The system knelt down and begged me to let it go [unlimited]

Chang Yuesheng had ideals. The girl who was raised by the rich always had a little innocence. She wanted to become a doctor and an angel in white to save people. For a while, she even thought about giving up her life. Dedicated to medicine.

But everything changed the day I met Fei Chengfeng.

Chang Yuesheng is a senior student of Fei Chengfeng's freshman year. On the day she entered the graduate school, she was blocked by hooligans in a conventional way, and then she was lucky to be rescued by Fei Chengfeng, who was a year younger than her. .

Although Fei Chengfeng came from an ordinary family in a small city, he is handsome, tall and straight, with a flexible mind and is also very talented in medicine.What is now known as the old-fashioned hero saving the beauty plot was the most fashionable at that time.

Moreover, Chang Yuesheng, who was well protected since childhood, also unavoidably likes to read the love stories in those novels.The appearance of Fei Chengfeng satisfied all the conditions for her young girl's heart to sprout.

Chang Yuesheng's love came quickly and violently, and the bold and beautiful girl immediately launched a fierce pursuit of Fei Chengfeng.

Except for the difference in family background, Fei Chengfeng is handsome, talented, and has a gentle and considerate personality, which fulfills all Chang Yuesheng's fantasies.

People at that time were all married early, and they were basically rushing to get married, so Chang Yuesheng and Fei Chengfeng dated and fell in love for two months, and Chang Yuesheng proposed to get married.

Fei Chengfeng naturally agreed.

But Chang Yuesheng's parents have objections.

Although Fei Chengfeng is talented and talented, firstly, the gap between the two families is a bit big, and secondly, this person doesn't know the basics, and any parents who love their daughter even a little bit can't agree.Not to mention that Chang Yuesheng is still the favorite of the old couple.

Fei Chengfeng is also stubborn, it doesn't matter if you don't let him.He said bluntly to Chang Yuesheng, wait for me, and I will marry you when I have done a good job and am capable of proving myself. Anyway, regardless of heaven or earth, even if no one is optimistic about it, I will be with you go on.

No other girl would be indifferent to Fei Chengfeng's deep affection, let alone Chang Yuesheng who is in the period of passionate love.

So Chang Yuesheng rushed back and stole the household registration book and ran away. The two of them tore the certificate, Chang Yuesheng's parents were dumbfounded, and then the two sides started a tug-of-war.

But between the reasonable parents who love women and the daughter who can't pull nine cows, the outcome of this war is doomed from the very beginning.

Less than three months later, Chang Yuesheng's parents bowed their heads and gave in, and bought them a house as a wedding present.

Chang Yuesheng and Fei Chengfeng had a good marriage in the first two years. Both of them are still studying. Although they are under the same mentor, they don't spend much time alone, and they don't have many opportunities to quarrel.

But when the two graduate and the romance fades, things start to go wrong.

The time for socializing is getting later and more, but the smell of perfume left on the clothes will always be that smell.Sometimes there is still a slight difference between the shirts that go out at night and those that come back in the morning.

Chang Yuesheng began to be suspicious, and then in a raid that was half a trap and half an accident, Lin Yu entered Chang Yuesheng's world.

Childhood sweetheart, first love, third party in marriage.This makes Chang Yuesheng, who strives for the first place in everything and pursues perfection as much as possible, can't stand it anymore.

After the great anger passed, his rationality gradually returned, and after reviewing the past with doubts and filters, everything made Chang Yuesheng surprisingly angry.

What hero saves the beauty? !Shit!What should give her the best happiness? !Shit!Why give everything to be with her? !It's all bullshit!

Fake, fake, all are fake!

Fei Chengfeng tried his best to get close to Chang Yuesheng, wasn't it just for money?Marrying Chang Yuesheng and saving 20 years of hard work is not a dream. It is not a dream to use Chang Yuesheng's parents' connections to climb up a few levels, and it is not a dream to have a good-looking and good-looking wife for nothing. Who wouldn't want it? !

Fei Chengfeng hated Chang Yuesheng, absolutely hated her.After the initial passion and sweetness passed, everything about Chang Yuesheng suffocated him.

Chang Yuesheng has a strong and domineering personality, and because the two grew up in different environments, their consumption concepts and ways of life are completely different.Because of his background, Fei Chengfeng is often inferior and sensitive in front of Chang Yuesheng.

Fei Chengfeng wanted to escape from Chang Yuesheng, but he couldn't bear it, so he could only look for other comforts.

