beginning

The days after the college entrance examination seemed to pass surprisingly quickly. Yan Qi asked Chen Li to sing a song at the graduation ceremony, and the school leaders asked Chen Li to give a speech as an outstanding student representative.Chen Li agreed one by one, as if she hadn't been this busy for a long time.

On the day of the graduation ceremony, when Lin Xiangwan saw Chen Li on stage wearing a white shirt and holding a guitar, he felt a little dazed, as if he saw the boy from a long time ago, dressed in the same way, singing a song he had chosen for her on stage.

She listened to Chen Li singing "I thought I would stay by her side forever, but today we have left in the vast sea of ​​people."

"Let's forget about some stories that haven't been told yet, and it's hard to tell the truth from the fake feelings over the years."

"La la la la la la la la la la la go, they have been blown away by the wind and scattered in the sky."

But Lin Xiangwan suddenly remembered Chen Li at that time, saying "but I only want to sing what you like" with an awkward expression, looking at the people singing softly on the stage, two overlapping faces At that moment, Lin Xiangwan's eyes wet unconsciously.

She suddenly remembered the lyrics "I finally lost you, in the crowd".

This time, Lin Xiangwan felt so clearly that she seemed to have really lost the boy who once belonged only to her.

After the graduation ceremony, there was a regular graduation dinner. Before leaving the school, many younger students came to take a photo with Chen Li, saying that they wanted to be inspired by the top student.

Yan Qi and Shen Duo are also very strange, such a person who doesn't like to take pictures, would have smiled funny and said "sorry" and ran away, but this time he agreed to the juniors one by one with a decent and gentle smile.It's not like they didn't notice Chen Li's subtle changes. They don't know when Chen Li's eyes lost their warmth. Although he was smiling all the time, his eyes were bottomless. Is this the so-called change of an adult? ?

Lin Xiangwan was dealing with the teachers and leaders of the school, and everyone couldn't help but praise Lin Xiangwan for his good teaching. The last class brought out the best grades in the city. Such an excellent student.After Chen Li took a group photo with his juniors, he was pulled over naturally.

The compliments from the teachers were naturally old-fashioned. Chen Li had heard these words no less than a hundred times, but he still accepted them with a smile and a humble appearance.A teacher asked Chen Li to come back to teach his juniors when he had time in the future. Chen Li agreed with a smile, paused for a few seconds, and looked at Lin Xiangwan and said slowly: "I can have today's grades. It’s all thanks to Mr. Lin, if you want to talk about experience, it’s better to ask Mr. Lin.”

Lin Xiangwan looked up at Chen Li in a daze.The teacher beside him smiled and praised Chen Li's modest relationship with the class teacher. Chen Li said, "That's natural", looked down at Lin Xiangwan with a slight smile, but this smile made Lin Xiangwan feel so strange.

When all the teachers had left, Chen Li frowned impatiently, and turned his head to notice that Lin Xiangwan was still by his side.Bending down slightly, he tilted his head and looked at Lin Xiangwan. In his eyes, Lin Xiangwan's complex emotions were difficult to express, and there was a hint of provocation.

Lin Xiangwan took a few steps back, met Chen Li's eyes, and said calmly, "Long time no see, you've grown up a lot."

Chen Li hooked the corners of his mouth, as if he was waiting for Lin Xiangwan's next words.

"You have also changed a lot." Lin Xiangwan said calmly

"Hehe." Chen Li lowered his head and smiled, then walked a few steps in front of Lin Xiangwan, "It's not all thanks to you that I became what I am now."

After finishing speaking, he stopped laughing, returned to his usual indifferent appearance, glanced at Lin Xiangwan, and straightened up.Turning around, beckoning Yan Qi and Shen Duo to leave.

Lin Xiangwan stood where she was, thinking about what Chen Li said for a while, and she was right, she is probably the one who has the least status and no right to criticize Chen Li's changes.

During the dinner, Chen Li drank wine. Lin Xiangwan didn't know that Chen Li could drink alcohol. Maybe in her heart, Chen Li was always the one holding a glass of watermelon juice, sitting across from her desk and helping her with her work. child.Chen Li drank heavily, as if no one could stop him. Lin Xiangwan knew that Chen Li had a bad stomach and was afraid that something would happen if he drank like this.Send a message to Yan Qi to ask Yan Qi to stop Chen Li, and after a while, a message pops up, "It's useless, I can't stop her. She has something on her mind, and she has held it for too long. Let her go."

Lin Xiangwan knew what Yan Qi was referring to, and she couldn't imagine that Chen Li returned home with despair that day, and when she finally returned to school with the same excellent but strange attitude, how could she go through such a long time? What has been experienced to repair, change and improve.

Chen Li drank a lot, and Shen Duo dragged him home before the dinner was over. ,

"You wait for me here, I'll call a car outside, and I'll be back later." Shen Duo ordered, and ran out of the private room.

Lin Xiangwan felt distressed when he saw Chen Li slumped on the chair with blank eyes.At some point, the man staggered towards her, stood behind her chair, and looked at her motionless.After a while, he spoke slowly, with a hoarse voice: "Lin Xiangwan..."

He called her name like this, but stopped talking.

"Drinking so much wine, what on earth do you want?" Lin Xiangwan was a little annoyed.

Chen Li looked at her with blurred eyes, "I think, I want to hate you, I want to hate you..."

"Chen Li, hurry up, the car is waiting outside." Shen Duo stood at the door and called to the inside.

Chen Li glanced at Lin Xiangwan, turned and left.

Lin Xiangwan shook his head, feeling a little helpless: Isn't it disgusting that you look like this now?