Self-cultivation of third-rate stars

The journey of just a few hours, in Ye Mu's opinion, it was longer than any trip he had ever taken.

The plane finally landed under his anxious waiting, and when he walked out of the airport, it was already dark outside, the chill and cold wind surrounded Ye Mu, and a bright moon was hanging above his head, he lowered his hat and quickly got into a taxi After reporting the name of the hospital, and then looking for the mobile phone to call Lin Chuchu, he suddenly found that the mobile phone was missing.

He rummaged through all his pockets but couldn't find them. Seeing this, the driver in front couldn't help asking, "Is something lost?"

Ye Mu nodded when he heard the sound, and the driver said again: "At the beginning of the year, the traffic at airports and stations was high, and pickpockets were everywhere. Did you lose anything?"

"The phone is gone." Ye Mo frowned, thanks to his habit of stuffing cash in his pocket, otherwise it would be embarrassing.

The pickpocket probably took the phone while he was in a hurry and didn't pay attention. Now it doesn't help if it is stolen, so it can only be done temporarily.

"Can you drive faster? I have something to worry about, please." Ye Mu said to the driver.

The driver responded when he heard the words, turned around and turned a corner, speeded up and took a shortcut to the hospital, but even so, it was still an hour later when we got to the hospital.

Ye Mu got out of the car and hurried into the hospital. At this time, the night was getting darker and there were fewer people in the hospital. After he ran into the hospital, he directly consulted the nurse at the front desk, and after getting the exact location, he quickly went to the hospital. In the elevator, I didn't bother to take care of the extra glances from the passers-by around me.

"Chuchu!" After getting off the elevator, Ye Mu walked for a while and saw a familiar figure sitting on a chair in the corridor. Lin Chuchu heard the voice and raised her face, revealing a pair of eyes that were red and swollen from crying.

Ye Mu gasped and stopped in front of Lin Chuchu, his heart was beating fast, he ignored it, but asked, "How is it?"

Seeing someone she was familiar with, Lin Chuchu's nose was sore, tears flowed again, she choked up and said, "I don't know, the operation is still going on inside, and I haven't come out yet, brother, what should I do, what should I do..." Said By the end the sound was almost drowned out by sobs.

Ye Mu raised his head and glanced at the operating light that was still on in front of him, and his heart sank.

He felt that his legs were about to go limp, but he was the only one here at this moment, and Lin Chuchu would definitely feel even more insecure if he continued like this.So Ye Mu took a deep breath, kept calming himself down, reached out and hugged Lin Chuchu, who was crying into tears, into his arms, suppressed the trembling of his voice, and comforted softly: "It's okay, mom, she will be fine Don't worry, she won't leave us behind, she won't..."

This seems to be speaking to Lin Chuchu, but it is actually speaking to himself.

Lin Chuchu has survived alone until now, and now she finally has support, and the taut string finally broke. She felt Ye Mu's body temperature, and couldn't bear it anymore, buried her face in the other's chest and burst into tears.

Pedestrians passing by couldn't help but cast their gazes at the two of them, and Ye Mu didn't care about being seen at this moment. A mother who was very likely to separate heaven and man was lying in her arms, and a sister was crying in her arms. Weeping uncontrollably, he almost became the backbone, and only cared about comforting Lin Chuchu in a low voice, and he had no time to pay attention to other people's eyes, and he didn't even bother to pay attention to it anymore.

Lin Chuchu cried until the end, her tears almost dried up, Ye Mu finally understood why his mother collapsed suddenly, and it was so serious after some stumbling explanations.

A year and a half ago, when Ye Mu didn't know, his mother, Zeng Yan, had a tumor in her body. At that time, Lin Chuchu was preparing for the college entrance examination. I kept it a secret, and didn't go to the hospital until the summer vacation to have the tumor removed.