Lin Yu is his childhood sweetheart, with a docile personality, obedient and sensible, and most importantly, she loves him without any dignity.

Fei Chengfeng enjoyed being enshrined like a heaven.

Chang Yuesheng is a shrewd person, but Fei Chengfeng feels that he is not a fool, so he has always believed that he can not be found out.

The guilt of cheating, twisted into a more complicated resentment in the day after day of inferiority complex.

But after being ripped from the bed naked, apart from fear and a sense of destiny that "finally happened", there is only endless hatred left.

He hated, he wondered why Yuesheng didn't even save himself the last face, he fell to the ground, pulled the quilt in fear to cover his body, but the quilt was too far away from him, how could he not out of reach.

"Fei Chengfeng, what are you doing?" Chang Yuesheng stared at him condescendingly for a long time before asking softly, "Fei Chengfeng, do you know how disgusting you are now? ?"

Soon... soon... soon to be there——

Fei Chengfeng ignored Chang Yuesheng, all his attention was placed on the quilt a few meters away, he twisted his body, almost moved forward with his hands and feet, and stretched out his hand vigorously, trying to reach the white bed. of shelter.

"Da, da, da, da, da, da..." The slender high-heeled shoes made a few crisp sounds on the floor, and then there was a piercing and loud scream.

"Ahhhhhhh-"

Fei Chengfeng almost fainted from the pain, but Chang Yuesheng stared at him without any fluctuation: "Fei Chengfeng, what are you doing?"

As she asked, her feet kept moving, and the pointed and thin heels were turning on the back of his hand. Fei Chengfeng just screamed, screaming in pain and misery.

"What do you think he's calling?" Chang Yuesheng looked at the security guards who came with her, his usually arrogant and reserved face was full of confusion and fragility.

"He lied to me!!!!" Chang Yuesheng burst into tears unexpectedly, "Fei Chengfeng——you lied to me!!!!"

The voice of the woman is sharper, but in terms of coverage, the voice of the damn man is thicker.

"Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah--"

Even crazier than Chang Yuesheng was Fei Chengfeng's cry of pain.

Chang Yuesheng stretched out his foot, stood firm on Fei Chengfeng's face, and then relaxed one foot.

Chang Yuesheng has learned dance, and she has good stability, so even if she stands on one foot with an eight-centimeter stiletto heel, she is still stable and not afraid of falling.

"Cheng Feng, talk~" After shouting, Chang Yuesheng laughed again, "Cheng Feng, talk--"

Security guards, look at me and I look at you. I don't know if we should go up to help at this time.

Chang Yuesheng is the boss who pays them, and Fei Chengfeng is the husband of the boss. From the perspective of money, they should be on the side of the boss.

But as a man... the man lying on the ground seems to be a bit miserable... Although Fei Chengfeng did something wrong, isn't the boss going too far?

"Is it too much?" Chang Yuesheng seemed to have sensed their thoughts, a pair of beautiful black eyes stared at the group of people, "Am I too much?"

No one spoke.

Chang Yuesheng was satisfied.

She smiled and said, "Come on, let everyone scold him a few words, and step on him a few times. If you are happy with the scolding, if you step on him a lot, I will give each of you a [-] bonus."

Chang Yuesheng lightly jumped off Fei Chengfeng, then looked at the chaos in the room, smiling beautifully and gently.

Men are biased towards men.Chang Yuesheng didn't expect them to stand on his side and share the same hatred with her.

But so what?

Following Fei Chengfeng's painful and ambiguous screams, Chang Yuesheng walked slowly into the shivering woman who was still curled up on the bed.

She didn't sit on the bed, but just stared at the bulging bag on the bed for a long time: "Your name is Lin Yu, right? Come out, don't make me say it a second time."

Lin Yu didn't move.

"There, here are two—"

"do not!"

There is a gap in strength between a man and a woman, let alone a one-on-two. Lin Yu didn't want to make it worse. Although she was afraid, she still came out trembling.

The watery eyes are really watery, because of emotions such as embarrassment, fear, shame, fear, etc., her face is full of tears.

"Please..." Lin Yu kowtowed to her tremblingly on the bed, "Please..."

Chang Yuesheng reached out and grabbed her long hair, and forcefully pulled her head out amidst her sobbing.

It was a very endearing face, a face completely different from hers.

"Do you know that Fei Chengfeng married me?" Chang Yuesheng pinched her face, leaned closer and asked softly.

