Self-cultivation of third-rate stars

The next day, Ye Mo caught a cold as expected, and sneezed one after another, making his voice nasal.

"Sure enough, did you still catch a cold?" Zhan Shu asked with a frown. He came downstairs to wait for someone at Ye Mu's house early in the morning, and went upstairs to help tidy up the house, covering the furniture with cotton cloth In case there is no dust at home.

Ye Mo rubbed his nose, and replied with a slight nasal voice: "It seems to be a little bit, go back and take some medicine and you'll be fine."

Lin Chuchu, who was sitting next to her, had been tinkering with something since she arrived at the airport. Seeing that her head was almost buried in her bag, Ye Mu couldn't help asking, "Did you forget to bring something?"

"I remember I put it here on purpose last night..." Lin Chuchu's voice came from the bag, and after a while, she finally raised her face, and stretched out her hand from the bag, holding something, she handed it To Ye Mu, said: "I found it in the drawer of Mom's room last night when I was sorting things out. It's for you."

"For me?" Ye Mu took it suspiciously and looked, and found that it was a letter with his name written on it, in Zeng Yan's handwriting.He didn't open it, but put it in his pocket, "Thank you, I'll look at it when I go back."

Just at this time, the radio sounded a reminder to board the plane, and Zhan Shuduan got up first to pull up the suitcase, "Let's go."

Ye Mu pressed his hat and stood up, and the three of them walked towards the boarding gate one after the other.Ye Mu tossed and turned until late at night because of his extraordinary time last night, and he woke up early in the morning to pack and tidy up his things. Not long after boarding the plane, he began to doze off, and finally fell asleep in a daze.

Sitting beside Ye Mu, Zhan Shu couldn't help smiling when he saw Ye Mu sleeping, stretched out his hand and carefully placed Ye Mu's head on his shoulder, then took his coat and gently covered him. superior.

Lin Chuchu, who was sitting on the other side of Ye Mu, took this scene into her eyes. She quietly looked at Zhan Shuduan, pursed her lips, and still couldn't help asking in a low voice: "Excuse me, are you friends with my brother...?"

"Huh?" Zhan Shuduan didn't expect Lin Chuchu to ask him such a question, and glanced at the sweet Ye Mu who was sleeping on his shoulder, "At present..." He really wanted to say the word 'boyfriend', But right now he hasn't completely chased Ye Mu, he thought about it, and said: "You can also treat me as your brother's boyfriend."

Zhan Shuduan shamelessly stamped himself an official seal in advance while Ye Mu was asleep.

"But my brother said last time that you are not..." Lin Chuchu murmured alone in a daze, and then thought about the possibility that the relationship between them may have been confirmed only in the past few days. After all, which friend can be as big as Zhan Shuduan People from far away deliberately fly to other places to find someone.

Zhan Shuduan didn't hear what Lin Chuchu said clearly, so he asked in confusion, "What isn't it?"

Lin Chuchu was a little nervous being looked at by Zhan Shu. She grabbed her clothes, thought for a while and shook her head, "It's nothing, I'm just talking casually." She exhaled, looked at Ye Mu, and found that the other party had eyes. With the looming dark circles under his eyes, he couldn't help feeling guilty.

During this period of time, Ye Mu ran around non-stop in order to deal with the aftermath. He was handling all the procedures by himself, and because of his identity, he had to avoid outsiders as much as possible, so the workload increased.Obviously, Zeng Yan's departure would hurt Ye Mu a lot, but she was able to hide behind Ye Mu and be willful.

"My brother has never had any friends since before, and he always walks alone. I used to think that he was like a loner who disregarded the world of mortals. He was not afraid of loneliness. He was so maverick and cool." Lin Chuchu suddenly changed the subject. Said.

Unexpectedly, Ye Mu in Lin Chuchu's impression turned out to be like this, Zhan Shuduan couldn't help laughing, feeling a little strange, "Is he always like this before?"

"Yes, I asked my mother before, and my mother said that he seemed to be like this since he was a child." Lin Chuchu lowered his eyes and pinned his drooping hair behind his ears, "Later in high school, after my grandparents passed away, my brother moved Come live at my house, and I realize that it's not cool to have no friends."

Zhan Shuduan sounded a little dazed, but secretly calculated in his heart. When Ye Mu was in high school, Lin Chuchu might have just entered high school. Girls who are entering puberty are also gradually changing their views on things. The concept of the word cool It will also be updated accordingly.

