and was about to ask for a change, when he caught a glimpse of Zhong Qing biting her lower lip, tears rolling in her eyes.
Jiang Chuanyu was too shocked to speak.
Zhong Qing didn't continue, stood up from the bed, turned her back to Jiang Chuanyu to ease her emotions, then turned around, walked to his side, and said in a low voice:
"Pay attention to the way he clenched his fists. It's a child's sleep habit. He used to be like this before elementary school. I probably just had a dream today when he was a child, so I asked about it."
"The current memory should be when I was in the first year of high school. I was 16 and he was 6 years old."
"At that time, I started to live in school, and I could only go to see him at my grandma's house on weekends. I spent too little time with him..."
Jiang Chuanyu looked at her sympathetically, and asked softly:
"Would you like me now?"
"Ah."
Zhong Qing nodded, not daring to look towards Zhong Nian,
"There are a lot of things I can't say to him. I'm calling on my mobile phone. You can ask me later."
"it is good."
Jiang Chuanyu walked to the bed, first tucked the corner of the quilt for Zhong Nian, then looked back at Zhong Qing, and sat sideways.
Zhong Qing was typing with her head down, when she was suddenly trapped by the overwhelming smell of sea water, and almost couldn't bring it up in one breath.
Although not aggressive, the pheromone exclusivity of the top a fully opened is too strong, making other alphas unable to breathe.
Zhong Qing quickly blushed, and under Jiang Chuanyu's worried eyes, she made a gesture of surrender, walked to the door with difficulty, opened it, and fled resolutely.
Fuck, being overwhelmed by her younger brother's boyfriend's pheromones hurts her face too much!
Zhong Qing went straight down to the living room on the first floor, and stood there in the cold and dull night for a long time before fumbling to turn on the lights and air conditioner, looked around Jiang Chuanyu's empty house, curled her lips and shook her head.
In this slum-like place, Zhong Nian still couldn't think of leaving?
He usually complains non-stop when he goes to a slightly older hotel when he travels, but now he doesn't dislike it in the slightest!
Zhong Qing poured herself a glass of water and downed it in one gulp. After she calmed down completely, she nestled on the sofa and started typing.
Jiang Chuanyu deliberately forced Zhong Qing to leave. He didn't want to ask Zhong Nian a lot of things in front of her.
After she left, Jiang Chuanyu directly turned off the lamp, undressed and went to bed, and embraced Zhong Nian from behind.
The breath of sea water gave Zhong Nian the deepest comfort, not only did he not refuse, but he also found himself the most comfortable position to lie down on.
Jiang Chuanyu slowly opened Zhong Nian's clenched fist, stroked each of his fingers, and opened his mouth against his ear,
"How old is Nian Nian?"
Zhong Nian reacted to this voice for a few seconds, and replied timidly: "There are still two weeks to six years old."
Jiang Chuanyuyang smiled slightly, rubbed Zhong Nian's palm encouragingly, and asked again:
"Is it cold today? Is it snowing?"
Zhong Nian nodded lightly,
"Cold, brother Jinsong went out to build a snowman."
Five-year-old Xiao Zhongnian answers every question and is as obedient as he is now.
Jiang Chuanyu asked a few more questions about daily life. After Zhong Nian became familiar with his own voice, he changed the subject and said casually:
"Does Nian Nian have an attic at home?"
This question made Zhong Nian silent, and the stretched fingers retracted again, Jiang Chuanyu waited patiently, the pheromone emitted was gentle and quiet, with all kinds of flattering meanings.
After a long time, Zhong Nian moved his lips,
"There is no home here, there used to be."
Ask out!
Jiang Chuanyu's heart beat violently, he slowed down his breathing, and continued to ask:
"Where was it before?"
"a place far away……"
Zhong Nian seemed to sigh, he turned over and squeezed towards Jiang Chuanyu's warm chest.
"Brother, hug me."
Jiang Chuanyu circled him, and asked a little jealously:
"Do you want Brother Jinsong to hug you?"
"No."
The corners of Jiang Chuanyu's mouth just turned up, but was overwhelmed by the second half of Zhong Nian's sentence.
"It's... I miss my brother badly."
