I'm afraid I won't survive [Quick Transmigration]

As a good socialist young man with good roots, Xu Si, except for pretending to be aggressive and fighting when he was young and ignorant, did not smoke or drink, and kept a respectful distance from pornography, gambling and drugs.He never dreamed that one day, he would have a seizure due to drug addiction, and his life would be worse than death.

Although he has been doing psychological construction since wearing Feng Jue, knowing that this test will be passed sooner or later, but when he really experienced it himself, he realized why, why those addicts can't get rid of it after exhausting all their energy, I can't climb out of that horrible white mud until I die.

Because...it's too damn...unfortunate!

The brain thinking is basically chaotic, and people are inexplicably excited and manic. Xu Si kept yawning, crying, trembling, and chattering teeth.

He pushed Qi Zonghe away viciously, staggered, and fell into the sea. The sea water seemed to rush into his brain, making his chaotic consciousness even more muddy.His body was shivering from the cold, and he began to tremble from the bottom of his heart, as if he was in a cold and gloomy snowy day, someone cut open the blood vessels in his whole body, and kept stuffing ice cubes in it.

A blunt sense of suffocation hit him, but at this moment, suffocation was far less frightening than the coldness in his bones. He only cared about hugging himself into a ball as much as possible, as if that could make him barely warmer.

"Puffling." He let out a long stream of bubbles underwater, indicating that the air in his chest cavity was finally exhausted.Grabbing his hair with both hands, he pulled him out of the sea.

The scalp is going to be ripped off!Xu Si couldn't help scolding his mother, his senses were magnified, and even his irritability skyrocketed. Even though he couldn't even stand up straight, he still swung his fists arrogantly towards that gloomy face.

"Fuck you... ah!"

Qi Zonghe's face was covered with dark clouds, his eyes were filled with cold emotion, his lips were pursed into a straight line, and he looked at Xu Si as if he was looking at a dead person.He shot fiercely, and cut Xu Si's fist that was close to the bridge of his nose back to his back. Due to the excessive force, Xu Si let out a cry of pain.

"What's the matter?" On the beach, Zhou Cong felt that there was something wrong with their posture, so he yelled with concern.

"It's nothing, I accidentally stepped on a shell with some edges and corners." Qi Zonghe spoke nonsense with his eyes open, and picked up a certain rabid wild dog.

Xu Si kept struggling with her long legs, her upper body was hanging upside down, pinching Qi Zonghe's butt hard, pinching and scratching until his back was bloody, and her muscles were sore all over, so she was willing to stop.He kept cursing in his mouth: "You son of a bitch, do you think you are a big boss? Hmph, let me go... let go..."

Qi Zonghe carried Xu Si, who was cursing and twitching unconsciously, on one shoulder, and walked ashore. With his long arms, he caught the yellow floral dress on the beach and covered the little underwear on Xu Si who was ashamed to see others, and went to the depths of the jungle. Walk.

"Eh? Little brother, what's wrong with him?" Fan Minghui was so sophisticated, seeing Xu Si's typical drug addiction reaction, he immediately made a good guess, but he still came over and asked knowingly.

This seemingly concerned greeting was exchanged for Qi Zonghe's casual glance. With just one glance, Fan Minghui's two trembling hands seemed to have a jack on his shoulders, directly bending his originally straight back by dozens of degrees.He wiped his forehead, consciously fell silent, took two steps back, and watched Qi Zonghe go away full of hostility.

"What's the matter?" Zhou Cong had just settled Yan Yu, and trotted over, his face full of worry, "What happened to them?"

Fan Minghui glanced at him up and down with his small eyes, his red nose trembled, and he spat unceremoniously, "Stop meddling and live longer."

Qi Zonghe found a secluded place, threw Xu Si under a tree, turned around and left.

At this moment, Xu Si's sanity basically completely collapsed and he was completely defeated. He prostrated himself on the ground and groaned in pain.The heart seemed to be tightly grasped by an invisible hand, and the other hand held all kinds of torture tools, cutting, smashing and drilling, taking turns to fight, non-stop.There seemed to be countless blades churning frantically in the stomach, and the whole stomach seemed to be thrown directly into the meat grinder.

"It hurts... I hurt... woo..." He cried out deliriously, crying for a while, vomiting for a while, his whole body was hurting, he didn't know where to cover, covering his stomach for a while, his head for a while, and for a while Holding the broken leg again.

What was even more uncomfortable was that he could vaguely feel thousands of bugs crawling all over his body without pain or itching. These bugs seemed to be crawling out from the cracks in the bones one by one, crisp and numb, but not Unhappy, it made goose bumps all over his body, and he scratched his whole body vigorously, trying to replace this feeling of ants with pain.

After a minute or two, the coldness on my body faded, and the fire started again.It's like standing in the very center of a volcanic eruption, and there is nothing more real than this.

In this way, over and over again, alternating ice and fire, sometimes cold and sometimes hot, tortured people to death.

"2333, Hardy, I can't take it anymore, really..." He bumped his head against the tree one after another, and the knocked leaves fell on his tear-stained face, covering his red eyes.

2333 is the same as dead.

In my mushy mind, many scenes flashed like a marquee: the aggressive Ms. Xu, holding a watering pot on her hips, scolded him for being so drunk that her precious flowers were ruined by the smell of alcohol. ; and the handsome guy next door who made him suddenly doubt his sexuality, hehe... In fact, he has been watching him secretly; They chatted about their life ideals all night, and did nothing. The two of them kept their eyes open until dawn... Who else is there?

Oh, and Huanhuan...

What does Huanhuan look like?Is that world real or an illusion?

He blinked, his eyelashes fluttered, and the leaves covering his eyelids fell down his cheeks like a butterfly with broken wings.There were violent convulsions again and again, he gritted his teeth, exhausted all his remaining physical strength, and slammed his head hard against the tree trunk behind him.

