Song Song

The "family banquet" of years ago was not completed.

Chen Jiaze comes from a wealthy family, his father is a university professor, and his mother is the director of a certain research institute. A typical high-spirited family, they don't have to worry about food and clothing, and have certain social influence.Mother Chu made all the preparations, including the clothes the two parties wore when they met. Everything was not shabby, for fear that they would feel ashamed in comparison.

The hotel was booked, and Chu's father had already notified him, but the two children didn't come when the critical moment came.

It was snowing heavily that day, and the solar term was severe cold, the coldest time of the year.

Chen Jiaze went to the hospital to wait for Chu Yi to get off work, and planned to go there later. He groomed himself carefully and wore a check wool scarf around his slender neck. He must have been sprayed with perfume. When he approached, Chu Yi faintly smelled juniper resinous aroma.

The heating was sufficient in the office, Chen Jiaze took off his scarf, took off his coat, and leaned close to Chu Yi's ear and said, "Pour some water for me, please."

Chu Yi stood up and walked directly to the water dispenser, got him a cup of hot water in a paper cup, brought it back and put it on the table, "I have tea in the drawer, would you like some?"

Chen Jiaze rolled his eyes on the man's thermos, and asked, "What are you soaking in here?"

"Fat Dahai." Chu Yi sat back on the chair and took out a medical record to check.

"Why drink this?"

"I have a bad throat."

"I haven't drank it, give me some too."

Chu Yi looked up at him and said, "The taste is very mild, you won't like it."

Chen Jiaze didn't mean to be drunk, so he said shyly, "I just like to drink light."

Chu Yi didn't say anything. He opened the drawer and took out the tin can containing Pang Hai, but Chen Jiaze said no, "Isn't there in your cup? I'll take a sip and try it."

The scent of the perfume became stronger and stronger, permeating the airless room. Chu Yi suddenly thought of Lin Xiaosong. That kid likes to use toilet water, especially in summer. He can buy a bottle of cheap mosquito repellent water on Taobao, and he can use it as a It's used for flirting perfume, and it's all over the body. If you tell him once, he will still tell you: Doesn't the fragrance smell good?

Chu Yi can now recall all the details about Lin Xiaosong, but there is only one word, silly.

Chen Jiaze took a sip from the thermos cup, and it really wasn't his favorite taste. He put the cup down, his lips were still stained with water, "Well, it's really not very good." With cunning in his eyes, he quietly told the man , "Indirectly so what."

Chu Yi lowered his eyes, subconsciously changed the subject and asked others: "What did you say after bed 38?"

"The Department of Respiratory Medicine came for a consultation, and they said that the cause of the lungs was not clear, and a bronchoscopy was required, but the uncle did not agree." Someone replied.

Chu Yi said, "Call his son over."

"I've called. I said I'm busy with work and I can't find time. The old man is all taken care of by nurses. Fuck it. He looks like a dog."

This kind of thing is not surprising, it is a conscience to be able to pay for a nurse, but I am afraid of the kind of person who neither pays nor contributes.

Chu Yi closed the medical record, and said decisively: "Observe for two more days, if there is nothing special, go to the respiratory department, call his son again, and make sure he finds time to come."

Chen Jiaze chuckled, and said to Chu Yi in a low voice, "Why are you doctors so fierce?"

Chu Yi glanced at his thermos, and his extreme cleanliness made him feel a little uncomfortable. He pressed the tip of his tongue against his back molars, and said, "I can't help it if I'm not fierce."

"No wonder you don't talk much at ordinary times. It turns out that it's all caused by work."

Chu Yi lacked interest: "Is there any?"

Chen Jiaze held his chin and asked back: "Is there not? Could it be that you are talking and laughing with everyone else, but you have nothing to say to me."

Chu Yi looked at him calmly for a while, then smiled helplessly, and said, "Think too much."

"Just kidding, old-fashioned, obviously only five years older than me." Chen Jiaze still held his chin, looking like a teenager with no worries, the heat in his eyes was about to melt the man completely.

Chu Yi looked away, and threw three pages of paper to him: "Help me take the copy, the printer is in front."

"Mr. Chu, you are quite good at calling people." Someone joked.

The office was warm, and Chen Jiaze blushed, and continued, "I'm idle anyway."

The doctor said again: "I'll be off work in a while, why don't you two go first."

Chu Yi glanced at the time on the computer screen, still with the usual attitude of distinguishing between public and private, "It's not too late."

Just as he was talking, a phone call came in. The caller's voice was impatient, and his words were concise——

There was a serious traffic accident on the Beihu Expressway this afternoon. The emergency room is full of wounded people brought by ambulances. There are not enough staff there. Please help.

"You go back first and explain to your parents." Chu Yi put down these words, and then rushed over.

The office was almost mobilized, leaving only one doctor on duty.

Looking at the running tall figure from behind, Chen Jiaze sighed unconsciously.

The meal went straight to the soup.

It was past eleven o'clock when Chu Yi came back from the operating room, and Chen Jiaze was lying on his desk, falling asleep.He wakes people up.

Chen Jiaze didn't know where he was in a daze, he was stunned for a while, "What time is it?"

"It's 11:30 soon."

"It's so late." Chen Jiaze propped himself on the table, trying to stand up, but his body swayed unsteadily, as if he hadn't woken up.

