Everyone Thinks that I Like Him

The winter vacation of senior year, this is the last winter vacation in the university.

Ye Zhou planned to give away the cabinet that had been hanging in his heart during the Chinese New Year.

"Come out?" Shang Jin's first reaction was to refuse, but after thinking about it, there seems to be no reason to refuse. In the second semester of senior year, they basically have no classes, and they will go to graduate school soon. To be honest, it will be time for Ye Zhou to return to his hometown Fewer and fewer, and now the two of them have not yet graduated, but they are truly independent, and there is nothing to worry about being kicked out of the house. Shang Jin turned his eyes back to the computer and said, "If you think of it, come out." .”

Ye Zhou took a deep breath, and before he went back, he couldn't help imagining his parents' reaction in his mind.

Shang Jin put the computer aside, sat side by side with Ye Zhou, held Ye Zhou's hand and said, "Don't worry, they will definitely not accept it."

Ye Zhou clicked his tongue and said, "Is there anyone who comforts people like you?"

"I didn't comfort you." Shang Jin leaned on the sofa and said, "I just let you know what a big challenge you are facing next. But, Ye Zhou is never afraid of challenges."

Ye Zhou said with low confidence: "It's helpless if the initiative is in the hands of the other party. I'm not here to challenge, but to wait for the verdict. All along, my parents have taken their face too seriously, and I guess they will say it again. Embarrassing for them."

Shang Jin laughed lightly and said, "You haven't saved face for them, so why bother to talk about it?"

Having said that, won't your heart ache if you say it so bluntly? ?

What's even more weird is that he was actually comforted.Since I was a child, my parents thought that I was the second and lost their face. Anyway, I have lost face so many times, and I don't care about one more time.

Thinking about it this way, Ye Zhou immediately felt no guilt at all.

After talking to Shang Jin, Ye Zhou told his brother about the plan.

When Ye Heng heard it, he worked overtime for a week in a row a few years ago, and finally squeezed in a few more days of vacation, and bought the same return ticket as Ye Zhou.

After all, based on his understanding of his parents, they can't do anything, but they are definitely good at cold violence.

On the day they went back, Shang Jin drove the Ye family brothers to the airport.

Ye Zhou was not in a very high mood. He was unhappy and talked a lot less along the way.

Shang Jin hugged him lightly, and whispered in his ear: "Don't worry, I'm still behind me."

Ye Zhou smiled and pushed him away, not wanting to worry Shang Jin, he jokingly said, "Are you my shadow?"

"I think so." Ye Zhou was softer than him. If possible, Shang Jin hoped that he could go through this experience instead of Ye Zhou, but there are many things in the world that must be done by himself. Come pick you up."

Ye Heng suddenly felt frustrated that his brother-in-law was too capable and didn't have any room for his brother. He interrupted the two people who still wanted to continue and said, "Okay, what can happen if I'm here. Shang Jin, you go back quickly." Bar."

If Ye Zhou had to choose, he would never choose an airplane as a means of transportation.

But for people like Ye Heng whose time is money, the less time spent on the road is of course the better.Therefore, since Ye Heng came to City A, Ye Zhou's means of transportation to go home has been directly upgraded from a train to an airplane.

Ye Zhou only felt that he had arrived at his destination before he even slept on the plane.

When I got out of the airport, I saw my family's car at a glance.Ye Zhou followed Ye Heng absent-mindedly.Seeing Ye Heng follow Mother Ye into the back seat, Ye Zhou sat directly in the passenger seat.

Once Ye Zhou decides to do something, he is used to making a quick decision.

Along the way, he was sorting out his lines for the evening, and he was extremely perfunctory in answering his parents' occasional questions.

Receiving a perfunctory response again, Mama Ye suppressed her anger and said, "What are you thinking about all day long?"

Ye Heng hurriedly said, "Zhou Zhou didn't rest well last night, and he wasn't too comfortable on the plane."

Mother Ye wanted to say a few more words, but was interrupted by Ye Heng directly.