I thought it would be fine, but I didn’t expect that the tumor was not removed. Zeng Yan was busy with work and forgot to go for a review in time. As a result, it turned from malignant to cancer in just half a year, and even spread to other organs. The speed was almost immediate. He was sentenced to death on the spot.

Lin Chuchu went to university in City B after the college entrance examination, and Ye Mu hadn't contacted her for many years, and she had no other relatives around her. After thinking about it, she decided to hide her illness first, and then confess when she found a suitable time.

However, Lin Chuchu was only in her sophomore year, and she lost her father in junior high school, so she couldn't tell her daughter who was still as young as a flower. Lin Chuchu twitched and collapsed in front of her face, and fainted. After being sent to the hospital, Lin Chuchu learned about it from the doctor.

Even in today's era when medical skills are almost complete, many people still hold the most primitive fear of the word "cancer". After Lin Chuchu learned of this fact, she was stunned. All the guilt and self-blame overwhelmed her. Drowning, fear and fear are like the two well ropes from the abyss, dragging her down.

"It's all my fault... If I hadn't dragged her back, Mom wouldn't have fallen like this..." After Lin Chuchu finished speaking, she began to cry again. After Ye Mu helped her to the chair next to her and sat down, she patted her with one hand. her back, while comforting.

"It's not your fault, mom will be fine, don't think so." Ye Mu whispered.

Lin Chuchu pursed her lips, nodded lightly, then raised her head and looked at Ye Mu with almost begging eyes, and said, "Dad left a long time ago, Mom won't leave us behind, right?"

Ye Mu secretly took a deep breath, and said in a hoarse voice: "No, she won't."

Before coming here, Ye Mu only drank a little white porridge at noon, and he hasn't had a drop of water until now, but at this time, he doesn't feel hungry at all, even if he is really hungry, he can't eat, so Ye Mu ignored it, and the two brothers and sisters Sitting and waiting at the door of the operating room with a heart hanging.

There is nothing I can do except pray, and I can only place all my hopes on the doctor and God.

After an unknown amount of time, the lights in the operating room finally went dark, the door was opened, and the doctor came out with a tired face, and the two immediately went up to them. Lin Chuchu almost asked the doctor with a begging voice, but only heard the doctor Wearily said: "Be mentally prepared."

Lin Chuchu was stunned instantly, as if thousands of flies were buzzing in her ears, and she couldn't hear any sound from the outside world.Her eyes were empty, and her eyes were so dry that she couldn't even shed tears. If it wasn't for Ye Mu's support, she might have collapsed to the ground.

Ye Mu's mind went blank, but subconsciously held Lin Chuchu's hand, trembling badly.

It took a while to recover, he took a deep breath, and said to the doctor with a trembling voice: "Okay, thank you, you have worked hard."

The doctor glanced at the two of them, and he could more or less guess that it should be the child of the patient inside. He couldn't help sighing in his heart that fate is tricky, and he didn't speak any more, and left with tired steps.

Zeng Yan was pushed out and entered the general ward. It was late at night, and the whole hospital was very quiet. Ye Mu and Lin Chuchu didn't speak in the ward, only the instrument at the bedside was making a weak sound, just like Zeng Yan. That weak life force was passing away bit by bit, and at the same time it was hitting Ye Mu's heart bit by bit.

Lin Chuchu bit her lower lip tightly, holding Zeng Yan's hand tightly with both hands, sobbing mixed with unspeakable pain and sorrow.

Time passed by little by little, but Ye Mu didn't feel sleepy at all, and he didn't know how much time had passed, the fingers of the person on the bed suddenly moved slightly, and the two of them looked at Zeng Yan's face at the same time, and saw that the other party slowly opened the heavy door. eyelid.

"Mom, Mom, you're awake..." Seeing this, Lin Chuchu hurriedly said, Zeng Yan opened her eyes very slowly, and after glancing at her daughter, she suddenly noticed Ye Mu behind Lin Chuchu.

