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Shen Xiaoze is Lu Chuan's first love.When the parents of both parties found out about the two, he left Lu Chuan cruelly without even saying hello, and went to the United States to study IBA according to the arrangement of his family.

The conditions of the Shen family are much better than those of the Lu family, and the two families also have business contacts. After Shen Xiaoze left, the Shen family even cut off several deals with the Lu family that had been in cooperation for many years, and they tried their best to lose money so as not to make it easier for the Lu family.

At that time, Lu Chuan felt so guilty towards his parents that he packed his luggage and went to Province A with less than 1 yuan before the admission notice arrived.

In the beginning, he had a quarrel with Shen Xiaoze because he wanted to enroll in a school in province A.Shen Xiaoze didn't want him to go to province A, because Shen Xiaoze wanted to apply for the best university in city C and study its ace major.Therefore, Lu Chuan was going to such a far place, Shen Xiaoze couldn't accept it, and the two quarreled countless times before the college entrance examination.Moreover, he didn't even support Lu Chuan's idea of ​​becoming a singer. He didn't want Lu Chuan to become a very famous person, and he became famous after entering the entertainment industry. There is no capital that must be red at all.At that time, Lu Chuan's parents also thought that his idea of ​​becoming a singer was very bizarre, and they must learn management. Shen Xiaoze also used this as an excuse to persuade him to listen to his parents.

Lu Chuan likes Shen Xiaoze, but he can't give up his dream for this love, so he tries his best to persuade Shen Xiaoze, hoping that the other party can understand him, and maybe he can help him convince his parents.Both of them are big men. It only takes three hours to fly from province A to our family, which is not too far away. Besides, with the development of communication now, a little farther away will not cut off the relationship. There is no need to talk about day and night .

But Shen Xiaoze obviously didn't think so. He had to analyze with Lu Chuan several times a day about the benefits of studying in the same school with him. Lu Chuan wanted to persuade him, but he was almost brainwashed and had no choice but to keep silent.This performance, in Shen Xiaoze's view, is a tacit consent.

That day was the end of the mid-term exam and before the monthly vacation. The college aspirations of the whole class were announced on the class wall. Shen Xiaoze's student number was in the front. After reading his own, he went to see Lu Chuan.

Furious Shen Xiaoze dragged Lu Chuan to his house after school, and the two quarreled again.Arguing and arguing, Shen Xiaoze was so angry that he tore at Lu Chuan's clothes and pants, wanting to fuck Lu Chuan hard.Lu Chuan was caught off guard, his jacket was lifted up, his jeans were half-faded, revealing his underpants, and Shen Xiaoze lay on him and kissed him.

Because the two had too much fighting in the room, Shen's mother asked the nanny to find out her son's spare key, for fear that the two children would fight in the house, and ended up seeing such a scene.

Apart from immediately blocking the nanny's view and telling her to go downstairs, Shen's mother immediately confirmed that Lu Chuan was almost finished taking off his clothes, and he must have deliberately seduced Ozawa.

As a mother, most of them think more about their children.When she thought that her own Ozawa had been with this Lu Chuan many times and often slept together, she gave him time to get dressed, and her words meant to drive him out of the house.

Just when Lu Chuan almost experienced a rape with lingering fears, he was kicked out by the hostess of the Shen family, and he got into a taxi with his buttoned shirt and went home to sleep under the covers.

His parents are usually busy, and they only have time to persuade him to apply for volunteers.Lu Chuan was bored in bed until the next day, but no one noticed what was wrong with him.He knows his personality, and he is not suitable to be the top management of any company. He is dull and boring, and he hates talking with others, but there is a smile on his face.And neither will he.

Lu Chuan once thought that Shen Xiaoze would understand him, but he was also disappointed after such a long tug-of-war.Shen Xiaoze wanted to have a real fight with him early in the morning, but Lu Chuan didn't agree. It can't be said that he didn't love enough or was not mentally prepared, or subconsciously knew that this person would never be with him forever, so after refusing again and again, Shen Xiaoze finally attacked him, very violently.

Originally, the Lu family's parents didn't know what happened from the beginning to the end, and Lu Chuan didn't intend to say anything.After his monthly vacation, he didn't want to see Shen Xiaoze any more, so he had to go to school, but Shen Xiaoze didn't come to school.

Day by day passed, the hundred days before the college entrance examination had passed, and Shen Xiaoze hadn't come;Lu Chuan vaguely understood that Shen Xiaoze would not come to school again.Obviously he didn't dare to see him, but he didn't come.

Knowing that the family business was suppressed by the Shen family by accident, before the college entrance examination, Lu Chuan memorized books in his bedroom, memorizing physics formulas, Chinese ancient Chinese, English composition, universal sentences.He heard his parents arguing in the living room, and he was probably out of breath. He didn't even think to control the volume, and Lu Chuan heard him.Lu's mother and Lu's father were very puzzled why the Shen family, who had worked together for many years, wanted to set a trap against them. They guessed and didn't know the reason, so they speculated to each other that the other party offended the Shen family unintentionally. events were brought up as evidence.In the end, both of them were tired and didn't have the strength to quarrel anymore, so they concluded that we should go to Shen's house with the gift and ask.

