black sky

Occasional darkness will make people calm down involuntarily, but long-term endless darkness will only make people anxious, irritable, angry, and crazy. All negative things come from all directions like a tide, along the top of the head, The feet and fingers are entwined like unbroken vines, until the whole person is bound, enveloped, and pulled into a deeper darkness

He could hear the beeping sound from the outside of the instrument, which seemed a little far away through some kind of enclosure, like some kind of timing from another world, mixed with reminders of some experimental data that he didn't understand at the time, boring and boring .

Every once in a while, he will be transported into another experimental cabin, and every time the mechanical sound of the experiment starts, there will be two forces loading around him, maybe it is the energy field or something else, then He didn't quite understand it at the time.

He could only feel a suction pulling him to one place, like a pool with a rubber stopper suddenly pulled out, the huge vortex bound him with an inescapable force, so strong that his body was almost squeezed and deformed It seems that the posture is not dragging him to a certain point in space, but directly dragging him to another world.

Yet another force tried to hold him in place.

At this time, the control over the limbs will wake up for a moment, as if suddenly retreating to the time when the medicine has not been injected into the body and has no effect.

However, this awakening of consciousness is as useless as his long-term sufficient mental power, but in the process of being pulled, he feels more clearly that his body is hovering on the verge of being torn apart.

Sometimes he could even smell the bloody smell coming from his body - strong and pungent, which made his chaotic consciousness regain consciousness due to excessive pain.

Whenever this smell appeared, the two pulls on him would be withdrawn.He will be sent back to the original container for the most meticulous treatment.

That's right, meticulous and detailed.

Even if he doesn't understand the monitoring and recuperation data broadcast by those electronic voices, he still knows how complicated the recuperation procedures are one by one.

Therefore, he can always recover quickly and put himself into the next reincarnation.

I don't know how many times this process has been repeated. At that time, he had been having a dream. He dreamed that he was standing in a dark night like ink, looking down at the big flowers of blood on his body, like rust. The fishy-sweet smell stimulated the conditioned reflex in his body, making him excited and awake.He was about to laugh when suddenly a hand touched his head from behind and asked him, "Does it hurt?"

Then he stopped laughing so much.

He gradually got used to the pain over and over again, no matter how big or deep the wound was, it didn't matter to him, anyway, it would always get better in the end.He didn't know what the original purpose of those experiments was, but repeated failures inadvertently endowed him with another function, and his physical healing ability has far exceeded the scope of "normal people".

When he vaguely understood the purpose of the experiment, the experiment finally succeeded——

He finally got rid of the shackles of time on the individual to a certain extent as people wished, and filled the so-called "human's only imperfection" in the population. "In the torment, he changed from passive triggering to autonomous control, and then gradually became numb and turned into a monster.

"I escaped when they were celebrating the success of the experiment. I guess all their things should be done in secret. Someone found out where they were that day. There was chaos and gave me a chance." Sae Yang shrugged Shrugged, "Of course, an invisible little fool can't explore very far. I bumped into a group of homeless people in the process, and they took me on the aircraft."

He spoke very succinctly, and all the conflicts and firefights were finished in a few sentences: "They have some bad luck, and they have a conflict with another group of people in a certain sector, maybe wanderers, maybe a certain planet The army, and then—boom! It exploded into fireworks, and the emergency self-rescue device of the aircraft stuffed me into an escape pod, and I was salvaged after drifting in space for a few days."

Speaking of this, he laughed: "You must have guessed the person who salvaged it. He is the unlucky king of the homeless, His Excellency Carlos Black. Unfortunately, the timing of his appearance is not suitable. I was under the experiment at that time. Affected, a little excitable. In short, I spent a few days on the aircraft under Carlos Black, and neither side was very happy. A deal, I returned to the ground. The military department found some experimental information on me-"

Sae Yang tilted his head and nodded at the side of his neck, "It seems to be here. As far as I know, a lieutenant general of the military department took people to carry out the whole experiment. It seems that there are still a few Brat."

Chu Si suddenly remembered that the child who had appeared and disappeared in front of Jiang Qi's apartment also had a number mark on the side of his neck, "So the one I met last time..."

