Self-cultivation of third-rate stars

Zhan Shuduan only mentioned Ye Mu's high school on a whim. He still has a lot of curiosity about the place where his lover lived and grew up, especially when he saw the other's childhood photo album at home, this curiosity became more intense.

For a moment, I forgot that Ye Mu's high school memory was not good, and finally realized after blurting it out, and quickly corrected what he said: "I'm just a little curious, but the weather is so hot, let's go back, so as not to suffer from heat stroke later .”

"It's not far from here, and I occasionally passed by here when I was studying."

Ye Mo remembers one time when he was doing self-study last night, he suddenly felt unwell and got approval to go home early. As a result, he went the wrong way on the road and came to this cemetery. There was only the sound of the leaves being blown by the wind, and it was obviously a hot summer night that was about to suffer from heat stroke, but he was so frightened that he broke out in a cold sweat.

Ye Mo took out his phone to check the time, it happened to be noon, no wonder the sun was so big, the air he inhaled and exhaled was filled with scorching heat.

Even though I haven't been back for so many years, standing here now, I still feel familiar for a moment, as if I went back to the time when I was still in high school ten years ago, and I still went to school day after day with a schoolbag on my back.

Ye Mu raised his head and asked, "Would you like to take a look?"

Staring at Ye Mu for a long while, after confirming that there was no intentionally concealed embarrassment or concern on the other party's face, Zhan Shuduan said, "If you don't mind."

Ye Mu murmured, but instead asked puzzledly: "Why should I mind?"

Zhan Shu didn't say a word, just stretched out his hand to grab Ye Mu's hand and rubbed it, and changed the subject, "It's too hot, let's take a taxi."

After getting in the car, both of them realized that they were hungry, so they ate a hot pot instead.

Because they left early in the morning, they were not in the mood to eat when they came to the cemetery, so the three of them only drank a cup of soy milk, and after the morning passed, they were already very hungry.It happened that there was a hot pot restaurant nearby, and the two of them ate in full swing with the air-conditioning blowing on this hot day. They ordered a large table, and their stomachs were slightly bulging by the end of the meal.

The pot has four grids and four base materials, only one of which is spicy.Since the last time Ye Mu ate his stomach badly, Zhan Shuduan has been controlling not to give him too much spicy food, and he can only eat a little, at most to satisfy his cravings, this time he relented only after Ye Mu begged.

But in fact, Zhan Shuduan didn't make Ye Mu eat spicy food very much. He obviously couldn't eat spicy food very much, but in order not to let Ye Mu eat too much, he just endured the spicy food and rushed to cook two-thirds of it in the pot. have eaten.

Ye Mu was worried that he would spoil his stomach, so he quickly said that he didn't want to eat, and Zhan Shuduan proudly stopped talking, but this was the first time he ate spicy food so much, that after he finished eating, his mouth, stomach and even the esophagus felt like it was hot. There was a hot, burning fever.

"Are you okay?" Ye Mu, who realized why Zhan Shuduan was so uncharacteristically eating spicy food, couldn't help but blame himself. If it wasn't for him, the other party wouldn't force him to eat so much to prevent him from eating more.

After drinking another glass of water, Zhan Shu waved his hands, pretending to be okay, and said, "It's nothing, I'm not so spicy..." After finishing speaking, he coughed twice in a very slap in the face.

Seeing this, Ye Mu became even more worried, and said that he might as well go to the school next time, but unexpectedly, Zhan Shuduan reacted violently, as if he was angry with his ability to eat spicy food, and kept saying that he was fine and that he was going to Look at the school.

After the persuasion failed, Ye Mu could only take people to his school while worrying.

The three years of high school are undoubtedly the most profound three years in the hearts of many people. The youth filled with hard work and sweat, no matter how tired or bitter, it is also an inseparable memory.

For Ye Mu, there is not much difference between the dull life in the first ten years of high school and the previous ten years; the second year of high school made him understand how dull his life was in the past ten years and how boring he was; Like a clown who thought he had come to the Land of Elysium, Ling Kong was kicked into hell by someone who told him that he didn't deserve happiness at all.

It was supposed to be a bland three years of study, but it made him feel what a roller coaster is, with ups and downs up and down so much that he almost didn't recover from it.

Simply survived now, even though he subconsciously rejects and doesn't want to think about it now, he can face it calmly and fearlessly.

The school is quite famous in the local area. In recent years, the enrollment rate has been getting higher and higher, and the school is also expanding, which is much wider than what Ye Mu remembered.