Lu Chuan was so anxious that he ran out on the spot, but he turned around a few times like an ant on a hot pot lid, and he didn't say anything out of his throat. He already understood the reason why his parents' business was suppressed by the Shen family, and wanted to persuade them not to go The Shen family, if they go there, they will only be sent to their door and be humiliated by others.But this "humiliation" was brought by him, Lu Chuan!How does this make him feel good?

Lu's father and Lu's mother were not in the mood to listen to this stubborn son stammering something that he didn't understand, and went back to the company to rescue the precarious business.

The next day when Lu Chuan came home from evening self-study, he saw his parents sitting side by side in the living room, watching him enter, with expressions of anger and despair.

Lu Chuan once again understood that Shen's parents must have told his parents the "truth".

One night, Lu's father beat and scolded, and Lu's mother had also slapped Lu Chuan a few times, but in the end she couldn't bear to see her son being beaten with scars all over her body, so she stopped Lu's father from stopping.

Lu Chuan was hurt a bit, because he didn't beg for mercy from the beginning to the end.His parents asked him: "Are you gay?" Lu Chuan had nothing to say.His parents asked him again: "Are you seducing Shen Xiaoze?" Lu Chuan thought that he and Shen Xiaoze were in love with each other, although it was true that Shen Xiaoze wanted to fuck him at the time, but he would not tell his parents that.At the end of his father's beating, even his mother began to cry, crying and asking: "Why are you gay? This is to kill off children and grandchildren! Can't you find a girl?" Lu Chuan remained silent.

He didn't go to school on the second day, and lay in bed on the third day. He packed his luggage and went to the school to find the dormitory teacher to check in the student dormitory. The reason was that the college entrance examination was coming soon, and time was precious, so living in school would allow him to study hard.His parents didn't hit him in the face, and the dormitory teacher saw that although the student was pale and thin, he also understood the pressure and hardship of the senior high school student, and quickly agreed to live with him.

He didn't go home until after the college entrance examination, and then asked his classmates to find a part-time job as a telephone customer service. The starting salary was [-] yuan a day, and every time a customer information was left, he would get a commission of [-] yuan, and the client himself would go to the headquarters, and the commission would be [-] yuan.

Until he was dismissed due to poor business performance, there was still no news about Shen Xiaoze.

Later, the college entrance examination results were announced, and the whole class gathered for a graduation banquet. Shen Xiaoze didn't come, but a classmate who had a good relationship with his family said that this kid was lucky, he didn't take the college entrance examination, and went to a capitalist university in the United States!

Shen Xiaoze left without saying anything?Lu Chuan was in a trance that day and drank a lot of wine, but everyone was drunk. He sat among the classmates who were mourning for parting, and he didn't look awkward, and finally stumbled back home.

Not at all realistic.Lu Chuan also sneaked around the vicinity of Shen's house a few times, and Shen's father and mother's car went and returned, but there was no Shen Xiaoze.

He went back, and went home to fill in the volunteers.

Lu's father and Lu's mother asked him: "C University, Jia University, B University, C University in the neighboring province, and Ding University in Linshi City are all good in economics, management and business management. Which one do you apply for?"

Lu Chuan didn't speak.

His parents were very disappointed in him, they only hoped that he would follow their wish to follow a path they were more familiar with, but the son who had raised him for 17 years didn't even listen to this, and still liked men!For both of them, a bolt from the blue is not too much.

A few days before he applied for volunteering, his parents would ask him, what school do you want to apply for?What professional?How is that school?Lu Chuan usually doesn't speak, but his parents scolded him anxiously when they asked, and he said that I applied for the music school of University A.Then another quarrel started.

In the end, Lu's father and mother did not have the ability to cover the sky with one hand. They could change their son's wishes to their liking, so they ignored their son and continued to work for their small company.

Lu Chuan knew from his uncle how much his parents had lost in just two or three months. He walked out of his confined space and saw that Lu's father and mother's black hair had begun to appear mottled.

So I found out on the Internet that after being admitted to the acting department of University A, Lu Chuan left, left a message to his parents, apologized for the first time, and brought all the sundries, clothes, and living expenses he could think of for the university. The money I saved and earned from part-time jobs went to province A.

He thought, since he didn't even pass the music department, he can no longer spend his parents' money at home for nothing, and go to province A earlier to earn his own tuition.

The author has something to say:

I don’t know if this abbreviation is right or not. I made it up. The literal translation is Industry&BusinessAdministration. I find it weird to write Business Administration here. It also appeared once in the previous article. This time it made me self-willed.

The setting of this chapter has been slightly changed compared with the previous article, and the present prevails.