Yes, my will is not that strong, and I am not a great revolutionary martyr. I am just an ordinary senior dog. Before I die, I am still struggling with employment issues and papers. I want to give up... I can't bear the heart-piercing pain, and why should I bear it?Am I doing something wrong?Did I inhale the poison?Is the fun mine?

The brain circuit bent and turned into a dead end, and was exhausted physically and mentally by the withdrawal reaction that was as fierce as a tiger. I thought I could die all at once, but there was no deadly hard impact feeling from the back of my head.

Xu Si opened his eyes, and saw Qi Zonghe's livid face in the mist of tears. He came from nowhere, panting heavily, holding the cane in one hand, and the other in the other. Pad in the back of his head.

Xu Si sniffled, stared at him with wide eyes, bent over and vomited it out countless times, and now all he vomited was yellow water, but his stomach still refused to let him go, and kept convulsing and convulsing.

The next moment, he was dragged by Qi Zonghe to an open flat ground. The stones and dead branches were all cleaned up. Qi Zonghe tied his hands and feet tightly with the unknown rattan he found, A handkerchief was also stuffed into the mouth and left there.

The whole process was very rude and cruel because of Xu Si's non-cooperation.

"Uh-uh--" Like a fish out of water, Xu Si kept bouncing back and forth on the floor, her naked body was covered with mud and moss.

"Endure," Qi Zonghe's eyes, which were as heavy as the darkness of the night, stared intently at that tear-stained face, and spit out merciless words, "Either, get over it and quit; or, die at my hands. You choose one. "

He was condescending, and Xu Si could only look up at his stern jawline and his muscles ready to go.Xu Si froze for a moment, her drenched bangs swung down, covering her eyes.

"No one can help you except yourself. The only thing I can do is to end you." The tall man gave him a sideways glance, Xu Si fell silent, as if he was thinking.

Qi Zonghe walked to the edge of the open space and sat down, staring at him motionless, as if as long as Xu Si gave up with a look, he would immediately come over to help him end his life.

It was obviously very dangerous, but Xu Si, who was out of his head, felt a strange sense of security.It seems that Qi Zonghe is not monitoring him, but protecting him.

Just sit there, without saying a word, guarding him.

Ah, drugs can really damage the brain. Xu Si pressed her head against the ground, feeling that there might be an irreversible hole in her brain.

He was biting the handkerchief in his mouth tightly, and there was a faint scent of men's perfume on it. This perfume seemed to be able to calm the nerves and calm his irritable mood; he also stared at Qi Zonghe, and Qi Zonghe did not shy answered his gaze.

I don't know how long it took, maybe 10 minutes, maybe a few hours, Xu Si's whole body was like being in the water once, and the whole body was glistening with sweat.

The pain was slowly receding, the twitching limbs were slowly stretching, and Xu Si's consciousness was gradually blurring.

He was so tired, he had never been so tired in his life.

"Do you want to play word games?" The person who was sitting quietly at the side and watching his struggle suddenly called out.

Xu Si: "..."

Qi Zonghe came over, took out the handkerchief from his mouth, and found that the handkerchief was full of blood stains, this fool was clenching his teeth so desperately that his gums were bleeding.

Xu Si spat out a mouthful of blood, and said weakly, "How to play?"

"The idiom of ABCC?" Qi Zonghe threw the handkerchief aside in disgust.

"Okay, you first." Xu Si turned over with difficulty, from lying on the ground to lying on his side, with his eyes closed, his chest rose and fell greatly, and the lingering pain was still there.

"Run away." Qi Zonghe sat down beside him and said casually.

"Fantasy."

"Gentle and polite."

"Fairy Banban."

Qi Zonghe: "..."

"Hahaha...cough cough..." Xu Si laughed loudly, tears were still hanging on his face, the corners of his mouth were red, he laughed so hard that he couldn't stop coughing, "cough cough cough..."

Throat was like a broken bellows, wheezing and wheezing, Xu Si's eyes were bent, and there was a flickering dimple on the left side of his face.It looked like a dirty puppy abandoned by the side of the road, blinking its big watery eyes, looking at Qi Zonghe pitifully.

Qi Zonghe's heart, which was as hard as a piece of iron, rusted away at a speed visible to the naked eye, and the rust peeled off, revealing cracks.He stretched out his hand to caress Xu Si's back, from the cervical spine to the tailbone, stroked slowly from top to bottom over and over again, to help him smooth his breath.

Many, many years ago, he also took care of a person like this, a woman, and that woman later sold him for drug money.Then she died again, on the cold winter street, downstairs in his adoptive father's room facing his room, with a pile of syringes scattered around her.Skinny, he thought she would be better off selling him.

The dark memory was revealed, and the strength of Qi Zonghe's subordinates increased. Xu Si grunted and looked at him with tears in his eyes.

The temptation of drugs, once contaminated, cannot be washed clean for life.You will end up like that woman, hurting and betraying those around you for a moment of deep pleasure, right?

The aura around Qi Zonghe's body suddenly turned cold, and a cold light flashed in his eyes. Out of an instinctive reaction, Xu Si shrank his neck sensitively, and vigilantly concentrated his unsustainable mental head.

He didn't want to suffer the withdrawal reaction with all his efforts just now, and die miserably at the hands of the big brother just because he didn't pay attention.One careless move, all previous efforts were wasted...

And in the next second, Qi Zonghe untied him, and threw the dazzling yellow floral dress over, "Your pants were washed away, you can only wear them if you want to hide your shame."

Xu Si lowered her head and looked at her pink underwear. The kitten's red bow is bright and lovely...Look at that dress again, the white flowers are also very cute...

Damn, this reality made him feel ashamed and angry!