A batch of candidates left hell, and a new batch of candidates came in. Therefore, even in the midsummer summer vacation, the school still has students attending classes.When Ye Mu and Zhan Shuduan got out of the car, the school gate was closed, but there were students passing by in school uniforms from the outside.

Ye Mu was feeling melancholy at the gate, when Zhan Shuduan beside him suddenly had a stomachache, and his face turned pale from the pain.

"Is it because you eat too much spicy food and your stomach hurts?" Ye Mu asked nervously. Zhan Shu held his stomach and gritted his teeth and nodded. He almost regretted that he ate spicy food so desperately just now. He could hardly stand still.

"Then let's go to the hospital quickly..." Ye Mu said as he was about to pull him back into the taxi, but Zhan Shuduan grabbed him, lowered his head, and without embarrassment, he squeezed out his voice and said, "I want to go to the toilet ..."

However, there are no public toilets nearby, and it is too late to leave. After all, Zhan Shuduan looked like he was about to die. Ye Mu was so anxious that he could only take people to the school. blocked.

"Hello, my friend is not feeling well and wants to borrow the toilet. Can you let us in and come out soon!"

Uncle Security took a look at the two of them, then shook his head mercilessly and refused. He didn't have the right to let two strangers into the campus casually, not to mention that these two people were wearing masks and hats in this scorching heat, which looked suspicious no matter what.

Seeing the resolute appearance of the other party, Ye Mu became even more anxious. Just at this time, a familiar person walked up. He hurriedly glanced at it, and found that this person was actually his Chinese teacher in high school, with a few more lines on his face than before. Wrinkles, but the hairstyle and clothing are still so meticulous, it is not much different from the appearance in memory, he quickly shouted: "Teacher Wang!"

Hearing someone calling him, Teacher Wang looked over suspiciously, Ye Mu simply took off the mask and hat on his face, and said, "I'm Ye Mu! Do you remember me?"

Teacher Wang was stunned for a while, looking at Ye Mu for a long time, as if remembering, he said in surprise, "You, you are Ye Mu?"

Ye Muzhong nodded emphatically, and reported his grades and classes back then, and Teacher Wang in front of him finally remembered.

"My friend is not feeling well and wants to go to the bathroom. There is no public service nearby, so I want to use the school one. We will come out as soon as we are done!"

Knowing that it was an alumni returning to school, there was no reason for the security to stop him, not to mention there were school personnel to confirm, Ye Mu finally entered the school smoothly with Zhan Shuduan.

It happened to be the end of get out of class at this time, and Ye Mu was worried that Zhan Shuduan didn't have time to put on his hat and mask, so he crossed the playground directly, and immediately attracted the curious eyes of many students. I recognized it.

The student who recognized him hadn't even yelled out a scream, and the class bell was like a bucket of cold water extinguishing the excitement in his heart. He could only pursed his lips and looked deeply at the direction where Ye Mu disappeared, and then rushed Go back to the classroom and prepare to tell the students this surprise.

Ye Mu stood at the door and just breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that the bell rang really timely, but unexpectedly saw Qi Shi passing by in front of him.

Seeing Ye Mu suddenly, Qi Shi was also surprised, he stopped, and the two looked at each other.

In the end, Ye Mu was the first to ask, "Why are you here?"

"I just came back, so I stopped by the school to see how it has become." Qi Shi said, "It's you, you... come back to see?"

Ye Mo scratched his hair, "Well... almost."

For a while, the two were relatively silent. Since the phone call on the plateau, they have never been in touch.Qi Shi didn't get in touch, so Ye Mu naturally wouldn't take the initiative to look for it, not to mention that after that day, he learned that the other party actually had other feelings for him, it would only be more embarrassing if he contacted or ran into him.

But he never expected to meet the other party here again.

"You quit the entertainment circle, do you want to become a screenwriter?" Qi Shi asked suddenly.

Ye Mu was taken aback, he didn't expect the other party to ask such a question, after all, people around him would ask him why he quit the entertainment industry, and most of them thought it was because of his uniqueness, Qi Shi was the first to mention other reasons, And also a screenwriter.

"I have this idea." Ye Mu did not deny it, after all he did have this goal.

Qi Shi squinted his eyes and said in a low voice, "Come on."

Ye Mu smiled, "Thank you."

The atmosphere seemed less awkward, Qi Shi took a step closer to Ye Mu, leaned against the wall, and said, "I'm leaving soon."

"Where are you going?" Ye Mu subconsciously asked.

"I haven't thought about it yet." Qi Shi said, "But I probably won't be coming back."

