There is a Wall Behind the Shadow

At the beginning, Song Shiyue thought that Ning Chuyang was just moving randomly in the dark, and wanted to hear the sound to identify the position and walk to the side as soon as possible.

Just changing directions twice in the dark, Song Shiyue felt something was wrong.

Doesn't Ning Chuyang seem to be moving randomly, is he avoiding himself?Otherwise, if she walks that way by herself, she will go in the opposite direction?

He obviously wanted to ask something, why did he act like he was besieging prey...

In order to confirm the doubt in her heart, Song Shiyue stopped, and shouted at the person who stopped not far away: "Ning Chuyang..."

Sure enough, it was good not to make a sound, but when he made a sound, the man ran a few steps further away, he seemed to have stepped on a small stone in the middle, and there was a sound of slippery feet, and he still stubbornly did not stop the Song Shi As long as Yue is serious, there is no chance of escaping.

Song Shiyue confirmed her guess and frowned subconsciously, but she didn't mean to force Ning Chuyang to come over, instead she slowed down and said, "I won't go to your side, don't run around, It’s so dark, did you not bring your flashlight or something?”

In the distance, there is a quiet silence.If it weren't for the breathing of the people over there, Song Shiyue would have thought that he was talking to the air.

"Okay, I don't care about you. You can't see things clearly at night, don't wander around, just play by yourself for a while, and come back later." Song Shiyue said, deliberately striding a little harder, Go in the direction of the camp.

Later, Ning Chuyang didn't make any more running noises.

Okay... Fortunately, I came here just after putting the boiled wild pork into the incubator, and I regarded the confidant as the first choice. Today, the confidant looks useless...

The confidant last night, the frightened little animal tonight...

Song Shiyue was a little confused, but she was not the kind of confidant like Ning Chuyang who flinched and kept trying to catch up.

However, Song Shiyue also paid some attention to Ning Chuyang's movements. No matter how much she wanted to be alone and calm, she could not run out of the safe zone that she could hear. This is what Song Shiyue gave Ning Chuyang. The bottom line of positive personal space.

Song Shiyue moved quickly, and went up the slope again in a short while.

New problems soon came to the fore.

Next, which one should you go for?

Is it Yu Nianbing on the left who has turned the small fire into a big fire and wants to burn it into the big fire?Or was it Feng Qianqian who was obviously pretending to be asleep when she was sent back to the tent by herself?

Song Shiyue only thought for a moment before making a choice.

Whether it was Zhuang Jiachuan's words, Feng Qianqian's reaction, or the flashlight light that Nian Bing secretly took to look at her while running away, Song Shiyue was inclined to be innocent this time.

Besides...

After walking for a long time, Song Shiyue actually wanted to take a good look at Yu Nianbing.

Yu Nianbing quietly burned the firewood, listening to Song Shiyue's steps, but unconsciously sat a little more upright on the tree stump stool.

kind of like...

Candidates who heard the footsteps of the patrolling teacher during the exam were the ones who were nervous for some reason, even though they hadn't cheated.

Song Shiyue sat down on another stump bench next to Yu Nian Bing. From the corner of her eyes, she didn't notice that Yu Nian Bing was about to run away, which made Song Shiyue feel a little relieved...a little bit.

"This afternoon..." Song Shiyue softened his voice, started the scene slowly, and then saw Yu Nianbing, who was sitting very upright from the corner of his eyes, suddenly tightened his body.

Song Shiyue: "..."

To be honest, when she came back, Song Shiyue saw the camp as the same as when she left in the afternoon. There was no evidence to say that any major incident happened. Why do these people seem to have changed their souls, oh... …except Zhuang Jiachuan and Gouzi.

Speaking of Cao Cao, Cao Cao will arrive.

Zhuang Jiachuan, who took his dog to solve a dog problem, came back from a walk. Seeing the two people still sitting in front of the fire, he waved his hand and started to chase people away.

"Let's go, let's all go to sleep. I slept for a long time in the afternoon, and today I will keep watch, so go to sleep quickly." Zhuang Jiachuan didn't seem to see the weirdness of the two of them warming up in silence, and hurried away when they came.

Gouzi wagged his tail and circled Song Shiyue, looking as if he had been with Zhuang Jiachuan a lot, and his heart was getting bigger and bigger.

Yu Nianbing lowered his head and stood up, but he didn't leave in a hurry. Instead, he took the thick branch that had been coiled for a long time and swept the edge of the already raging fire. Bao tumbled out from under the fire.

"Eat before going to bed." Yu Nianbing used a thick branch to push the big leaf bag with a bit of floating soil towards Song Shiyue, and then walked away quickly.

