There is a Wall Behind the Shadow

With regard to self-control, if Song Shiyue dared to admit that he was second on Wilderness Star, then only Yu Nianbing would dare to admit that he was number one.

Most of the other five scumbags can only repeat their life of pecking each other.

This truth was confirmed by Feng Qianqian until this night.

This night, Song Shiyue and Yu Nianbing did not come back within the two days of the appointment.Although I said before the two departures, the situation has changed after going out. If there is a delay, it is normal to come back later.But it was really late, and the hearts of the three people in the camp were still hanging, and they were no longer as relaxed as they were in the daytime.

He obviously didn't sleep well the night before, but Feng Qianqian, who had been lying in bed for a long time, still didn't feel sleepy.

This day... is really bad...

Song Shiyue and Yu Nianbing didn't come back on time, and Ning Chuyang also...

All day long, Ning Chuyang didn't talk to Feng Qianqian unless necessary.Things are still going on silently...

Boil eggs, make breakfast, help fetch water and wash, help move the bedpan, help... take a bath and clean...

There is no usual chatter, distraction... only indifferent mechanical movements...

This was Feng Qianqian's own choice, and she did not regret it.It's just... sad after all.

It's not because of the other party's indifference, but because of the damage caused by such indifference...

Is your decision really the right one...

With such a sharp cut, can they really return to their friends after getting through this anger and sadness... No, can they be teammates...

Sadness, confusion, worry, many things and emotions weighed on Feng Qianqian's heart, making it difficult for her to close her eyes.

The night was getting darker.

It was very quiet outside.

Tonight, Song Shiyue and Yu Nianbing probably won't come back.

In the darkness, Feng Qianqian sighed softly.

Then I heard the person next to me turn over.

For some reason, Feng Qianqian suddenly felt a little guilty, and even held her breath to keep quiet.

It's just that the people around her didn't stop because of her pretending to sleep.

"Are you afraid?"

In the darkness, Ning Chuyang's indifferent and stiff voice was not loud, but it made Feng Qianqian's heart buzz.

This is still today, well, maybe it was yesterday, when Ning Chuyang took the initiative to say non-essential, chatty words for the first time.

Feng Qianqian was in a daze, and didn't understand why Ning Chuyang asked such a question suddenly, so she just said "Huh?"

"With Song Shiyue here, they will be fine. It was agreed before that we will set off fireworks for her if we have something to do, and she will come back immediately if she sees it." Ning Chuyang's voice became less rigid, but Still stiff, he only said a few words of comfort, then changed the subject, and asked again, "Are you still a little scared?"

Feng Qianqian: "..."

Without Song Shiyue's camp, he did lose a lot of sense of security.But there are fences and traps, and there is a temporary platform between the trees that can be boarded up.But... not afraid...

Now it is not so much fear as it is more worrying.

While Feng Qianqian was still analyzing why Ning Chuyang kept asking such strange questions, the person next to him spoke again.

"If you are afraid, I will pull you to sleep."

Ning Chuyang's voice was still indifferent, even when he said this, there was a bit of disgust and helplessness...

If it weren't for the eagerness to stretch out from the bed with the voice of the voice, and the hand that was between the two quilts with a slap, as if afraid that the people next to them would not hear it... it would really be like being forced to open a business.

Feng Qianqian finally understood the meaning of that question.

Then from the heart and lungs to the abdomen, it hurts like being pulled back and forth several times by a blunt knife in an instant.

Feng Qianqian knew all too well that once she went to hold that hand, the determination she had made so hard before, the cruelty of stabbing herself and others, all the sadness and suffering they had this day would all be in vain.

Quiet.

silence.

The person next to him seemed to have fallen asleep just like that.

Feng Qianqian knew, she didn't.

The viewers on Starnet... know it too.

On the main star of Ming Tan, Ye Liu, who had just filled a pot of marinated eggs, put down her spoon.

A barrage of bullet screens was swiped on Feng Qianqian's live broadcast page, and the voice of crying and begging to hold hands echoed in the universe.

It's only been one day...

Feng Qianqian bit her lip, the saw-saw between reason and emotion made people feel a sense of tearing.

This person Ning Chuyang... obviously hurt and rejected so much, it's almost a humiliation... Why, why did he forgive so easily, why did he stretch out that hand again so quickly...

Feng Qianqian's tears rolled out silently, slipping from the corners of her eyes into her hair.

On the contrary, Ning Chuyang, who was seeking peace, has been very quiet after saying that sentence, as if he was ashamed, the kind that Xingwang's intelligent calculation is too lazy to take pictures.

The outstretched hand just stretched out like this, and Ning Chuyang, who had waited for a long time for no response, decided to just sleep like this.

It's nothing, you'll get used to it.

Maybe……

Tomorrow she will reach out...

Ning Chuyang silently comforted himself in his heart, and the small words stuck to his heart riddled with holes, but they had no pain-relieving effect at all... none at all.

Tears soon wet the hair on both sides, Feng Qianqian tightly buttoned the sheet under her body, forcing herself to stick to the correct decision.

but……

It's really hard.

This is a million times more painful than when Mu Xingzhou gave up on himself and left like that.