Bad thoughts.
Jiang Chuanyu immediately remembered Zhong Nian's mention of "good niannian" during the last estrous period.
"In the attic... five years old... I gave it to him, I haven't seen him again..."
"That's a good read..."
"Give it to him...Xiao Yu..."
Why are there two Zhong Nian in Zhong Nian's consciousness?
As a mentally ill patient, Jiang Chuanyu knew very well about mental illnesses. He quickly had a guess, but he still held his breath and asked softly:
"Are you fond of Niannian?"
Zhong Nian pursed his lips, "Well, I'm protecting my brother."
After speaking, he seemed to think for a while, and added:
"Bad Niannian is not really bad, it's what my brother said... I don't think he's bad, it's just, just..."
Jiang Chuanyu saw Zhong Nian's hesitation in the dim moonlight, raised his hand to rub his hair,
"Don't worry, you can tell me anything."
Although the five-year-old Zhong Nian didn't know Jiang Chuanyu yet, he liked his voice, and his smell and body temperature made him feel very at ease. He reached out and grabbed Jiang Chuanyu's clothes, and said with determination:
"Bao Niannian wanted to wear a skirt, but when everyone saw it, his mother scolded him, scolded him fiercely, and even beat him. Bad Niannian hid in the attic and cried secretly, and then, then I was born."
"I came out to protect him."
Jiang Chuanyu was completely stunned by these words. According to Zhong Qing, Zhong Nian couldn't even speak before his parents died. How could he have such memories?
"elder brother,"
Zhong Nian called Jiang Chuanyu softly, he raised his head slightly, frowning,
"Can't boys wear skirts?"
Jiang Chuanyu didn't know how to answer for a moment, he thought for a long time before saying:
"It's not impossible. Many male omegas are willing to wear skirts, boys can wear them, and female alphas can too..."
"But we didn't have omega and alpha before."
Zhong Nian interrupted Jiang Chuanyu and said seriously:
"I came here to know alpha, beta, omega."
"In the past, it was just boys and girls, and they said boys couldn't wear skirts."
Jiang Chuanyu was confused by Zhong Nian, the more he asked, the more he couldn't grasp the point, he reasoned back and forth what Zhong Nian said, and then asked:
"Where are you from?"
"Qingzhou."
A place name I've never heard of.
"Who asked you to come?"
"Bad thoughts."
"Why did you come here?"
"Protect Xiao Yu."
Protect from drizzle.
These four words are like a key, unlocking Jiang Chuanyu's dusty memory with a click. He lost his mind for a moment, and a long-abandoned gear in his brain slowly started, and those fragments flew like snowflakes, one by one, slowly piece together the complete image.
Jiang Chuanyu opened his mouth and asked the last question:
"Bad Niannian, how old is it?"
"Eight years old."
The corners of Zhong Nian's mouth turned up, revealing a smile,
"But we look exactly the same. I don't like to wear skirts, and I'm not afraid of bad mother and father. I can protect Bad Nian Nian and Xiao Yu."
Jiang Chuanyu sat up slowly, looking at Zhong Nian with his eyes closed, trembling with nervousness.
He got out of bed, knelt by the bed, held Zhong Nian's hand, and asked him in a trembling voice:
"Have you and Xiaoyu... chatted?"
"No, it's all bad Niannian chatting with him."
"Then can you hear them talking?"
"can."
"Did you live in the same body with Bad Niannian before?"
"...How do you know? Shhh, it's a secret. Mom, Dad, and sister don't know."
"...Who is my sister?"
"Zhong Qing. I came to look for Xiaoyu but couldn't find it. My sister took care of me."
Jiang Chuanyu's vision was blurred, he clenched his teeth, lowered his head, and let the tears drip on the back of Zhong Nian's hand.
"You found it, I am Xiao Yu."
There is no snow in the winter night, the dripping water turns into ice, the sky is full of stars, and we look at each other coldly.
The universe is boundless, and in every world, there are repeated joys and sorrows.
The world is controlled by adults. They have countless troubles every day, ranging from wars to three meals a day.
Their troubles are the real troubles, and the crying of children is not worth mentioning.
