The system knelt down and begged me to let it go [unlimited]

The work of guarding the border is not easy. Although this place is small, it is difficult to get up and people are not allowed to enter by the way.

It took Feigaki a bit of work and procedures to get the permit, and it took a lot of effort to go up in the wind and snow.

"Fei Yuan..." Ji Congming stopped him and called him in a murmur.

Fei Yuan was afraid that he would cry, so he changed the subject and diverted his attention: "Today is your birthday, didn't you celebrate it?"

Ji Congming looked at him with burning eyes, Fei Yuan's expression and attitude remained the same, as if the difference of 360 days did not exist between the two of them.

"Thank you, Feigaki."

"Is this enough?" Fei Yuan was silent for a long time before opening his mouth, "You really are..."

Ji Congming stared blankly at Fei Yuan's outstretched and stopped hand.

Fei Yuan probably wanted to rub his hair, Ji Congming found out, Fei Yuan likes to do this movement very much.Rub his hair, or poke his face.

By coincidence, Ji Congming stretched out his hand and took Fei Yuan's hand.

One last time... let's be self-willed.

Ji Congming stared at Fei Yuan almost anxiously and shook him off, but Ji Congming only heard one sentence.

"I'm here to fulfill the agreement with you to see the snow." Although Ji Congming did not agree.

The humble birthday passed with a bowl of instant noodles and a piece of cake.

The next day, the wind and snow stopped, and it was a rare good weather.

Ji Congming asked for leave, and the two walked through the woods on half a height of snow.

Fei Yuan is a little taller than Ji Congming, but in this kind of snow, his height being a little taller than Ji Congming's is not an advantage, the snow that almost reaches his waist makes the two of them move very slowly.

Ji Congming didn't know why Fei Yuan had to take him to see the snow in the desolate forest with deep snow.But he didn't ask anything, just followed Fei Yuan obediently.

Fei Yuan pulled Ji Congming's right hand and put it in his pocket: "Do you want to carry you?"

Ji Congming shook his head, so the two stood next to each other and continued to walk slowly into the forest.

"Fei Yuan, what are you looking at?" Unlike Ji Congming who wanted to bury his face in the scarf, Fei Yuan uncharacteristically did not hide his face.

"I was wondering, Ji Congming, did the world you saw before be so white that it seemed like there was nothing?" The snow in the forest was thick, and Ji Congming was dragged by Fei Yuan. From a distance, it looked almost like He was being hugged by Fei Yuan and stepped on the snow in depths and shallows.

The world is very quiet. Although today is a sunny day, the plateau, snow, deep forest, and a few degrees below zero... In such an environment, apart from the sound of each other's breathing, there is only the whistling of the wind.

The world is surprisingly quiet and pure white.

It's just that Fei Yuan can still see the branches not covered by snow, the blue sky, white clouds, sunlight and Ji Congming.

Where's Ji Congming?Will there be these in his world?

Ji Congming looked at Fei Yuan, then slowly widened his eyes in surprise.

The sound disappeared, and the messy vision also disappeared.A clear, never-before-seen world appeared in his eyes.

No, he has seen, before the age of three, the world is the same as the world that everyone can see.

"What's wrong?" Seeing that Ji Congming didn't speak, Fei Yuan thought he was not feeling well, so he quickly lowered his head and asked him.

"It's different." Ji Congming slowly and slowly unfolded a pure and satisfied smile, "Fei Yuan, it's different."

In this lonely world, nothingness with nothing.It is completely different from this world with snow, trees, air, and most importantly, you!

Ji Congming moved his hands, trying hard to tear off the gloves from his and Fei Yuan's hands, but because he had no strength, it was no different from scratching Fei Yuan's palm as a prank.

"What's wrong?" Fei Yuan looked at him suspiciously.

"Figaki is the idiot! I don't even know how to shake hands with Feigaki?"

Fei Yuan was taken aback for a moment, and then he reacted immediately, his pale face that hadn't seen the sun for a long time was stained with blush, and then he tore off the two gloves in his pocket.

"It's so cold, Fei Yuan, are you cold?" The moment the gloves were ripped off, Ji Congming shrank her neck from the cold.

But Fei Yuan didn't let go of his hand because he was afraid of freezing Ji Congming, instead he held it tightly.

It's as if if you hold it tighter, and then hold it tighter, Ji Congming won't leave him.As if that deceitful ritual was actually useful.

If a pair of lovers can interlock their fingers, they can go on for a lifetime!

Ji Congming's physical strength was almost gone, so Fei Yuan only took him for a short walk, fearing that being buried in the snow would make his physical strength loss worse, so he found a tree and took him up.

"It's so high." Ji Congming smiled and leaned on Fei Yuan's body, moving his fingers slightly, leaving a crisp and numb mark on the back of Fei Yuan's hand.

"Obviously I usually stand much higher than this, do you remember being afraid now?"

"Because I couldn't see it before!" Ji Congming said naturally.

Fei Yuan was stunned for a moment, a feeling of excitement and fear filled his heart, as if hope had just arisen, and then he saw the hope being destroyed——

"That's great..." Ji Congming seemed to be trying hard to fill his words with vitality, but he was not allowed.

Fei Yuan suddenly hugged him tightly, as if wanting to stuff him into her body.

"Ji Congming, no matter how many times, I will watch the snow with you." So, don't disappear, okay?Next year, the year after... As long as you are here, I will always accompany you to see it, so...

Such words have been rolled over on the tip of his tongue for hundreds of times, but Fei Yuan knew that even in the end, he couldn't say these words out of his mouth.

too cruel.