After arriving home, while Father Ye was cleaning and Mother Ye was cooking, Ye Heng went to Ye Zhou's bedroom and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Ye Zhou put the clothes he brought back in the closet. This time, it may be because he didn't come back early, so the room was rarely cleaned by his parents.

"I want to talk to my parents today."

Say?

say what?

Do you need to ask?

"If you say it today, then the air pressure in the house will be low for a while." Ye Heng thought about it, "Let's not talk about how parents feel, you are not comfortable staying by yourself. It's better to leave the first two days." Talk to them every day. Leave two days for them to buffer and talk again before leaving."

"But……"

"Just listen to me in terms of time." Ye Heng had no room for negotiation, "No matter how uncomfortable you are, hold back."

It was the first time Ye Heng treated him harshly, and Ye Zhou could only respond embarrassingly.

However, the plan could not keep up with the changes.

This year, because cousin Ye Zhou gave birth to a baby some time ago, the relatives of the Ye family rushed back from various places. It coincided with the New Year, so they simply gathered in City D to celebrate the New Year, and visited the tourist attractions by the way.

Ye Zhou, who originally thought that he would complete the task after leaving his relatives for two days, saw his seven aunts and eight aunts gathering at his home every day, and did not give him time to come out at all.

The noisy voices in the living room could still be heard through a door, Ye Heng said: "Otherwise, don't talk about Chinese New Year."

The arrow is on the string, the words are on the lips, and all the psychological construction has been in vain. Ye Zhou held his breath in his heart and couldn't get up or down.He was discouraged lying on the bed, "That's the only way."

Ye Heng patted his head and walked out of the bedroom.

The moment I opened the door, I heard Mother Ye laughing in the living room: "Just now I was talking about where you went. Your cousin is going to take the college entrance examination next year. I want you to help him look at the reference materials."

Ye Heng frowned and said, "It's been many years since I graduated, and Zhou Zhou still has some review materials in the cabinet. It's fine to give them to my cousin. Besides, I have no experience in teaching."

"Your family Ye Heng is modest." Aunt Ye pulled her son who was addicted to games and said, "Learn more from your elder brother Ye Heng. You see now, the company executives, you can't learn well in the future, and you will sweep the floor for others Do not want any."

Ye Heng picked up the mobile phone of his cousin who bowed his head and said, "Xiaoshan, go find your elder brother Ye Zhou, his original review materials are well preserved."

Wei Xiaoshan snorted and said, "I'm not looking for him."

This contemptuous attitude made Ye Heng angry. It is precisely because of the contempt of the adults that the children follow suit. Ye Heng rarely participates in family gatherings, so he didn't realize this, "Where do you have the confidence to say such a thing?" What kind of talk. From childhood to adulthood, even if your grades are better than Ye Zhou once, I won't talk nonsense to you. How can a student who is at the bottom of the crane have the right to look down on top students?"

Ye Heng's image in Ye's family has always been lofty, saying this not only stunned Wei Xiaoshan, but also stunned Ye's mother and Ye's aunt who were chatting next to him.

Ye Heng's voice was not loud. Because he forgot to close the door just now, Ye Zhou, who was complaining to Shang Jin in the bedroom about not being able to come out, heard it. He put his mobile phone in his trouser pocket and hurried out. Even if he knew it, it would be useless.

Mother Ye came back to her senses and said disapprovingly, "Ye Heng, what are you talking about?"

"Ye Heng, children are ignorant, just talk about it casually." Aunt Ye tried to smooth things over, "Xiao Shan, hurry up and apologize to your brother Ye Heng."

Ye Heng said: "There is no need to apologize to me, the person he wants to apologize to is Zhou Zhou."

Mother Ye interrupted: "Why do you apologize, children are ignorant, but adults still don't understand?"

"Adults are sensible enough to make children say no..."

"Forget it bro, there's nothing to say." Ye Zhou pulled Ye Heng into the bedroom, and Ye's mother gave him an image of being incompetent and worthless. I don't blame those younger brothers and sisters for their bad attitude. After all, many people worship him. Low.