So when five-year-old Zhong Nian was brought back to his grandpa's house by his mother for New Year's greetings, in order to make his grandparents like him, he imitated his mother's appearance at home, put on lipstick, put on his cousin's red dress, and put his little feet in his mother's high heels Limping around in the living room, being ridiculed by the whole family, beaten and scolded by parents,
Adults just took the kid's behavior as a joke.
Even his biological parents, after venting, turned around and went to the New Year's Eve dinner with a smile on their faces, and threw him on the child's table, leaving him to fend for himself.
Zhong Nian was so taunted that he couldn't eat anything, so he hid everywhere in his grandfather's old house, and finally found a corner where no one would go - the attic.
Everything in this world made him too scared.
The father who never shows up, the mother who is good and bad, the grandparents who hardly look at him, and the brothers and sisters who chase him and pull his pants and laugh at him for not being a boy.
He didn't understand why he couldn't like things used by girls.
In his life, there are only his mother and the kindergarten teacher. They are all girls. Why can't he like what they like?
No one would tell him, they would just laugh at him, hit him, and call him names.
Zhong Nian was so eager for someone to protect him, so Nian Nian came out.
Hao Nian Nian meets all the requirements of adults, sunny, kind, gregarious, doesn't like things about girls, very, very boy.
With good Niannian, bad Niannian can secretly wear high heels and skirts in the attic.
It was something he picked up from the trash can, something his mother didn't want, and it smelled like his mother.
His mother hasn't hugged Zhong Nian for a long time, he really misses the smell of his mother.
Three years later, eight-year-old Zhong Nian heard about Xiao Yu's experience. He didn't know where Xiao Yu was, but he didn't want him to be beaten again.
Xiao Yu's father sounds more vicious than Zhong Nian's own father.
The bad Niannian thought about it, and told the good Niannian:
"You go to Xiaoyu, protect him like you protect me."
So, the good Niannian left the bad Niannian.
Zhong Nian didn't know if Hao Niannian found Xiao Yu, he grew up day by day and learned to hide himself.
No one knows what he likes, and no one knows what he has lost. He will still go to his grandfather's house, to that attic.
Things from childhood were covered with thick dust, Zhong Nian didn't look at them any more, he lived without sorrow or joy, and occasionally chatted with Xiao Yu.
But he was old enough to know that this kind of contact was irrational, and he also knew that he once had a second personality and blamed everything that happened in the attic on his abnormal brain.
With a schizophrenic mother, he has a high chance of being abnormal.
Not only that, but he also suffered from ALS.
What a rotten life in a mud pit.
Zhong Nian lay on the hospital bed for three years, and the nurse who accompanied him liked to listen to radio dramas, so he also listened to some.
Sometimes he wondered, if he could enter those radio dramas, become an insignificant npc, and live a normal life, would he be able to realize what happiness is?
Have a relationship, make a large group of real friends, and have a family that loves you.
Before dying, Zhong Nian once again thought of the good Niannian he had when he was a child.
I hope he will be healthy and healthy in another world, have everything he doesn't have, find Xiaoyu and protect him.
Maybe I can go see him myself.
I hope that at that time, Hao Niannian has already found Xiaoyu, and bad Niannian can hand over the later memories to Hao Niannian. Of course, some corrections should be made to remove those too many sad memories. Hao Niannian does not need to know how dark the world is. .
Let him remain silly and sweet, meet all his wishes, and live happily.
Live with your own hope.
Jiang Chuanyu held the phone in thought, the side of his neck was itchy from Zhong Nian's breathing, he retreated a little calmly, and Zhong Nian soon noticed, this time, he fanned his eyelashes unhappily.
"...Rain God?"
Zhong Nian rolled his Adam's apple, looking for someone sticky.
"exist."
Jiang Chuanyu kissed Zhong Nian's eyelids, not wanting him to open his eyes, and then adjust his sitting position to make him lie more comfortably.
Zhong Nian's alcohol dissipated a bit, and he was not so drowsy anymore. He stood up and looked around, then raised his head to meet Jiang Chuanyu's gaze, and smiled sweetly without warning.
"Rain God, you are back."
