The Disaster of Shyness

The night is dark outside the window, and the warmth inside the house is deep.

Living abroad all year round, I always feel that the company system is a bit depressing, and only at home is the most unique and indispensable one.

Therefore, what is needed more during the Chinese New Year is overheating.

"Xiao Fan, try this dish, this..." After a while, Hua Yu filled Lin Fan's bowl with a lot of food, almost overflowing.

"That's enough, thank you, I'll do it myself." Lin Fan whispered.Even as a guest, Hua Yu seemed to take too much care of him.

And after all, it was in front of his family, Lin Fan felt a little embarrassed, but Hua Yu ignored it.

It wasn't until Lin Fan kicked him under the table that Hua Yu realized that he had picked up too many dishes, as if almost half of the dishes on the plate were missing.

"Cough." Liang Xi smiled and pushed the bowl in front of Hua Xiancheng, "I want to add more food."

Hua Xiancheng smiled lightly and put Liang Xi's favorite drunken shrimp into his bowl, "Is it enough?"

"not enough."

"Is it enough?" Another cauliflower was caught.

"not enough."

Hua Xiancheng suspiciously looked at the bowl that was about to overflow, looked at Liang Xi's foxy eyes, thought for a while, then turned his head and whispered in his ear, "If there is not enough, I will satisfy you tonight."

"Damn." Liang Xi stared, dissatisfied with Hua Xiancheng's hooliganism.He just envied his son who had been raised for more than 20 years for being so kind to another man, so he wanted to seek comfort. Who knew that the family had such a thick skin.

When he found that everyone at the table was looking at him, Liang Xi felt that his old face was getting hot, so he quickly changed the subject.

"Xiaofan, this drunken shrimp tastes good, don't you eat more."

"okay."

"But Xiaoyu can't eat these, he will get drunk when he eats alcohol. When he was a child, he secretly tricked him into eating a drunk shrimp, but he fell asleep for a long time."

"Really?" Lin Fan couldn't help laughing when he thought of Hua Yu's drinking capacity.

"It's much better now." Hua Yu picked up a shrimp for himself and stuffed it into his mouth.

Hua Xiancheng took a deep breath, "One is enough, do you still want to eat?"

Hua Yu swallowed the shrimp meat down his throat, "It's okay, I can have a glass of beer now."

"See if you can do it!" Liang Xi laughed.A man who cannot drink might as well say he is allergic to alcohol.

A table of rice started to eat like this.

After dinner, Hua Yu cleaned the dishes, and Lin Fan also cleared the table.

Hua Yu felt a little happy, Lin Fan was cleaning his table like his wife.

"Why is your face so red? Are you really drunk?" Lin Fan turned around and saw Hua Yu staring at him with a blushing face. His eyes didn't blink for a moment, he didn't know what to think, he was so obsessed as if he was drunk up.

"No." Hua Yu shook his head, turned his eyes away and said, "Maybe the temperature of the air conditioner is too high. What about my dad?"

"Going back to the house, it seems to be ready to go to bed."

"It's almost eleven o'clock, don't be too busy. Go to my room and take a shower first."

As Hua Yu spoke, he led the way and opened the door of his room.

red.

Nothing but red.

Hua Yu paused, after all, this room, which can be called a wedding room, did not look like his room at all.

"I didn't expect you...to like red so much."

Hua Yu was startled, a little embarrassed.Dad said that Dad has a measure, so where is the measure...

"Hey, my dad made it! If you don't like it, I'll prepare a guest room for you. There are quite a lot of vacant rooms at home." Hua Yu touched his head, feeling a little tangled in his heart.

When the two of them lived in the small room in S City, they always slept in the same bed, and now if they let Xiao Fan go, it would be like he was driving him away.

"It's so late, don't be busy. And didn't your dad prepare it specially?"

Lin Fan walked into the room as he spoke, his eyes were full of festive red, but he also told: Liang Xi really likes him and hopes that he will be with Hua Yu.

But how can it be so easy, where should his pride and self-esteem be placed?

"It's fine if you like it, then sit down first, and I'll get you a bathrobe."

Lin Fan seemed to be very happy when he heard Hua Yu's tone suddenly lighten up behind him.

"Thank you." Lin Fan said softly.

"Why are you so polite? It's not like you anymore." Hua Yu opened his mouth slightly, a little surprised.

Lin Fan didn't reply, just took the bathrobe from Hua Yu's hand and went into the bathroom.

Thank you for taking me back "home".

After taking a shower, Lin Fan lifted the red quilt and went to bed.Only a fair face was exposed, and a pair of beautiful eyes became more moist and charming.

Hua Yu just looked at him, and his heart was beating wildly.

I always feel that Lin Fan's appearance seems to be tempting himself.

"I'm going to take a shower. If you're sleepy, go to bed first." After speaking, Hua Yu ran into the bathroom as if fleeing.

After taking a bath, Hua Yu dried his hair, and after dawdling for a while, he quietly opened the bathroom door. There was already a slight snoring sound in the bedroom, and Xiao Fan seemed to be asleep.

So Hua Yu lightly turned off the light, fumbled to lift the quilt and lay down on the bed.

His bed was a double bed, and it wasn't too crowded for two big men to sleep on it, but because the room was like a wedding room, and because he was surrounded by his favorite Lin Fan, he felt that his mood was a little different from before.

I always feel that there is a cat's paw scratching in my heart, which is very itchy.

