love show your face

Chu Mei looked at Su Qin in embarrassment.

Su Qin looked at her calmly: "I'm sorry to disturb Queen Chu Ying and Madam's childbirth, but I just want to ask, what do you want for dinner?"

Lin Xueyin resigned, "Ah Qin, do you still have the humanity, my child has fallen to the ground, you bring me dinner?"

Chu Mei: ...

10 minutes later.

Inside the restaurant.

Xiao Baobei looked at Lin Xueyin: "Really, Mr. Lin, do you really not consider the entertainment industry? I think you are very suitable to be an actor."

Lin Xueyin looked at Xiao Baobao: "Mr. Xiao, don't embarrass me. This is an act of forbearance and helplessness that I can't offend Chu's pregnant woman."

Su Qin glanced at her, "I see you are having a good time."

Lin Xueyin: ...

As soon as Chu Mei heard it, she said, "That's right, the eyes of the masses are shining, so don't insult me." The young couple got used to falling in love and killing each other, so they didn't think it was a big deal.Baby Xiao watched from the side and said with emotion: "Chuchu, you are really a winner in life, you have no shortage of friends and lovers."

"President Xiao said that." Chu Mei tried her best not to laugh, "What do you mean a winner in life? I'm a little embarrassed, hey, in fact, I am like this, I just don't want others to be beautiful, smart, cute, and cute. Other than these, there are no advantages."

President Xiao: ...

Lin Xueyin laughed like hell, Chu Mei ate the cheese on Suqin's mouth, looked at the piano in the middle of the restaurant, she and Suqin coquettishly said: "I want to watch you play the piano."

Su Qin's personality is different from Chu Mei's. She is low-key and indifferent, and the occasional pleasure is only for Chu Mei alone. From childhood to adulthood, as long as it is within her ability, as long as it is proposed by Chu Mei, she will be satisfied.

Su Qin hooked her lips, touched Chu Mei's face and asked, "What do you want to hear?"

Chu Mei couldn't wait to move her fingers: "Let's play a song together."

The two came as soon as they said they wanted to, put down the bowls and chopsticks, and went to the stage to play the piano. Chu Mei thought about the child in her belly, and pressed a few piano keys playfully, and the simple notes came out. Suqin understood tacitly, she With a wave of the beautiful hand, a Super Mario game song came out.

The two cooperated seamlessly, with smiles on their faces, looking at each other with full of affection.That kind of sticky love is the precipitation of the years, it is giving without leaving nothing, and it is for the other party wholeheartedly.

Lin Xueyin stared blankly, "If love can be so great, I'm afraid there will be no regrets in this life."

Baby Xiao took a bite of the salad, "What's the matter? My two mothers have lived like this for almost 30 years."

"30 years?" Lin Xueyin looked at Baby Xiao, and Baby Xiao put down her fork, and she looked at Chu Mei who was smiling brightly: "I love someone to the bottom of my heart, I'm afraid that I can't bear to let her bear any grievances, I wish I could give her everything, I only wish to exchange everything for her to be safe for the rest of her life."

Lin Xueyin fell silent, she lowered her head.

Outside the restaurant, the mirror reflected a figure. Sister Fang stood there, quietly looking at Lin Xueyin who was sitting with Baby Xiao, and sighed heavily.She couldn't help thinking of the few words that Chu Mei said to her that day, "You will regret it", she didn't feel anything at that time, but now these words are like some kind of curse, deeply seated in her heart The bone marrow was so painful that she couldn't breathe.

Back at the hotel, Chu Mei pestered Su Qin to sing nursery rhymes for a while, and went to sleep contentedly under her coaxing.

Baby Xiao also went to sleep for beauty, leaving only Lin Xueyin quietly drinking red wine, with long eyes, not knowing what she was thinking.Su Qin came out and looked at her: "Alcohol hurts the body."

Lin Xueyin shook the red wine glass and smiled faintly: "Wine is not intoxicating, everyone is intoxicated."

Su Qin sat opposite her, "Want to talk?"

Lin Xueyin didn't speak, she lowered her head, her long hair blocked her profile.

Suqin looked at her without saying a word. This has been the case since she was a child. Among the four, Suqin is the quietest, but when you need her, she will definitely appear by your side.

After a long time, Lin Xueyin said softly: "Aqin, I just realized today that I don't love her as I imagined."

These words were somewhat beyond Su Qin's expectations, she thought Lin Xueyin would say something that would never be forgotten or sad.

After taking a sip of red wine, Lin Xueyin raised her head and smiled self-deprecatingly: "To be honest, since childhood, I have always felt that Chuchu's brain grooves are different from normal people. There was a slight lack of oxygen during the period, so it was different from normal people.”

Thinking of Chu Mei, Su Qin smiled on his cold face.

Lin Xueyin sighed in her heart, maybe this is love, when mentioning the other party, no matter what, just thinking about it would make her laugh.

"I remember, I once asked Chu Chu, what if she has been giving so much, what if she is abandoned by you one day." Lin Xueyin murmured: "Ah Qin, you know, I am not pessimistic, but I am Paranoid patients can’t help but ask others similar questions over and over again. But now I want to understand that the sense of security I want and my pessimism are all uncertain about love. I’m with her It’s been 14 years, and in these 14 years, I’ve never felt at ease. Either I’m afraid of losing her, or I’m afraid that she will break up suddenly again, you know? Our breakup really hurts my heart, but I suddenly feel a sense of relief It feels as if someone has been pressed in the water for a long time and almost drowned, and at the moment when she finally came out, she let out a long sigh of relief." Lin Xueyin wanted to laugh, but her heart was filled with dull pain: "It seems that I was once in my heart Do you know that feeling when something that has been rehearsed thousands of times suddenly comes true?"