Grinning, he leaned forward and touched Jiang Chuanyu's lips, leaving a scent of wine with orange fragrance on it, and asked incoherently:
"Have you eaten the oranges I left for you?"
Zhong Nian's side face was soaked in the moonlight, his chin was as white as porcelain, his eyes were watery and bright, like young shoots that had just broken through the ground, his whole body was fresh.
Jiang Chuanyu caught up with that lip, sucked it hard, opened his teeth again, licked the smell of wine from his mouth, and finally let go of Zhong Nian, curled up his mouth and chuckled,
"Now I have it."
Zhong Nian licked his lips, uncharacteristically not dizzy, but a little anxious,
"Didn't you eat it? I even peeled the shrimp for you, and I don't know where it went..."
Seeing that Zhong Nian was still awake, Jiang Chuanyu put his face close to him, and kissed the tip of his ear to comfort him:
"I've got it, don't worry, I've got it all."
"You didn't eat it."
Zhong Nian shook his head nervously, broke away from Jiang Chuanyu's embrace, looked at his face carefully, frowned suddenly, and asked cautiously:
"Are you... Xiao Yu?"
Jiang Chuanyu's heart skipped a beat, he turned his head slightly, let the neon lights on the street flash in his eyes, and tentatively opened his mouth:
"What kind of Yu do you know?"
"do not know……"
Zhong Nian narrowed his eyes in confusion, his eyes fell on Jiang Chuanyu's Adam's apple, his thoughts were confused,
"I don't remember what happened when I was a child... He asked me to find Xiao Yu, so I came here... I saw my sister, she is the real sister... But without my parents, I am also afraid..."
Zhong Nian's words were muddled, without any point. Jiang Chuanyu only grasped a few key words. Seeing Zhong Nian's eyes were erratic, he asked him again:
"What's in the attic?"
Zhong Nian's wandering eyes stopped, and his breathing also slowed down. He was stunned for more than ten seconds, then suddenly his whole body trembled, and he got into Jiang Chuanyu's arms, and whispered anxiously and fearfully:
"Hug, hug, Niannian, hug..."
Jiang Chuanyu quickly tightened his arms, embed Zhong Nian firmly into his arms, patted him on the back repeatedly, and comforted him softly:
"I'm here, don't be afraid, Nian Nian don't be afraid."
Because in the taxi, Jiang Chuanyu only uncovered a corner of the gland, not daring to emit too much pheromone, Zhong Nian couldn't fall asleep quickly, curled up in Jiang Chuanyu's arms and shivered for a long time, and then fell into a sleepy dream, waiting for him to calm down When they came down, both of them were sweating.
Zhong Nian's reaction was also expected by Jiang Chuanyu.
He wanted to find out Zhong Nian's secret, not because of curiosity or desire to control, but because of worry.
Worried about Zhong Nian's past, he had a similar experience to himself.
People who have been injured are particularly sensitive to the smell of blood.
sunny: you can hypnotize?Don't mess around, that one needs qualifications.
Pluie: Hypnosis is a dialogue with the subconscious mind. The pheromone of alpha can make omega relax completely. Usually, I often use pheromone to help him fall asleep quickly.
sunny: ...you haven't slept with him a few times, don't act like I don't exist!
Pluie: Sister Qing, I have an abrupt question, was Nian'er abused when she was a child?
sunny:? ?
sunny: That's really abrupt.Think about it with your head, is it possible?
Sunny: When my parents were here, he was almost confessed, but when my parents left, he was indeed confessed by me.
pluie: Have you ever had a babysitter?Or after staying at a relative's house, come back with abnormal behavior?
Sunny: Impossible, my mother took him personally when I was a child, and the relatives who went to the house later were extremely reliable.
sunny: why do you ask this?But whoever has suffered a little bit of abuse, can he be as silly and sweet as Zhong Nian?
pluie: Maybe I'm worrying too much.
Sunny: No, the two of you want to hang out for another night, I don't disagree, don't tell such a lie to deal with adults, okay?
Pluie: I suspect that he had a memory loss when he was a child. I am afraid that he was abused at that time, and his brain actively blocked those memories.
pluie: I have had a similar experience, so I am worried.
sunny: How young were you?
pluie: before elementary school.
sunny: Are you on your way home?
pluie: Yes, it has come out.
sunny: good.
