Su Rong opened his eyes again, all he could see was a vast mist of water.
This made him at a loss for a moment, where did he go?
He only remembered that he looked in the mirror, and he couldn't remember what happened after that... No, it seemed that someone pulled his ankle and came in together.
He immediately stood up and looked around, but saw no one.
The water mist was too thick, he walked a few steps, feeling as light as he was stepping on the clouds, each step created circles of ripples.
There is only one direction where the water mist is relatively sparse, and it is obvious at a glance that it is tempting him to go in that direction.
He had no other choice, knowing that there might be danger, he had no choice but to bite the bullet.
Strangely, after he walked a few steps in this direction, Yu Qiubei suddenly appeared at the end of the mist in front of him.
To be precise, there are two Yu Qiubei, one standing and the other squatting.
Su Rong thought to herself that I could answer this question, and she would know which one was true just by looking at the moles.He ran forward briskly, first looked at the standing one, the mole was on the corner of his right eye.
He breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "President, why did you follow me in?"
But Yu Qiubei acted as if he didn't hear him, staring at Yu Qiubei who was squatting on the ground facing them, with a look on his face that Su Rong couldn't understand.
Various infrequent emotions such as madness, restlessness, depression, and patience flashed across his stern face like a revolving lantern, and he was immersed in his own world, unable to hear other movements.
Su Rong could only look in another direction hesitantly——
The mole on the squatting Yu Qiubei's face was also in the corner of his right eye!
There are two identical Yu Qiubei!
Su Rong panicked for a moment, and took a few steps to the side.Before he figured out the situation, he decided to keep a safe distance from both Yu Qiubei.
But soon he discovered that was not the case.
The outline of Yu Qiubei who was squatting on the ground was a bit erratic, and the land where he was squatting was not a vast expanse of white mist, but a blurred field of green grass.
Not far from the grass, a wild cat with black and white patterns slowly appeared.The little wild cat was very vigilant. He obviously didn't know Yu Qiubei, but he was very interested in the Miaoxianbao in Yu Qiubei's hand, so he bent his body and approached him gently step by step.
This should be a memory scene.Su Rong remembered that the female ghost in the supermarket really said that she had a good impression of Yu Qiubei because she saw Yu Qiubei feeding the stray cats she had fed before.
But why does this scene appear here?
The little wild cat had already approached at this time, let go of its guard and ate the Miao Xianbao that Yu Qiubei had squeezed on the ground.
Yu Qiubei just looked down at the kitten, his eyes were blocked by the broken hair on his forehead, but Su Rong suddenly felt an inexplicable chill.
Su Rong blinked, and in the next second, the green grass was stained red with blood, the wild cat lay on its back, its young body was disembowelled, the internal organs and blood gushed out together, and there was no white hair on its body anymore.
Yu Qiubei still squatted there quietly, looking at the bloody scene, as if admiring a masterpiece.
Su Rong's mind was in a mess, he didn't know what the scene in front of him represented.But suddenly, Yu Qiubei who was on the grass raised his head and fixedly looked at Yu Qiubei who was standing there. In his eyes, there was cruelty and madness that Su Rong had never seen before.
"Want to try it?" He asked with a wicked smile.
Yu Qiubei, who was standing, finally said, "This is not true."
His voice was calm and restrained, as if he was responding to this question, but also as if he was emphasizing himself.
"It's really not true." Yu Qiubei who was squatting disappeared suddenly, and a laughing female voice came from the distant mist, "But this is what you really want to do in your heart, isn't it?"
What does it mean?What does Yu Qiubei really want to do?
Su Rong felt that something had quietly collapsed.
Yu Qiubei fell into the darkness where he couldn't see his fingers.
He came in by grabbing Su Rong's ankle.He didn't know why he was saving him, he just did it.
But there is no Su Rong here, there is only another him here, a him who cannot control his desires.
"It's not true," he said to himself.
He didn't kill the kitten.
When he went out that morning, his roommate cut his hand while cutting fruit, and blood spots dripped all over the floor, which made him inexplicably anxious all day.In the evening, he went to the supermarket to buy water, passing by a shelf selling Miaoxianbao, and took a bag by accident.
He always knew where the stray cats at school were.With this bag of Miaoxian bag in his pocket, he easily found a black and white wild cat.
As long as he stretched out his hand lightly, the cat would die in his hands. It may have been strangled on the spot, or it may have been caught and tortured slowly by him.
But in the end, he just watched in silence as the kitten finished eating the bag of Miaoxianbao, then meowed twice, and ran away with a flick of its tail.
