The Disaster of Shyness

"Little brat, come down for me."

Hearing Auri speak, Lin Enming quickly lifted An An from Auri's arms, angrily taught him a lesson, "I haven't taught you how to jump up and down on the Ferris wheel, and now you are pestering Auri to say something you shouldn't say , want to be beaten?"

An An had never seen Lin Enming look so ferocious, and burst into tears with a cry, and hurriedly hid behind Aurui.

Aurui looked at Lin Enming with accusing eyes, "She already knew she was wrong, why are you still scaring her like this?"

Lin Enming choked, turned his back, paused for a few seconds, then went back to the house to get his clothes and take a shower. Obviously, the pot was broken, and after losing his temper, he threw An'an to Auri.

Sitting on a chair on the balcony, looking at the dark night sky, concentrating for a long time, he felt as if he had been buried deep in the vortex of the Milky Way, unable to find his way.

Auri's answer before was "no", in fact, did he deny his previous confession to him?

But no, it's not right at all!

How could it just end like this?

He only had the courage to doubt his own judgment just now, but now that the other party backed down so much, he couldn't be sure of his own mind.

Distraught, even a little overwhelmed.Firmly gripping the armrest of the chair, Lin Enming wished he could smash something to vent the depression in his heart.

There was a movement behind him, and it was Aurui who came over. He was a little worried and asked Lin Enming. "What’s wrong with you?"

Lin Enming looked at him viciously, but pursed his lips tightly, as if he was afraid that he might say something wrong, so he could only use his expression to prove that he really had a complaint in his heart.

"Are you okay?" Aurui asked again, but Lin Enming "hummed" forcefully this time, his puffy appearance made Auri feel that he was having a temper tantrum like a child, which was kind of cute.

Aurui sighed slightly in his heart, walked up to Lin Enming and sat down, teasingly asked: "I provoked you, are you angry that I spoil your An An too much?"

"I'm... angry with myself." Lin Enming turned his head, his tone weakened and his momentum gradually weakened.

Auri was stunned, this was an answer he didn't expect, when Lin Enming would start to blame himself.

Lin Enming looked up at the sky, as if he was talking to himself, but he was stating to Auri, "In the years in S City, I have never dated a single person, because I feel that being in love is a burden, but when you After confessing to me, I became afraid to fall in love."

dare not?Aurui was taken aback, the sadness in his heart was more than distressed, he asked in a low voice: "Why? You...are afraid of dating others, is it because my confession has caused you a psychological burden?"

Unexpectedly, Lin Enming nodded seriously, and responded: "I always feel that I am in love, and I am irresponsible to you."

"You, didn't you reject me? Are you still responsible for me?" Aurui took a breath, not understanding when Lin Enming's logic became so chaotic.If you don't want to accept him, don't say such ambiguous words.

"But you are my best friend, and you have been rejected. How could I agree to associate with people who have no friendship with me? It's not fair to you at all." Lin Enming explained.

After a while, Ori shook his head slightly. "Oh, what a fool."

As he spoke softly, even his smile became invisible.Lin Enming looked at it in a daze, and asked, "What did you say?"

"This is my life, you don't need to be responsible." Ori said.

Lin Enming was choked, he wanted to refute, but couldn't.

Auri smiled at Lin Enming, stood up and looked up at the starry sky, then lowered his head, showing sincerity in Lin Enming's eyes, "I'm sorry, I did something that bothered you on the spur of the moment."

Lin Enming also looked up at him, but was interrupted before he could speak.

"However, I don't regret it. If I like you, I will tell you and make you troubled. You will not forget me these years."

Lin Enming blinked and took a breath to curse out the words in his stomach: "Are you... crazy? Even if you don't confess, I won't forget you. How many years have we known each other?"

"It's not the same." Ori raised the corner of his mouth slightly, "After a long time, we will have a distance because of our integration into different life circles. When we get old, we will become more and more distant, with fewer opportunities to communicate, and our relationship will fade. Then you'll forget about me."

"This sounds more like a prank. Do you know how guilty I am for you?" Lin Enming jumped up from his chair and glared at Aurie anxiously, "I'm afraid you will hate me if I don't respond to your feelings." Me, leave me, we are obviously such good brothers."

"You know, I don't treat you at all..." Taking a breath, Auri stopped his original argument, turned around to open the balcony door, and said to Lin Enming in a low voice, "I'm leaving, you don't have to Feel guilty about anything against me."