After sending the last message, Zhong Qing didn't say anything else, and when the taxi drove into Zone O, Jiang Chuanyu helped Zhong Nian get out of the car, and suddenly found that Zhong Qing was already waiting at the door of his house.
Jiang Chuanyu was a little surprised: "Sister Qing?"
Zhong Qing stomped her feet and signaled Jiang Chuanyu with her eyes: "Open the door quickly, I'm freezing to death."
As she spoke, she stretched out her hand to take Zhong Nian, who was sleeping all over the place, and gave it to Jiang Chuanyu. Unexpectedly, the drunk cat fell asleep, and her nose was surprisingly sensitive. up.
Jiang Chuanyu quickly opened the door, picked up Zhong Nian, and made a sideways gesture to invite him in. Zhong Qing frowned and glanced at Zhong Nian before stepping into the room.
After closing the door, Jiang Chuanyu stood in the dark and looked towards Zhong Qing, and asked her softly:
"Miss Qing, are you worried about me?"
Zhong Qing turned around at the end of the porch, and saw her younger brother hanging on Jiang Chuanyu's body like a big koala in a gesture of complete trust.
She smiled, and a few wisps of white smoke escaped from her mouth.
"There are some things I also want to figure out."
The air conditioner in the bedroom is turned on to 30 degrees, the doors and windows are closed, and the desk lamp is used for lighting.
Zhong Nian was lying on Jiang Chuanyu's bed, surrounded by Jiang Chuanyu's smell, sleeping peacefully, he was used to sleeping on his side curled up, his hands naturally formed fists, his four fingers wrapped around his thumbs, his face was buried deeply, he looked very childish.
Zhong Qing and Jiang Chuanyu stood beside the bed, staring at Zhong Nian with the same hands in their pockets.
After a while, Zhong Qing turned her head and looked at Jiang Chuanyu,
"How to hypnotize? My pheromones are inductive, do I need to come?"
Jiang Chuanyu was also not sure.
"But can he withstand the interference of the two alpha pheromones?"
"Try it."
Zhong Qing raised her eyebrows, stretched out her hand to signal Jiang Chuanyu to back off, sat beside Zhong Nian, and slowly released the pheromone.
Zhong Nian in his sleep didn't respond, but Jiang Chuanyu who was in the same room frowned.
No alpha can stand the same kind of pheromones, even between aa and aa couples, if there is a quarrel, they can use pheromones to fight.
Zhong Qing's pheromone smelled like burning firewood, forcing the cold sea smell in the room into a corner.
Zhong Nian keenly noticed the change in the smell, and moved his head uneasily.
At this time, Zhong Qing said softly: "Nian Nian relax, you have fallen asleep, very safe."
Zhong Nianchang took a deep breath, and through his closed eyelids, he could see that his eyes were moving rapidly, and then he hummed: "Sister."
Zhong Qing turned around in surprise, but saw Jiang Chuanyu's forbearance. Only then did she realize the problem of alpha pheromone fighting, looked at Jiang Chuanyu, and jokingly said:
"Can you bear it? If not, go out first?"
Alpha's competitive pheromones will only stop a second before entering the incinerator.
Ding A sullenly shook his head calmly.
Zhong Qing smiled secretly, then turned to continue.
"Nian Nian, can I talk to my sister?"
Zhong Qing's pheromone is no stranger to Zhong Nian.Born in an alpha family, pheromones are like air cleaners, ubiquitous, but they have no sense of presence and cannot provoke any mood swings.
Zhong Nian only knew that Zhong Qing was here, and was pestering him to talk, making him sleepless.
He frowned, kicked away a corner of the quilt, and replied rudely: "Goodbye, sister."
First Hypnosis Attempt: Failed.
Zhong Qing stared at Zhong Nian unwillingly, released more pheromones, calmed down, and asked him in a softer voice:
"What is Niannian doing, can sister join?"
Zhong Nian's neck twitched slightly, and he buried his face deeper, with a stiff tone,
"No... my sister only comes on weekends, so I won't play with Niannian."