In this case, it is too cruel to Ji Congming.

So Fei Yuan just let go of Ji Congming slowly after being extremely quiet and calm, and then placed a gentle and restrained kiss on his forehead.

"I will eat well, sleep well, teach students well, deal with colleagues well, arrest criminals well as a policeman, and live well..." If this is what you want, I will work hard did it.

The sky didn't know when it snowed again. Pieces of snowflakes fell from the sky and landed on the trees, the ground, and the heads, shoulders, and hands of the two of them.

"It's ice!" Ji Congming stretched out his hand to catch it, but his hand was too hot, and the snowflakes turned into water as soon as it fell, but he still raised his hand in front of Fei Yuan as if offering a treasure, "Fei Yuan, look , it's snow!"

The hand in the pocket, because he has been holding the opponent's hand without moving, Fei Yuan even feels that it is necrotic, otherwise why can't he feel the existence of the opponent?

But Fei Yuan didn't show such worry, he just smiled and praised how beautiful he was.

"No wonder! It's just a puddle of water." Ji Congming stared at Fei Yuan for a few seconds, and then burst out laughing, "It looks like it's Fei Yuan!"

"Huh?" Fei Yuan was taken aback.

Ji Congming suddenly moved closer, stared at Fei Yuan carefully for a long time, and then said: "Although this is the first time I really saw Fei Yuan's face, but just as I thought, Fei Yuan looks super- —Handsome! According to former classmates, Fei Yuan is the face of our school! He used to be the school grass, but now he is the police grass!"

Fei Yuan blushed, and avoided Ji Congming's face uncomfortably: "If you really want to be responsible for the facade, don't you? You have been called a prince since high school, don't you know? "

"Huh?" Ji Congming tilted his head and thought for a while, "Is this so? I didn't pay much attention to it. After all, it wasn't Fei Yuan who told me."

"I didn't talk to you when I was in high school." Fei Yuan put Ji Congming's head on his shoulder, deliberately avoiding his face.

He didn't dare to look at Ji Congming, and he didn't dare to let him see his face, for fear that he would be reluctant, fear that he would regret it, and fear that he would do something that he couldn't even predict.

The white snow scene is reflected in Ji Congming's eyes, the body can't exert its strength, and the brain seems to be so chaotic that it seems that it can't keep awake. The world that can be seen again after so many years is slowly becoming blurred.

But... not afraid.

"Fei Yuan." Ji Congming said, "I'm not lonely at all now."

Ji Congming knew that he had probably exhausted the strength he gained from returning to the light.

Fei Yuan stopped talking, listening to the quiet breathing and beating of the person beside him.

A faint, slow heartbeat.

"I've been scared all the time. Fear that I'm going to die alone, that I'll be alone forever. So scared, so scared. I don't know what I'm looking for, and I don't know who I want to be. It's just I wanted to grab hold of a life-saving straw and move forward. But no matter how much I said to myself, 'I'm not afraid, I'm not lonely', it didn't work.”

"But after I got to know you, Feigaki, I wasn't so scared. During the time when I formed a team with Feigaki and became a partner to go out on missions, I was super happy. I will count the time when I will go on missions with Feigaki next time. Looking forward to Feigaki sending me messages, I will not be so lonely all of a sudden. The days when I haven’t been with you this year are also the same. Although I can’t see Feigaki, but because of Feigaki, you send me messages every day, so I Looking forward to every day.”

"After I met you again, Feigaki, I knew it. Sure enough, I am the luckiest person in the world! The father and mother who brought me into this world must love me very much, and Feigaki is still with me To be friends, to have colleagues, to be able to meet so many people who like me is really amazing!"

Fei Yuan grasped Ji Congming's hand tightly.

Maybe it's because I've held it for a long time, and the temperature in my hand has gradually become less clear...

"I thought I could only die in loneliness, but it's really great to meet you!"

The weight from the left side of the body is getting lighter and lighter...

"I'm not lonely at all."

The sound coming from my ear is getting smaller and smaller...

"It's great to meet Feigaki..."

Feigaki was terrified and tried to grab something in his hand——

The emptiness of the nails embedded in the flesh swept over Higaki's whole body.

The snowflakes are still falling slowly one by one.

but……

I can't feel anything anymore.

It's so sad, I haven't said anything to Fei Yuan, and I haven't told him the sentence "I like you too" until I die.

Snow's world is also white, but it is different from the world he has existed in for more than 20 years.He didn't hate the cold, the cold that seemed to freeze his lungs off with every breath.

In the silver-clad world, there seems to be no extra color except white.But Ji Congming knew that such a world was completely different from the world that Butterfly told him.

There is no sound, no scenery, no self, a world of nothingness, a lonely cage, but the world he saw at the last moment of his life, even if it is white, has a different color.

The most important thing is that even in the cold world, Fei Yuan is with him.

"Whether it's snow or every day, I will be with you."

Figaki's voice is nice.

Figaki's made him nostalgic

I want to go, I really want to go.I want to go to see the snow with you, I want to spend every day with you, I want to be with you.

But such a thing, even saying it is an extravagant hope.

The dead will take everything, and the living will continue to suffer.

So don't say it.

So act like nothing happened.

But that kind of mood, that kind of feeling, can't be easily exposed by pretending.

I want to go on with you, Feigaki...

"Then why don't you stay with me all the time?" Pale fingers caught the thin red rope, Fei Yuan's hand was firmly attached to his collarbone, and the white Tai Chi fish landed on his palm, unable to tell. Whether Fei Yuan's palm is whiter, the snow is whiter, or the Tai Chi fish is whiter.