can i be respectful for a while

Before the birthday party ended, Ye Jing made an excuse and took Ye Qing to leave the party early.

"Brother." Ye Qing sat on the co-pilot and turned to look at him.

The colorful neon lights hit his face at night, with shadows of different shades, and Ye Jing's non-smiling appearance made him look more deserted and charming.

Ye Jing didn't speak.

It wasn't until the car stopped firmly in front of the house that he reached out to help Ye Qing unfasten his seat belt, "Get out of the car."

Ye Qing didn't move, "Brother, are you angry?"

"Why am I angry?" Ye Jing asked back.

"I didn't mean to eavesdrop on you."

"With you, I have no secrets. I didn't have any before, I don't have any now, and I won't have any in the future," Ye Jing said. "No matter when, no matter what you do, as long as you are willing to stand by my side, it's fine."

"It's okay to do anything?"

"Whatever you do."

"Brother, can I do this?" Ye Qing looked into his eyes, approached him slowly, and kissed Ye Jing's lips.

Although it was a question, his expression was indescribably calm and calm, like a blatant temptation and provocation.

"Can you be clear in your heart?" Ye Jing sneered, "You know better than anyone else."

"I don't know." Ye Qing turned over and rode on Ye Jing's lap, the space in the driver's seat became narrow all of a sudden, and every breath of each other was clearly ringing in the ears.

Ye Jing hugged his waist, with a half-smile, "Then you should know what you're doing."

"I don't know." Ye Qing put his arms around his neck and lay in his arms, feeling unspeakably uncomfortable, "Brother, tell me, are we really beyond the scope of brothers?"

Ye Jing smiled lightly, and asked, "What is the scope of brother? What is our scope?"

"Brothers don't kiss, and they don't hug like we do now." Ye Qing sat up and looked straight at him, "They all say we are lovers, not brothers at all."

"I am your brother, no matter what others say, it will not change." Ye Jing met his eyes with a serious expression, "You will finish college in peace, find a girlfriend, and at the wedding, I will be yours Best man, then watch you build your own family, have your own children, the children will call me uncle, I will hold them in my arms, take them to the amusement park, teach them to do math problems, just like taking care of you ,Take care of them……"

"I don't need it," Ye Qing interrupted him, with red eyes like a furious little lion, "Ye Jing, can you stop being so hypocritical, you obviously don't want to see me get married, and you don't want to see me getting closer to others than you."

"I think." Ye Jing said calmly, "You will definitely do the same."

"I won't." Ye Qing was speechless, "Why are you so confident that I will live like this."

Ye Jing held his two hands respectively, rubbed his thumbs on the back of his hand, "When I saw you standing on the podium for the first time, doing experiments calmly, I knew that you would become a good person in the future." Doctor, he will save many people, and he has a bright future." Ye Jing's voice sounded more like a patient explanation, "I am eight years older than you, and you just worship your brother and yearn for achievements at our age. But , when you grow up, you will find that it’s nothing, your brother is just an ordinary brother, only children think that heroes are omnipotent.”

"Then what if you're not my brother?" Ye Qing asked, "Would you treat me like you did to that person just now?"

"Ye Qing, don't think about these meaningless things..."

"Or can you stay with me without feeling guilty?"

"Ye Qing!"

There was warning in Ye Jing's eyes, he was silent for two seconds, and he said, "Get out of the car."

"Obviously everyone can see it, why are you deceiving yourself?"

"You have to know, I can spoil you, but I can't spoil myself." Ye Jing narrowed his eyes slightly, "Let's not talk about anything else, just letting our parents know about this matter will kill us both. , do you understand?"

Ye Qing's eyes darkened, and he stopped talking.

"Okay, let's not talk about this issue again in the future, just pretend nothing happened tonight, be obedient, go back to sleep," Ye Jing pressed the car door, and couldn't help saying, "Happy birthday."

Ye Qing looked at him, endured and endured, still couldn't hold back, two teardrops almost fell in a pair of clear and clear eyes, "If I really live that kind of life without you, I will never Happy."

After finishing speaking, she withdrew from him and entered the house without looking back.

Ye Jing leaned on the seat irritably and closed his eyes.

He really didn't like men, and he really fell in love with his younger brother.

He wants to possess Ye Qing more than anyone else, and he is more afraid of confirming this feeling than anyone else.

He can understand Ye Qing's state of mind and anger.

He can indulge his emotions and desires, but he can't let Ye Qing live in this indelible stain from now on, and what he really cares about is that Ye Qing will be hurt.

Even if one day, he really decides to do this, he will only pave the way for a safe escape, so that Ye Qing's life will not be affected fatally.

So, before that, he didn't dare to touch him, let alone promise him.

Ye Jing got out of the car, with his suit jacket on his shoulders, and walked into the house with steady steps.

No lights were turned on in the living room, and even the lights left before leaving were turned off.

He closed the door, trying to touch the switch on the wall with his fingers, but before he could press it, he was staggered, and he leaned against the door, groaning as he fell.

