The Disaster of Shyness

Lin Fan has left the country.

Hua Yu heard this news from the Minister of Arts and Culture.

"Lin Fan? I went to the United States at the beginning of the new semester. Only the No.1 in the department is eligible to go abroad."

"is it?"

"Didn't he tell you? Aren't you two inseparable friends?"

"I... I should have said that I forgot... There have been a lot of things recently."

"Haha, let me just say, how could Lin Fan leave without notifying you..."

Hua Yu was stunned, with a strong bitter taste in his heart.

After returning from the summer vacation of his sophomore year, Lin Fan seemed to be a different person, rejecting all his help and careful care, alone in the morning, alone at noon, and alone at night...

For more than half a year, Lin Fan hardly answered any of his questions. He was silent and indifferent. He walked around the campus alone with his schoolbag on his back.

Unexpectedly, after returning from a winter vacation, Lin Fan disappeared completely.

Sliding his Adam's apple, Hua Yu felt his throat dry, maybe he was flustered because of a lie, his face was reddish, "Minister, can I borrow your mobile phone to call him, my phone is out of battery."

"Okay." The minister of literature and art handed the phone to Huayu.

Hua Yu walked out of the classroom with his mobile phone, pinched his palm before making up his mind and pressed the call button.

The phone call across the ocean was picked up in a long "beep" sound.

"Hey."

"Hello... Xiaofan, I'm Huayu."

There was a long silence.However, it seemed that the long distance brought some sense of comfort, Lin Fan did not hang up the phone, but answered bluntly.

"Are you in America?"

"Yes."

"Why... why don't you say hello to everyone, we are all worried about you."

"Heh, where I want to go is...my...freedom, is there a rule that I can't go without saying hello to you?"

"I do not……"

"What do you want to say? If it's small talk, I'm not free."

"You... take good care of yourself, remember to cover spring and autumn, don't..."

"My surname is Lin, not Hua, please don't act like an old lady, it's very annoying!"

"Okay, goodbye, early..." Come back early.

Before he could finish speaking, the call was cut off.

What was cut off was also a glimmer of hope in Hua Yu's heart.

He originally hoped that Lin Fan could hear his concern, and if he really did something wrong, he could correct it for him.When he comes back, he will become what he expected.

But obviously, Lin Fan didn't need him to change, because he didn't care about his concern at all.

It's strange, I always feel pain in my heart.

A year later, at the beginning of senior year, Lin Fan came back.with his girlfriend.

He generously introduced to the roommates in 419, "This is my girlfriend, Xiaoqing."

Zhou Chen didn't speak, and Hao Shuqi subconsciously looked at Hua Yu, while Ren Mingming frowned and looked at this ordinary girl, not understanding why this girl was fascinated by Lin Fan, a high-sighted man, they stood together , It's really not a good match.

Hua Yu's two eyes stared straight at Xiaoqing holding Lin Fan's hand.The ten fingers are interlocked, which belongs to the intimacy between lovers.

Why did that feeling of being torn apart come back?Hua Yu covered his chest and laughed a little uncomfortable, "She suits you very well."

Such a girl is a considerate girl at first glance, Xiaofan should be well taken care of.

It's okay without him...

"You can't have people of the opposite sex who are inhuman. If you haven't seen each other for a year, you bring a girlfriend back to abuse dogs. How can we be humane!" Hao Shuqi laughed dryly, "Go, go and have fun!"

After speaking, he hooked Lin Fan's shoulders and walked away, and by the way, shook off the girl's hand holding Lin Fan.

"My tutor has something to do with me, so I won't go." Hua Yu stood where he was, his voice weakened.

Zhou Chen immediately stayed with him, "Don't worry about the tutor, we've been missing someone in our dormitory for a year, and finally came back, why don't we go have a good time?"

Hua Yu still wanted to refuse, but he heard Lin Fan's cold snort, the voice was so cold and piercing.

I don't know why, at this moment Hua Yu felt a bit of aggrieved embarrassment and stubbornness in his heart.

In the end he went anyway.

Everyone sang at the KTV, watched the European Cup when they were tired, cheered, twisted their hips and clapped their hands, it was so lively.

For a full four hours, Hua Yu drank his drink in silence, one cup after another, occasionally looking in Lin Fan's direction when he raised his head.Until he saw the girl rubbing against Lin Fan, smiling and sneaking a kiss on Lin Fan's cheek in the dark.

Hua Yu choked for breath, stood up abruptly, staggered, and almost fell.

"Boss, are you okay?" Hao Shuqi supported him.

"It's okay, I'm going to the bathroom." Hua Yu pushed Hao Shuqi's hand away as he said, and quickly left the private room.

The cold water stimulated his heart from his fingers, Hua Yu calmed down, he looked at himself in the mirror with a bitter smile on his face.

Obviously, when Lin Fan was not around, he missed him so much, but when Lin Fan came back, he still missed him so much.

When returning to the private room, Ren Mingming greeted him very excitedly, "Boss, why have you been going to the toilet for so long? Come on, we are telling the truth."