Hearing this, Ye Mu didn't ask any further questions, but just nodded and stretched out his hand to say take care.Qi Shi didn't shake back, just looked down at Ye Mu's hand stretched out towards him, and was silent for a long time, just when Ye Mu was about to take it back in embarrassment, he grasped it, hugged him suddenly, lowered his head and took a deep breath In one breath, the hoarse voice stopped the other party from struggling.

"Don't move, I'll just say a few words to you." Qi Shi paused, "As the tablemate in the past."

Ye Mu paused, while Qi Shi continued, "I'm really sorry about what happened back then."

"I know it's too late to say this now, and it's useless, let alone remedying anything. I also know that you have no feelings for me." Qi Shi swallowed, his voice trembling slightly, "I've been What I didn't say is that I regret it."

He regretted hurting Ye Mu selfishly back then, regretted that he had caused indelible harm to Ye Mu because of his selfish desires, and even more regretted his ignorance at the beginning and trampled on a pure feeling.

There is no medicine for regret in the world, when he saw the love letter Ye Mu wrote to him, the moment he thought of something that could cause trouble for his father, he was no longer worthy of standing by Ye Mu's side, let alone having such feelings.

And coming back this time, in the final analysis, it was only for selfish desires, before what Zhan Shuduan said to him, he had never considered whether Ye Mu wanted to see him.

From start to finish, he was just for himself.

Qi Shi hugged the stiff Ye Mu, as if he could only say sorry, he kept apologizing for the stupid things he did in the past.

After Zhan Shuduan finally finished solving the matter, as soon as he came out, he found Ye Mu at the door was actually hugged by Qi Shi, and suddenly became furious, and stepped forward in three steps at a time, and angrily pushed him away from his lover, protecting him Behind him, his eyes were full of hostility.

Ye Mu came back to his senses without realizing it, and when he saw Zhan Shuduan, he just asked, "Are you okay? Does it still hurt, do you want to go to the hospital?"

Zhan Shuduan's heart warmed, and he comforted softly, "It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore." Even if it hurts, seeing the scene just now, he would definitely be overwhelmed by the popularity of Qi Shi, a thick-skinned man like a city wall.

The emotion on Qi Shi's face was not high. He squinted his eyes and looked at the two people in front of him. The movements between Zhan Shuduan and Ye Mu made him feel extremely dazzling. Taking a breath, he didn't plan to stay any longer, bid farewell to Ye Mu and turned to leave.

Being disturbed by Naowei and Qi Shi, Zhan Shuduan's mood to see the school suddenly disappeared, he led the people to a big tree, and then stopped and asked Ye Mu: "Did he do anything to you? "

Ye Mo shook his head, thought about what Qi Shi said to him just now, pursed his lips, and sighed silently in his heart.

It was only at this time that he finally realized that what the other party said was a disguised confession to him. Qi Shi was not completely ignorant of what happened after he left that year, perhaps he knew it earlier.

It would be a lie to say that I wasn't surprised, but there was an inexplicable feeling that it was expected. After all, everything happened so coincidentally, as if it was deliberately arranged by someone.

"Huh? Are you... Mr. Zhan?"

Ye Mu, who was in deep thought, was suddenly brought back to his senses by such a shout. He looked up at the person in front of him, and found that it was Teacher Wang and a man with a beer belly wearing glasses. He blinked and remembered that this person was him when he was in high school. the vice-principal.

After so many years of changes, the original vice-principal was finally promoted to full-principal, and he was on his way to inspect the situation of each class.

"Principal Li, long time no see." Zhan Shuduan said.

The two of them seemed to know each other, and they hadn't just met. Standing on the playground, you kept saying polite words, while Ye Mu, who was next to him, froze in place with a dazed face, completely unaware of why he was showing such a different attitude. Meet his high school principal?

It doesn't make sense!

"So you know each other?" Teacher Wang, who was accompanying him, wandered between Ye Mu and Zhan Shuduan in surprise.

Ye Mu blinked and came back to his senses, "Mr. Wang, you also know him...?"

Teacher Wang nodded and explained: "Yes, remember that year when you were in the third year of high school, there was a big group who said that it would do charity and charity. Did you come to our school to choose a poor student to sponsor college? The person in charge of the group at that time The person is Mr. Zhan, I remember that he came to our school at that time, but it has been many years, it is not surprising that you do not know."

Under the kind invitation of the principal, Zhan Shuduan had no choice but to drink a few cups of tea in the principal's office. Seeing that it was getting late, the principal actually proposed to invite him to dinner. Zhan Shuduan immediately said that there was something else to do. To do it refused.

Fortunately, the other party didn't pester him anymore, so he took Ye Mu away.