Ye Heng looked at him and sighed, "It's my fault."

"It has nothing to do with you."

Less than half an hour later, the door of Ye Zhou's bedroom was opened.Mother Ye said with an angry face: "You two come out for me."

In the lively living room just now, only the sound of variety shows on the TV can be heard now.

Mother Ye and Father Ye were sitting in the middle of the loveseat, and Aunt Ye's family had already left.

"What do you want to do today?" Mother Ye slapped the table, frowned and looked at the two brothers standing in front of the coffee table, "Do you know how embarrassing I am in front of my relatives today? Ye Heng, especially you, I am in vain every day. Is that how you behave when your relatives praise you in front of you?"

"I never let you praise me in front of relatives."

Father Ye said with a straight face: "Ye Heng, why are you talking to your mother!"

Seeing that all the gunfire was concentrated on Ye Heng, Ye Zhou quickly stood up and said, "Mom and Dad, I have something to tell you."

"Ye Zhou!" Ye Heng tugged at him and shook his head.

Anyone with eyes knows that coming out is definitely the most unwise choice, but today his brother was reprimanded entirely for him, there is no reason for him to hide behind his brother.

"Actually, I've wanted to talk about this for a long time." Ye Zhou took a deep breath, walked out from behind Ye Heng, tightly clenched the corner of his clothes, and then slowly let go, "I... Well, I'm actually gay."

Mother Ye couldn't believe it: "Gay?"

Ye Zhou said in a low voice, "It's just that I like men."

Mother Ye panted heavily, clenched her fists, as if she was brewing anger, but also seemed to be holding back.

"You...you..." Papa Ye pointed at Ye Zhou, his whole hand trembling slightly because of anger.

"Mom, the children of Teacher Li's family in your school are also gay. Didn't you comfort her by saying that homosexuality is not a disease, and the environment in which they live in society is already very difficult. Parents need to understand." Ye Heng said Ye Zhou pulled behind him and said, "Parents, you should understand."

"I understand shit!" Mama Ye stood up and suddenly realized, "No wonder you brought out the information to persuade me, and it was Ye Zhou who led the fight for a long time!" Ye Heng came back last year. During dinner, Mama Ye happened to Speaking of this matter, I really didn't understand it at first, but Ye Heng persuaded me a bit, and the next day, Mother Ye took this set of excuses to comfort Teacher Li.

"No matter what my original purpose was, you agree with me."

"Of course it doesn't hurt if you don't cut yourself with a knife. I can say a few nice words about other people's affairs, but that doesn't mean I can accept homosexuality happening to my own son?" Mama Ye stood up , pushed Ye Heng away, the voice was not loud, but it was full of power, "Ye Zhou, you touch your conscience, you do this, do you feel sorry for us? As for the matter of Mrs. Li's son, she can't hold her head up now. Do you want me and your dad to be the laughing stock of others?"

"So..." Ye Zhou slowly raised his head, and met Ye's mother's sharp eyes and said, "For your sake, my happiness is not important?"

"Happiness? What kind of happiness is a relationship that lives in the shadows all your life? Can you stand up and tell others that you are gay?" Mother Ye poked Ye Zhou hard in the heart and said, "Do you understand, gossip It can kill people! How long can you bear it? How long can your future lover bear it? And me and your father, in such a small place, what happened, I wish the whole community and the whole school knew, why should we suffer for nothing if we abide by the law? This kind of indiscriminate disaster, the reputation we have earned for a lifetime, will all be destroyed in your hands."

"I don't steal or rob, I don't violate discipline or break the law, but just because my sexual orientation is different from ordinary people, how can I be ashamed?" Ye Zhou frowned and retorted, "The world is so big, how can everyone be the same, this is a A society that seeks common ground while reserving differences. I don’t despise myself, and no one can despise me. You don’t always say that your youngest son is not good in front of others, it will only embarrass you, so even if I am gay, others should not be surprised.”

"Crack!" Mother Ye slapped Ye Zhou on the face, "If you don't study hard, you will only engage in crooked ways!"