"Chuchu, you are...Xiao Mu?" Zeng Yan's voice was very weak, and the volume was not loud, but it reached the ears of the other two very clearly.

Hearing the long-lost address, Ye Mu was taken aback for a moment, and quickly responded, "Mom, it's me." He almost uttered the three short words, and the friendly yet unfamiliar pronunciation made his voice tremble. Trembling slightly, he almost forgot how to pronounce this word.

However, when he thought that he might never have the chance to say this word again, his heart felt like being eaten by ants, and the pain was so painful that he was about to suffocate.

The anesthesia after Zeng Yan's operation has not yet passed, and she is still unable to make big movements at this time. She half-closed her eyes and stretched out her hand to Ye Mu. Mu Shang still remembers that when he was a child, he didn't hold Zeng Yan's hand many times, but the slender and warm hand always left a deep impression on him.

Those hands that used to wrap his hands together in the cold winter regardless of the cold, are now so thin and thin, so thin that Ye Mu can wrap them with one hand.

Time urges people to grow old, always cold and ruthless, chasing children to grow up, forcing parents to grow old, and then life and death are separated.

Ye Mu raised his head, and met Zeng Yan's eyes. Unexpectedly, when he just woke up, his dull eyes became energetic at this time, not as cloudy and empty as a patient should be, and even more swollen than the one next to him from crying. Lin Chuchu's eyes were still clear.

But Ye Mu's heart suddenly sank.

He often heard people say that cancer patients either suddenly become extremely energetic or extremely weak before they are about to die. He couldn't help but fear that Zeng Yan was in the former situation.

"You're back." Zeng Yan looked at Ye Mu and said softly.

Ye Mo suppressed the bitterness in his heart, and showed an ugly smile, "Well, Mom, I'm back." He swallowed, suppressing the unspeakable bitterness in his throat, "I'm sorry, I haven't been back for so many years look at you."

"It's been hard outside these years, right?"

Ye Mu shook his head, "No, I'm fine."

Zeng Yan said: "I watched the TV series you acted in, and you have grown taller, even taller than your father when he was young."

"Really? I don't even remember."

Zeng Yan smiled palely, "Yes, your father was 1.7 meters five back then, you must be 1.8 meters now?"

Ye Mu said: "1.7 meters eight, almost, it didn't grow up."

When Zeng Yan heard this, she was silent for a while, before she said: "I'm sorry for you, the years in college were hard, didn't you have enough food?"

"It's good. The school has bursaries. I occasionally go out to work as a tutor, and there was a big company doing charity in high school. I was lucky enough to be selected." Ye Mu lowered his eyes and confessed that Zeng Yan had never participated in these years. Knowing life, the voice is very soft and slow, and the tone is gentle as if reading a story.

On the other hand, Zeng Yan listened quietly to Ye Mu's words without interrupting, looking at the young son in front of her, Ye Mu didn't stop when she saw this, but went on to say: "After graduating and working, although I encountered some bad things. But then I met a really nice guy who helped me a lot and I'm very grateful to him."

"Really? Then you have to thank him well."

Hearing this, Zhan Shuduan's face flashed in Ye Mu's mind, his eyes darkened, and finally he gave a soft "hmm."

"Do you still have contact with that child?" Zeng Yan asked suddenly.

Ye Mu was stunned for a moment before realizing that Zeng Yan was talking about Qi Shi. He looked at Zeng Yan, remembered Qi Shi who happened to meet in the hospital during the day, and the phone call he made suddenly, pursed his lips and shook his head, "there is none left."

Zeng Yan didn't continue to ask, and Ye Mu also avoided the topic. Lin Chuchu who was at the side called the doctor, and after some examination, he confessed to Ye Mu outside the ward.

"The physical data is very poor, so be mentally prepared at any time."

Ye Mu's mind went blank, and his breathing became heavy, "How much longer?"

"Conservative estimates, it's only two days."