These words made Jiang Chuanyu raise his eyelids suddenly, staring at Zhong Nian without blinking——
Into the subconscious!
Zhong Qing didn't appear happy, instead she frowned, her breathing gradually sank, she carefully observed Zhong Nian's expression, her tone was a bit astringent,
"My sister is wrong. She came early this time, so she can stay an extra day."
Zhong Nian whimpered in his dream, but still did not let go.
"No, you have to live on campus and you're very busy."
Live in school?
Jiang Chuanyu glanced at Zhong Qing quickly, counting the time in his mind, high school will live on campus, so now he is talking to Zhong Nian subconsciously when he was 5 or 6 years old.
Five years old.
Jiang Chuanyu was ready to move, and was about to ask for a change, when he caught a glimpse of Zhong Qing biting her lower lip, tears rolling in her eyes.
Jiang Chuanyu was too shocked to speak.
Zhong Qing didn't continue, stood up from the bed, turned her back to Jiang Chuanyu to ease her emotions, then turned around, walked to his side, and said in a low voice:
"Pay attention to the way he clenched his fists. It's a child's sleep habit. He used to be like this before elementary school. I probably just had a dream today when he was a child, so I asked about it."
"The current memory should be when I was in the first year of high school. I was 16 and he was 6 years old."
"At that time, I started to live in school, and I could only go to see him at my grandma's house on weekends. I spent too little time with him..."
Jiang Chuanyu looked at her sympathetically, and asked softly:
"Would you like me now?"
"Ah."
Zhong Qing nodded, not daring to look towards Zhong Nian,
"There are a lot of things I can't say to him. I'm calling on my mobile phone. You can ask me later."
"it is good."
Jiang Chuanyu walked to the bed, first tucked the corner of the quilt for Zhong Nian, then looked back at Zhong Qing, and sat sideways.
Zhong Qing was typing with her head down, when she was suddenly trapped by the overwhelming smell of sea water, and almost couldn't bring it up in one breath.
Although not aggressive, the pheromone exclusivity of the top a fully opened is too strong, making other alphas unable to breathe.
Zhong Qing quickly blushed, and under Jiang Chuanyu's worried eyes, she made a gesture of surrender, walked to the door with difficulty, opened it, and fled resolutely.
Fuck, being overwhelmed by her younger brother's boyfriend's pheromones hurts her face too much!
Zhong Qing went straight down to the living room on the first floor, and stood there in the cold and dull night for a long time before fumbling to turn on the lights and air conditioner, looked around Jiang Chuanyu's empty house, curled her lips and shook her head.
In this slum-like place, Zhong Nian still couldn't think of leaving?
He usually complains non-stop when he goes to a slightly older hotel when he travels, but now he doesn't dislike it in the slightest!
Zhong Qing poured herself a glass of water and downed it in one gulp. After she calmed down completely, she nestled on the sofa and started typing.
Jiang Chuanyu deliberately forced Zhong Qing to leave. He didn't want to ask Zhong Nian a lot of things in front of her.
After she left, Jiang Chuanyu directly turned off the lamp, undressed and went to bed, and embraced Zhong Nian from behind.
The breath of sea water gave Zhong Nian the deepest comfort, not only did he not refuse, but he also found himself the most comfortable position to lie down on.
Jiang Chuanyu slowly opened Zhong Nian's clenched fist, stroked each of his fingers, and opened his mouth against his ear,
"How old is Nian Nian?"
Zhong Nian reacted to this voice for a few seconds, and replied timidly: "There are still two weeks to six years old."
Jiang Chuanyuyang smiled slightly, rubbed Zhong Nian's palm encouragingly, and asked again:
"Is it cold today? Is it snowing?"
Zhong Nian nodded lightly,
"Cold, brother Jinsong went out to build a snowman."
Five-year-old Xiao Zhongnian answers every question and is as obedient as he is now.
Jiang Chuanyu asked a few more questions about daily life. After Zhong Nian became familiar with his own voice, he changed the subject and said casually:
"Does Nian Nian have an attic at home?"