Lin Yu shook his head in panic and fear.

"You're lying." Chang Yuesheng's nails almost pierced her face, "You're a liar just like Fei Chengfeng! You're trash! You're a bitch!"

Lin Yu was well investigated by her. When she first came here to find Fei Chengfeng, she probably didn't know about it.

But after following Fei Chengfeng for three years, maybe she doesn't know?

"Rubbish!"

Chang Yuesheng hated Lin Yu, but hated Fei Chengfeng even more.Without Lin Yu, there would be Zhou Yu, Wu Yu, Zheng Yu... It doesn't matter who the other person is on the bed, the important thing is that no matter who the other person is on the bed, Fei Chengfeng has always acted as a fixed position!

Chang Yuesheng let Lin Yu go, but she would never let Fei Chengfeng go!

"Fei Chengfeng, let's get a divorce!" Chang Yuesheng looked coolly at the mud-like man on the ground.

I don't know how many bones were broken from the beating, and Fei Chengfeng, who was about to faint, his brain was dizzy, dizzy, nauseated, his eyes widened when he heard these words, he didn't know Where did the strength come from, he suddenly crawled over to Chang Yuesheng's position: "No! I don't want a divorce!" He screamed uncontrollably.

Chang Yuesheng...Lin Yu repeated the name over and over again, unable to sleep or close his eyes all night long.

But Fei Chengfeng didn't care about that, even if the two were lying on the same bed and Lin Yu couldn't sleep all night, Fei Chengfeng just slept as usual, as if nothing had happened, they were husband and wife.Lin Yu looked at Fei Chengfeng, who was sleeping peacefully beside him, and a stream of resentment surged in his heart.

Hate, she hates!I hate Chang Yuesheng to death, I hate Fei Chengfeng!

How much she loved this man before, now she hates him so much.

To take revenge, she wants to take revenge on these people!

Chang Yuesheng, Fei Chengfeng, they all wanted revenge!

Why? !Why should she act like a poor wretch? !

But Lin Yu never thought that the meeting with Chang Yuesheng would be such a tragic scene.

According to her imagination, she should be glamorous, and Chang Yuesheng should be haggard and gloomy. She will appear in front of Chang Yuesheng with an unattainable posture, and then bring a light that Chang Yuesheng can't look directly at break her off.

But the reality is - she is like a mouse crossing the street!

Lin Yu wanted to cover himself up, to hide himself.But Chang Yuesheng didn't give her this chance.

Chang Yuesheng insulted her, Chang Yuesheng insulted her, Chang Yuesheng insulted her, Chang Yuesheng... destroyed her!

Lin Yu hated her!

"Yuesheng! I swear! I won't dare again! I love you, I really love you, I love you!" Fei Chengfeng begged at Chang Yuesheng's feet.

As proud as Chang Yuesheng is, it is absolutely impossible for her to forgive Fei Chengfeng.But the divorce...was another painful ordeal for her.

The false lie was exposed in an instant, Chang Yuesheng was so angry that she could hardly breathe, she didn't know how many nights she thought about stabbing the adulterer husband and adulterer with a kitchen knife.

But every time I took the handle of the knife in my hand, the faces of my parents and friends flashed in my mind.The combination of her and Fei Chengfeng is her insistence on going her own way. How tough she used to fight against her parents is how ridiculous she is now.How happy she is in front of others, how pitiful she will be when things are revealed.

No, absolutely not!

She must not be reduced to a laughing stock, and she must not let others know about it.

How could she be ruined by such two sluts?How could she fall down in this place? ——No matter which one you choose, she must be the most successful and happiest one!must!

Chang Yuesheng was struggling and in pain.But at this time, a thunderbolt from the blue defeated her - Chang Yuesheng was pregnant!

In stark contrast to Chang Yuesheng's bewilderment was Fei Chengfeng's ecstasy.

He desperately prevented Chang Yuesheng from having an abortion. In order to stop her, Fei Chengfeng also moved out his father-in-law and mother-in-law who had no knowledge of their affairs.

Chang Yuesheng's parents happily made an appointment with Chang Yuesheng, and Chang Yuesheng's father even chose a name.The boy's name is Fei Rui'an, and the girl's name is Fei Le'an.

Chang Yuesheng couldn't tell them that she was going to divorce and have an abortion on the phone, so she could only wait to meet.

