Lynn doesn't speak

What kind of experience is it to be caught twice by an acquaintance in one night with different men?

Very good, very exciting, the Shura field is only once in a lifetime, and the grass on the grave will definitely be two meters high after it is over.

Playing too big, me.

Thinking of the expressions of Sherlock and John just now made my heart ache.Lin Ensheng was paralyzed in the ruins, looking at his ex-boyfriend who was staring at him, and secretly vowed that if he was still alive after this matter was over, he would go and deal with the culprit 007.

But now, Lynn really has nothing to do.

He couldn't beat his ex-boyfriend, and he missed his only chance to escape because of 007. Even if he asked MI6 for help, reinforcements would arrive in 10 minutes at the fastest.And although Sherlock and Watson are still here, facing the Winter Soldier, they can't help much, and they may even bring danger to themselves... After all, no one can guarantee that Pierce will send only the Winter Soldier tonight, He can't implicate them.

He secretly made a 'don't move' gesture to Sherlock, and Lynn believed that the great detective could also understand.Outside the door, Scotland Yard's siren sounded vaguely, like a reminder of the end of the show, which meant that everything tonight would come to an end.He reached out and tapped Bucky's chest lightly, as if giving up, a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"As you please."

Take me back to Hydra or whatever, it's up to you.

He can't hold him back anytime soon.

It seemed that there was a scalding hot current spreading from the finger on the chest, rushing along the blood all the way to the bottom of my heart.Bucky glanced at Lynn, did not speak, but stood up, condescendingly looking down at the pair of jewel-like eyes.

"I won't let you down."

It was the softest line he'd ever uttered, and it wasn't often, even in the past, that Lynn had heard such frank promises from him.Dazed for a moment, before he had time to think about the deep meaning contained in it, Lynn only felt a blur in front of his eyes, and was slashed on the side of the neck by the sharp knife of the Winter Soldier, and soon sank into the boundless darkness.

He seemed to have had a long, long dream.

From the dark and damp base of HYDRA to the exterior walls of the ancient buildings of MI6, time is like a river flowing backwards, constantly washing away the years.He can see countless familiar shadows among them, endow life with different meanings, and create himself bit by bit.

But, that's by no means the whole story.

"Do you know why someone needs to go undercover in that place?"

It's still the same office, still the same arrogant and condescending voice.Hearing McCoff's question, Lynn turned his head from the window and thought about it carefully.

"Because it's getting in your way?" he guessed.

Uncompromising, Mycroft was silent for a while, looking at Lynn with complicated eyes.

"If you think so, then so be it."

Leaning back on the back of the chair, Mr. British Government did not let go of every change of expression on the man's face: "Tell me, Lynn, do you remember what happened before you were adopted?"

The air became quiet for a moment, as if submerged by the water pressure of the deep sea.

He looked at Mycroft, his lips moved slightly:

"Can not remember."

...How could it be possible not to remember.

A gloomy night sky, heavy rain pouring down from the clouds that night.The young child woke up from his sleep and opened the door. The black muzzle of the gun was reflected in his eyes, the bullets whizzed away, and the whole world was instantly painted with blood.

Before he was given the Holmes surname, he really was just Lynn Morris... just Lynn Morris.

"It's fine if you don't remember."

How could it be impossible not to see that he was lying.Mycroft knew it well, took out a piece of paper from the drawer, and put it on the desk.

"The candidate for this mission has not been determined yet. Please read this first, and then give me an answer."

Taking a few steps forward, his gaze scanned the weightless white paper. Although there were only a few sentences, in his eyes, it seemed like a thick book recording time.

I don't know how long it took, but it was so long that even the silence in the air began to ferment slowly.He finally raised his head, his tone suddenly becoming indescribably tired.

"Let me go."

A mystery that has been waiting for nearly 20 years, he is the one who is most qualified to solve it.

Even if you die, you have to go.

Darkness spreads all around, hiding the dream.Immediately, there seemed to be sunlight shining on his eyelids through the gap, like an alarm clock waking up in the morning, awakening the sleeping consciousness again.

The field of vision gradually changed from blurred to clear.

Slowly opening his eyes, Lynn looked at the gray ceiling above his head, and for a moment didn't know how to react.

"I thought I was supposed to be on the bench when I woke up?"

Rubbing his neck, he lifted himself up from the bed.His eyes looked around the empty attic, paused, and finally fell on the Winter Soldier sitting quietly in the corner.

Sunlight pours in through the skylight, enveloping most of the attic, leaving dazzling light and shadow on the wooden floor.However, Bucky stayed in the only shadow in the corner where the light could not shine. Hearing his voice, he silently raised his head, unable to see the expression on his face.

"Ok."

After waiting for a while, he didn't wait for Bucky's answer, obviously he didn't intend to answer his question, and Lynn didn't force it.Feeling that his throat was on fire, and his words were very hoarse, he coughed lightly, and changed the subject: "Is there any water?"

