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Lin Xiangwan didn't know the circumstances under which she said, "Okay, I'll persuade her." After hearing this, Chen Li's father was obviously satisfied, but Lin Xiangwan had clearly seen that the child was disappointed and resigned. Painful eyes.Yes, since we can't stay together, why not give her a better future.These days, the most useless thing is liking.

Lin Xiangwan laughed at herself as if she was already 27, why is she still so immature, she should be the one who puts herself in the right position, right?

As for Chen Li's child, it doesn't matter if she hates herself or forgets herself, as long as her future is good enough, that's enough.

After school the next day, Lin Xiangwan called Chen Li to the office, saying that he had something to talk to her about.Chen Li was a little puzzled. Lin Xiangwan hadn't interviewed him in such a serious tone for a long time. After thinking about it carefully, he had been so quiet recently that he really didn't cause trouble.

When Chen Li went to the office, Lin Xiangwan was already sitting on a chair waiting for him. Chen Li panicked and asked cautiously, "Lin Xiangwan, what's wrong with you?"

Lin Xiangwan avoided Chen Li's gaze, took out a blank application form from the bottom of the stack of papers on the table, and put it in front of Chen Li, "Don't call me by my name at school from now on, just call me teacher."

Chen Li listened to Lin Xiangwan's words, and realized that she was indeed abnormal, "You haven't answered my question yet? What's the matter with you?"

Seeing that Lin Xiangwan didn't speak, Chen Li was a little embarrassed. He smiled and put on a teasing tone: "What do you want to talk to me about? Are you dating?"

"Don't say such things in the future, I don't want to make such unhealthy jokes with you." Lin Xiangwan raised his eyes and looked at Chen Li coldly, "Take this volunteer form back and fill it out and give it to me. Take it too, and see for yourself what you filled in."

Chen Li was a little dazed by the sudden scolding, and even forgot to be angry.

"I... I wrote the same form as the first one, no... no problem..." Chen Li picked up the filled form on the table and looked at Lin Xiangwan uneasily. I don't understand what happened to Lin Xiangwan's sudden emotion.

"Well, if you don't like me filling it out like this. I'll change it. I can change it. I'll listen to what you want me to change." Chen Li leaned in front of Lin Xiangwan, "Lin Xiangwan , Teacher Lin, don't be angry, please tell me, I will correct where I am wrong."

Lin Xiangwan looked at Chen Li's cautious and humble appearance, and suddenly wanted to cry.The Chen Li in her memory was a proud and sunny boy who never seemed to have any troubles, a child like a little angel who would smile brightly at her standing in the sun.She had never seen Chen Li showing such a humble look to anyone. She didn't know how much she liked it, so that such an arrogant young man was willing to bend down to please herself like this.She didn't know, and she didn't dare to know.

Lin Xiangwan rubbed his temples, forced himself to think about what Chen Li's father said, forced himself to calm down, put away the distress and tears in his eyes, and looked at Chen Li with disgust, "Can you not get so close to me?" ,I do not like."

In the next second, she saw the hurt and grievance in the child's eyes, and she stood up in a panic as if she bounced off, repeating "OK" several times in a row.

"Does it mean that you will listen to me no matter what I want you to change?" Lin Xiangwan raised his eyes to face Chen Li's gaffe and panic, and spoke almost indifferently.

She didn't give Chen Li any room to react, she was aggressive.

Chen Li felt that there must be something wrong, what happened, what happened to Lin Xiangwan, what happened to all of this?Just yesterday until this morning, everything was fine. She could still call Lin Xiangwan's name familiarly, hold Lin Xiangwan's hand with a smile, and imagine the future with Lin Xiangwan over and over again. .But why all of a sudden, Lin Xiangwan seemed to be a different person, with such a strange and distant tone...even a disgusted tone...

"I, I will listen to you, I will always and always listen to you, but can you not let me leave you?" Chen Li's voice became smaller and smaller, and he looked at Lin Xiangwan with a begging tone and eyes .

Lin Xiangwan felt that Chen Li was about to pull her sleeve and say the phrase "please", please continue to let me stay by your side, okay... Lin Xiangwan felt her breath was held in her chest, she Try not to look into Chen Li's eyes.

"I've heard about your family matters. Fill it in according to your parents' wishes and go to Beijing." After Lin Xiangwan finished explaining, he turned around and went to work on his computer, "Go back and fill it out, leave it to me tomorrow, you can go gone."

"Lin Xiangwan, did my dad come to look for you..." Chen Li didn't intend to leave at all.

Lin Xiangwan still didn't look at her, she was afraid that if she saw the child's heartbroken expression of being abandoned, she would lose all her achievements.

"No, I have called your parents about your volunteers. Your parents just briefly explained their thoughts, and I think it makes sense." Lin Xiangwan raised his head and glanced at Chen Li, "Do you have anything else to do? "

She saw that the child's eyes were full of tears, and she resisted and refused to stay.

With a cruel heart, he said: "Don't cry with me, it's useless to pretend to be pitiful, and I don't have any paper to wipe it for you."

Chen Li stood where he was, looking deeply at Lin Xiangwan.

"I said, you can go." Lin Xiangwan sighed and continued, "I'm very tired, please stay away from me."

Chen Li bit his lip, but still couldn't help the trembling in his voice, "What about what you said before, that you supported me, that you would give me the answer when I graduated, didn't you count all of it?"

Lin Xiangwan took a deep breath and looked at Chen Li calmly.

"So everything is coaxing me, isn't it? Coaxing me to study hard, coaxing me to win honor for the school, is that so?" Chen Li almost roared, "Lin Xiangwan, are you telling me so?"

"Lin Xiangwan, tell me that you have a hard time, tell me it's not like this, okay... Tell me..." Chen Li squatted down and hugged herself. At this moment, she felt that she had lost all her dignity. , but even so, as long as Lin Xiangwan spoke, she was still willing to believe it.

Then, she heard Lin Xiangwan's voice without any emotion, "Difficulties? No. As long as you know."

"Or do you think that I really want to fall in love with your half-old child?"

"Since you have already achieved excellent grades and won glory for the school, I naturally don't need to continue acting. I hope we can continue to maintain a normal teacher-student relationship in the future."

Lin Xiangwan saw Chen Li raised his head and looked at her. His eyes were full of disbelief and despair. The next moment, his eyes began to lose focus, and he stood up staggeringly.

"Okay, let's pretend that nothing happened before."

"Lin Xiangwan, you make me sick."