"Ah——that little brat." Sae Yang said, "I was really wondering if it might have something to do with that laboratory. The initial supervision there should not be as strict as later. Maybe they think that a four or five-year-old child is something I can’t do it, I think the difficulty of escaping was not very high at that time, and I escaped several brats. When I escaped later, I vaguely heard a person chasing me say that it was the second time I got out of control. Of course, I have no memory of the first time. After all, you can't expect a person who doesn't even remember what he looks like to remember a failed escape."

"And then?" Chus asked, his tone was so light that he didn't even notice it.

"After several years of treatment, my eyes recovered, and then the military department arranged for me to enter a nursing home, and then you threw blood on my face." Sae Yang said with a smile, "A very boring And no new stories."

In fact, Chus has been thinking about a problem for a long time.Why would a rebellious person like Say Yang be willing to stay in a nursing home, and even be willing to accept the constraints of the training camp in the first two years, and even go out to do missions.

He thought about it over and over for a long time, but he couldn't think of any other reason except looking for excitement, so he put a hat on Say Yang with some intentions, which can be regarded as a kind of self-determination, because he himself has a purpose do it.

But now, he felt that maybe there were some other reasons, not so crazy and rebellious, besides that.

"Do you like nursing homes and training camps?" Truss asked, "I mean, aside from being picked on by me and picking on me."

Sae Yang raised his eyebrows, and his tone carried a hint of disgust, "What do you think? Of course it's very, very annoying. Every time I see those childish rules of restricting hands and feet, I want to do something to destroy them. They It always reminds me of some uncomfortable things. I have to say that being picked on by you and finding fault with you is probably a rare and not annoying thing in those years."

When he said this, he smiled again, and seemed to think that the two teenagers who were incompatible with each other back then were a little too childish.

Chu Si also bent the corner of his mouth: "Then why did you stay there for so long?"

"For the sake of them copying the laboratory and curing my eyes..." Sae Yang said, "I barely endured it for a few years."

No matter during those years in the nursing home, or in the training camp, no matter when he was a teenager or just an adult, every time Sae Yang appeared in Truss' sight, he was always alone, no matter how many people around him did it. The background, his aura that has nothing to do with anyone will always be strongly highlighted.

He used to think that it was arrogance and contempt caused by over-conceit, but now he understands the reason.

If the starting point of a person's memory is a piece of split darkness, a closed container, nothing to do with the world except the countless ports and infusion tubes all over his body, and he can't even hear human voices... He probably won't be able to Get used to this world with many connections.

So even now, even now that Sae Yang has changed significantly, he still seems very lonely. He can talk to Tang and the others, but he has not become familiar with it. He can make some jokes with Shao Heng. , but still not very close.

The communication between normal people showed a very extreme result in him - all the entanglements between him and his surroundings were all through Chu Si.

To some extent, this kind of psychology is the same as that of children who have just started to have emotions, as if they have returned to the starting point after a long time, without those intricate networks and side branches...

He only has two hands, so he can only concentrate on grabbing one person.

Chu Si looked into Say Yang's eyes, and there was still a little smile in the bent pupils.His eyes are that kind of clear light gray, almost transparent, always giving people a feeling of indifference and unfathomable.It seems that no matter how much you smile, there is a long silence.

"Sah..."

"Ok?"

Truss looked at him for a moment, then reached out and hugged him.

"Perhaps... a little late in doing so."

Is it late?

Sae Yang pressed her chin into the socket of his shoulder and blinked lightly twice.The light-colored eyes are hidden in the shadow of half-down eyelashes, and the pseudo-natural light in the room shines through the gaps and sprinkles a few tiny spots of light on them, so beautiful that it can't be seen that they have been blind for several years.

After his eyes recovered, he couldn't get used to it for a long time.

Sometimes, he would suddenly see that the surroundings were still pitch black, like an isolated island completely independent from the world.Sometimes he will suddenly hear a few vague electronic sounds, reporting some time and energy-related data, like a mental patient who has started to hallucinate, and sometimes he will feel that there is always a trace of blood on his body, thick and sweet Fishy, ​​can't go away...

But it doesn't matter.

Look, someone hugged him without hesitation...