The system knelt down and begged me to let it go [unlimited]

The life of the police academy is very ordinary. There are classes, training, exercises, and then actual combat.

Figaki doesn't reject such a simple life, and doesn't even feel boring.

He is well disguised.

No sympathy, no empathy, but always able to give a satisfactory response.

It is not difficult.

After four years of college life, as an outstanding graduate, there are many bright and smooth futures waiting for him to choose.But Feigaki chose an ordinary jurisdiction to become a policeman.

Higaki's choice is somewhat incomprehensible, but it is said that "start from the most ordinary work and contribute to society as a cornerstone from the bottom up", "as long as you have justice in your heart, you can spread it no matter where you are." Show your own light" this kind of chicken soup was fooled by fools.

In fact, Feigaki is not very difficult to explain.

It's just somewhere... He thinks this is the right way.

Go grab something.

catch what?

The moment he saw Ji Congming, Fei Yuan finally knew what he wanted to catch.

The time with Ji Congming seems to pass quickly.

Feigaki confirmed once again that he likes this idiot who looks a bit dull, but is actually a bit silly.

As a grassroots policeman, it is quite normal to encounter any kind of monsters and ghosts. There are hooligans who are troublesome and troublesome, and there are poor people who are so weak that people hate iron and steel. Leather clothes. Birds. Beasts.

To be honest, Feigaki didn't feel anything.These things, no matter how ridiculous, had nothing to do with him.

He is like a wandering soul out of tune with the world, wearing a human skin, looks like a human, but in fact is nothing.

"You should understand me, right?"

Although they are different, Fei Yuan knows that Ji Congming understands him.Only Ji Congming understands that kind of loneliness with nowhere to go and no place to return.

"Huh?" Ji Congming raised his head in a daze, and looked at him obediently and softly with his dark and wet eyes, but in fact Ji Congming couldn't see anything.

Fei Yuan gave a low laugh, threw the pen and leaned back on the chair and stretched: "Ji Congming, please treat me to supper!"

Ji Congming didn't know why Fei Yuan suddenly said this, but he never said no to Fei Yuan: "Instant noodles? Or takeaway."

Fei Yuan thought for a while, and then said, "All of them!"

Ji Congming ordered takeaway.

In the duty room of the small police station, bright lights shine through the cracks in the windows and doors, and there is a sense of tranquility inside.

But such a peaceful night shift was quickly broken, the harsh phone rang, and Ji Congming quickly picked it up.

The person who reported the case was a delivery guy. It was not easy to make a living in the middle of the night. He only had time to deliver a meal. When he turned around and came back, all the takeaways in the lunch box in the car were gone.

The takeaway guy was on the next street, and he came over crying while talking on the phone, and when he arrived at the police station, he cried softly.

Ji Congming was at a loss for a moment, pouring water and towels.

Fei Yuan comforted a few words, and then gave a plan to reduce the loss: "...don't cry, we will find it for you as soon as possible. In order to reduce the loss, you should call the store and communicate with the customers first." After all, wages will be deducted for being late.

The takeaway boy, whose mentality collapsed, barely regained his sanity with the help of "reducing losses" under comfort, and then wiped his tears and started calling one by one.

This kind of unexpected situation is not what the outsiders are willing to encounter. Although it will take a while to eat supper, the delivery guy is willing to pay for a new order and give a little something. Most of the customers are very reasonable. , No complaints, embarrassment, and they all said that they don't need to add money to send anything.

Just as the delivery guy breathed a sigh of relief, Ji Congming's cell phone rang.Looking at the phone number on the phone screen, Ji Congming was silent for a while.

"It's okay." Ji Congming opened the external software to confirm the order receipt, then took out instant noodles from the cabinet and asked, "Do you want some supper?"

Well, now there are no instant noodles or takeaways.

It was normal to encounter any cases on duty. Fei Yuan and Ji Congming watched a bunch of videos all night and went to catch the thief. They refused the takeaway compensation and persuaded the weeping takeaway boy to go back to sleep. It was already early morning It's after five o'clock.

After all, you are young, so staying up all night is not particularly tiring, but exhaustion is still inevitable.

"Ha~~~" Fei Yuan yawned, he was busy during this time, and he didn't sleep much during the day, although he could hold on and his head was still quite clear, but the physiological reaction of sleepiness was unavoidable.

