Lynn doesn't speak

Sometimes being sober isn't necessarily a good thing.

When this is realized, cold frost is covering every inch of the cryochamber.The Winter Soldier's various physiological functions declined rapidly, and finally stabilized at an extremely low value.After confirming that he had completely fallen into a deep sleep, Lynn withdrew from the consciousness attached to the mechanical arm and returned to his original body.

This is the first time he's watched the Winter Soldier frozen.

Lonely and cold, like the wilderness in the extreme north covered with layers of ice and snow, and like the amber on the seabed frozen by time.

Will he be cold?Will he be afraid?Does he have nightmares?

And would those tightly closed eyes be as desolate and empty as when he was awake?

Opening his eyes slowly, his heart seemed to be pierced bit by bit by the sharpest knife in the world.Lynn thought he would be fine, just like the countless tasks that required him to do this before, he had enough strength to carry everything he saw.But soon, he realized that he had overestimated himself.

From the moment he opened his eyes, maybe a few seconds later, Lin En didn't even see the face of the man who was bending over to stare at him clearly, so he turned sideways and started to retch.

He could feel Bucky's hands firmly gripping his shoulders, flesh and blood a little unsteady, but maybe he was shaking too much himself.Lynn wanted to push her boyfriend's hand away, tell him not to get so close, he wasn't going to spit on him.But this sudden physiological reaction was so strong, like a storm, that people had no time to reveal any words related to it, and were soaked through in an instant.

"...What the hell is going on?"

Lynn knew that Bucky might be frightened, and he could hear it from the fact that he swears in English, Russian, German, and several languages ​​that he couldn't distinguish.He vomited for a long time, even if he could only vomit stomach acid in the end, he couldn't stop, and occasionally he could even taste blood in his mouth.But he couldn't control his body, just like he couldn't control himself to think about the pale face of the Winter Soldier in the cryogenic chamber over and over again.That may have been a rare quiet moment for the Winter Soldier, but for Lynn, it was as if he had been put into a cemetery at that moment, and the cold current from Siberia passed through his fiery heart unreservedly, killing him With only his sanity left, his blood was frozen into ice.

are you cold?Are you afraid?do you have nightmares

Meaningless words stuck in my throat, and my head hurt like it was about to split in two.Lynn heard herself whimper, then groan.Moaning, and finally developed into the wailing of a wounded beast, the violent ups and downs of the chest made people suffocated, and the heart seemed to be the source of pain at this moment.He groped around, maybe touched someone's waist, and touched the familiar handle of the tactical knife.He wept softly with almost pleasure, he clenched the thing that could free him, and wanted to stab it into the most painful part of his chest, but the second he was about to force it, he was tightly clenched by the other hand , can no longer move an inch.

"Lynn Morris!!"

Someone's angry voice came from above, like winter thunder, mixed with fear and annoyance.Lynn vaguely felt that his collar was being grabbed, so tight that he could hardly breathe, something soft was stuffed into his mouth, plundering the remaining air, and even sharing the choking blood taste.Immediately afterwards, the skin on the back of the neck was pierced by something in an instant, and a sense of powerlessness rose from the inside of the body.When Lynn realized that this should be the anesthetic in his watch, he couldn't bear the weight of his consciousness anymore, grabbed the corner of the man in front of him, and lost his mind again.

"...You better hope that you can give me a reasonable explanation..."

At the moment when he was plunged into darkness, Lynn heard the man say this, with the unique coldness and indifference of winter, and a little anger and panic that he was not familiar with were revealed between the lines, but it strangely calmed his restless emotions.

He's here.

He is still here.

Finally, such an inexplicable sentence came to mind.He should have breathed a sigh of relief, after messing himself up, he finally closed his eyes and fell asleep peacefully.

# # #

The effect of the anesthetic is apparently very good.

At the very least, by the time Lynn is conscious again, he's back at the X Academy.Hank and Charles were looking down at him beside the bed, with the exact same worry on their two completely different faces, like silent mourning in front of the tombstone, for a moment, he couldn't help but wonder if he was about to die. died.

"It's almost enough if you toss around a little longer."

After injecting a tube of unknown potion into his body, Hank frowned, vaguely feeling that he might be about to transform: "You also know that completely detaching consciousness from the body will cause irreversible damage, Why can't you pay more attention?"

Casting a lingering glance towards the corner, he snorted softly: "You're going to scare your boyfriend to death, and your boyfriend is going to scare us to death."

"Huh?" His mind was still muddled, and it took Lynn a while to catch up with Hank's train of thought: "Am I out of control again?"

"You just use out of control to describe the state at that time?"

Controlling the wheelchair and stepping forward slowly, Charles sighed, with disapproval all over his face: "That is already an extremely dangerous signal, Lynn. Your body cannot bear such frequent detachment of consciousness. Once the limit is exceeded, who There is no telling what will happen, and death is not out of the question."

Touching the armrest with his fingertips, the professor's expression rarely darkened: "Promise me, there will be no next time."

His eyes blinked slowly, his head still looked like it had been run over by a truck.Lynn raised his hand and made an 'OK' gesture. He had no doubt that if he refused to agree, Charles would definitely come to him directly.