Time is the healer for all wounds, especially in the face of death, nothing is worth mentioning.It was originally a happy family reunion, the mother said that it was time to have a child, and the father said gently that whether or not to have a child depends on the wishes of the young couple, but it is fine if you want a child, while they can still move, Can help take care of children and teach children.

When the father and mother were preparing to meet her, when a parent was discussing the future of the child, an accident happened.

On the way to look for Chang Yuesheng, a tired truck took away the happy parents.

Chang Yuesheng was on the verge of collapse, and she was admitted to the ward because of too much grief.The adverse reactions of pregnancy and excessive sadness made her lose weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.

In the end, almost only a handful of bones remained.

Then, like a flashback, she said to Fei Chengfeng who took good care of her but was always looking forward to her death: "Cheng Feng, will you love our child well?"

With a rich legacy right in front of him, Fei Chengfeng said with red eyes and the most sincere tone in his eyes: "I love you and our child. You and him are more important than my life."

Chang Yuesheng didn't believe it.But she has the will to live.

The child in her womb is a gift from her parents and God!

Chang Yuesheng got better day by day, under Fei Chengfeng's distorted resentment, within half a month, he recovered.

Just for the mother!

Chang Yuesheng, who regained his spirit, chose to endure.It's just that the request is to let Lin Yu go!Get as far away as possible, and never appear in front of her again.Not only that, Chang Yuesheng also forced Fei Chengfeng to sign an agreement.

After finishing their parents' funeral, Chang Yuesheng and Fei Chengfeng continued to live their lives. During the day, they were a loving couple that everyone envied. As for how crazy Chang Yuesheng was at night, only Fei Chengfeng knew.

Then--

On a day when she thought such a day was not bad, Lin Yu appeared again.

When she saw Lin Yu with the same mouth as Fei Chengfeng when she smiled, she knew that her life like this was over.

She began to suffer from insomnia, insomnia all night long, as if something was missing in her heart, and then after cooking on a whim, she knew what was missing.

A knife, a knife that can cut through a human artery in an instant.

"Mom, what are you doing?"

Another night when Fei Chengfeng was sleeping soundly but Chang Yuesheng suffered from insomnia. Fei Ruian, who was going downstairs to have some supper when she was studying until two o'clock, found herself hungry. Rui'an found Chang Yuesheng standing beside the bed.

Chang Yuesheng hesitated.

Her son, whom she poured all her love and expectations into, was only 17 years old and had an infinite future, standing outside.

A mother who killed someone, a mother who killed her own father, with a mother like this, does he have a future?How would he be pointed at?How would you be laughed at?How will it be suspected?

Chang Yuesheng thought, with a mother like her, Ferian...wouldn't have a future, right?

Her life was over, completely over.

So absolutely can't let Fei Ruian die like this.

In this way, Fei Chengfeng escaped in his sleep, but Fei Yuan's life also changed.

Chang Yuesheng didn't have the principle of "children are innocent". In her opinion, Fei Yuan, who had the blood of Fei Chengfeng and Lin Yu on his body, was born wrong.She wanted to obliterate the two crimes of Fei Chengfeng and Lin Yu, and obliterate Fei Yuan's fault.

She, Chang Yuesheng, should be perfect, happy, and loved.

Die, die, die...

She wanted them all to die like crazy, but told herself like crazy, calm down.

It's impossible to destroy yourself, you can't destroy Ferian, it's impossible to destroy yourself because of those scum.

Chang Yuesheng finally told himself over and over again, over and over, over and over again.

but--

Her child, from the very beginning, has no future...

Chang Yuesheng fell into the vicious cycle of "which came first, the chicken or the egg".

She was thinking, why did she love Ferian?Love him because he is her son, or love him for who he is?

If it's because of loving him as a son, shouldn't this love correspond to Fei Yuan?

If she loved him because of him, would she still love him if there hadn't been a case of bag swapping?

Once people fall into the vicious circle of logic, it is difficult to get out.

On the one hand, Chang Yuesheng still loves Fei Rui'an because of her habit for so many years, but on the other hand, whether it is Lin Yu's own existence or the things she has done, Chang Yuesheng can no longer love Fei Rui'an anymore stand up.

——She only knows that she wants to see Fei Yuan, wants to hug him, wants to say sorry to him a hundred times, a thousand times, ten thousand times... wants to tell him that she loves him!Say it 1000 million times, [-] million times... Tell him everything you missed in this life!

Higaki, Higaki, Higaki!my darling!