"Why can't you face up to your own heart?" A strange female voice asked, "Why do you have to suppress yourself and be a fake person?"
What do you know.Yu Qiubei thought to himself.
He knows better than anyone what the real self looks like, and pretending to be a perfect person is just because it is fun and will save a lot of unnecessary trouble.
He was born different from other children.He doesn't have any emotional fluctuations, doesn't cry or laugh, and doesn't care about anything. The little fat guy in the back seat in elementary school always wiped his nose on his back, and he didn't care. The students laughed and shoved, and he looked at them like idiots.
Is it fun to bully others? Then I will try it too.
In junior high school, he became the school's top bully.Once someone got a nosebleed from his beating, he stopped, stared blankly at the dark red blood on his hand, suddenly trembled with excitement, and beat that person into the hospital uncontrollably.
When he punched, his brain was filled with excitement, as if a power that had been dusty for more than ten years had finally found an outlet to vent.
It turned out that the red blood and the hideous wound would make him have an irresistible impulse.
That day, his mother came all the way from the halfway meeting, looked at him with a disappointed expression she had never seen before, and said, "Yu Qiubei, how could I give birth to a child like you."
Hearing this sentence, his heart is still very peaceful, but he will never forget this sentence.Like a ghost hanging above his head, coming out to shake in front of him from time to time.
What kind of child am I?What kind of person am I?
In high school he was sent to study in another city.He has learned the rule of survival in this stupid world, which is to pretend to be perfect.He knows what to say and what to do to easily win the favor of others.He has difficulty empathizing with others, but he can faithfully execute the optimal response planned in his brain like a robot.
In college, he continued to practice this set of perfect survival rules.Whenever he played his so-called gentlemanly demeanor and politely helped the girls, they always showed flattered expressions.Whenever he took the initiative to do more work and take on more parts outside his responsibility, other people would be very grateful to him.
So he is a genius in the eyes of a group of fools, and a gentleman in the eyes of all girls.He just became the president of the student union as a matter of course, but being the leader of a bunch of fools is not something to be proud of.
He fooled everyone around so effortlessly, and he enjoyed it for so many years, playing the perfect role in other people's lives.
No one cares how hypocritical his smile is, no one finds the scars under his perfect shell, no one hears the loneliness he hides with disdain.
In the years when he was integrated into the crowd, he did not learn to love, but first learned to be alone.
It's so funny and ironic that people who don't feel love can feel lonely.
He has no kindred spirit, no friends, and what other people support and like is just that perfect and empty symbol. No one has discovered the real him, and no one will like him if he is discovered.
The self who was full of violent factors and dismissive of everything was well hidden by him.He knows what is right and what is wrong in this world, what is moral and what is immoral, but he always has an instinct to destroy and subvert everything, and he fights against this instinct all the time.
So when he couldn't avoid Xiaowan's fatal blow, what he thought in his mind was that he could finally be free, and finally he could say goodbye to this boring and hypocritical world.
But Su Rong saved him.
Su Rong is a different person, a truly kind person he has never met.
He would wipe Xiao Wan's tears with his clean sleeves, and promised to seek justice for her.
He doesn't know what love is, but Su Rong knows, so Su Rong will ignore his opinion and insist on telling the little clay figurine that mother doesn't love you, but it's not your fault.
He would also tell Gao Xinrui gently and firmly that beautiful flowers can bloom in the ruins.
What he thought then was: Really?Then can the land in his heart that is barren than the ruins also bloom?
He will not take a second look at people who are similar to himself, but will be attracted to people who are completely different from him.Different from the momentary attraction of blood and wounds, this kind of attraction is faint, slow, more and more turbulent, hard to give up completely, like a disease, and an addiction in the heart.
"Yu, Yu Qiubei..."
Su Rong's voice suddenly sounded in the darkness.
He turned his head in the direction of the voice, Su Rong slowly emerged from the darkness with a terrified expression.
To be precise, the black covering his eyes faded away, and this space showed its original appearance, which was an endless expanse of whiteness.
And the images that appeared in his mind just now, from how he was bullied and how he bullied others when he was a child, to how he disguised himself step by step to become the perfect person he is now, and even the moments when he recalled Su Rong, are all like that. It appeared in this world like a movie, before Su Rong's eyes.
Yu Qiubei remembered.They are in the mirror, the mirror that reveals the truth beneath the disguise.
He could only smile at Su Rong.It was as if the devil had stepped out of the long-hidden shadow and finally revealed its sharp fangs.
He said: "It seems that my secret was discovered by you."