This time, Bucky did not continue to remain silent: "To the right."

Looking at it according to the words, he found a few bottles of unopened bottled water randomly thrown on the floor.Lin En raised his eyebrows, reached out to grab the bottle and unscrewed it, took two sips, and finally felt better.

"If it falls into your hands, I won't be able to escape the second round anyway."

He threw back the remaining half bottle of water and made a muffled "boom" on the floor.Lynn curled his lips, raised his head, his brown-green eyes reflected a little sea blue in the sunlight:

"So, can you take a moment to catch up with me, ex-boyfriend?"

He has a lot of questions to ask, the key is to see if the Winter Soldier is willing to cooperate.So, out of the agent's instinct, he subconsciously chose a title that would best break the deadlock.

And as Lynn expected, Bucky seemed dissatisfied with this title, Bucky frowned slightly:

"I'm not."

Probably wanting to emphasize this point, he shook his head and repeated it forcefully: "I'm not your ex-boyfriend, and I didn't agree to break up."

Ok?

This is the second time he heard him say that, Lin En narrowed his eyes, and had some guesses in his heart: "How do you know?"

The Winter Soldier who woke up from the freezer would not remember anything, even if he saw the postcard he sent, he would only realize that they had a relationship once, and never knew it so clearly.

"I remembered a little."

Nodding to confirm Lynn's guess, Bucky looked into his eyes and whispered, "Just after I came back last night."

really.

A corner of my heart quietly spread a gleam of joy.Even if he understands rationally that the Winter Soldier remembers everything he plans to do, it is definitely not a good thing, but emotionally, Lynn can't help but hope that he can remember everything.

Those bondages, those joys, those pains, those sour but fascinating loves, and the loneliness he bears alone are too heavy for him to bear.Perhaps, it was only at this time that he dared to admit that he was actually not as indifferent as he appeared on the surface to the matter of breaking up.

However, this unwillingness is the last thing he should have now.

"I don't want to either."

Lowering his eyes, Lynn sighed silently. It was the first time he was so honest in front of the Winter Soldier: "I don't want to treat you like this, but..."

"No buts."

Didn't want to hear what was bound to be an exasperating excuse from the guy.Bucky stood up from the floor, walked to the bed, and interrupted him regardless:

"I won't break up with you."

The air was suddenly quiet for a moment, because the Winter Soldier's tone was undeniably tough.Lin En raised his head and looked at his figure close at hand, as if someone had spilled glass shards on his chest, and even the blood was filled with tiny pains.

It's still this attic, it's still the same two people, but now the object of silence is reversed.Apparently not as patient as Lynn, Bucky couldn't wait for a long time to answer, his expression became a little dissatisfied, he lowered his head, and gently tugged at the corner of his clothes.

"Lynn."

Pressing the person into his arms, although the action was still too strong to refuse, it was not as rough as last night, but more like when they were getting along before.Bucky pursed the corners of his mouth tightly, looking at the hair spinning on the top of his head. Although he rarely said some words, it didn't mean they never appeared in his heart.

"You said let me come to you, and here I am."

The voice is lowered.He lowered his eyes and felt Lynn's head move under his palm, as if he wanted to leave his chest, and instantly increased his strength:

"If you don't want to go back, then I won't take you back."

"..."

"Whatever you want me to do, I can do it hard."

"You can talk to Crossbones as long as you want."

"I won't do anything to you again."

"I will protect you."

——So, can we still be together like before?

The forehead touched the hard combat uniform of the Winter Soldier, and there was some pain.

But it was still not as good as the suffocation in his chest.

It was rare for him to hear Bucky say so many words in one breath, like a child who couldn't get candy, even his tone was vaguely confused and wronged.Maybe it's not appropriate to describe a Hydra killer like this, but Lin En knows that no matter how fierce the surface is and how many scars he has left, he has always had an incredibly soft heart.

The corners of the eyes were unconsciously stained with a little moisture, and there were some inconspicuous marks on the dark combat uniform.

Lynn slowly raised his hand, wrapping around the Winter Soldier's strong waist.

"it is good."

Me too, I will definitely protect you too.

No matter what is imprisoning you, even something as terrifying as a hydra.Even if I am alone and powerless, it doesn't matter even if I am not the one who can do it in the end, before I am killed, I will drag it and bury it with me into hell.

Even if the tricks are exhausted, so what if we want to push the Winter Soldier out of this dangerous situation?

In the end, he still lost his heart.

The author has something to say: There is no small theater in this chapter, because it feels like it will ruin the atmosphere qwq

Because I listened to the sweet playlist all day today, I can't help but want to explode my girlish heart, don't dislike me! !

Also, thank you for the birthday congratulations, babes!Manual comparison! ! (/≧▽≦)/

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