Sitting next to Zhou Chen, Hua Yu saw that Zhou Chen began to hand him a bottle of wine, "When the black pointer points to you, you will be asked questions, either drink or tell the truth. After all, there is only one girl, so there is still Lord, it’s no fun playing a big adventure.”

After finishing speaking, Zhou Chen turned the turntable, and the pointer rotated rapidly, then became slower and slower, slower and slower... Slowly pointed at everyone present, and finally stopped in front of Zhou Chen himself.

Hao Shuqi laughed three times, "Let me ask, ahem, brother, how long can your little brother last?"

Zhou Chen gritted his teeth, narrowed his eyes and smiled, "With my girlfriend, half an hour at a time."

The crowd burst into laughter.

With a calm expression, Zhou Chen turned the turntable again, and this time the turntable stopped in front of Hao Shuqi.He howled.

Naturally, Zhou Chen would not let go of such an opportunity, and sneered, "How many times have you had... sex experience?"

Hao Shuqi was almost choked to death by his own saliva, subconsciously glanced at Ren Mingming next to him, held back for a long time, and said, "Once."

Zhou Chen looked at Ren Mingming's blushing face and asked with a smile, "Is it all night at a time?"

Hao Shuqi took the dice and threw Zhou Chen's face, "It's already the second question, don't break the rules, keep playing."

This time the pointer slowly stopped in front of Huayu.

Zhou Chen whistled.Ren Mingming pondered for a long time, and under Hao Shuqi's reminder, he asked, "Boss, do you have someone you like?"

Hua Yu was stunned for a moment, his mind went blank, and he subconsciously glanced at Lin Fan, not wanting to break out in a cold sweat from being stimulated by the cold eyes.He slipped his Adam's apple, quickly poured himself a glass of wine, and drank it in one gulp.

Zhou Chen snorted, "Continue."

The pointer goes to the only girl.

Hua Yu rubbed his dizzy head and asked, "Will you always be by Xiaofan's side in the future?"

"Of course it will."

The crisp voice made Hua Yu nodded slowly, and then he slammed his head on the table.

"Boss, boss..." Ren Mingming called.

"I'm so dizzy, I, I seem to be drunk." Hua Yu could hear his heavy breathing, hot and smelling of alcohol, making his head even more dizzy.

But the pain in his heart kept him awake.

He remembered that it was Hao Shuqi who carried him back at night, he remembered that it was Lin Fan who covered him with the quilt, he remembered that he grabbed Lin Fan's hand and asked, "Xiao Fan, did you miss me when you were in America... Miss you."

He remembered that Lin Fan was about to leave, he remembered that he held Lin Fan down, and tasted the softness and sweetness of his lips.

But when Lin Fan woke up the next day, Zhou Chen said that he carried him back last night.

So, everything was a dream, right?

But why, he thought it was all true.

Although he knew that Lin Fan already had someone who could take care of him, he still couldn't help but help out with small things, such as warm milk in the morning, a full hot water bottle in the evening, clothes put in the house in time for rainy days, and A warm quilt, you will be reminded of things you accidentally forget...

As always, the care has become a habit unconsciously.

Day after day, time passed day by day. After the graduation internship started, Hao Shuqi and Ren Mingming went to D City for internship. The dormitory was basically cleaned up. Zhou Chen was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination and spent all day in the library. Enviously, she told Hua Yu that Lin Fan was admitted to the research institute.

Looking at the empty dormitory, Hua Yu suddenly felt that he had reached a fork in his life, and it was time for him to find a job.

I got in touch with my uncle, Hua Sheng, and decided to go to S City for an internship. It is also very good to work under my uncle.At least Liang Xi's father and the others won't be worried.

On the night before departure, Hua Yu went to bed early, but did not fall asleep. He closed his eyes and listened to the sound of Lin Fan washing up, upset.

The sound of water stopped, the sound of closing the door, the sound of going to bed, the sound of covering the quilt, the sound of even breathing...

Hua Yu opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling above his head. For some reason, he suddenly wanted to see Lin Fan.I'm about to graduate, and I don't know if I will have a chance to see you again in the future.

He got out of bed and stood in front of Lin Fan's bed lightly. Because of his height, Hua Yu could easily see Lin Fan's face.

Quiet and gentle like a child, he would not look wary at him, nor would he say anything that would make him feel sad.

With thin lips, Hua Yu suddenly remembered that kiss that seemed real and unreal. For some reason, Hua Yu was bewitched.bowed his head slightly...

When he recovered, he had already kissed Lin Fan.

Ah, it really is as soft as in the dream, with a hint of sweet satisfaction.

Maybe he's been thinking about it for a long time...

wrong!

What are you doing!How can you kiss him!Why kiss him!

Hua Yu clenched his lips and crawled back to his bed in a panic.

The next day, he left the campus early with his suitcase, almost fleeing in despair.

However, this kiss was like a gust of wind passing through the border, which quickly disturbed Hua Yu's heart, rolled up a seed and buried it in the soil of his heart.

He began to have frequent erotic dreams, and the most frightening thing was that the object of the dreams was always alone.

Suddenly realized that he probably fell in love with someone.

real like.

Not only wanting to take care of him, but also wanting to hug him.