Su Qin looked at Lin Xueyin, and called her softly: "Ayin." How painful it must be for her to be able to say these words.

Lin Xueyin looked at Su Qin, and squeezed out a smile: "I saw you sitting with Chu Chu today, playing the piano side by side, and I suddenly felt that it seems that no matter what Chu Chu asks, you will work hard to achieve it. She is the same, even at one point I thought she had no self, living every day to please you, just like a fool."

Listening to Lin Xueyin's words, Su Qin didn't mention the pain in her heart, but she could feel the despair and vicissitudes in her heart.That's right, after the strongest emotion is gone, the only thing left is emotion.

There were tears in Lin Xueyin's eyes, "Now I understand that Chuchu is not trying to curry favor with you, but just living as she pleases. It can also be said, Ah Qin, you are the meaning of her life. You will never be like me and Sister Fang. Calculate who pays more, who will hurt who, who will leave first, you are so happy together, for each other, never think about these meaningless thoughts. Do not care about the slightest, this is love Bar……"

Lin Xueyin said, looking at the pattering rain outside the window, she turned the wine glass in her hand, "Heh, today's rainy night is really suitable for nostalgia and farewell."

When she said this, Su Qin's heart ached. Although she was not as good at expressing emotions as Chu Mei, her feelings for Lin Xueyin were never less than Chu Mei's. When she said this, God knows how much pain and reluctance she felt in her heart. It was as if she had personally removed the 14-year-old love from her heart. No matter how painful it was, no matter how violent the blood flowed, she could only curl up in a corner and lick the wound quietly.No one can replace that pain.

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The moment Sister Fang received Lin Xueyin's call, she was all excited.

She deliberately wore the white shirt and jeans that Lin Xueyin had always loved to see her wear, her hair was loosely tied, and she put on the earrings that Lin Xueyin gave her, appearing in front of her refreshingly.

Lin Xueyin looked at her, slightly startled.I still remember that when I first saw Sister Fang wearing this outfit, she was still a naughty and incomprehensible eldest sister. The time really counts, and in the blink of an eye, both of them have grown up.

Sister Fang sat down, a little uncomfortable: "A Yin."

In just a few short months, there was a slight strangeness between the two people who were once closest, which was subtle but real.

Lin Xueyin smiled slightly at Sister Fang, and pointed to the coffee in front of her: "Your favorite latte."

Seeing her smile, Sister Fang's eyelids twitched, feeling a little uneasy, "Ayin, I'm following this time, I didn't tell you in advance, I wouldn't be interesting, I can't control myself, I—"

If it was in the past, it would have been too difficult for Sister Fang to explain. Lin Xueyin was always chasing the pace of the two of them, and Sister Fang was running. Her pride, her pride, and her fearlessness were once Lin Xueyin's favorite. Love is also the most painful.

Lin Xueyin looked at Sister Fang, her smile was no longer hurt like before, but a kind of indifference that she saw through: "I didn't mean to blame you."

After all, she was the person next to her pillow. The more Lin Xueyin behaved like this, the more frightened Sister Fang became. The fear of losing in her heart gripped her tightly, and even her breathing seemed to be grasped by someone, and suddenly stopped.

Lin Xueyin looked at Sister Fang deeply, the sadness, pain and nostalgia flowing in her eyes made people heartbroken.

Infected by her eyes, Sister Fang had already forgotten all the words she had prepared and just looked at her.

After a long time, Lin Xueyin took out a photo album from the pocket next to the table, and she handed it to Sister Fang.Sister Fang looked into her eyes and didn't pick it up.

Lin Xueyin said slowly: "Fang, we have been together for 14 years, and we spend every birthday with each other. There are 28 photos on it, all of which are photos taken on our birthdays."

Sister Fang's tears flowed down, she saw the determination in Lin Xueyin's eyes, at this moment, what else could she say, she looked at Lin Xueyin, and murmured: "Ayin, I am sorry for you."

Lin Xueyin didn't speak, she didn't want to cry, but she didn't know what happened to her tears, she lost control and couldn't stop.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to spend the next birthday with you." Lin Xueyin wanted to laugh, but she couldn't. "No matter what, Fang, I hope you are happy." After all, you are the one I love so much. People of many years.Lin Xueyin couldn't say this, she was afraid of emotional collapse, and she was afraid that she would not be willing to pester her.

Sister Fang just shed tears, she didn't wipe it, she just looked at Lin Xueyin like that.Are you happy?Will there be more?

After a long time, she smiled with tears in her eyes: "A Yin, I have been sorry for you since the beginning when we were together. At this moment, I also know that no matter what I say, I can't save you. I just want you to know that I I never wanted to leave you, I was just... just afraid, since I was a child, everything I have will be lost due to various reasons in the end, I use my selfishness to hurt you again and again, and use your love for me Love touched your bottom line."

This word...

It turned out that she understood.

Lin Xueyin's body trembled as she cried, and she couldn't help crying.

Sister Fang stood up, she walked in front of Lin Xueyin, and put her arms around her shoulders as usual, "Silly girl, no matter how selfish and heartless I am, I hope that the me left in your memory will have such a trace of warmth. "Said, Sister Fang closed her eyes, and kissed Lin Xueyin's forehead forcefully: "Ayin, goodbye, take care."

she left.

She left anyway.

She can't help but go.

If she didn't leave, even the last good memory would be destroyed by her own hands.

With tears in her eyes, Lin Xueyin put her hand on her chest. Looking at the photo album left on the table by Sister Fang, she felt that her heart had stopped beating.

do not……

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