He felt that it was just that Lin Chuchu's concept of cool characters had changed, and he didn't think too much about it, so that when Lin Chuchu didn't continue this topic, he didn't notice anything wrong.

"Do you have a good relationship with my brother?" Lin Chuchu asked.

Zhan Shu raised his eyebrows, acquiesced to this statement, Lin Chuchu showed a slight smile, did not speak any more, but turned his head to look at the white clouds floating past the window, and became dazed.

Ye Mu fell into a deep sleep this time, and it was not until the plane landed that he opened his slightly heavy eyelids under Zhan Shuduan's call, rubbed his eyes sleepily and murmured: "Are you here?"

"Here we are, it's time for us to get off the plane." Zhan Shuduan had been acting as a human pillow all the way, and his shoulders were almost numb from the pressure, so when Ye Mu woke up and felt that his neck was sore, he saw Zhan Shu rubbed his shoulder with one hand, and finally remembered that he just woke up on someone's shoulder.

He recalled that he seemed to have fallen asleep as soon as he boarded the plane. If he had been pillowing on Zhan Shuduan's shoulder since then, wouldn't he have used Zhan Shuduan's shoulder as a pillow all the way? !

Thinking of this, Ye Mu was startled, and quickly said: "I'm sorry, I don't know why I fell asleep... Is your shoulder okay?"

Zhan Shu smiled, "It's nothing serious, let's go."

Naturally, Ye Mu couldn't believe Zhan Shuduan's words, until he walked out of the airport, Ye Mu's eyes still stayed on Zhan Shuduan's shoulders, but a gust of cold wind hit him directly, making him sneezed several times in one breath.

"Brother, then I'll go straight back to school." Lin Chuchu said.

Ye Mu didn't care to rub his nose when he heard this, and said, "Why don't you go to my place first?"

Lin Chuchu shook her head, "No, I have to go back anyway, I'll just go back to the dormitory." Her school started a few days ago, but she took several days off because of Zeng Yan's incident. It's okay to go straight back to school.

Now that Lin Chuchu said so himself, Ye Mu didn't insist anymore, after the two said goodbye outside the airport, only he and Zhan Shuduan were left standing at the door blowing the cold wind.

Before coming, Zhan Shuduan called his secretary and told her to come and pick it up, but he didn't know why he hadn't arrived yet, but Ye Mu's phone rang, and it was Shi Zhao who said he had arrived at the airport. Ask him where exactly it is.

As a result, just as Ye Mu made the phone call, a black car parked in front of him, the driver's window was lowered, and the secretary was pushing his glasses to look out the window, and at a glance he saw Ye Mu and Zhan Shu who were very eye-catching in the crowd. At the end, the two stood very close to each other, looking like they were whispering.

She raised her eyebrows, her heart was calm, and she even wanted to take off her glasses and put on a pair of sunglasses.

"Aren't you with me?" Zhan Shuduan couldn't help asking.

Ye Mu nodded, "Shi Zhao is here to pick me up, so I won't trouble you to see me off." As soon as he finished speaking, he saw the secretary sitting in the car not far away who was looking at them. He was inexplicably embarrassed and politely said: He nodded at the other party as a greeting, but the secretary responded with a deadpan nod.

Just at this time, Shi Zhao called again and said that he had seen Ye Mu, and after Ye Mu hung up the phone, he said, "Then I'll go back first, and Mr. Zhan will see you again."

Unexpectedly, before taking a step, Zhan Shuduan grabbed his wrist, "Didn't you say that? Don't call me Mr. Zhan."

Hearing this, Ye Mu was startled, and couldn't help thinking of that indescribable night. Fortunately, he had all his hat and mask on, otherwise Zhan Shuduan would have been ashamed to see him blushing.

"...Okay, I understand." Ye Mu said in a low voice.

Zhan Shuduan smiled when he saw this, and considering that this is a public place, Ye Mu shouldn't stay for a long time, so he let go of his hand, but when he retracted his hand, his fingertips lightly brushed Ye Mu's palm, like a spring breeze blowing over a feather. Light, both of them trembled in their hearts.

"Remember to take cold medicine when you go back, you know?" Zhan Shuduan instructed.