It turns out that being yourself without any disguise is such a happy feeling.
This made him at a loss for a moment, where did he go?
He only remembered that he looked in the mirror, and he couldn't remember what happened after that... No, it seemed that someone pulled his ankle and came in together.
He immediately stood up and looked around, but saw no one.
The water mist was too thick, he walked a few steps, feeling as light as he was stepping on the clouds, each step created circles of ripples.
There is only one direction where the water mist is relatively sparse, and it is obvious at a glance that it is tempting him to go in that direction.
He had no other choice, knowing that there might be danger, he had no choice but to bite the bullet.
Strangely, after he walked a few steps in this direction, Yu Qiubei suddenly appeared at the end of the mist in front of him.
To be precise, there are two Yu Qiubei, one standing and the other squatting.
Su Rong thought to herself that I could answer this question, and she would know which one was true just by looking at the moles.He ran forward briskly, first looked at the standing one, the mole was on the corner of his right eye.
He breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "President, why did you follow me in?"
But Yu Qiubei acted as if he didn't hear him, staring at Yu Qiubei who was squatting on the ground facing them, with a look on his face that Su Rong couldn't understand.
Various infrequent emotions such as madness, restlessness, depression, and patience flashed across his stern face like a revolving lantern, and he was immersed in his own world, unable to hear other movements.
Su Rong could only look in another direction hesitantly——
The mole on the squatting Yu Qiubei's face was also in the corner of his right eye!
There are two identical Yu Qiubei!
Su Rong panicked for a moment, and took a few steps to the side.Before he figured out the situation, he decided to keep a safe distance from both Yu Qiubei.
But soon he discovered that was not the case.
The outline of Yu Qiubei who was squatting on the ground was a bit erratic, and the land where he was squatting was not a vast expanse of white mist, but a blurred field of green grass.
Not far from the grass, a wild cat with black and white patterns slowly appeared.The little wild cat was very vigilant. He obviously didn't know Yu Qiubei, but he was very interested in the Miaoxianbao in Yu Qiubei's hand, so he bent his body and approached him gently step by step.
This should be a memory scene.Su Rong remembered that the female ghost in the supermarket really said that she had a good impression of Yu Qiubei because she saw Yu Qiubei feeding the stray cats she had fed before.
But why does this scene appear here?
The little wild cat had already approached at this time, let go of its guard and ate the Miao Xianbao that Yu Qiubei had squeezed on the ground.
Yu Qiubei just looked down at the kitten, his eyes were blocked by the broken hair on his forehead, but Su Rong suddenly felt an inexplicable chill.
Su Rong blinked, and in the next second, the green grass was stained red with blood, the wild cat lay on its back, its young body was disembowelled, the internal organs and blood gushed out together, and there was no white hair on its body anymore.
Yu Qiubei still squatted there quietly, looking at the bloody scene, as if admiring a masterpiece.
Su Rong's mind was in a mess, he didn't know what the scene in front of him represented.But suddenly, Yu Qiubei who was on the grass raised his head and fixedly looked at Yu Qiubei who was standing there. In his eyes, there was cruelty and madness that Su Rong had never seen before.
"Want to try it?" He asked with a wicked smile.
Yu Qiubei, who was standing, finally said, "This is not true."
His voice was calm and restrained, as if he was responding to this question, but also as if he was emphasizing himself.
"It's really not true." Yu Qiubei who was squatting disappeared suddenly, and a laughing female voice came from the distant mist, "But this is what you really want to do in your heart, isn't it?"
What does it mean?What does Yu Qiubei really want to do?
Su Rong felt that something had quietly collapsed.
Yu Qiubei fell into the darkness where he couldn't see his fingers.
He came in by grabbing Su Rong's ankle.He didn't know why he was saving him, he just did it.
But there is no Su Rong here, there is only another him here, a him who cannot control his desires.
"It's not true," he said to himself.
He didn't kill the kitten.
When he went out that morning, his roommate cut his hand while cutting fruit, and blood spots dripped all over the floor, which made him inexplicably anxious all day.In the evening, he went to the supermarket to buy water, passing by a shelf selling Miaoxianbao, and took a bag by accident.
He always knew where the stray cats at school were.With this bag of Miaoxian bag in his pocket, he easily found a black and white wild cat.
As long as he stretched out his hand lightly, the cat would die in his hands. It may have been strangled on the spot, or it may have been caught and tortured slowly by him.
But in the end, he just watched in silence as the kitten finished eating the bag of Miaoxianbao, then meowed twice, and ran away with a flick of its tail.
