After I died, I became Zha Gong's favorite

When Gu Qingfeng woke up again, he was already in the hospital.

He himself could feel the unprecedented weakness of his body, and that kind of weakness let him know that his time was numbered.

He glanced sideways and saw Bian Xi who was guarding the hospital bed, and the person he felt the most wronged in his life was Bian Xi.

Before he died, he felt that he still had some things to do, maybe he could help Bian Xi.

Sensing his gaze, Bian Xi raised his head from the bed and saw that he woke up, his tired face was filled with surprise, "You woke up, how do you feel?"

Gu Qingfeng opened his mouth and said, "I want to see Cheng Jinnian."

This was the first sentence he said when he woke up. These words were like a sharp sword piercing into Bian Xi's heart.

Bian Xi almost thought that he had heard it wrong, so he couldn't help but confirm with him, "What did you say?"

Gu Qingfeng repeated it again, this time he deliberately emphasized the words, "I want to see Cheng Jinnian."

Bian Xi really understood this time, he looked at Gu Qingfeng in disbelief, and said in a trembling voice, "Qingfeng... what did you see him...?"

Gu Qingfeng twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "I miss him, I want to see him."

"Qing Feng, are you still in a coma? It must be like this. I'll call the doctor to come over and take a look for you."

Gu Qingfeng's words threw Bian Xi into a mess. Ever since he passed out at his house on New Year's Eve, Bian Xi was a little terrified.

He stayed by the hospital bed day and night, praying that he would wake up quickly and that nothing would happen.

After finally waking him up, the first thing he said was that he wanted to see Cheng Jinnian, the person who wished him to die, he actually wanted to see him.

Because of Gu Qingfeng's words, Bian Xi's mind was already in a mess, and he didn't see the flash of distress in Bian Xi's eyes.

His mind was full of what Gu Qingfeng said, he wanted to see Cheng Jinnian.

Like crazy, it kept playing in his mind, and Bian Xi told himself that it was fake and he couldn't believe it.

So he excused himself to find a doctor and ran out.

The doctor came over to check, but he didn't say anything, but Gu Qingfeng could see from the eyes of the doctors that he actually couldn't live much longer.

So he wanted to see Cheng Jinnian even more urgently. He had to do something for Bianxi before he could leave with peace of mind.

It's just that he doesn't know if Bian Xi will let Cheng Jinnian come to see him.

After the doctor went out, Gu Qingfeng lay on the bed alone and waited for almost an hour. He was about to fall asleep, and Bian Xi hadn't come back yet.

Gu Qingfeng knew that Bian Xi was outside the door at this time, but he just didn't want to face him.

After all, even he himself is disgusted that he wants to see Cheng Jinnian, let alone Bian Xi.

Will he feel disdain for him in his heart?

He felt that he was really a lowly person, to the end of his life, he still wanted to meet the person who wanted to kill him.

In fact, that's fine too, if Bian Xi really hated him because of this time, wouldn't Bian Xi be too sad when he died?

He can't wait now, every minute and every second of his time is the countdown to his death, he shouted to the door, and sure enough, Bianxi rushed in quickly, and said to him, "How are you? Are you okay? "

Gu Qingfeng looked at him and shook his head, and said, "I'm fine."

Bian Xi looked at him, the initial sadness was gone from his eyes, he stood for a while, and before Gu Qingfeng spoke, he said, "If you want to see him, I can find him for you, but can he come to see you? It's something I can't control."

Hearing what he said, Gu Qingfeng evoked a faint smile, which made people unable to take their eyes off, except that his face was too haggard and pale.

Gu Qingfeng felt a little uncomfortable being looked at by him, raised his hand to touch the scar on his face, and said, "Am I too ugly here?"

Bian Xi said, "No, I don't think you are ugly, you are beautiful."

Never before, in Bian Xi's eyes, Gu Qingfeng is the most beautiful and kind-hearted person he has ever met.

I don't know if it was because of the previous sentence that I promised to help him contact Cheng Jinnian, or because of the latter sentence of praise, Gu Qingfeng said to Bian Xi, "Thank you."

Bian Xi nodded lightly, "You have a good rest, I will contact him."

Speaking of Bian Xi, who was about to turn around and go out, Gu Qingfeng suddenly stopped him, "Bian Xi..."

"Huh?" Bian Xi turned around, "What's wrong?"

Gu Qingfeng said to him, "You will definitely meet a better person in the future."

Bian Xi wanted to say that there would be no more, if it wasn't for him, he wouldn't want to work hard to live like a human being.

But he just pursed his lips, hummed lightly, and said nothing.

Gu Qingfeng lay on the bed like this for another day, and he couldn't help asking Bian Xi, "Bian Xi, what did he say?"

Gu Qingfeng didn't know whether Bianxi had contacted Cheng Jinnian, but he felt that his time limit really made him unable to wait.

Hearing him ask, Bian Xi couldn't help but said sourly, "Is that why you want to see him?"

