The Disaster of Shyness

Before waking up from the dream of memories, the sound of music in the ears forced people to open their eyes.

Holding the phone while rubbing his temples, Hua Yu felt that this dream was too long, and he couldn't distinguish between reality and illusion.

The scene of being rejected by Lin Fan seems to have happened just now, so it is difficult to get rid of the sad mood at that time, and I always feel that my heart still hurts the moment I wake up.

"Hello, Xiao Ming?"

"Boss, it's me. Are you still sleeping?" Ren Mingming's voice was very happy, still the same naughty tone as before.

"No, I'm awake."

"Well, I want to ask if you are free tomorrow for Christmas. Hao Shuqi and I just went to S city to attend a high school classmate's wedding. If you are free on Christmas day, we can get together."

"Okay!" Hua Yu curled his mouth in excitement, sat up from the bed and opened the curtains beside the bed, the sun was shining outside the window, and his mood improved.

"Hey, by the way, call Lin Fan. I heard that he is also in S City, let's get together." Ren Mingming came with a teasing laugh. At that time, he heard that Lin Fan went to S City to study. I feel that Lin Fan is for Huayu.

"I... just ask him." Just before when Liang Xi's father and the others came, he had provoked Lin Fan, so it would be good to take the opportunity to make amends.

In the evening of the next day, Hua Yu stopped at the downstairs of the laboratory of the School of Medicine of S University, carrying a handbag, and slightly raised his head to look at the light of the laboratory on the 6th floor.

He didn't inform Lin Fan before he came, but he also knew this and came to find someone. This person must be in the laboratory.The schedule is almost the same every day, so it's strange not to be able to guess where he is.

Before he had walked a few steps, he saw a familiar person standing on the lawn in front of the side door of the laboratory building. Just as he was about to call out Lin Fan's name, he heard a female voice.

"We have at least been boyfriend and girlfriend, can't we have a meal together?"

Huayu frowned slightly, is it Xiaoqing?

"You can find someone else, I don't want to go." Lin Fan coldly refused.

"I don't want to go...I ran all the way here..." Xiaoqing's voice was low, as if she was very unwilling.

"So what are you looking for me for?" Lin Fan narrowed his eyes slightly, and his tone became impatient.The cloud of white gas that he exhaled quickly dissipated in the air.

After waiting for a while, Xiaoqing sneered and mocked: "Oh, you are so selfish, I knew it from the beginning... You selfish ghost, you only think about yourself! It's the same when you're in love, don't hold hands, don't Kiss, don't talk sweet words, I even beg you for a date! Is it true that whoever falls in love first loses?"

"Finished?"

"Bastard!" Xiaoqing threw the undelivered gift onto the stone steps of the lawn by herself. The wishing bottle was full of stars, and every crease seemed to bear traces of heartache.

"Lin Fan, whoever likes you is blind!"

"I will never like you again!"

Looking at the back of Xiaoqing running away, Lin Fan took a deep breath, then looked up at the moon surrounded by the wind circle, and raised the corners of his mouth.

Never like again?

Why does it sound a bit pathetic?

Huayu stood in the dark, unable to tell what it was like.He just heard Xiaoqing's words, and he didn't need to think about it to know that nothing happened between Lin Fan and Xiaoqing. He thought it was true, with Xiaofan's personality, even if he interacted with others, he should be very cold. When Qing asked to hold hands, he really just stretched out a finger out of mercy...

Thinking of such a scene, Hua Yu couldn't help laughing out loud.Xiaofan like this should be very stupid.

Lin Fan immediately came back to his senses, and looked in this direction coldly. After seeing Hua Yu, the indifference in his eyes disappeared immediately, with a bit of surprise, but his voice was still very cold.

"Hua Yu, what are you doing here?"

"Come to see you for Christmas."

Lin Fan didn't speak, just looked at him, as if he was still thinking about something.

"Shu Qi and Xiao Ming have come to City S, and I specially asked me to pick you up for dinner."