Ji Congming sorted out the duty book, hesitated for a moment, and said softly: "Sorry, Fei Yuan, I—"

"Take me to breakfast." Fei Yuan pinched his face, and said with a smile, "Although supper is gone, I should have breakfast instead."

"Yes!" Ji Congming nodded.I don't feel that it is embarrassing or unhappy to be asked to treat guests by Feigaki.

Fei Yuan was a little amused seeing his stupid look of trying to count the money for someone after being sold.

Ji Congming's world is a mystery that Fei Yuan can't understand.

Why is there such a person?

Obviously, like him, he is a wandering soul wandering outside the world, a heterogeneous species who cannot integrate into this world, but Fei Yuan's indifference is different, Ji Congming loves this world from the bottom of his heart.

Dark, violent, bloody, cruel... There is no good in this world, there is malice everywhere, and the malice that cannot be concealed.

Figaki didn't like it, but he didn't feel any dislike either.

Ji Congming doesn't like it, but he likes gentle and warm kindness.

Fei Yuan couldn't think of other words to describe Ji Congming except stupid and stupid.

— but surprisingly, it doesn't feel bad.

Fei Yuan didn't know which direction to approach, but it seemed good to watch Ji Congming try his best in a certain direction.

Fei Yuan is familiar with everything about Ji Congming.

"Ji Congming, I like you."

Where the butterflies didn't cover, Ji Congming couldn't hear anything.

Ji Congming looked at the clean and tidy duty room and showed a small smile.Satisfied and joyful.

Feigaki also showed a small smile unconsciously.

After eight o'clock, the colleagues who were handing over shifts came to hand over the work, Fei Yuan yawned, looking at the bright sun, he suddenly had a little expectation.

What will tomorrow be like?What kind of case will Ji Congming encounter?Will people be entangled?still--

Tomorrow or goodbye, which one will come sooner?

Fei Yuan held the steaming instant noodles and looked at the snow that was constantly drifting outside. The white mist condensed into water droplets behind the glass window, and the blurred glass blocked a little of the snow scene.

Feigaki thought nothing of it.

He was neither sad because Ji Congming didn't say goodbye, nor felt lost because he couldn't blend in.

It's nothing.

Feigaki just thought it was absurd.

What did you take me for, who easily left me behind?

Feigaki is not a coward.He was so bold that he seemed to ignore everything.

Hidden under the calm exterior is a rage that will tear everything apart.

Like Ji Congming, Fei Yuan never denied this feeling.After finding out, he will not do that kind of stupid hypnosis to deceive himself.

What he wanted, he would never hold on to tightly.

If you don't want it, you don't want it.Whatever you want, keep it by your side.

But the Ji Congming he wanted left.

Why is this?

Feigaki thought for a long time, and then came to the answer - it was the fault of this world.

Ji Congming loves him, loves him more than herself.Figaki is sure.

Fei Yuan loves Ji Congming, I don't know if he loves Ji Congming more than himself, but it doesn't matter.Because Figaki doesn't love herself.

The world, as well as himself, are not things Feigaki cares about or loves.

Only Ji Congming.

Figaki was extremely sure.

"So why did Ji Congming leave my side?" Fei Yuan remembered the day of graduation.The inexplicable forgetting, the flashing impulse, and... the calmness of not acting for four years.

how can that be possible?

Grabbing what he wanted without any objection, this is his style!

"It really is the fault of this world..." Fei Yuan only took a short time to figure it out.

But what would his correct world look like?

Fei Yuan didn't go to Ji Congming immediately.

He began to slowly find the truth hidden under the falsehood.

I probably don't like cats.Figaki made this hypothesis and set out to find an answer.

I probably don't like Chang Yuesheng...

I should be...

It took Feigaki a week to completely overturn his life in the past 20 years.

If it were any other person, the three mental outlooks might be about to collapse at this moment.

But Figaki didn't.

He didn't have any emotional sustenance for everything in this world.

In other words, the feeling of having nothing has already given him enough hints.

He is a wandering soul with nothing, a "nothingness" that does not exist.

Feigaki did not enter this conscious world blindly.

Ji Congming is not a person, nor is he a certain kind of creature. He himself has no concept of "death".