The action was so fast that Ye Heng didn't react at all.A palm print soon appeared on Ye Zhou's face.

"Violence can't solve anything." Ye Heng pulled Ye Zhou to his side, and said in front of him, "It's not that Zhou Zhou doesn't work hard, it's just that you can't see his hard work. Parents, you are all teachers. You should know that the gap between No. 2 and No. [-] is very small, so what happened to No. [-]? It cannot be denied that Zhou Zhou is a child with excellent grades. Why do you always use rankings to suppress him?"

"It is precisely because we are teachers and know that the gap is very small, so we strictly demand him. It is only a little bit short, and Ye Zhou works hard, but how can we not surpass it!"

Why can't it be surpassed?

Ye Zhou wanted to know this most.

"So, my ability is limited, so I helped you find the first one." Ye Zhou smiled sarcastically, "I found someone who will win every exam. From childhood to adulthood, no matter whether it is cultural or physical education, he is the first one. One person. My current partner is the number one scholar in city A during the college entrance examination."

Mother Ye laughed back in anger, "Is it my fault in the end?"

Just as Ye Heng opened his mouth to speak for Ye Zhou, Father Ye stood up suddenly, pointed at Ye Zhou and said, "Get out of here and pretend we never raised you! If you want to be gay, be gay, if you want to kill, kill, if you want to set fire, then Set it on fire! You have nothing to do with us in the future."

Ye Zhou glanced at them, turned around and opened the door.

"Zhou Zhou—"

"Ye Heng, stop for me!"

Ye Heng didn't chase him out, he sighed and said: "Mom and Dad, can't I just follow the life path you planned alone? I gave up the things I like, just to be a proud son in your mouth. As long as the proud son has one, let Zhou Zhou do what he likes."

Ye's father and Ye's mother didn't speak. Ye Heng glanced at Ye Zhou's coat and said, "Zhou Zhou didn't take any clothes. I'll give them to him."

Ye Zhou ran out as soon as his brain got hot. His father finally equated homosexuality with murder and arson. This made him extremely unacceptable, and he gave up continuing to entangle with them.The ideas are different, and no one agrees with the other.

At this point, Ye Zhou thought he would feel uncomfortable, but he didn't expect more relief.I have been suppressed in this family for too long, and finally broke out, no wonder so many people like to talk back, although the result may add fuel to the fire, but the process is great!

Shang Ming was worried about the bad Chinese New Year. Instead of disturbing Shang Ming, Ye Zhou called Shang Jin.I left in a hurry and forgot to bring my coat. Fortunately, I had my mobile phone with me.There was light snow in the sky, Ye Zhou hunched his neck and listened to the ringing on the phone, and it was connected after three rings.

"Ye Zhou?"

Ye Zhou walked quickly to the coffee shop closest to his home, ordered a cup of coffee and said, "Congratulations, I was finally kicked out of my home."

"Didn't you say you'd never come out in the closet?"

"It's hard to say. Just when my relatives left, I was so heartbroken and came out."

"Then tonight..."

"Let's talk about it, the big deal is to go to McDonald's to make do for the night, anyway, tomorrow's flight..." Before he could say the ticket, Ye Zhou suddenly remembered that he didn't bring his ID card!To be precise, he only has a mobile phone with him now.

"Ding dong." A text message came in, and then Ye Zhou heard Shang Jin say, "I've booked a flight ticket for you at seven o'clock, and I'll pick you up in the evening."

Ye Zhou supported his forehead, "I didn't bring my ID card..."

Shang Jin paused, "Then I'll drive to City D to pick you up."

"Don't!" The distance between the two places is not close, and Shang Jin is worried about Ye Zhou when he drives a long distance. "I will go with my brother tomorrow, and he will definitely bring my ID card..." Before he could finish speaking, his head was knocked one time.

"You really have nothing to worry about. It's a good thing I'm in such a hurry to bring you clothes." Ye Heng handed him the card in his hand and said, "Where do you want to go without your ID card?"