"Okay, let's go now." Lin Fan walked to Hua Yu's side and raised his head slightly to signal to go together.

"Wait." Hua Yu took out a hat from the handbag and put it on Lin Fan. He still touched Lin Fan's head and said with a smile, "Merry Christmas."

Lin Fan felt the warmth on the top of his head, raised his eyes slightly, and met Hua Yu's gentle gaze.

This person, no matter how many times he is bullied by himself, will bring him a warm feeling.

But isn't one day, when he is no longer like that An An, Hua Yu will leave?

"What's the matter?" Hua Yu couldn't see Lin Fan's expression clearly under the dim light, but somehow felt a sad feeling emanating from Lin Fan.

Lin Fan turned his eyes away and lowered his head, pushed Hua Yu's hand away, "I don't understand you, and you're not a little girl, why do you like festivals so much?"

Hua Yu chuckled, "Because I want to accompany you."

Lin Fan paused, then heard Hua Yu continue to say, "You spend all day in the laboratory, you should go out to relax and combine work and rest. Otherwise, what if you become a fool?"

"Thank you for your concern, old classmate!" Lin Fan snorted coldly.Take a big step forward, throwing off the follower behind you.

Hua Yu secretly patted his hot face behind Lin Fan. Just now when Lin Fan was obediently standing in front of him, he really wanted to hold him in his arms, and just kiss him like that...

When the two arrived at the agreed hotel, Ren Mingming's cheeks turned red from drinking, while Hao Shuqi smiled strangely, like a cat stealing fish.

"Here we come, Lin Fan, long time no see!" Ren Mingming got up and waved his hands, showing a bright smile to Lin Fan.

"Long time no see." Lin Fan greeted and sat on the sofa with Hua Yu.

"Our Xueba male god is still so handsome, haha." Ren Mingming leaned on the sofa and smiled lightly at Hao Shuqi, "It's not like you."

Hao Shuqi pursed his lips and patted Ren Mingming on the head, "What's wrong with me?"

"Fat." Ren Mingming touched Hao Shuqi's belly.Too much socializing, unexpectedly gained a beer belly in a year.

Hao Shuqi grabbed his hand and sighed, "Understood, I will lose weight."

"It's not about losing weight, it's about drinking less and paying attention to your health!"

"Okay, okay, I understand, I will listen to you."

Lin Fan looked at them, then at Hua Yu's calm expression, waiting for this person to give him an explanation.

Hua Yu laughed, "They've been together since junior year."

"Oh." Lin Fan nodded. He was in the same dormitory with them, so it wasn't that he was unaware of this, but he didn't think that the relationship between boys who were a little closer was that kind of relationship before. Obviously, it was only a matter of time before this fake smart fool was tricked by the wise Hao Shuqi.

"By the way, let's take a photo for Zhou Chen." Hao Shuqi took out his mobile phone as he said, "Let him see it and envy the four of us to get together."

After a while, Zhou Chen who received the photo immediately replied with a photo.

Ren Mingming snorted, but Zhou Chen and his girlfriend even sent a tongue-in-cheek photo, "Still shameless."

Hua Yu and Hao Shuqi looked at each other and smiled, shaking their heads.

"By the way, Lin Fan, how are you doing at school?" Hao Shuqi looked at Lin Fan.

"Fortunately."

Hao Shuqi looked at him with a chuckle, and winked at Hua Yu, "You and the boss are both in City S now, and we can take care of each other again."

"Yeah." Hua Yu nodded, "We meet often, if you are also in S City, you can also meet often."

Ren Mingming picked up his wine glass and smiled, "Come on, let's drink to our reunion!"

Getting together also meant parting. After drinking for three rounds, Ren Mingming and Hao Shuqi went back to the guest room, and Lin Fan helped Hua Yu get into the taxi.

"Click." The door opened.

"Boom." There was a dull sound of a heavy object falling to the ground.

Lin Fan rubbed his shoulders while turning on the air conditioner in the room.

