Song Song

The man walked forward step by step along the road with his head drooping. Chu Yi lightly stepped on the accelerator and drove behind him at a leisurely pace.

After walking about a hundred meters, Lin Xiaosong sat down on a bench by the side of the road, stared blankly for a while, then rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand, apparently crying.

Just for that 8000 yuan?

Chu Yi was upset by watching, took out a cigarette and lit it, and turned his eyes elsewhere.Inside the car was the sweet and greasy smell of the on-board perfume, which Chen Jiaze specially bought a few days ago.

I have to say that in terms of the taste of life, that girl is quite like a fastidious little girl.

The smell of the perfume was too strong, so Chu Yi rolled down the car window, put a cigarette on the window sill with one hand, and clicked into Lin Xiaosong's circle of friends with the other to swipe down.

There are not many dynamics, almost all of them are photos of his daughter. He seldom goes out of the country, only one is at the gate of the zoo, holding the child, smiling, and the dimples on his cheeks are faintly visible.

To this day, Chu Yi still has a hard time imagining that such a person would get married and have children. His personality is not as self-willed as before, and he likes to be restrained in every move. His appearance has not changed much, but the baby fat from before is gone.

Lin Xiaosong sat motionless, gradually, his body began to tremble, and the hand that wiped the tears could no longer be called wiping, but directly covered his eyelids, so as to block the bursting flood water inside.

It's so sad to cry.

He has no time to care about the eyes of others.

After [-] years, the world is getting clearer, and it is rare for emotions to have ups and downs. Occasionally, I feel that life is too boring and boring, but I don’t bother to make changes, so I just go on like this, going to work, going to get off work, dating and eating, until I step on it. into the marriage grave.

In fact, think about it, quite boring.

Chu Yi flicked the cigarette ash, took a deep breath, and the people under the shadow of the lamp buried their heads in tears, their whole bodies trembling.The man stared at it for a long time, finished his cigarette, got out of the car and walked over.

Walking closer, Chu Yi stopped a few steps away, looking at the small body from top to bottom.

Lin Xiaosong felt it, raised his head, and cried heavily, with snot and tears on his face.

Such a situation made the man at a loss, Chu Yi sighed, frowned and said, "You are all fathers, why do you still cry so much?"

Lin Xiaosong didn't want to be seen, and desperately lowered his head, but his tears were uncontrollable, and kept rushing down.

Chu Yi felt stuffy in his heart, looked around, and took a little breath.There was an unknown milk tea shop on the side of the road. He went over and ordered a cup of lemon black tea with ice and half sugar. Looking back, Lin Xiaosong was still sitting on the chair.

He rarely drinks this kind of low-end drink with high sugar content. Sometimes he is too tired, so he will make a cup of black coffee in the office, which is a mixture of bitterness and aroma, which refreshes his mind.

At this time, the store was not busy, and the clerk finished it quickly, and asked him whether to take it out or drink it now, Chu Yi turned his head and glanced at the chair again, and said in a slightly tired voice, "Pick it up."

Chu Yi walked back with the drink and handed it to the man, but Lin Xiaosong didn't pick it up.He simply put it on a chair beside him, squatted down halfway, and wiped away the wet tears on the "little crying bag" with his fingertips.

Looking back, this person also cried at every turn. At that time, he was around 20 years old, almost the same age as a child.Now that the little kid is a father, the man smiled helplessly.

Lin Xiaosong resisted, turned his head away from the man's hand, Chu Yi's hand stopped in the air, at a loss, and finally landed on the man's head and rubbed it.

"Stupid and crying, you really don't make people worry." Chu Yi sat next to him and threw a pack of tissues to Lin Xiaosong, "Don't cry."

Lin Xiaosong grinned and cried, looking embarrassed, and muttered, "I did it for nothing for a month." He no longer cared whether the man in front of him was good or bad, and only remembered the 8000 yuan that was in vain. The baby's piano is gone, and I have saved less than 18 this year.

Chu Yi took out a piece of paper, turned Lin Xiaosong's head forcefully, and wiped his face indiscriminately, "It's not enough for such a small amount of money."

Lin Xiaosong cried more and more fiercely, choking in his throat: "8000 yuan, all gone..."

"If it's gone, it's gone. There's nothing to cry about." Chu Yi thought his miserable appearance was ugly, so he continued to hold him down, wiping his nose and tears.

Lin Xiaosong twisted his body, trying to shake off the man's shackles, but he couldn't break free, he was in a hurry, "It's none of your business, don't touch me..."

Chu Yi laughed out of anger, and pinned Lin Xiaosong like a chicken: "Don't be hypocritical, blow your nose quickly."

Lin Xiaosong stared at him with red eyes, stretched out his hand to push, but without pushing, in desperation, he grabbed the man's arm and bit him.

Chu Yi immediately pushed him away with a "hiss", shook his hands, and lowered his eyes, he could vaguely see a row of blood-oozing tooth marks around the tiger's mouth. He took out a piece of paper and wiped off the watermark around the mouth, and threw it aside trash can.

Lin Xiaosong stretched his neck and looked at the man's hand. The jade pendant on his neck jumped out from the collar of his T-shirt. It was a piece of baby pig, which was simply tied with a red string.

Chu Yi raised his eyes and said coldly, "I don't know what is good."

Lin Xiaosong stomped his feet and let out a harsh "Hey", complaining to himself like a little old man who lost his money: "I did it for nothing for a month."

Seeing him like this, Chu Yi was both angry and funny, and turned half sideways to look at him, with a helpless tone: "How can your wife bear you, she's still like a child at such an age."