It turns out that when you have a relationship with a girl, not only the happiness you get from the subtleties is tens of millions of times, but even the little sorrows will be magnified like this...

Every refusal is a heavy blow to myself, and every time Ning Chuyang clutches his wound and approaches again, it means tearing open his wound again...

Feng Qianqian felt that she was going to die, that she was going to die.

One hour……

If she's awake for an hour...

Feng Qianqian had no choice but to let her life go, but she didn't want to let reason compromise her feelings...

one two Three……

No one knows how Feng Qianqian stepped on the tip of the knife and forced himself to count [-] numbers without speeding up.

They only knew that after a long time, in a close-up in the night vision mode, Feng Qianqian's hand finally touched the back of Ning Chuyang's hand carefully and lightly.Then in the next second, Ning Chuyang immediately buckled back and grabbed her tightly.

Neither of them spoke again.

What does holding hands mean? They didn't say anything.

Then, soon fell asleep.

On the main star of Ming Tan, I watched Feng Qianqian cry silently for an entire hour, and finally waited until Ye Liu, who was holding hands, reached out and took out two tissues, stuffed them into the hands of Yao Yuxi, who was next to him with red eyes, and filled the table with Pushing an untouched stewed egg bowl in front of Yao Yuxi, he said in a good mood, "I'm not hungry anymore, you can eat."

Yao Yuxi: "..."

There are many things in the world that happen by accident, such as a pot of boiled eggs, or... a group of geese with eggs.

Song Shiyue and Yu Nianbing did not return to the camp until near noon on the third day.

Before the person arrives, the sound arrives first.

The sound of rattling from far to near made the three people and one dog who had been waiting outside in the morning full of vigilance.Especially Gouzi, if Zhuang Jiachuan hadn't pulled it, he would have jumped out.

Fortunately, what came out of the forest was a familiar wheelbarrow.

The big cage on the wheelbarrow can be seen from a distance, and there is a piece of white crowded inside. It looks like a good harvest.

21 geese, white and fat, 67 goose eggs, not enough to fit in a bucket...

Where is the harvest good, this is a bumper harvest!

"It's all because Teacher Yu insisted on going forward, otherwise we would come back empty-handed." Facing the admiration of everyone, Song Shiyue didn't take credit for it, and laughed while taking down the bucket cage from the car .

"I just said one thing, it's not all about you when you go into the water to catch geese and eggs..." Yu Nianbing pushed back the credit with his backhand.

Song Shiyue laughed again: "If it weren't for your persistence, I wouldn't even have the chance to go into the water."

Feng Qianqian, who was tortured to the point of being severely injured yesterday, was also a little envious when she saw the two people flirting and pushing the credit back and forth.

Feng Qianqian is not the only one who is envious.

Ning Chuyang helped lift the bucket containing the goose eggs.

Plump goose eggs, one can be as big as three or four eggs... and this group of fat geese that look good at giving birth...

Looking up again, Ning Chuyang looked at Feng Qianqian with resentful accusations.

"..." Feeling the attack from the eyes, Feng Qianqian looked away.

Hey, who would have thought...

Yesterday's holding hands, although no one mentioned it again this morning, and Ning Chuyang didn't... kiss... But I always feel that something is different.

Feng Qianqian herself couldn't tell what the situation was now.And... I really don't want to make it clear.

Now this... the egg was rejected in vain, and the stabbing of himself and the other party was also in vain...

What is the picture...

It's better to be like the two next to you, pretending to be confused, white rice, black rice, beans and salt, stewed in a pot, and the black and dark ones are also a good pot of porridge.

These geese and goose eggs, whatever they were before, greatly enriched and increased their stock.

Especially those 21 geese, only white and fat, and there are [-] female geese inside.Such big goose eggs, even if the sixteen goose eggs can only lay two eggs a day, it is enough for them to make a big plate of scrambled eggs. It is like turning around overnight and realizing the freedom to eat eggs.

Song Shiyue was also very satisfied with this harvest.Seeing everyone excited and happy, it was not in vain that she carefully followed the geese for a while to observe their food. After catching the geese and touching the empty eggs, she picked various grasses by the river to test feeding.

Raising geese is more troublesome than raising chickens and ducks. Goose eats a lot, is stronger, is a bit aggressive, and needs more water.But for the sake of this goose egg that is too big to hold in one hand, all difficulties can be overcome.

Before going out for several days in a row, Song Shiyue was reluctant to let Yu Nianbing spin around.It just so happens that these geese and eggs will take time to resettle, so they just rest in the camp for two days.

Song Shiyue's plan was correct, but Yu Nian Bing went out twice, and her heart was wild.

It's so interesting outside, although it's a bit tiring, but the sense of accomplishment when you find something to eat is really happy.

and……

I really began to like the feeling that I was the only one in this person's eyes...

Even if it's a straight daughter's repayment, as long as she occupies every minute and every second of Song Shiyue like this, it is a kind of secret happiness.This is the biggest gain for Yu Nianbing to go out twice.It's a pity that she can't say it, and she can't show it...

But it doesn't prevent her from working actively, and trying her best to advance the time of her next trip a little bit earlier, and then a little earlier...