Turning over slightly, he was familiar with the dark eyes, and with the help of the moonlight through the thin red gauze curtains, he could clearly look at Lin Fan's sleeping face.

Xiaofan is really a perfect person. Take this perfect face as an example. Even if he has a bad personality, he can't be hated. Moreover, Xiaofan's smile is also very warm and attractive. In the future, let him smile often Only then...

After watching quietly for a while, Hua Yu felt that something was agitating in his heart, and the blood was slowly gurgling and emitting a scorching breath.

He held his breath for a few seconds, and then couldn't help leaning closer to Lin Fan's ear, carefully and sincerely.

"I like you, how about you?"

There was no response from Lin Fan in the middle of the night, Hua Yu felt a little silly.

He clearly knew that a person who was asleep would not answer his question, and even if he did answer it, it would probably be a negative answer.

In fact, he couldn't figure out why Xiaofan didn't get close to girls even though he had dated them before, and why he relied so much on a classmate who had been rejected?

Did dependence become a habit, or did Xiaofan actually like him?

Liang Xi's father said that if he likes someone, he will always show it, but Hua Yu doesn't know what kind of expression Lin Fan likes.

Bully him?Or will he get more eyes on him than others?

No matter how you look at it, it is more like treating him as a same-sex friend.

Compared with daddy, he and Lin Fan are really far behind.

Like, it seems to make a person more and more greedy.

So greedy, I want to turn liking into mutual liking, and turn mutual liking into mutual deep love.

"I will always be nice to you, because I like you, which is probably what others say, the endless kind of love."

"Hurry up and accept me. I'm alone. I'm really lonely."

"Sleeping so peacefully, is it because I'm by your side?"

"Good night, Xiaofan."

……

People need emotional expression, otherwise the feeling of depression will make people feel suffocated.When someone confides their inner voice gently, the unstable emotions will eventually stabilize slowly.

Hua Yu took a deep breath, closed his eyes after laying down flat, and fell asleep peacefully after a while.

Early the next morning, Lin Fan woke up, and when he found himself in Hua Yu's arms, he didn't break free.

Half an hour later, Hua Yu woke up. After he realized that he had fallen asleep in his arms in the middle of the night, he did not wake up the person in his arms. Instead, he was greedy for the quiet tenderness. He lowered his head and sniffed Lin Fan's hair lightly. Fragrance between.

It's the smell of his favorite shampoo brand. If one day, Lin Fan's whole body will be stained with his smell...

"Knock knock."

After a symbolic knock on the door, Liang Xi slightly opened the door, staring at the arched quilt on the bed with his eyes.

There wasn't any "suspicious" sign, tsk, it's a good thing he arranged the room so emotionally.

"Xiaoyu? Son? Are you up yet?"

Liang Xi's voice was not too loud, but Hua Yu was afraid of waking Lin Fan up, so he immediately turned his head and made a "shh" motion to Liang Xi.This childish behavior made Liang Xi laugh endlessly.

"Get up and eat when you wake up, the beef soup I made in the morning, hey, I wanted to make up for you..."

Hua Yu nodded, and after Liang Xi closed the door, he realized that the person in his arms had opened his eyes, but his arms were still tightly hugging him.

Panicked, Hua Yu immediately let go of his hand, and shyly said, "You're awake... Dad is calling us for dinner."

"En." Lin Fan nodded, raised his head from Hua Yu's shoulder as if nothing had happened, then lifted the quilt and got out of bed to wash.

Hua Yu didn't move, and he was pulling the quilt with both hands like some kind of "afterthought".

"You..." Lin Fan frowned.Why is this guy so red all of a sudden?

Hua Yu asked nervously, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Lin Fan turned around, "Get up quickly, don't make your dad wait in a hurry."

After answering, Hua Yu was also a little puzzled.

It seemed that when the two of them slept on the same bed, Lin Fan was always in his arms when they woke up.Is Lin Fan used to being used as a pillow, or is he used to Lin Fan as a pillow?

After washing up, the two sat down at the dining table.

Hua Yu found out that Hua Xiancheng was not there, so he asked, "Where's Daddy?"

"He's gone to work." Liang Xilue was dissatisfied, "In two days, he will be [-] years old, and he still has to attend some annual meeting, and the family is too busy."

"It seems that the new year's goods at home are not ready yet, why don't I go to the supermarket with Xiaofan to buy them today." Hua Yu immediately suggested to lighten Liang Xi's burden.

"This is the best." Liang Xi chuckled inwardly, "But it's not enough to just buy new year's goods. You can help me buy some cashmere scarves and health care products. I'll give them away."

"understood."

So after eating the beef soup, Lin Fan and Hua Yu went out with a shopping list.

The warm winter is not obvious in Huayu's hometown, and it feels like a biting cold wind when going out.

It snowed all night and the road was a little icy.

Hua Yu and Lin Fan walked slowly on the road, seeing the people around them talking and laughing and holding hands, he felt a little jealous in his heart.

"What are you looking at?" Lin Fan stopped and asked.

This cold tone brought Hua Yu back to his senses, "I didn't see anything, I just thought the road was slippery."

In fact, he wanted to hold hands, but Lin Fan would definitely not agree.

It is indeed a bit strange for two big men to hold hands in the street.

"Then walk slowly, there is no rush." ​​Lin Fan didn't think too much, and walked away first.Hua Yu felt a little annoyed behind him.

Obviously, I didn't feel so lost before, why do I start to feel a little wronged now?

It's really greedy.

Sighing, Hua Yu followed Lin Fan's footsteps.