Before he could make a sound, Ye Qing's lips were pressed against him, and the rising and falling heat of breathing in the darkness mixed together, making Ye Jing almost unable to hold back.

Ye Qing is too aware of his weakness, he knows what kind of surprise and what method can shake his eager emotions and desires.

Ye Qing's body was tightly pressed against him, with one hand hugging his neck and the other around his waist, even the sound of breathing was just right enough to stimulate Ye Jing's auditory nerves.

All the movements are immature and impatient, but they are able to strongly shake Ye Jing's heart.

Ye Jing sighed inaudibly, turned over and pressed him under his body, with a strong and frantic demand, "Do you think adult night should be more meaningful?"

"Yes." Ye Qing's wolf-boy nature was undoubtedly exposed. He wanted to untie Ye Jing's shirt, but Ye Jing tore off his belt and trousers first, "What color underwear are you wearing today?"

"Your favorite color." Ye Qing lay beside his ear, biting the side of his neck.

"Mom and Dad are coming back soon, you restrain me a little bit," Ye Jing climbed up his back stroking his fingers, the hem of his beltless shirt showed a silent invitation.

"Aunt Liu...well...and Brother Yuan... are not here..." Ye Qing continued to unbutton his shirt, "Brother..."

Ye Jing blocked his mouth with his lips to prevent him from sulking with a provocative voice.

After the kiss was over, Ye Qing fiercely bit the side of his neck while he was panting, biting like a cub out of control, until his mouth was full of bloody smell.

Ye Jing wraps his arms around him, the more it hurts but the more he enjoys it, let him play around, but he can't help but sigh, "Do you know how tossing yourself?"

Ye Qing turned a deaf ear, "Brother, I like you."

"Ok, I know."

"When did you know?"

"I've known since you were born," Ye Jing hooked his waist, "and besides me, you don't like anyone."

In the darkness, Ye Qing said, "Then you can't be liked by anyone but me."

The two embraced tightly, neither of them spoke again.

In the silence, there was a sudden "di--".

Ye Jing released his hand as soon as the car door locked, and kissed the corner of Ye Qing's mouth, "Good boy, go upstairs."

Then he slowly buttoned up his shirt, straightened his tie, adjusted his undulating breathing, picked up the suit jacket on the ground, and lay down on the sofa.

Qiao Yuan turned on the light, and the first thing he saw was Ye Jing lying on the sofa, half asleep, with a sleepy face.

Ye Han and Jiang Qi then came in, "Why did you fall asleep like this?"

Ye Jing rubbed the center of his brows, "I accidentally fell asleep, you guys should go to bed early when you come back, I'm going upstairs."

"Well, good night son."

"Good night Mom, good night Dad, good night Brother Yuan."

Qiao Yuan glanced at the bright marks on Ye Jing's neck, coughed lightly and didn't say any more, probably it was the daughter of an unknown family before.

In fact, Ye Jing still admired himself, since the two of them had the idea until now, they only kissed at most.Even if today is Ye Qing's real coming-of-age ceremony, he still didn't intend to move a finger of him.

He is not a gentleman, and of course he is also worried that if he plays too many side balls, he will accidentally go off the rails.

Ye Jing knew that Ye Qing was in his room, so he slept in Ye Qing's room and locked the door from the inside.

This baby of mine is used to being lawless, as long as she doesn't stop her, she can do anything earth-shattering.

Ye Jing was lying on the bed, and he remembered Ye Qing's way of doing the experiment that day, indifferent, calm, and calm, mature and noble in the face of death, which made him feel relieved for a moment that his hard work was not in vain, and he finally He has grown Ye Qing into a mature man.

In fact, Ye Qing is not ignorant, on the contrary, it is precisely because he is too mature, he has a way to be careful, and he understands everything, so he will try his best to force Ye Jing to compromise.

The difference between him and Ye Jing is that in his dictionary, maturity is not about sacrificing love, but about finding a suitable way to deal with it. Only when Ye Jing compromises can the two of them be possible.

Ye Jing could see clearly, so he didn't dare to act rashly.His attitude was the last barrier between the two.

Ye Qing is actually more indifferent than Ye Jing, facing everything more calmly and indifferently, his determination comes from his fearless heart, as if everything in this world is inanimate to him, not worth fighting for. His mood fluctuates, and the only thing that can affect his mood is Ye Jing.

Crying or laughing, all because of Ye Jing.

This has been the case since childhood.He was pushed to the ground, broke his knee while flipping through love letters, was kidnapped and taken to the hospital, and was scarred by persuasion. He had never cried through the bleeding and pain in these years, and he was so calm that he didn't even groan.

But every heart-piercing cry came from Ye Jing, Ye Jing's departure, Ye Jing's "transferring love", Ye Jing's seemingly unkind reprimand and Ye Jing's careful rejection.

So in this world, it seems that there are two Ye Qings, and the most authentic and lively one will always belong to Ye Jing.