"Yes, you've come back so late, you must have digested the food you brought on the way." Zhuang Jiachuan patted his head, "Teacher Yu is more careful, hurry up, eat while it's hot and go to bed!"

With that said, Zhuang Jiachuan took two steps forward, squatted down and began to untie the big leaf bag.

A stainless steel lunch box was stacked with a piece of pork belly that was bubbling with oil after being heated. When the stainless steel lunch box was opened, there was a box full of sweet potato syrup.

As the leaf bag was opened by Zhuang Jiachuan, the aroma of meat and starch spread all over the place.

"When did Teacher Yu cook this... I didn't see it at noon." Zhuang Jiachuan tilted his head and thought about it with some doubts, and came to a conclusion, "She didn't come down to make it while I was sleeping. "

Obviously it is...

Song Shiyue looked at the things wrapped in leaves, and was a little angry that Nian Bing was disobedient and didn't stay on the wooden boards on the tree.

But... 90.00% anger, how could it be better than [-]% joy in my heart...

After Zhuang Jiachuan reasoned, he looked back and was overjoyed, quickly picked up the edge of the leaf bag that was no longer hot, put the whole thing in front of Song Shiyue, and said with a smile: "Look at your joy, are you hungry? If you want me to say that you still eat too little every day, the wolf meat has no fat to make you hungry, and this wild boar is better. Hurry up and eat more, I will make it for you if it is not enough."

happy?

Song Shiyue froze for a moment, then subconsciously touched her face.

The upturned corner of the mouth is once again so clear that you can feel it with just a touch.

No wonder...the face is so tight...

Also... a bit hot...

Song Shiyue stretched out her hands and covered her face, trying to cool down the temperature on her face.

Zhuang Jiachuan next to him was talking about eating while it's hot.

It's just that Song Shiyue knows today that in addition to food, there is also heart to satisfy people.

only……

In the light of the fire, Song Shiyue's exceptionally bright eyes, as if there were little flames dancing in them, gradually... dimmed.

It's just that there are some fires, once lit, how can it be so easy to extinguish.

It's like a little curiosity, but I haven't got an answer for the time being, and it won't dissipate by itself.

I don’t know if it’s Zhuang Jiachuan’s delusion, but I always feel that Song Shiyue eats very politely at the moment, just such a piece of roast pork, if Song Shiyue showed the momentum of eating wolf meat, he would tear it up and eat it without a few mouthfuls Stomach.But at this moment, I must have eaten dozens of mouthfuls... I haven't finished half of it.

Zhuang Jiachuan felt very sad, his eyes were almost wet.

"We have sweet potatoes now, such a large field of sweet potatoes, and so much wild boar, don't eat those wolf meat and dried dates..." Zhuang Jiachuan touched the corner of his eyes secretly, and said brokenly, "I know You are distressed that the food is not easy to come by, but we can’t eat it with peace of mind if you are like this. There is no saying that the burden of life is on your shoulders, and you are the only one who suffers..."

For some unexplainable reason, Song Shiyue, who tasted the sweetness of the roasted wild pork, said with a mouthful of roasted pork: "..."

Fortunately, the embarrassment of out-of-sync consciousness has not had time to spread.

More embarrassment came.

Ning Chuyang came from the darkness down the slope, lowered his head, quietly walked to the side of the fire, and sat down.

The nagging Zhuang Jiachuan stopped talking.

Surrounding the fire was a simple wooden pier that Song Shiyue cut out when he was making planks on the tree this morning.

A circle of stools, Ning Chuyang came over and sat down on the one next to Song Shiyue...

Zhuang Jiachuan looked at Ning Chuyang, who bowed his head and said nothing, thought for a while, and grabbed the dog that was pounced around Song Shiyue's feet, and glanced at Song Shiyue's hand. After eating the barbecue and two sweet potatoes, he stood up and said to the two of them: "I'm going to walk the dog a little farther away. We're going to live here. We have to let him get used to going a little farther away to solve problems. Probably... ...Come back in about 20 minutes."

After all, Zhuang Jiachuan dragged Gouzi, who had just solved a round of problems, away.

After Zhuang Jiachuan's flashlight disappeared at the corner of the slope, Ning Chuyang raised his head, glanced at Song Shiyue, and said slowly: "Teacher Yu has already told you..."

Song Shiyue, who was chewing slowly the roast pork: "..." Since it's a statement, don't you need to answer it?

Before Song Shiyue could think it over, the balloon next to it, which had been pumped up so tight that it was about to burst, suddenly relaxed and deflated.