Chu Yi pressed his shoulders: "Don't stand still, sit here and wait for me, I'll come back after I change my clothes."

Chen Jiaze was extremely sleepy, he continued to lie down for a while, and most of his sleepiness had gone, he picked up a heavy professional book on the table, and flipped through it a few times in boredom.

There was a bookmark on one page, and he flipped there very lightly.

The long strip of paper bookmarks is inconspicuous from the front, but it is just a stereotyped oil painting. The back is empty and white, with the word "Songsong" on the bottom.

Chen Jiaze thought it was funny at first, and then he couldn't figure it out. With his conditions, he could absolutely satisfy all the requirements of a man for a same-sex partner. Why did he become a more or less insignificant passerby on this man.

After Chu Yi changed his clothes and came in, his voice became hoarse: "Let's go."

Chen Jiaze grabbed the bookmark, stood up, and forced the man with a wry smile: "The 'Songsong' on it must be Lin Xiaosong."

Chu Yi didn't deny it, and didn't even look flustered, as if what the other party asked was a trivial matter, "I'll talk about it when I have anything to say."

"Why?" Chen Jiaze was confused.

"Go out and talk."

Chen Jiaze suppressed the anger in his expression, dropped the bookmark, and walked to the door as if lost, Chu Yi reminded him: "You didn't take the scarf."

He raised his eyes to meet the man's eyes, so far, he could see all the fickleness in the man's eyes clearly.

"Scarf?" Chen Jiaze twitched the corner of his mouth, "You can hold it for me."

Chu Yi stared at him for a full three seconds, without saying a word, went in and helped him get the scarf, "Wrap it up, don't catch a cold."

Chen Jiaze didn't respond at all.

Chu Yi sighed, and surrounded him himself, with the faint resinous fragrance floating in his nose.

Chen Jiaze buried his face in the man's arms, tried his best to beg one last bit of humility: "I really like you."

Chu Yi looked down at him: "Go to the car and talk."

Chen Jiaze raised his face and looked at Chu Yi mournfully: "What are you going to tell me?"

"Calm down, let's go out first." Someone rang the bell in the ward, and Chu Yi heard a rush of footsteps. He looked up at the dark corridor, and suddenly felt bored.

It was late at night, and the two of them took the elevator to the first floor. The underground garage of the hospital was quiet and gloomy at the moment, and the entrance was cold and windy.

Sitting in the car, Chen Jiaze seemed discouraged, and said weakly: "The bookmark was taken from the pile of books in your house, right? It's not your handwriting, he wrote it himself?"

Chu Yi said frankly, "Our matter has nothing to do with him, it's my problem."

"How can it be okay!" Chen Jiaze took a deep breath, "If he can't slap a slap, if he doesn't have any idea, why are you like this!"

Chu Yi looked at him with cold eyes: "If you think about it, we can still live on. If you don't want to, I'll talk to the parents of both parties."

Chen Jiaze couldn't listen to other words, he just immersed himself in his own emotions, "Do you like him?"

The unwillingness in the eyes is clear and clear, "But why do you like him, he is already married and has children!"

Chu Yi didn't make any amends, his eyes were as cold as ice and still had no warmth: "I'm sorry, this was not my original intention."

Chen Jiaze looked at the man, feeling like a joke, and asked sharply, "What do you think of me!?"

Chu Yi pursed his lips slightly and responded silently.

Chen Jiaze's eyes were moist, gradually covered with a layer of water vapor, "Can you still pretend that you don't know anything and just live like this..."

No one answered, the car was quiet, only the sound of each other's breathing.

After a while, Chen Jiaze regained his sanity and asked him, "What was your relationship with him before?"

Chu Yi looked at him, frankly and deeply: "I lived with him for more than a year, and we almost got married."

If you really want to talk about it, the difference is more than one point.

The man could never imagine why he was so messed up back then, and forced the child away. At that time, Songsong was only 20 years old.

So now, there is no room for turning back.

Chen Jiaze blinked several times, slowly digesting the man's words, "Why did you bring me in, you like it so much, go chase him back!"

Chu Yi's throat rolled, and he stared at him with dark eyes: "It's impossible for me to talk to him."

Chen Jiaze asked impatiently, "So you came to provoke me?"

Chu Yi was silent for a while, and finally made a decision, "I'll go to your parents and apologize." Leaning over to help Chen Jiaze fasten his seat belt, the two breathed together for a moment, "I'll take you back first."

Chen Jiaze pulled off the seat belt, couldn't hold it anymore, and cried, "How can he compare to me, it's worth your thinking about it for so long!"

What he said was angry.

This question itself is meaningless, and whether it is worth it is just a vague concept. A man can't measure how much the previous story is worth in his heart.

"Go back." Chu Yi said in a deep voice.

Chen Jiaze looked at him with scarlet eyes, and the gloomy light shone through the window glass on his young face, flickering on and off, "Do you like me a little bit?"

Chu Yi turned the key to start the car, and he didn't even hesitate to say a little good-sounding lie, "It's already very late, I'll talk about it tomorrow if I have anything to say."

Chen Jiaze laughed suddenly, with a light breath: "Chu Yi, you are an asshole." After finishing speaking, he opened the car door and stepped out.

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Thank you for the soft grenade!Thank you Mine for the good mom, Knight of Evil Blood!