He was just a touch of "consciousness", just a touch of rule awareness that has been biased but still fulfills his duties.

Because of that accident, he was born as a "human", and because of Feigaki, he began to truly become a "human".

——But Ji Congming is not a "person".No matter how similar he is, he is not.

Since they are not even human beings, where does "death" come from?

As consciousness, he is Ji Congming, so killing "Ji Congming" only needs to disperse the consciousness.

This world is Ji Congming's means to "kill" herself.

Erase everything, let go of everything, and die as "Ji Congming".

Fei Yuan is not the way of heaven, nor is he Ji Congming. When he entered this world, he was assimilated in an instant.

Just like Ji Congming, this world wants to make Fei Yuan disappear together with him and Ji Congming.

Can't miss it.

Without nostalgia, it will disappear.

Ji Congming's nostalgia is Fei Yuan, and Fei Yuan's nostalgia is Ji Congming.

Separate, forget, let go, and disappear.

This will be their end.

"How is it possible?" Feigaki smiled lightly, the system had told him about the danger before sending him into this world.

But Feigaki didn't care.

Figaki is crazy.

No likes, no dislikes, his life is as plain as water, and his future has no hope or bright.

So what else can't bet on it?

If you fail, you will disappear, and if you succeed, you will bring back Ji Congming.

Whether it is disappearing or bringing back Ji Congming, Fei Yuan wins.

"It's a winning bet, why don't I come?"

After sorting out everything, Fei Yuan didn't go directly to Ji Congming.

Fei Yuan has a deep understanding of how stupid and stubborn Ji Congming is.

Once he has made up his mind, there is almost no room for maneuver.

Figaki spent a whole year fighting against this false world.

do not forget.

I will never forget you, Ji Congming.

The power of the world is getting stronger and stronger, and Fei Yuan's memory is getting worse and worse. He often forgets, but the text messages that are not interrupted every day seem to remind him.

Feigaki's mood was very complicated.

That idiot Ji Congming couldn't bear him.

Even if it is about to disappear, the obsession with him is still too strong to ignore.

But he is so cruel.

Say no and don't.

How can you be willing to leave me alone?

Ji Congming, are you willing?

Ji Congming is reluctant.

Fei Yuan could look for Ji Congming at any time, but Fei Yuan didn't dare to.

Although he was reluctant, Ji Congming would still let him go in the end.

sad?I finally knew the fear and panic of losing, and finally became a "normal" human being, but in such a situation.

Fei Yuan, who is not afraid of anything, finally has something to be afraid of.

He was afraid that Ji Congming would disappear.

"Obviously you like this world so much." Ji Congming's overflowing kindness made Fei Yuan feel stupid and made him laugh, but Ji Congming's pure and straightforward kindness made Fei Yuan like it.

Because he is Ji Congming.

On the day I went to find Ji Congming with a birthday cake, it snowed heavily.Feigaki knew that there would be a lot of snow, so he set off a few days in advance.

But it still came close.

Not just to increase the weight on my side, but more importantly——

I want Ji Congming to be happy.

Wanted to give that goofy idiot a clean, pleasantly surprised, bright smile.

But the moment he stood at the door and knocked, Fei Yuan hesitated.

What if... Ji Congming really left him?

Figaki has always been arrogant.

Never care about other people's feelings, never consider the consequences, never think about the future.

Because there isn't, it doesn't matter.

——But can you still maintain that calmness and indifference now?

Because there are people who care about it, and because you have expectations for the future, have you started to hesitate?

Figaki didn't know.

"Knock, knock——" The sound of fingers knocking on the door is not small. No matter what kind of material, in such weather and temperature, there is no other possibility except to be frozen hard.

The few seconds before the door was opened were long and painful for Feigaki.

In just a few seconds, it seemed that a not-so-rich life passed in front of him.

Ji Congming's figure appeared from behind the door little by little.

As Fei Yuan expected, Ji Congming looked at him stupidly.

The words that Fei Yuan had thought up had all become air, he was like an ordinary young man, hesitant and nervous when facing the object he likes.

"Happy birthday!" Feigaki smiled, almost exhausting all his restraint and calmness.

Fei Yuan thought it over, the moment he saw Ji Congming, Fei Yuan made his decision.

No matter what happens, even if it breaks your hands and feet against your will, it will prevent you from dying.