Ye Mu nodded, "Thank you on the plane just now, then I'll go first, be careful on the road." After he finished speaking, he walked quickly towards the direction where Shi Zhao's car was parked, and finally he couldn't help turning his head and rushing forward. After waving his hand to say goodbye, he got into the car.

After getting back in the car, Ye Mo finally let out a long breath, his nose was a little itchy, he couldn't help but sneezed again.

Seeing this, Shi Zhao at the front quickly turned up the heater and said, "Brother Ye, you have a cold? Are you alright?"

"It should be a little cold, it's not a big problem." Ye Mu said.

Shi Zhao, who was driving ahead, glanced at Ye Mu reflected in the rearview mirror. The other party was taking off his hat and mask, and he could vaguely see that he was thinner than before leaving, and his chin seemed to be even sharper.

He knew Ye Mu's purpose of going back this time from Weibo, so he could understand that Ye Mu had lost so much weight in just a few days after going back, and he couldn't help but secretly sighed in his heart.

Ye Mu didn't go home immediately after getting off the car, but took out the luggage, opened the suitcase, took out a bag of things and handed it to Shi Zhao, saying: "This is a specialty from my house, my sister bought it for me, If you don't mind trying something new later."

Shi Zhao was a little surprised to receive this. He thanked Ye Mo after receiving it, and asked Ye Mu if he needed help. Ye Mu directly shook his head and refused. He didn't bring anything when he went back, but he brought a The suitcase is not heavy, so it's good to drag it.

After entering the building, I took off the mask, and the cold air penetrated into the nasal cavity, itching, and I couldn't help sneezing a few times. I rubbed my nose and walked to the elevator door, and found that there was already someone waiting there.

When he stopped in his tracks, the person next to him happened to look over. The two looked at each other, and seeing who they were, they both opened their eyes wide in surprise.

Ye Mo never expected to meet Qi Shi in this kind of place, and the other party didn't seem to expect, the two stood at the elevator door and stared at each other for several seconds, then heard the elevator in front of him ding, Seeing that Guan Weishi came out of it calmly.

"Huh? What are you two doing here?" Guan Wei asked curiously.

"It's nothing, I was just about to go up..." Qi Shi answered first.

Ye Mu came back to his senses, he glanced over Guan Wei and Qi Shi, and opened his mouth, a little surprised.

"By the way, Ye Mu, the last time I asked you for an autograph, I asked for it for him. His name is Qi Shi, and a friend of mine abroad is your fan." Guan Wei didn't know about Qi Shi. He and Ye Mu are classmates in high school, and they introduced him on their own initiative.

"...Ah?" Ye Mu was stunned when he heard the words. If Guan Wei hadn't mentioned it, he would have almost forgotten about it. He glanced at Qi Shi with complicated eyes. The other party seemed to want to say something, but Guan Wei said "Go "Let's talk again" interrupted, and the three walked into the elevator one after the other.

Standing in the elevator, Ye Mu felt extremely awkward, hoping that the elevator would arrive and stop soon.None of the three spoke, and the atmosphere froze to freezing point for a moment. When they came out, Ye Mu took the first step out of the elevator, pulled the suitcase and walked straight to his room.

"Ye Mu!" Guan Wei suddenly yelled, Ye Mu took out the key and turned around, "Is there something wrong?"

Guan Wei asked, "Are you okay?"

Ye Mu was taken aback for a moment, and after realizing what the other party was referring to, he nodded, "It's fine, thank you." Then he smiled slightly, and when he looked away, he caught Qi Shi's eyes and found that the other party was looking at him , can't help but look at him with an indescribably complicated meaning.

After closing the door, Ye Mu finally let out a long breath.He was really surprised that Guan Wei and Qi Shi knew this. Although both of them were abroad, but the world is so big, who would have thought that it would be such a coincidence at this time.

He took his luggage and walked back to the room. After packing everything up, he called Liao Jing to say that he had returned and that the work that had been delayed before could be resumed.

Liao Jing saw that Ye Mu had no intention of taking a break, so she agreed, saying that she would send the re-planned schedule to WeChat later.

After reconnecting to the wireless at home, Ye Mu looked at the progress of the download of WeChat, and at the same time rejoiced that there was nothing in the phone he lost except the phone number.

Artists' mobile phones are very dangerous things, and there may be many things in them that cannot be announced to the public, but Ye Mu has no habit of storing things in the mobile phone casually, and follows Liao Jing's instructions, and sends text messages to the mobile phone every once in a while. Deleted everything.