This question made Zhong Nian silent, and the stretched fingers retracted again, Jiang Chuanyu waited patiently, the pheromone emitted was gentle and quiet, with all kinds of flattering meanings.
After a long time, Zhong Nian moved his lips,
"There is no home here, there used to be."
Ask out!
Jiang Chuanyu's heart beat violently, he slowed down his breathing, and continued to ask:
"Where was it before?"
"a place far away……"
Zhong Nian seemed to sigh, he turned over and squeezed towards Jiang Chuanyu's warm chest.
"Brother, hug me."
Jiang Chuanyu circled him, and asked a little jealously:
"Do you want Brother Jinsong to hug you?"
"No."
The corners of Jiang Chuanyu's mouth just turned up, but was overwhelmed by the second half of Zhong Nian's sentence.
"It's... I miss my brother badly."
Bad thoughts.
Jiang Chuanyu immediately remembered Zhong Nian's mention of "good niannian" during the last estrous period.
"In the attic... five years old... I gave it to him, I haven't seen him again..."
"That's a good read..."
"Give it to him...Xiao Yu..."
Why are there two Zhong Nian in Zhong Nian's consciousness?
As a mentally ill patient, Jiang Chuanyu knew very well about mental illnesses. He quickly had a guess, but he still held his breath and asked softly:
"Are you fond of Niannian?"
Zhong Nian pursed his lips, "Well, I'm protecting my brother."
After speaking, he seemed to think for a while, and added:
"Bad Niannian is not really bad, it's what my brother said... I don't think he's bad, it's just, just..."
Jiang Chuanyu saw Zhong Nian's hesitation in the dim moonlight, raised his hand to rub his hair,
"Don't worry, you can tell me anything."
Although the five-year-old Zhong Nian didn't know Jiang Chuanyu yet, he liked his voice, and his smell and body temperature made him feel very at ease. He reached out and grabbed Jiang Chuanyu's clothes, and said with determination:
"Bao Niannian wanted to wear a skirt, but when everyone saw it, his mother scolded him, scolded him fiercely, and even beat him. Bad Niannian hid in the attic and cried secretly, and then, then I was born."
"I came out to protect him."
Jiang Chuanyu was completely stunned by these words. According to Zhong Qing, Zhong Nian couldn't even speak before his parents died. How could he have such memories?
"elder brother,"
Zhong Nian called Jiang Chuanyu softly, he raised his head slightly, frowning,
"Can't boys wear skirts?"
Jiang Chuanyu didn't know how to answer for a moment, he thought for a long time before saying:
"It's not impossible. Many male omegas are willing to wear skirts, boys can wear them, and female alphas can too..."
"But we didn't have omega and alpha before."
Zhong Nian interrupted Jiang Chuanyu and said seriously:
"I came here to know alpha, beta, omega."
"In the past, it was just boys and girls, and they said boys couldn't wear skirts."
Jiang Chuanyu was confused by Zhong Nian, the more he asked, the more he couldn't grasp the point, he reasoned back and forth what Zhong Nian said, and then asked:
"Where are you from?"
"Qingzhou."
A place name I've never heard of.
"Who asked you to come?"
"Bad thoughts."
"Why did you come here?"
"Protect Xiao Yu."
Protect from drizzle.
These four words are like a key, unlocking Jiang Chuanyu's dusty memory with a click. He lost his mind for a moment, and a long-abandoned gear in his brain slowly started, and those fragments flew like snowflakes, one by one, slowly piece together the complete image.
Jiang Chuanyu opened his mouth and asked the last question:
"Bad Niannian, how old is it?"
"Eight years old."
The corners of Zhong Nian's mouth turned up, revealing a smile,
"But we look exactly the same. I don't like to wear skirts, and I'm not afraid of bad mother and father. I can protect Bad Nian Nian and Xiao Yu."
Jiang Chuanyu sat up slowly, looking at Zhong Nian with his eyes closed, trembling with nervousness.
He got out of bed, knelt by the bed, held Zhong Nian's hand, and asked him in a trembling voice:
"Have you and Xiaoyu... chatted?"
"No, it's all bad Niannian chatting with him."
"Then can you hear them talking?"
"can."
"Did you live in the same body with Bad Niannian before?"