"very good."

Nodding in satisfaction, the young Professor X was guaranteed, and he didn't plan to stay here any longer.Although he has a lot of things to talk to Lynn about, but now, maybe he should spare some time for those who need it, lest his manor be demolished by crazy soldiers again:

"Talk to your boyfriend, I promise no one will bother."

Winking at Hank, the beast turned around knowingly, pushed the wheelchair and walked towards the door. Before disappearing, he did not forget to remind him: "I just injected you with nutritional supplements. As long as you don't go out to fight, no matter how hard you toss no problem."

After finishing speaking, before Lin En could react, he closed the door of the room with a "snap", and even locked it from the outside, as if some terrible scourge was locked inside.

...Is it that scary?

Rolling his eyes towards the ceiling, Lynn turned sideways and waved towards the corner.Although despising Hank in his heart was almost an act of running away, when he really saw his boyfriend's expressionless face and the thick haze in his eyes, he still trembled hopelessly.

"Okay, what did I do?"

Watching Bucky walk slowly to the bed and sit down on his right.Lynn raised his hand and covered his eyes wearily, knowing that he didn't have to hide his bad state in any way.

"You didn't do anything." The corners of his mouth were tightened, and Bucky's mood was obviously terrible now: "Except for almost throwing up his stomach, and wanting to stab my knife into your own chest."

"That's it." With a few chuckles, Lin En stretched out his hand to touch his waist, and found that he could no longer feel any hard touch in his palm, and understood: "So you hide all the knives where I can't reach them ?”

"I can give you what you want."

He grabbed his groping hand and held it in the air, as if he didn't know what to do.Bucky stared at Lynn's smiling eyes, was silent for a while, and decided to put it back in its original place: "But don't point it at yourself."

"Oh, of course, I can't bear it."

Obviously trapped in the warm quilt, the feeling of being attached to the mechanical arm in the past will not be brought into the current body, but Lin En just feels that he has also been frostbitten by the ice and snow in the cryogenic cabin, and even the bones are oozing out Bitter cold.

He grabbed Bucky's flesh and blood hand, like a traveler walking in the snow field, desperately absorbing the remaining warmth.

"Then do you still want to preach now?"

Raising his head, his gem-like brown-green pupils were refracted with a little bit of bright gold by the light.Lynn blinked, and put his other hand around, with a lazy hint in his voice: "It's time for winter."

He doesn't take the initiative very often, especially after getting to know just how terrifying the Winter Soldier is that he's been building up for 70 years.Although he has always been the one who is measured in this kind of thing, it doesn't mean that he doesn't lose control. For example, now, Lynn knows very well that there is no need for so many damn barriers between the two of them.

"Double?"

He raised his eyebrows and gave him a provocative look, and he also knew that Bucky couldn't stand this.Sure enough, the hands that were making trouble on the boyfriend's body were suddenly pressed down, and the wrist bones were clenched so painfully. Lynn slowly raised his eyes, and the eyes met. It was easy to see the flames in those eyes that had been covered by heavy snow. ignite.

"Are you serious?"

Licking his lips that had suddenly become dry, Bucky lowered his head, his eyes were still cloudy, but they were not harsh, on the contrary, there was some indescribable gentleness.

He wanted to rush over and tear this man to pieces, tear off the ridiculously fake smile on his face, and then devour his flesh and blood like a wild beast, merging with himself.Probably only in this way can the anger and fear accumulated in the chest be relieved, and only when their bones are finally mosaic together, the despair about almost losing will not strike again.

But before that, he still had something to confirm.

"I don't need your sympathy, comfort, or any meaningless compensation."

Insert right hand.Entering Lynn's hair, his thumb stroked the corners of his crimson eyes little by little.Bucky spoke so softly, his voice was hoarse, almost sighing: "You have to figure out who I am now."

He froze for a moment, obviously his words hit an untouchable corner of his heart.Lynn frowned, his frown was tighter than ever before, almost like a dead knot.

And he just looked at him for a long, long time, neither advancing nor retreating, waiting for the answer he wanted.

"……you are you."

Finally, the confusion in the man's eyes melted away, and a spring-like smile reappeared in the radiance, still warm.

"Besides, the one who almost died was me, soldier." Leaning up and tapping his lips lightly, Lynn sighed, his expression almost seductive: "Now I need your sympathy, comfort, and ... double the compensation."

Bucky raised an eyebrow.

In the next second, the field of vision spun, and the familiar body temperature and weight covered it from all directions, wrapping the world in narrow arms, melting it into a burning flame in ashes.

Maybe he should remind him what he said.

The Winter Soldier thought for half a second as he pressed himself into the soft mattress.

Although, there will only be one result.

—they step into heaven together, or fall down.

The author has something to say: Climb up to prove that I am still alive QAQ

I, I, I, I went to Jiangxi for almost a week, there is no time code word, I just came back yesterday qwq

Babies won’t listen to my apology anymore, right QAQ

I will try my best to repay the debt! !

ps Go back and wait for another chapter. I really didn't expect to be able to explode the number of words in this kind of place (つД')