After downloading and logging in, as expected, none of the previous WeChat records on the other mobile phone existed, and he suddenly thought of Zhan Shuduan asking him during the dinner last night if he had read WeChat.He couldn't help but squeeze the phone tightly, and didn't know what message Zhan Shuduan sent him...

Liao Jing's schedule hadn't been sent yet, so he hesitated to open the special chat window, and after some hesitation, he sent a home message to the other party.

Unexpectedly, Zhan Shuduan replied in seconds, and said in a voice, "I'll come and find you later, do you want to cook?"

Ye Mo was taken aback when he heard this, and got up and ran to the kitchen to open the refrigerator. Before he left, there was food in the refrigerator, but he didn't know if it was broken or not. There is no such thing as a stomachache, and finally replied: "I will not do it, the things in the refrigerator have been stored for too long, I am afraid that I will have a stomachache after eating."

"Then don't eat it and throw it away. I'll go over and bring some food later. Is there anything you want to eat?" Zhan Shuduan continued to reply by voice.

Ye Mo stood at the door of the kitchen with his head down and typed quickly, "I can do whatever I want."

"Okay, then I'll take a look and see you later."

Hearing this sentence, Ye Mu deleted all the typed things, and simply replied with the word 'OK'.

Just when Ye Mu was about to clean up the dust left by the past few days, there was a knock on the door, he walked over quickly, opened it, and saw Qi Shi standing outside.

"Is it convenient to have a chat?" Qi Shi smiled lightly.

Ye Mo scratched his hair, hesitated and opened the door. He looked out, but he didn't see Guan Wei, and then he heard Qi Shi behind him say, "Guan Wei is not here, he seems to be going to talk to his parents. Went to eat."

"Oh." After being found, Ye Mu closed the door in embarrassment, poured a glass of water for Qi Shi, and asked, "Do you have anything to do with me?"

"Can't I come to you if I have nothing to do?" Qi Shi asked back, and Ye Mo felt embarrassed, and quickly waved his hands to explain, "That's not what I meant. I haven't seen you for a long time. I didn't expect you to come back."

Qi Shi looked at Ye Mu until the other party stopped, and then said: "You are still the same as before."

Ye Mu's body froze, "Really?" He laughed dryly, "You have changed a lot."

Qi Shi raised his eyebrows, and said with a smile: "Compared to before, do you look different?"

Thinking of Qi Shi when he was studying in the past, Ye Mu touched his nose, hesitated, and nodded, "You have always been fine."

As if he didn't expect to get this answer, Qi Shi was taken aback, and the smile in his eyes grew stronger.

Qi Shi in high school was actually a problem student in the eyes of the teacher. Although he was from a good family background and handsome, he just liked to cause trouble. He didn’t even talk about sleeping in class. Wandering around in a hundred names, he looks like a fool all day long, and it gives him a headache just looking at it.

Ye Mu was in the same class as him when he was in the sophomore class of high school. At first, the two of them had no intersection at all. Later, the head teacher changed positions and assigned poor students and good students to complement each other, so they became the same desk.

At that time, Ye Mu's appearance was considered outstanding in the class. However, because of his personality, he did nothing but bury his head in reading the writing questions on weekdays. The boring and boring on the Internet and stay away.

Before he knew it, he became the "lone wolf" in the class.

Qi Shi was curious about how Ye Mu endured this kind of loneliness, so he often teased him after becoming his deskmate, and let Ye Mu truly experience what it means to be a bad student who loves to make trouble.

The two have been at the same table for a whole year, from the first one hiding and the other chasing and teasing to the last one supervised learning and the other avoiding learning, the passive and active positions of the two have been reversed.

Ye Mu was actually very grateful to Qi Shi at that time. Although Qi Shi was a fool, he had a cheerful and sunny personality. Both boys and girls in the class had a good relationship with him. It was also because of Qi Shi that he once got rid of the class. The title of "a lonely wolf" has gradually integrated into the collective, and he no longer walks alone, because he follows Qi Shi, a follower, wherever he goes.

It was also because of this that Ye Mu was gradually attracted later on, and when he realized it, he had already had feelings that he shouldn't have had with Qi Shi.