After leaving the school, Zhan Shuduan took a careful look at Ye Mu, and found that the other party was still dull-faced. He called the other party's name in a low voice, and Ye Mu came back to his senses.

"You already knew?"

Zhan Shuduan nodded hesitantly, as an admission, "It's not too early, I only found out about half a year ago." He looked at Ye Mu's face that was so calm that he couldn't see any meaning, and he didn't know what to do. Explained: "I didn't mean not to tell you, I just didn't know how to speak."

Not only did he not know how to speak, but he was more worried that the other party would distance himself from him after he knew about it.

At that time, the distance between him and Ye Mu was separated by a wall. If you don't tell me, I don't know. If this matter is exposed, it will undoubtedly increase the distance between them.

In fact, what Zhan Shuduan was worried about was not unreasonable. Suppose he told the other party about it after seeing Ye Mu's file when he was studying, and imagined by Ye Mu at that time, he would probably be grateful to Zhan Shuduan. Stronger, but also more inferior at the same time, so he is more careful about the distance between the two.

That's why he keeps hiding it, but he knows that it's impossible not to keep talking about this matter. Part of the purpose of coming here is to have a showdown with Ye Mu, so as to avoid being accidentally discovered by the other party one day in the future, which is even more difficult to explain.

But he never expected that the headmaster and his old man have such a good memory and eyesight. It has been almost ten years, and people who met a few times back then can still remember.

This coincidence was too untimely.

"Ye Mu?" Zhan Shuduan began to regret his decision to come to the school. If he had known that he would not come, he could hide it for as long as he could. It was better than Ye Mu not saying a word at this time.

He clenched his fists and said in a low voice, "I didn't mean not to tell you, but I just couldn't find the right time to tell you..." Before he could finish speaking, Ye Mu threw himself into his arms, and Ye Mu turned his face Buried on the other person's shoulder, he took a deep breath, his voice trembling slightly.

"Thank you." Ye Mu didn't care whether this was a street anymore, at this moment he just wanted to hug the person in front of him, thank him, and then tell him——

"I love you."

They have been together for half a year, Ye Mu said that he likes her, and he also said something that he was usually ashamed to say in the depth of his love, but he never said these three words.

Zhan Shuduan deliberately asked Ye Mu to say a lot of words when he was doing bad things, but he never asked Ye Mu to say these three words.Although he is not young, but inexplicably, he has a sense of sanctity in his heart. He hopes that one day, he can hear Ye Mu say it to him on his own initiative, instead of at his request.

He thought about many times, such as when he was in love, under a certain romantic fireworks night, or even in the future when he proposed to the other party with a ring, or the moment of a wedding abroad.

But he never expected that he would wait for such a sentence at the gate of a high school, surrounded by pedestrians passing by, on this hot street, when he was worried about whether the other party would be angry a second ago.

Zhan Shuduan took a deep breath and forced himself to calm down. He held Ye Mo's face in his arms with a serious face, his voice was trembling, and he said in a hoarse voice, "Say it again."

Hearing this, Ye Mu blinked, and blinked back the two tears that were about to burst out of his eyes. Looking into Zhan Shuduan's eyes, he actually saw the unconcealable excitement and tension inside.

The mood suddenly calmed down.

He faced Zhan Shuduan against the light, most of his face was covered by shadows under the strong light, and he could only see the contours of his facial features clearly, the hot wind blew the tips of his hair, and the leaves a few steps away were blown rustling There was a sound, and the broken light hit the ground, and the concrete floor seemed to be plated with gold from a distance.

A smile bloomed on Ye Mu's face, and there seemed to be thousands of stars shining in his eyes, and in this sea of ​​stars, there was only Zhan Shuduan.

He said, "I love you."

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"Mr. Qi's Observation Diary"

Jiang Yu lost his memory, and a man who claimed to be his guardian appeared in front of him, and he learned from other people that this person was actually his benefactor before he lost his memory.

But the problem was that Jiang Yu couldn't even remember what the meaning of "Gold Master" was, so he searched the Internet, and finally read all the novels with the word "Gold Master" before he was discharged from the hospital.

On the first day after being discharged from the hospital, as soon as Qi Baiyou came home, he found Jiang Yu washed and lying on his bed, looking at him eagerly.

Jiang Yu: Come sir, be happy~

Qi Baiyou: ...

How could this amnesiac be the same as being reborn and changed?

Serving Instructions:

①The main subject, subject to amnesia settings.

②The fake entertainment circle is a real cookie, and they fall in love under the skin of the entertainment circle.