who knows how to cross

After a night of hangover, his head was still aching, and when he woke up at the beginning, Nanmen Xiao's consciousness was still a little chaotic.

The hair is disheveled and the face is haggard.

Nanmen Xiao sat up, leaned her head against the bed frame, and turned to look at the sunny window.The morning light as clear as water is on the slightly open window frame, like a drop of dew on a leaf.

After a night of absurdity, she began to think about herself.

Since when did Dayan's eldest princess, Princess Youning, loved by the people of Yan Kingdom, become what she is now?

Nanmen Xiao squinted her eyes, rubbed her temples with both hands, a bitter smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, but she didn't dare to think about the self who got drunk last night.

There are too many variables in the world for her.

When she was young, the mother who was smiling every day could suddenly fall asleep and never wake up again.The father, who was still discussing matters with the ministers in court one day before, could suddenly write a will without telling her the next day.She was only a child then, but she can no longer be a child after that.

At that time, she was holding the will in her hand, and Nanmenyan, who was younger than her, was standing behind her. His little hands were holding her clothes tightly. She looked back at him, and he was forcing her to be strong.

She thought it would be good to grow up quickly, the farther she was from her little self, the more she would be able to forget those pains, but she forgot that the pain will also grow, if it cannot heal in the heart, it will become a constant pain. Painful old disease.

Therefore, she grew up according to her heart, she was too cold to look good, and she was too good to look good.

So she met her son-in-law Chu Yuxi, the woman who suddenly broke into her sight, the woman she loved and hated at the same time, the childish woman.It seems that for so many years, her forbearance and her excellence are not for her imperial brother, not for the country of Yan, but to make herself shine, to be loved by the people, supported by the officials, and then to be met by such a non-sparkling person, to be seen by her She was full of brilliance, and was lingered by her eyes.

Guided by fate, make love with her.

She will say that she loves her, and she will finally cry like a tearful person and say that enough of her is enough.

She won't know, when she said she loves her, her face is expressionless, but her heart is full of monstrous waves. Bitter and cold.

Slowly lowered his head, slowly, even the eyelashes drooped a little bit.

So, the eldest princess of Dayan, Princess Youning who is loved by the people of Yan country, what has changed in these years?In the end, it was still the same because of a person who was too bad, and because of her words, she was fed up and lost her mind, and got drunk!

However, even though her father, queen and queen have left one after another, she has never suffered as much as today.Every time I look back at that person's every move, every word and every action, I think of how stupid she used to be, and think that that stupid look will no longer be by her side, and I just can't let go of it.

Chulu Creek.

What's so good about her?What does she have to be sad about?At first she didn't even want to pay attention to her.

What good is she!

The more Nanmen Xiao thought about it, the more dull pains in his heart, both hands tightly grasped the quilt, his fingers were deeply sunken into the cotton.Chu Yuxi, she hates her so much!

Half an hour later, the killer came back from outside, carrying his knife with a bag of steamed buns hanging on it.

He untied the bag to reveal the white steamed buns inside. The steamed buns were round and steaming. He took a large bowl and put them into the bowl one by one.

Chu Yuxi took a steamed bun, took a small bite, and then held it tightly in her hand. She looked up at the silent killer, and said to herself, "You said how many white eyes a person has to endure in this life, how many times does it take?" How many people look down on you to live happily and recklessly?" She didn't know why she would say such words to a killer.

Perhaps the room was too quiet, and she didn't like the feeling of being relatively silent.

The room is very simple, with only one bed, one table, and a few stools.Chu Yuxi's thin voice echoed in the humble house and slowly entered the killer's ears.The killer looked at Chu Yuxi in surprise, and saw her face, as if seeing through the world of mortals.

To be a killer is not to start out as a killer.But how did he become a killer later on?He couldn't recall such a distant memory at all.It's just that when he was a child, everyone abused and beat him, and it gradually became more serious.

Sometimes, he felt that life was driving him to be a killer.

When he reached out to beg, all he got was endless beatings and scolding.When he became bloodthirsty, those who beat and scolded him trembled instead.

The house was very simple, and the old windows couldn't block the wind coming in from the outside, making creaking noises every now and then.

Chu Yuxi raised his hand again and took a bite of the steamed bun.Continue to speak.

"You said how many decisions a person has to make alone in his life to get the decision she wants most?"

"Crack~"

While speaking, Chu Yuxi stretched his hand into his sleeve, and inserted a dagger deeply into the table.

"Why did you bring me here? You are a killer, so why don't you kill me?" When he said this, Chu Yuxi's hair was loose, and his long ink-like hair hung on both sides of his cheeks, because Not combed much, it looks a bit messy.

With a strong oppressive voice echoed in the room.

The killer stared at the dagger on the table for a few seconds, reached out to take the dagger, and his eyes fell on Chu Yuxi's face for a moment. Now Chu Yuxi looks like a woman.She is a beautiful woman, when she looks like this, it is hard to imagine that she is the prince's son-in-law.

The killer shook his head, slowly picked up the dagger, and suddenly sneered, "You found it, it seems that you are really dishonest. But you are also really stupid, you can take the opportunity to escape, but you just wait for me to come back. I want to know why, but it's a pity You have no chance." No matter how beautiful she is, she is a woman after all, so what if she wins the heart of a princess, everyone talks about it, Dayan's officials will not let her go, and Dayan's people will not let her go.

She won't let her go, and there are more underwater undercurrents that she can't see.

Chu Yuxi looked at the killer, and then let go of the hand holding the steamed bun, "What do you mean?"

The killer pursed his lips and smiled, and opened the door with one hand. Following a sound, Chu Yuxi looked up, and Duan Linqi's figure appeared at the door. Chu Yuxi saw the person behind Duan Linqi, his eyes widened. Shocked, "You! It's you!"

Duan Linqi stepped forward and grabbed Chu Yuxi's collar, gritted his teeth, "Chu Yuxi, you are so audacious to fool everyone with a woman's body! Let me tell you, Yan Kingdom will soon be ours, you Don't you just want to die?"

Duan Linqi increased his strength in his hands, and his face became more ferocious:

"Even if you are clearly a woman, Nanmen Xiao will protect you and prevent you from dying. It doesn't matter, I will let Nanmen Xiao watch how you die..."

At this moment, the person behind coughed, Duan Linqi lowered his head and thought for a while, then changed his words, looked at Chu Yuxi, with a weird smile on his face,

"No, there may be a better way."

The author has something to say: the author is not a good author, and the author cannot get out of his own world.

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