The Disaster of Shyness

Lin Fan lay on the bed with his eyes closed tightly, and the sound of Huayu rummaging through boxes and cabinets could always be heard in his ears.

"I'm fine, just a little dizzy."

"Then why are you dizzy?"

"You forgot, I have low blood pressure, and maybe I got a little cold from drinking iced drinks at night."

"How could you forget?" Hua Yu sat on the side of the bed and said, "I remember that when you were on your side, not only your blood pressure was low, but your heartbeat was also very slow. It was less than 60. I was so scared that I thought you were dying."

Lin Fan opened his eyes and stared at Hua Yu.

"I'll get you hot milk, and melt a piece of chocolate in it." Hua Yu didn't pay attention to Lin Fan's glaring, anyway, he got used to it and felt the contrast was cute, taking it as Lin Fan's arrogance.

When Lin Fan was shaken awake, his dizziness was already much better. The mellow aroma of chocolate whetted his appetite, and he drank the milk in one gulp.

"I drank to the corner of my mouth."

Hua Yu took the water glass with a smile, and was about to wipe off the milk stains for Lin Fan, when he turned his head and found that Lin Fan stuck out his tongue and licked it clean.Like a cat, with his head retracted into the quilt, Hua Yu felt his heart skip a beat.

"Are you an emotional expert today?" Lin Fan patted the empty seat beside him, motioning Hua Yu to lie down.

"Who dares to be an expert? He actually has the answer in his heart, but he's just not sure. After I said a few words, he kept drinking. When you came back, he was drunk." Hua Yu smiled slightly, crawled to Lin Fan's side, and passed his arm through it. Lin Fan's neck hooked him into his arms.

"He's been like this for a week, I'm too lazy to care about him." Lin Fan said.

Hua Yu touched Lin Fan's earlobe with a smile, he knew he was duplicity.During the few days of his business trip, Lin Fan often talked about Lin Enming.This younger brother, Lin Fan should have admitted it.

Maybe his anger towards Lin Enming before was just because his father told him to force him to act like a heartless person.Who can imagine that the last sentence of a relative who has not been in touch for 20 years is to ask him to take care of his half-brother and return it with money.To Lin Fan, this kind of thing was more like mending a wound.

"Don't think so much." Hua Yu slid under the blanket, and put his forehead against Lin Fan's, "Go to bed early, and the dizziness will be better when you wake up tomorrow."

"En." Lin Fan responded, closed his eyes, and fell asleep beside his lover with peace of mind.

After Hua Yu heard Lin Fan's even breathing, he said softly, "Don't worry." His words were full of worry.

The birds chirped and shook their wings toward the rising sun, chasing the light and heat that could not be touched in this life.And as if with a trace of loss and resentment, a few birds flapped their wings and landed on the edge of the balcony, silently facing the direction of the rising sun.

Lin Enming came out of the bedroom with a sigh of relief, and found that Hua Yu and Lin Fan had already woken up, and they were eating in the living room.

"Why didn't you call me, I'm so hungry." Lin Enming rushed to the dining table.

"Brush your teeth first."

Lin Enming was stared at by Lin Fan, and immediately withdrew his hand holding the bun, and hurried to wash up.In exchange for Hua Yu's snicker, saying that Lin Fan really has prestige.

"Really?" After hearing this, Lin Fan felt as if he was disciplining Lin Enming a little bit, and he couldn't help but feel that the stuffed buns were used to cover up the embarrassment of his "parents".

After breakfast, Lin Fan and Lin Enming went to school, and Hua Yu went to work.

"Xiaofan, be careful on the road." Hua Yu instructed, "Call me if you need anything."

Lin Fan stared impatiently at Lin Enming who said sourly, "Why don't you let me be careful", and responded to Hua Yu, "Got it."

"Buzz—" text message.

After looking at the phone, Hua Yu subconsciously raised his head to look at Lin Fan and Lin Enming, and he clicked on the text message when he noticed that they were walking away.

"If you don't leave him, the game of revenge will begin."

At first, Hua Yu thought it was a prank, but this week, such harassing text messages were sent to his mobile phone continuously, and "he" was mentioned again and again, which made Hua Yu think it meant "Lin Fan".Although he didn't understand why this person would target them, it was probably because Lin Fan's suitors found out about their relationship and felt unwilling.