Under several insomnias of worry and fear, he decided to hide this feeling quietly, but he still couldn't restrain the overflowing liking in his heart. On a quiet night in the third year of high school, he wrote an unsigned letter—— love letter.

I thought this first love would end like this, but I didn't expect that the love letter was tricked into Qi Shi's hands.

Just when he was worried about whether Qi Shi would hate him, the other party changed schools, and he was caught off guard.In the end, before he could recover, the head teacher suddenly called his mother to the school, and pointed out the love letter in front of him.

Until now, Ye Mu still can't forget Zeng Yan's expression at that time, her unbelievable eyes seemed to be looking at a freak.

He didn't know how the head teacher knew about it, but later he vaguely heard that the love letter seemed to be discovered by Qi Shi's father, and after learning that the letter was written by a boy, he reported the matter to the head teacher in a rage , and blamed Ye Mu for his son's poor studies, and even mercilessly put on the title of trying to lead his son on a wrong path.

But in fact, if Ye Mu was really so bold, why did he have to be a "lone wolf" for so many years?

No matter where they are, the powerful and rich cannot afford to be offended.

As for the letter, it must have escaped Qi Shi's father's hand, and it was torn into pieces and thrown in a dark corner, just like Ye Mu's feelings that should not have been discovered, sleeping deep in the mud together, Never see the light of day.

The second half of the third year of high school was nothing more than a nightmare for Ye Mu. His sexuality became the laughing stock used by his classmates to relieve stress under heavy study. The discussion and ridicule weighed heavily on Ye Mu's back. His mother accused him of being alienated and even The look in the eyes of the freak was almost the last straw that crushed him.

Others never think about what kind of harm their actions will bring to themselves, let alone think that the pleasure they get from ridicule and discussion is based on the pain of others.Rejecting and laughing at people who are different from him seems to be an instinct, and the huge maliciousness gathers together, even the evil spirits in hell will light up their eyes when they see it.

Ye Mu even forgot how he survived at that time, and also forgot to think about how Qi Shi's father knew that the writer of the unsigned love letter would be a boy, or even his deskmate.

Therefore, when he entered the entertainment industry, he felt that the words of black fans attacking him were nothing. The words typed out by someone who didn't know where were across the screen, compared to when he was in the same classroom at the beginning, there was nothing in his ears. The unscrupulous ridicule and never shy away, with sarcasm and eyes looking at aliens, I don't know how many times gentler.

All he can do is to lick the wound silently and alone in the dead of night. The scabbed wound does not mean that it has healed and ceased to exist. Become numb to the pain of the wound - such as forcing yourself to 'get used to it'.

All the memories of the past played back in his mind one after another, and Ye Mu couldn't help being lost in thought. It wasn't until Qi Shi stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes that he came back to his senses and blinked, "What's wrong?"

"What are you thinking about? Suddenly lost in thought." Qi Shi asked rather curiously.

Ye Mu looked at Qi Shi and shook his head with complicated emotions, "It's nothing."

Seeing that Ye Mu didn't want to say something, Qi Shi didn't press the question, but changed the subject, "I saw you posted it on Weibo, don't be too sad, I believe Auntie will be fine in another world."

Ye Mu pursed her lips and nodded, "Thank you, I'm fine."

The two sat silently for a while, and Qi Shi suddenly said with a serious face: "Actually, I came back this time to see you specially."

"Seeing me...?" Ye Mu asked in surprise.

"Yes." Qi Shi nodded, "I want to apologize for the incident of leaving without saying goodbye, and... that letter."

Ye Mo's fingers trembled, "Did you read it?"

Qi Shi looked at Ye Mu seriously, "I saw it, but my dad took it away before I had time to finish it, I'm sorry..." When he said this, he suddenly stopped to look at Ye Mu's expression, and found that The other party's face was as calm as ever, and he couldn't help shaking the hand placed by his side, "But I..."

Before they finished speaking, they were interrupted by a knock on the door. Both of them were taken aback. Ye Mu got up first and walked over, opened the door, and saw Zhan Shuduan standing at the door, holding two food boxes in his hands. A smile appeared on his face when he saw Ye Mu.

"This restaurant is said to taste very good. I brought a few more dishes to try. If they are delicious, we will eat together next time." He entered the door while talking, but found that Ye Mu's expression was a bit Unnaturally, just wondering what's wrong, the corner of his eye suddenly caught Qi Shi sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Zhan Shuduan's face darkened instantly.