Chang Yuesheng only needs to think about the past once.Thinking of Fei Rui'an, thinking of her pampering and love for Fei Rui'an, she hated it!Hate Lin Yu, hate Fei Rui'an, hate Cheng Feng, hate myself!Thinking of Fei Yuan, she feels distressed, painful, and regretful!Thinking of the grievances and pain Fei Gaki may have suffered in these years, she wanted to bear it twice as much for him!

Chang Yuesheng, Fei Rui'an, Lin Yu, and Fei Yuan, the relationship between them is no longer a simple strange circle thinking, the illegitimate child of the husband's lover, the lover, the illegitimate child who was framed several times and almost died , In order to protect her own status, the regular wife gradually resorted to unscrupulous means, and the relationship that was not cleared up and messed up drove Chang Yuesheng crazy.

Then, she went crazy.

Chang Yuesheng killed Fei Yuan twice, and saved him twice.She gave birth to him, but then made his life a mess.She let him be born as a human being, but forced him not to be a human being.

She didn't know the meaning of her life, let alone when it started, even her life was over.

Fei Chengfeng stared at the kitchen knife on Chang Yuesheng's knee with wide eyes almost in horror, his body struggled to escape, but the body fixed on the operating table by iron chains couldn't move at all.

"There are still 10 minutes." Chang Yuesheng was wearing the white coat that he and Fei Chengfeng had when they first met.When Fei Chengfeng rescued her, his arm was cut by a hooligan. Chang Yuesheng helped him hold him in a white coat for emergency treatment. After going to the hospital and getting stitches, Chang Yuesheng threw away the white coat up.But Fei Chengfeng picked it up again, washed it clean and returned it to Chang Yuesheng.

For various reasons, there were many holes and stitches in the white coat, but Chang Yuesheng did not throw it away in the end.

Chang Yuesheng sewed the last cut on the white coat, as if she just remembered Fei Chengfeng, sighed faintly, stood up and tore off the tape on Fei Chengfeng's mouth.

"Chang Yuesheng, what, what do you want to do?! Imagine Fei Rui'an, think about him! Don't do stupid things, don't do stupid things!" Fei Chengfeng shouted in horror, he looked at Chang Yuesheng's face There was an obvious change of expression on his face, and he was overjoyed, so he continued to shout.

"It's against the law to hurt people and kill people! Do you want Fei Rui'an to be accused of having a murderer's mother?! No, Chang Yuesheng, no way! You think about him, you don't think about yourself, you have to think about him! You can't destroy him!"

Fei Chengfeng didn't know what Lin Yu did back then, but Lin Yu who was woken up by Fei Chengfeng's yelling did!

The bright laboratory, Chang Yuesheng with the knife, Fei Chengfeng fixed on the operating table, herself tied up to watch... The moment Lin Yu woke up, her survival instinct made her guess what happened next. things that might happen.

So when he heard Fei Chengfeng talking about Fei Rui'an, Lin Yu was frightened and wanted to struggle crazily, don't say it - don't say it!What will stimulate her will stimulate her!Don't say it!Don't say it!

But Lin Yu, whose mouth was stuck, couldn't do anything except make some vague sounds.

"The future?" Chang Yuesheng was in a daze for a moment, and the scene where she and Fei Yuan met for the first time appeared before her eyes.

"Then, please go to hell." The dignified smile combined with the vicious words stunned the big sunny boy on the opposite side. The bewildered expression on his face seemed to say "Did I hear it wrong?"

But being so cute and kind stayed for a moment, all the warmth on his facial features faded, and then he turned into that indifferent young man who said "so what" with a smile on his face.

"It's gone, it's gone a long time ago..." Chang Yuesheng murmured, and then burst out laughing.

The laughter became louder and louder, the arc of the mouth became smaller and smaller, and then the laughter was withdrawn for a moment: "My future, Yuanyuan's future, has been destroyed by you long ago, has been destroyed long ago !"

Fei Chengfeng didn't know why she mentioned Fei Yuan again, but the fool could also see that Chang Yuesheng's current state was not right, Fei Chengfeng didn't dare to provoke her anymore.

"Don't worry, don't worry, don't worry." Chang Yuesheng said softly in Fei Chengfeng's ear, "There are still 8 minutes, don't worry, there are still 8 minutes, and Yuan Yuan will be born."

"Go to hell, go to hell, you all go to hell."

Small doses of muscle relaxants began to wear off slowly, Chang Yuesheng counted the numbers, and scratched the old scar left more than 30 years ago amidst Fei Chengfeng's frightened begging for mercy.