On the subway, Huayu stood at the door, surrounded by people, everyone was playing with their mobile phones, but Huayu felt that someone was watching him.I sent Lin Fan a WeChat message and asked if he had arrived at school.After receiving the reply of "arrived", Hua Yu was relieved, as long as he arrived at school safely, he could feel a little relieved.

"We have arrived at station XX. Passengers who get off the train, please get off in an orderly manner through the door on the right side of the train's direction..."

Hua Yu waited for the door in front of him to open, then stepped forward with his left foot, but when he went out, there was a sudden push behind him.

"Ah, what are you doing?"

The bustling crowd made Huayu and the woman he bumped into tightly squeezed together.The woman screamed nervously. Most of the people around seemed to be busy with work. After a quick glance, they turned a blind eye and squeezed into the train. Occasionally, a few elderly people thought it was indecent, grabbed Hua Yu's arm, and hurriedly called for patrol Team.

"I didn't do it on purpose." Hua Yu explained, but the woman kept clutching her chest, blushing and angry, accusing Hua Yu of being a hooligan.

Later, under the mediation, Huayu apologized to the woman, and gave the woman some money compensation under the scolding of the old people around.

When he arrived at the company, Hua Yu felt that this fact was a bit strange. He dialed his forehead a little annoyed, and called the number of the latest harassing text message, but was rejected.

Hua Sheng passed by Hua Yu's desk, knocked on the documents on his desk and said, "There is a new case, you and Xiao He will work on it together."

Hua Yu looked at him and nodded sullenly.Hua Sheng didn't pay attention to his boredom, he just thought he was a little tired after training.

After Huasheng left, Hua Yu came back to his senses, discussed with the new colleague Xiao He, and decided to tidy up and go to the designated company for auditing.

Xiao He is a girl who just graduated and has a good impression of Hua Yu.Because when the early winter came for the interview, Miss He lost her way because she was too nervous. She didn't go to the interview place but went into the office. Pay attention to your body and work hard for the interview.At that time, she felt that Huayu had an aura that made people want to get close.

"Hua Yu, I've always wanted to ask you, do you have a girlfriend?" Xiao He asked shyly.

Hua Yu slowed down in front of her, tilted his head and smiled and said, "I have a date."

Xiao He blinked, grinned and said, "Let me just say, a good man like you must have been booked a long time ago. Is he your college classmate?"

Hua Yu nodded. When he mentioned Lin Fan, he couldn't help thinking of harassing text messages. He took out his phone and checked, but there were no new calls or text messages.

"That's really happiness. You must call me when you get married." Xiao He said.

Huayu paused in his heart: get married.To stay together for a lifetime like father and daddy... Will Xiaofan agree?

The two crossed the road and went straight to the company to be audited. After arriving at the company, they met with the people from the finance department, and then the two began to work, and they didn't finish until the company closed.

"Just come here tomorrow, you go back first." Hua Yu said to Xiao He.

Xiao He asked, "Aren't we together?"

Hua Yu said, "I still need to buy something."

"Okay, I'll go first, bye." Xiao He nodded, and the two broke up downstairs in the company.

Huayu walked into a shop across the road.This is a tea shop. When I came to this company in the morning, I happened to find a tea shop here. I thought I could buy some tea cakes and go back to make tea, which happened to be a relief in summer.

Lin Fan received a few pictures of tea cakes in class. He didn’t have any idea about the Pu’er and black tea Hua Yu picked, Hua Yu said to him on WeChat: Then buy some, and bring some refreshments for you two. not bad.

Lin Fan turned off the phone screen and continued to attend the class.Lin Enming, who came to class, patted his arm and asked with a smile, "Hua Yu?"

Lin Fan ignored him, and Lin Enming continued to snicker. Besides Huayu, who else could distract his elder brother from class and return to WeChat.

After class, the two of them walk around the campus, their special temperament will still attract attention.But Lin Enming always felt that something was weird.There seemed to be something more in the eyes of these people than appreciation.

After pulling his bangs a few times to show off his handsomeness, Lin Enming said to Lin Fan: "Brother, let's go play, it's still early."

"Is there any training today?" Lin Fan asked.

"No, the indoor hall is empty."

Lin Fan pondered for a while, thinking whether to invite Hua Yu to join him.

Lin Enming said: "It's okay, let's call three together." After speaking, he took the initiative to call Huayu.But the phone is "in progress".The same is true for dialing a few more times.

"Maybe he's busy, let's play first." Lin Enming suggested.