Gu Qingfeng didn't deny it, and said directly, "Yes."

Seeing that he was so determined, Bian Xi felt as if a big rock was pressing hard on his body, constricting his chest, making him speechless.

Gu Qingfeng knew that his words were hurtful, but he had no choice but to do so.

"Bian Xi, when can he come to see me?"

Bian Xi finally couldn't bear it and said, "He is already married, there is no possibility for you."

"I know, so I just want to meet him."

Bian Xi felt that he was probably driven mad by jealousy. They were all fine before New Year's Eve. He didn't know why Gu Qingfeng suddenly insisted on seeing Cheng Jinnian.

Bian Xi really couldn't understand, Cheng Jinnian had treated him like that, how could he still miss him.

Bian Xi asked, "Am I not good enough?"

Qing Feng, I can become better for you and become what you like.

But he could only say this secretly in his heart.

"You are fine." Gu Qingfeng looked at him with eyes that were incomprehensible, "But I like Cheng Jinnian, I thought about it carefully, even if he treats me badly, I really miss Still can't forget him."

Bian Xi stared at him dumbfounded, "You are really hopeless."

After saying this, Bian Xi slams the door and leaves.

Gu Qingfeng thought, this is the first unhappiness between them.

Since they got along during this period of time, Bian Xi has never lost his temper with him. It was probably because he was pushed into a hurry that he said that sentence just now.

Gu Qingfeng stared at the tightly closed door, and there were thousands of tastes in his heart that he could only bury and taste slowly.

He said silently in his heart, Bian Xi, you hate me.

Bian Xi never broke his promise to Gu Qingfeng, he did contact Cheng Jinnian, but when Cheng Jinnian heard that Gu Qingfeng wanted to see him, it seemed like he had heard the funniest joke.

If possible, he would not want Gu Qingfeng to meet Cheng Jinnian.

But Bian Xi didn't want to see his disappointed expression.

After Bian Xi left the ward, he didn't go too far. No matter how angry he was, he didn't dare to go far. He was worried that something would happen to Gu Qingfeng.

Bian Xi took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it and leaned against the wall and took a puff. He only started smoking from the day Gu Qingfeng said that he wanted to see Cheng Jinnian.

To a non-human like him, things like cigarettes don't really have much effect. He just wants to fill the void in his heart and find something to do.

After a cigarette was burned out, Bian Xi took out his mobile phone from his pocket, turned to Cheng Jinnian's number and called again.

Cheng Jinnian did not refuse his call, and quickly answered, "Hello? Bian Xi?"

"Well, are you free?" Bian Xi asked directly.

Cheng Jin smiled young and said, "No, but if you come to me alone, I will appoint one, or do you mean that you are ready to come back to me and continue to work for me?"

Bian Xi sneered, and said, "Cheng Jinnian, if you still have a conscience, come to the hospital to have a look at Qing Feng. The reason why he became like this is thanks to you."

Cheng Jinnian said unhurriedly, "Oh? Really? If you hadn't tempted me with such conditions back then, I would have married him? If I hadn't married him, do you think these things would still happen?"

Bian Xi was silenced by him, he was really blaming himself, if it wasn't for his meddling back then, Gu Qingfeng wouldn't be living like this, and wouldn't want to die time and time again with trauma all over his body.

Seeing that Bian Xi didn't speak, Cheng Jinnian said again, "If you're really doing it for his own good, why don't you think about letting me see him, after all, I really want to watch him die."

"You are a beast that is not as good as a pig or a dog!"

"Come on, it doesn't matter if you scold him badly, I just want to watch him die, if you push me again, maybe I will ask someone to solve it myself, you should know that I have this ability."

"Are you not afraid that I will let you die too?" Bian Xi almost gritted his teeth, "Cheng Jinnian, you'd better remember that I can let you have everything you have now, and I can also destroy it with my own hands."

Cheng Jinnian laughed presumptuously and said, "Yes, but I'm afraid you won't be able to last long with your current state. Do you still have the ability to threaten me?"

"If you don't believe me, try it."

Bian Xi cut off the phone as soon as he spoke, Cheng Jinnian was right, because the contract between them was not released, Cheng Jinnian was still his master, and he and his master got into such a situation, his own prototype could hardly be maintained Living.

He was really afraid that one day he would completely tear himself apart from Cheng Jinnian, and he would become a transparent person. At that time, Gu Qingfeng would not be able to see him even more.

Bian Xi stood outside for a while before returning to the ward.

In the ward, Gu Qingfeng closed his eyes, just when Bianxi thought he was asleep, Gu Qingfeng suddenly opened his eyes and said, "Are you back? Have you contacted him?"

Bian Xi nodded slightly, "Well, but he doesn't seem to have time, he is spending honeymoon abroad with Gu Qingcheng."

Gu Qingfeng's expression was slightly startled, and he said, "Honeymoon, did he say when he will come back?"

Bian Xi said coldly, "I don't know."