"Xiaofan, Xiaofan..." Hua Yu snorted on the bed, his voice hoarse.

"Why?" Lin Fan frowned and stared at him, smelling of alcohol all over his body, poured five glasses of wine, should it be said that his drinking capacity has improved or his drinking capacity is still so bad?

"I'm uncomfortable...Xiao Fan..." Hua Yu tried hard to open his eyes but couldn't. Lin Fan calmed down by covering his eyes with his hand in a decadent look.

Lin Fan lay on Hua Yu's body and unbuttoned Hua Yu's coat, "Dare to drink even if you don't know how to drink, you deserve it... What are you doing?"

"Xiao Fan..." Hua Yu raised his red face, grabbed Lin Fan's slender fingers holding the buttons of his clothes, and stared straight at Lin Fan.It seems that I want to say a lot, but I stop talking.

Lin Fan saw that Hua Yu's eyes were full of his appearance, and he forgot all his actions for a moment, thinking that when Hua Yu looked at him as if his eyes were presumptuous, he was overwhelmed.

"I like you, I like you..." Hua Yu lowered his head slowly, showing an obsessive look towards Lin Fan, the brilliance in his eyes was very tempting.

Lin Fan put his hand on Hua Yu's shoulder, he pursed his lips slightly, his face was slightly tense, who do you like?

Without asking, he felt the sudden weight on his body, which almost crushed him to internal injuries.

"Damn you, bastard!"

Pushing away the person on his body, Lin Fan couldn't figure out what was causing the dissatisfaction in his heart. He stared at the ceiling in a daze for a while, then turned over and stripped Hua Yu naked, changed his pajamas for him, and wiped his face, just like Hua Yu used to Take care of him like you take care of him...

The night is as gentle as water, but it makes people who have fallen into nightmares frown.

"He can't laugh, and I dare not talk to him."

"Don't be your friend anymore, everyone doesn't want to talk to me because of you."

"You're too smart, we won't be in the same class. And don't come to play with me in the future, it's weird, and I don't want to be compared with you all the time!"

……

"Hmph, smash your face and see which other woman will like you."

"Student Lin, it's not impossible for you to participate in the study tour, as long as you take off your clothes... Do you understand?"

……

"Xiaofan, your mother is beautiful and smart, so she doesn't need me at all."

"Get out of this house, I won't give you a second chance to this cheating man, get out!"

"Xiaofan, remember to be a smart person, don't be like Mommy, remember, don't give your heart to others casually."

"Mommy, Xiao Fan knows that heart is very important. If you lose it, you will die. Xiao Fan will not give it to anyone."

……

Lin Fan opened his eyes, grabbed the clothes on his chest and panted heavily.Beads of sweat dripped from his brow bone into his eyes, making Lin Fan's eyes ache and sour.

Touching his own face, Lin Fan felt bitter. He hated this face that always brought him trouble since he was a child!

If possible, he didn't want to have such genes. He inherited his mother's appearance, her intelligence, and her indifference and sensitivity.

Gradually, his temper became more and more irritable, and his words became less and less, because only in this way, people who like him will take the initiative to stay away, and then, no one will abandon him again.

"Xiaofan..."

Hua Yu turned over, turned his face sideways and muttered in Lin Fan's direction.

Lin Fan looked at Hua Yu beside him, but didn't open his eyes, so is this person also dreaming?Dream about him?

With a warm feeling in his heart that drove away the coldness of the nightmare, Lin Fan slowly curled up beside Hua Yu, then grabbed Hua Yu's hand and put it on the side of his face, asking softly, "Is my face really similar to An An?"

Only Huayu's heavy breathing was regarded as the default answer.

Lin Fan closed his eyes and said to himself: "If you are very similar, you must remember to like me as much as you like him, or you can like me more... Don't leave me, heart is something like this, you will die if you lose it... ..."

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Secretly posted a chapter, I wish everyone a Merry Christmas in advance~