"...How do you know? Shhh, it's a secret. Mom, Dad, and sister don't know."
"...Who is my sister?"
"Zhong Qing. I came to look for Xiaoyu but couldn't find it. My sister took care of me."
Jiang Chuanyu's vision was blurred, he clenched his teeth, lowered his head, and let the tears drip on the back of Zhong Nian's hand.
"You found it, I am Xiao Yu."
There is no snow in the winter night, the dripping water turns into ice, the sky is full of stars, and we look at each other coldly.
The universe is boundless, and in every world, there are repeated joys and sorrows.
The world is controlled by adults. They have countless troubles every day, ranging from wars to three meals a day.
Their troubles are the real troubles, and the crying of children is not worth mentioning.
So when five-year-old Zhong Nian was brought back to his grandpa's house by his mother for New Year's greetings, in order to make his grandparents like him, he imitated his mother's appearance at home, put on lipstick, put on his cousin's red dress, and put his little feet in his mother's high heels Limping around in the living room, being ridiculed by the whole family, beaten and scolded by parents,
Adults just took the kid's behavior as a joke.
Even his biological parents, after venting, turned around and went to the New Year's Eve dinner with a smile on their faces, and threw him on the child's table, leaving him to fend for himself.
Zhong Nian was so taunted that he couldn't eat anything, so he hid everywhere in his grandfather's old house, and finally found a corner where no one would go - the attic.
Everything in this world made him too scared.
The father who never shows up, the mother who is good and bad, the grandparents who hardly look at him, and the brothers and sisters who chase him and pull his pants and laugh at him for not being a boy.
He didn't understand why he couldn't like things used by girls.
In his life, there are only his mother and the kindergarten teacher. They are all girls. Why can't he like what they like?
No one would tell him, they would just laugh at him, hit him, and call him names.
Zhong Nian was so eager for someone to protect him, so Nian Nian came out.
Hao Nian Nian meets all the requirements of adults, sunny, kind, gregarious, doesn't like things about girls, very, very boy.
With good Niannian, bad Niannian can secretly wear high heels and skirts in the attic.
It was something he picked up from the trash can, something his mother didn't want, and it smelled like his mother.
His mother hasn't hugged Zhong Nian for a long time, he really misses the smell of his mother.
Three years later, eight-year-old Zhong Nian heard about Xiao Yu's experience. He didn't know where Xiao Yu was, but he didn't want him to be beaten again.
Xiao Yu's father sounds more vicious than Zhong Nian's own father.
The bad Niannian thought about it, and told the good Niannian:
"You go to Xiaoyu, protect him like you protect me."
So, the good Niannian left the bad Niannian.
Zhong Nian didn't know if Hao Niannian found Xiao Yu, he grew up day by day and learned to hide himself.
No one knows what he likes, and no one knows what he has lost. He will still go to his grandfather's house, to that attic.
Things from childhood were covered with thick dust, Zhong Nian didn't look at them any more, he lived without sorrow or joy, and occasionally chatted with Xiao Yu.
But he was old enough to know that this kind of contact was irrational, and he also knew that he once had a second personality and blamed everything that happened in the attic on his abnormal brain.
With a schizophrenic mother, he has a high chance of being abnormal.
Not only that, but he also suffered from ALS.
What a rotten life in a mud pit.
Zhong Nian lay on the hospital bed for three years, and the nurse who accompanied him liked to listen to radio dramas, so he also listened to some.
Sometimes he wondered, if he could enter those radio dramas, become an insignificant npc, and live a normal life, would he be able to realize what happiness is?
Have a relationship, make a large group of real friends, and have a family that loves you.
Before dying, Zhong Nian once again thought of the good Niannian he had when he was a child.
I hope he will be healthy and healthy in another world, have everything he doesn't have, find Xiaoyu and protect him.
Maybe I can go see him myself.
I hope that at that time, Hao Niannian has already found Xiaoyu, and bad Niannian can hand over the later memories to Hao Niannian. Of course, some corrections should be made to remove those too many sad memories. Hao Niannian does not need to know how dark the world is. .
Let him remain silly and sweet, meet all his wishes, and live happily.
Live with your own hope.
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