"You don't like me anymore? So you left?" Lin Enming yelled behind him, and kicked over the chair that Ori sat on just now.It made a "boom" sound, which was as embarrassing as a struggling beast in the dark.

"Do not……"

Lin Enming stepped forward and held Auri's shoulder, forcing him to turn around and look at him.

"If you like it, come and say it, and if you don't like it, come and say it. Have you considered my feelings? You will be happy if you say it, but I am the one who is troubled and sad. I lost my best brother. I I have failed your expectations of me, what's more, I...I don't want to lose you at all, but you want to leave, is this a sign of liking someone? "

Breathing hot, panting heavily, the flashing light in Lin Enming's eyes made Auri's pupils shrink, and his expression suddenly changed. He waited for Lin Enming's emotions to slow down for a few seconds before he became uncertain and asked what he wanted to ask.

"You mean, don't you want me to go?"

"No, get out of here." Lin Enming's eyes were red, but his eyes did not relax at all, fearing that people would run away in the blink of an eye, and he would never catch this prisoner who disturbed his heart again.

Aurui was stunned, he looked at Lin Enming in silence, and waited until the man's expression became more ferocious and embarrassing, then he gently hugged him in his arms.

"Get lost..." Lin Enming didn't back down and struggle at all, but felt that this farewell hug was so sad that his heart almost stopped beating.This person, his friendship for him has been integrated into his blood, and when he wants to part with him, he feels overwhelmed with pain.

"You don't have to feel guilty about me. If you need it in the future, I will still help you without hesitation. Just accept it, we are still good friends." Auri tentatively, with a slight arc of his mouth.From the uncontrollable trembling of the person in front of him, he understood his fear and reluctance.

Sure enough, Lin Enming asked feebly, "Do you have to go?"

"I have my job, and... If I get too close to you, I will lose my sense of proportion, so I'd better stay away from you."

"Do you like me or not? You just told An'an that you didn't... Then what do you mean by saying that you have made a great sacrifice? To win my sympathy? "

He didn't quite understand what Lin Enming meant, and after trying to recall it in his mind for a few seconds, Aurui suddenly understood, and explained: "What I'm talking about..." He turned his head to Lin Enming's ear, and transmitted the words into the depths of his soul.

"There is no like or dislike, because I love him."

Lin Enming was going crazy, the words of love were too lethal, he didn't dare to look into Auri's eyes, he knew what would be in there, laughed at his stupidity, liked his affection...

"Don't get angry if you don't listen to what someone has finished speaking." Ao Rui patted Lin Enming on the head, just like when he was a child who educated him as the big brother next door.

Lin Enming endured for a second, then clenched his fists hard to relax, and then put his mouth in front of Aurui in a vigorous manner, and said loudly, "You, give me a kiss."

"Hmm?" Aurie was stunned by the command tone, and the content of the sentence was so shocking that he couldn't tell whether he was hallucinating or not.

"Then I'll kiss you." Lin Enming raised Auri's chin, closed his eyes and kissed it.

Impulse, irrepressible urge.

As a result, his face was blushing, he was handsome for less than three seconds, and the sound of his heart beating would be heard by the other party.

"It doesn't seem so scary to be a fellow...Do you think I'm in love with you?"

"..."

Auri didn't know how to answer Lin Enming's question. He knew in his heart that Lin Enming hated him, whether it was because of guilt or liking, or because of feelings he couldn't figure out.

But, at least, he'd "humly" ask, and he'd stay by his side.

"Kang Dang—" A potted plant at the balcony door was broken.

An An held Auri's handbook, pointing at Lin Enming's grievance with a face full of tears, "I knew that you are my rival in love, brother Auri's paintings are all about you, all of you... woo woo... Smelly uncle, I hate you to death."

Although he didn't quite understand what An An was talking about about the painting, Lin Enming heard the word "rival in love" clearly. In order to educate children to develop a correct view of love, he must completely get rid of her unrealistic thoughts.

With the corners of his lips curled up, Lin Enming hugged Auri's waist, and smiled presumptuously and viciously at An An.

"I'm sorry, your rival in love, Lian! I'm in love!"

Then, amidst An'an's tears, he blushed slightly and asked Ori, "How about it, do you want to try falling in love with me?"

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