Lin Fan hesitated for a moment and agreed.It's just that he was a little flustered when he was playing, and was intercepted by Lin Enming several times.

"Brother, what's wrong with you, you're always in a daze." Lin Enming dunked the ball in his hand, and there was some impatience in his eyes for being underestimated.

Lin Fan regained consciousness from the offensive state, stood up straight and explained: "I'm not in the mood to play anymore, let's go back first. Huayu should be back."

Lin Enming "tsk tsk" twice, feeling that his heart was hurt, he slapped the ball a few times, and followed Lin Fan to pack his things and go home.

Lin Fan turned his head, "Aren't you going back to the dormitory tonight?"

Lin Enming heard the disgust in his words. After all, Hua Yu had returned, and he really shouldn't occupy the magpie's nest.

"Then I'll take a shower first, and I'll go to your place for dinner later." Lin Enming spun around the basketball with a playful smile, "I want to eat Huayu's cooking, and his cooking is more delicious than yours."

Lin Fan gritted his teeth, "Okay."

So the two split into two groups at the entrance of the gymnasium, Lin Fan went home, and Lin Enming went back to the dormitory to take a shower.

When Lin Enming entered the dormitory to take a shower and came out with his upper body bare, he was looked at several times by his roommates who had just returned from dinner.

"Hey, your brother Lin Fan really likes men?" A roommate looked contemptuously, "Then you don't, do you?"

Lin Enming was stunned for a few seconds before he realized that he took the mobile phone of his roommate dangling in front of his eyes.

It is the web page of the post bar in the school. "If the high-cold male god doesn't like you, then it's time to doubt his sexual orientation."

The more you slide your finger up, the more frightening the content that appears.Even though he had been living abroad before, he knew that most of the people around him were still sexually discriminated against, let alone in S City now.

It’s over.

Lin Enming quickly changed his clothes, rode on the bicycle on the side of the road, and rushed towards Lin Fan's house.

Lin Fan will not be as weak as he thought, and he will definitely be able to calmly solve this kind of matter.

But it was discovered, what to do.

"Brother, brother!" Lin Enming slammed on the door with an anxious voice, and the sweat on his forehead rolled down his cheeks.

Lin Fan opened the door, took a shower and changed his clothes.

"what happened to you?"

Lin Enming closed the door with his backhand, then held Lin Fan's shoulder, struggling with pain.

"Brother, be strong."

"What's the matter?" Lin Fan pushed his hand away, he couldn't help but panic, but his expression didn't change.

Lin Enming's Adam's apple slipped, and after trying to calm down his emotions, he said to Lin Fan: "The matter between you and Huayu has been exposed."

Lin Fan froze, his face gloomy, he knew what this meant.After Lin Enming showed him the page of the post bar, he came back to his senses.

He stared at Lin Enming with a sense of composure, as if he knew that such a thing would inevitably happen.

"It will happen sooner or later. Hua Yu is not in school, so it should not be affected much."

Lin Enming frowned and asked, "Do you want to bear it alone?"

"People are born to be judged by others." Lin Fan's eyes were sharp, as if he could see through the world, "I can't influence the direction of other people's opinions. I have walked this way, so naturally I should bear the consequences."

"But it's not fair." Lin Enming growled, why would the lives of his relatives become the gossip of others? His elder brother was to be admired, how could he be insulted?

"It doesn't matter." Lin Fan raised the corner of his mouth slightly, "I've long been used to sarcastic remarks, slander and ridicule."

Lin Enming was shocked, he was obviously the person he admired the most, how could he ever have the experience of being ridiculed.After so many years, why is the smart and happy elder brother that daddy has said is different from what he knows.Daddy lied to him?

Lin Fan walked to the sofa and sat down, dialed Hua Yu, and this time the call was connected.

"Hua Yu, where are you?"

"I'm downstairs, I'll get into the elevator right away, are you at home?"

"Ah."

"Okay, see you later."

Putting the phone aside, Lin Fan warned Lin Enming, "Don't mention that incident just now."

After getting out of the elevator, Hua Yu touched the corner of his mouth lightly, feeling a little pain.He took out his mobile phone, looked at his face with the camera, and felt that the reddish corners of his mouth didn't seem that serious, so he smiled and practiced himself.

"I bought tea, but when I went out, I met a thief who stole the bag. I went to help others, so I came back late... Yes, that's it, I won't be found."