Ji Congming... I seem to... love you far more than I imagined.

But Fei Yuan is not going to let Ji Congming know about it.

Figaki was ready to leave after delivering the birthday cake.He took a deep look at Ji Congming, then turned and left.

Ji Congming's wishes are no longer important.He will not give Ji Congming any choice.

As long as this world is destroyed - as long as -

"Fei Yuan..." Ji Congming grabbed Fei Yuan's clothes, transparent tears poured out, and was instantly frozen into beads by the severe cold temperature.

Like mermaid tears.

I miss you so much.

He didn't say this sentence, but Fei Yuan knew it.

Figaki's heart softened.

"Ji Congming, let's go see the snow." Fei Yuan spent the last half an hour with Ji Congming for a simple birthday.

That night, Fei Yuan didn't sleep, he held the half of the black Tai Chi fish, and lay down with his eyes closed until dawn.

Ji Congming didn't sleep either.

Two steady and even breaths sounded in the small room, each knew that the other was not asleep, but neither of them spoke.

Fei Yuan wanted to ask him something, stared at Ji Congming for a few minutes, and finally said: "Let's go." He stretched out his hand towards Ji Congming.

"En!" Ji Congming reached out and grabbed Fei Yuan without any hesitation.

But I don't know if it's because he didn't sleep all night that his face turned pale.

Ji Congming obediently followed Fei Yuan, and the two stepped on the thick snow, one deep and one shallow, walked deep into the woods.

No one spoke, only each other's breathing and heartbeat.

"Ji Congming, can you climb trees?" Fei Yuan chose an ugly but tall tree.

Ji Congming nodded.

Fei Yuan asked him to wait below, and then climbed up to the first branch: "Take my hand and come up."

Ji Congming wondered why he acted like this after asking whether he could climb trees, but he obediently grabbed Fei Yuan's hand.

As soon as Fei Yuan exerted his strength, Ji Congming stepped on the tree trunk and jumped up.

Fei Yuan continued to climb up, and every time he climbed, he stretched out his hand to pull Ji Gongming.

Then the two of them sat together on the highest number, almost taking in half of the snow scene in the deep forest.

Ji Congming looked at him for a long time.

"Ji Congming, is this world beautiful?" Fei Yuan asked.

Ji Congming nodded.

"Then let's take a look next time, shall we?"

Ji Congming didn't speak, but took his hand.

"Figaki, I love you."

"Ok, I know."

"I want you to be happy."

"Well, I know."

"Figaki, I really love you..."

Then stay.

stay with me.

Relying on his own weight to disappear little by little, Ji Congming seemed to say a lot more, muttering in a silly and dazed manner.

Too cute.

"Figaki..."

Ji Congming's voice gradually quieted down, Fei Yuan stretched out his hand, but he didn't feel anything.

"If I say, if you die, I will disappear with you?"

The blizzard with snowflakes seems to have stopped its rampage, and the time of the world has been stopped.

"Stay with me all the time, or we will die together." Fei Yuan's voice was very soft, and seemed to be smiling, but the undeniable meaning was so thick and frightening.

"Ji Congming, you should know, right? If you disappear, this world will disappear with you, and everything in it will become nothing. Naturally, I will also disappear with you."

The strong wind seemed to be blowing up again, and all the trees in sight disappeared, only the howling wind and endless snowstorm.

"Ji Congming, are you going to take me to die together?" Fei Yuan smiled smugly and wildly, "It's almost the same, anyway - I want to die a long time ago!"

Don't—don't!

Feigaki, you want to be...happy...

Fei Yuan asked him again: "Do you love me?"

extremely love!Love more than yourself!

"Then stay with me forever, okay?" Fei Yuan caught something.

The hard and cold jade was nestled in his palm.

Fei Yuan handed it to Ji Congming and told him not to throw this thing away, otherwise he would throw it away too.

Ji Congming remembered it, very clearly.

Fei Yuan held the small piece of white jade, pulled it hard, opened his hand, and a cold body entered into his embrace.

"I promise you. As long as it's still there, I won't abandon you." Fei Yuan's lips lightly touched his cold lips.

Big strings of ice beads slipped from the corners of his eyes, and Ji Congming hugged Fei Yuan tightly.

"Figaki..."

"Well, here I am."