Up to now, the man still thinks that the child was born to Lin Xiaosong by a certain woman, and guessing further, it is estimated that it is a short woman who serves dishes in a certain restaurant, or cleans in a certain hotel. Like Komatsu, he drifted all over the country, staying for a while wherever he could make ends meet.

Chu Yi went with him, sat on the side watching coldly, poked open the drink with a straw and handed it to Lin Xiaosong, inexplicably annoyed: "Take it."

Lin Xiaosong was tired from crying, and finally stopped, and began to hiccup convulsively, with snot and tears all over his face, which was very ugly. "I don't want to." He said flatly.

Chu Yi licked his back molars, said nothing, his face was normal, and he still couldn't see the expression of happiness or anger.

Neon street lights, cars coming and going, long legs, hot pants, high heels, and the cool supercars of the rich second generation, the whole city is bustling like a doomsday carnival.

A mobile phone rang, and there was a nursery rhyme I had never heard before, with simple lyrics and cheerful tunes, about the red sun and little white rabbit.

Lin Xiaosong fumbled into his trouser pocket, took out his mobile phone, looked at the screen and choked up twice in his throat. After calming down, he pressed the answer button.

The ringing stopped abruptly.

"It's good..." Lin Xiaosong rubbed his eyes while pointing at the phone, "Lele is already sleepy, you sleep at Uncle's first, Dad will pick you up in a while... Okay, Dad will give it to you tomorrow purchase."

After talking on the phone, Lin Xiaosong wiped his face and stood up, without saying hello to the man, and continued walking forward along the curb.

Chu Yi watched from a distance, and the street lamps stretched Lin Xiaosong's shadow.The man threw away his drink and sat back in the car. Through the glass window, the figure became smaller and smaller.

Coincidentally, when Chen Jiaze called, Chu Yi closed his eyes for a while, and pressed to answer.

"I'm home, how about you?" asked the other side.

The small body was no longer visible, Chu Yi withdrew his gaze, and moved his lips: "I just got home too."

"I'm going to watch a movie and then take a shower and go to bed. What are you doing now?"

Chu Yi took out a cigarette, lit another one and bit it near his mouth, his eyes were cold and stern, "I'm smoking."

Chen Jiaze made up an intoxicated and hazy image in his brain. He thought it was indecent for other men to smoke, such as the group of oily middle-aged men in their office, but when it came to Chu Yi, he could always associate it with the harsh beauty , and even a little charming loneliness.

Men in love are to some extent like women, very emotional, thinking that the other party is shining all the time.

"I want to taste the taste of smoke some other day, you teach me." He said mischievously.

Chu Yi didn't say anything.

After waiting for a while, Chen Jiaze scolded: "Hey, you just kept silent after talking."

Chu Yi knocked on the cigarette ash against the car window, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm a little tired."

Chen Jiaze sighed self-consciously. Every time he wanted to take a step forward, this man would always be sober and keep a close distance, "Then you should take a shower quickly and go to bed early."

"Yeah." Chu Yi said unintentionally, "Good night."

Not far ahead is the Hang Lung MTR Station. The man stepped on the accelerator and drove away quickly without staying long.

Beishi is located in the northern temperate zone, and the summer is hot and high. Even if there is wind, it will be as if it has been scorched. It is dry without any moisture, and it is very stuffy.

Lin Xiaosong was sweating from the heat, thinking all the way how he could make up for the 8000 yuan, save money for a few months, or save the money for the child to buy a piano and forget it first, life is the most important thing.

When I went to Wang Pingchuan's house to pick up the child, the little girl was already asleep.

"Pingchuan, why don't you drive me off?" Zhou Yue said in a low voice.

"Sister, no need, my colleague sent me here, he is waiting downstairs right now, just on the way." Lin Xiaosong had troubled the family a lot, thought of an excuse, hugged Lele from Zhou Yue's arms, and said Thank you, then go downstairs.

Taking the elevator down to the first floor, a woman came back for a walk with a Bian Mu. The dog barked twice when it saw the stranger, Lele was awakened, and looked at Lin Xiaosong sleepily.

The woman scolded her dog and dragged Bian Mu into the elevator by the dog's leash.

Lele didn't sleep enough, her voice was buzzing, "Dad."

Lin Xiaosong looked down at his daughter: "We woke up obediently."

With clear eyes, Lele stretched out an index finger to poke Lin Xiaosong's lower eyelid: "Dad, why are your eyes red?"

"Really? Dad's eyes hurt a little today." Lin Xiaosong held back his sourness, "Lele will help Dad blow it later."

"Put me down, I can walk by myself."

Lin Xiaosong put the child on the ground and moved his slightly sore arms a few times.

Like a little adult, Lele gave orders: "Dad, you squat down."

Lin Xiaosong couldn't figure out what the little guy was going to do, so according to her intention, he squatted down to be at eye level with her.

Lele first blew her father's eyes, then shyly kissed Lin Xiaosong, smiling: "This way it won't hurt."

These words are definitely no less than a deep-sea bomb. It blew Lin Xiaosong's heart apart, and then put it back together, re-absorbed nutrients and oxygen, and became alive and renewed. The old wounds are not worth mentioning. As long as the daughter grows up quickly.

Lin Xiaosong hugged his own baby, and kissed her soft little face: "When Dad gets his salary next month, he will buy us a piano for Lele. If Sister Youyou has something, we should also have something obediently." .”

Lele's eyes widened: "The monster will catch children, will it catch me?"

"Of course not, we Lele will grow up soon."

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