"Why can't you face up to your own heart?" A strange female voice asked, "Why do you have to suppress yourself and be a fake person?"
What do you know.Yu Qiubei thought to himself.
He knows better than anyone what the real self looks like, and pretending to be a perfect person is just because it is fun and will save a lot of unnecessary trouble.
He was born different from other children.He doesn't have any emotional fluctuations, doesn't cry or laugh, and doesn't care about anything. The little fat guy in the back seat in elementary school always wiped his nose on his back, and he didn't care. The students laughed and shoved, and he looked at them like idiots.
Is it fun to bully others? Then I will try it too.
In junior high school, he became the school's top bully.Once someone got a nosebleed from his beating, he stopped, stared blankly at the dark red blood on his hand, suddenly trembled with excitement, and beat that person into the hospital uncontrollably.
When he punched, his brain was filled with excitement, as if a power that had been dusty for more than ten years had finally found an outlet to vent.
It turned out that the red blood and the hideous wound would make him have an irresistible impulse.
That day, his mother came all the way from the halfway meeting, looked at him with a disappointed expression she had never seen before, and said, "Yu Qiubei, how could I give birth to a child like you."
Hearing this sentence, his heart is still very peaceful, but he will never forget this sentence.Like a ghost hanging above his head, coming out to shake in front of him from time to time.
What kind of child am I?What kind of person am I?
In high school he was sent to study in another city.He has learned the rule of survival in this stupid world, which is to pretend to be perfect.He knows what to say and what to do to easily win the favor of others.He has difficulty empathizing with others, but he can faithfully execute the optimal response planned in his brain like a robot.
In college, he continued to practice this set of perfect survival rules.Whenever he played his so-called gentlemanly demeanor and politely helped the girls, they always showed flattered expressions.Whenever he took the initiative to do more work and take on more parts outside his responsibility, other people would be very grateful to him.
So he is a genius in the eyes of a group of fools, and a gentleman in the eyes of all girls.He just became the president of the student union as a matter of course, but being the leader of a bunch of fools is not something to be proud of.
He fooled everyone around so effortlessly, and he enjoyed it for so many years, playing the perfect role in other people's lives.
No one cares how hypocritical his smile is, no one finds the scars under his perfect shell, no one hears the loneliness he hides with disdain.
In the years when he was integrated into the crowd, he did not learn to love, but first learned to be alone.
It's so funny and ironic that people who don't feel love can feel lonely.
He has no kindred spirit, no friends, and what other people support and like is just that perfect and empty symbol. No one has discovered the real him, and no one will like him if he is discovered.
The self who was full of violent factors and dismissive of everything was well hidden by him.He knows what is right and what is wrong in this world, what is moral and what is immoral, but he always has an instinct to destroy and subvert everything, and he fights against this instinct all the time.
So when he couldn't avoid Xiaowan's fatal blow, what he thought in his mind was that he could finally be free, and finally he could say goodbye to this boring and hypocritical world.
But Su Rong saved him.
Su Rong is a different person, a truly kind person he has never met.
He would wipe Xiao Wan's tears with his clean sleeves, and promised to seek justice for her.
He doesn't know what love is, but Su Rong knows, so Su Rong will ignore his opinion and insist on telling the little clay figurine that mother doesn't love you, but it's not your fault.
He would also tell Gao Xinrui gently and firmly that beautiful flowers can bloom in the ruins.
What he thought then was: Really?Then can the land in his heart that is barren than the ruins also bloom?
He will not take a second look at people who are similar to himself, but will be attracted to people who are completely different from him.Different from the momentary attraction of blood and wounds, this kind of attraction is faint, slow, more and more turbulent, hard to give up completely, like a disease, and an addiction in the heart.
"Yu, Yu Qiubei..."
Su Rong's voice suddenly sounded in the darkness.
He turned his head in the direction of the voice, Su Rong slowly emerged from the darkness with a terrified expression.
To be precise, the black covering his eyes faded away, and this space showed its original appearance, which was an endless expanse of whiteness.
And the images that appeared in his mind just now, from how he was bullied and how he bullied others when he was a child, to how he disguised himself step by step to become the perfect person he is now, and even the moments when he recalled Su Rong, are all like that. It appeared in this world like a movie, before Su Rong's eyes.
Yu Qiubei remembered.They are in the mirror, the mirror that reveals the truth beneath the disguise.
He could only smile at Su Rong.It was as if the devil had stepped out of the long-hidden shadow and finally revealed its sharp fangs.
He said: "It seems that my secret was discovered by you."
It turns out that being yourself without any disguise is such a happy feeling.
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