Ning Chuyang no longer sat upright, and the whole person relaxed and sat crookedly on the stump chair, with one hand propped on his knee to support his face, tilting his head to look at Song Shiyue, his eyes were gone The previous hesitation hesitated, and he just said to himself: "Hey, I don't know what's wrong with me. Speaking of it, I still blame you, if you didn't make me a prelude to be yesterday, I cried for you all night and slept in the morning I made a mistake until I got dizzy, and I won’t make it like that later. Speaking of what I did all day today, I’ve been dreaming and haven’t woken up! God, please tell me that until now it’s just a dream dream!"

Song Wuwu Shiyue looked at Ning Chuyang's somehow familiar gesture of covering his face with his hands, swallowed the pork belly in his mouth, moved his lips slightly, thought about it but finally took another bite without saying anything The meat continues to be eaten.

"I don't know what I was thinking, why did I just kiss him!" Ning Chuyang covered his face with his head sullen, but he still didn't forget to turn his voice to the lowest level.

Where Ning Chuyang couldn't see, Song Shiyue suddenly stopped chewing meat, her eyes widened, and she looked at Ning Chuyang with a sharpness that she didn't realize.

Ning Chuyang couldn't see it, but the audience on Starnet could clearly see it.

"Oh my god, I'm really glad that Ning Chuyang kissed Feng Qianqian and not Yu Nianbing. Look at my sister Song's eyes, there's a shiver and a shiver!"

"This look is like a metal knife hitting Ning Chuyang's head. Fortunately, it's not the little ice cube I kissed. Otherwise, no matter how hard Ning Chuyang's head is, can he beat a wild boar..."

"Wait... No matter what, Sister Song won't do anything because of this. After all, she voluntarily gave up being with Teacher Yu before."

"The child in front, you don't understand. There is a kind of love called letting go of your hands, but it's all called love. It doesn't mean that you can let go when you let go. Song Shiyue's food-protecting spirit... Of course she doesn't I will beat Ning Chuyang like a wild boar, but I will definitely explode with anger."

"Thank you, what I ate were two pairs of CPs, not a set of Asura Fields!"

"As a little sun, I'm really grateful to our family, Ning Chuyang, for not being slow to speak. Fortunately, he quickly said Feng Qianqian's name, before being cut off by Sister Song..."

……

On Wilderness Star, Ning Chuyang didn't seem to care that Song Shiyue only cared about eating meat and didn't talk, but only talked to himself. Indeed, Feng Qianqian's name appeared soon.

"Do you think... Feng Qianqian thinks I'm a very casual person..." Ning Chuyang raised his face from his hands and looked at Song Shiyue.

Song Shiyue, who had already relaxed after hearing the name, shook her head while suppressing her heart that was beating wildly and couldn't be calmed down immediately while taking a bite.

"Hey, you're just comforting me." Ning Chuyang buried his face back again, "I'm really not a casual person. The time before, I thought I was still dreaming. In that dream, she kissed me. Next time Dreaming that I kissed back, it's like attacking each other in a dream, you punch me, I punch you too, right... Oh, Teacher Yu doesn't know this either. Forget it, anyway, once is kissing, twice That's right, it doesn't matter..."

Song · honestly eat meat · Shiyue: "..." Kissed twice?To be honest, I don’t dare to appear in your dreams...

"But the previous time I really thought I was dreaming, but the latter time... Did I be possessed by a demon? Why was I so angry at that time... I heard her say that the previous kiss didn't feel at all, listen She said that she used to have a roommate who would kiss everyone in the dormitory like this when she was happy, many times! I just... pretended that there was nothing in my mind... I just..." Ning Chuyang suddenly raised his head and looked at Song again Shiyue, "Are you saying that I am... am I?"

Song Shiyue opened her mouth.

But Ning Chuyang buried his face back again before she could speak: "How could I do this... I'm not taking advantage of others' danger. With her body like this now, and that bastard Mu Xingzhou, she must be very Not happy. I'm still like this..."

After eating the meat, Song Shiyue started to eat sweet potatoes: "..."

So what was this person trying to say before?

But it seems that even if I am a confidant, I just need to listen.

Really everyone's needs are different.

But is it because of this that they are so abnormal today?Ning Chuyang kissed Feng Qianqian, and these two embarrassing reactions when he came back before can indeed be explained.But why is Yu Nianbing?I just saw it, why...

Song Shiyue ate sweet potatoes, while listening to Ning Chuyang's self-blame, while reviewing the game in her mind.

Just for a moment, she suddenly thought of...

Could it be that when Yu Nianbing saw Ning Chuyang and Feng Qianqian, he thought of...

Not to mention whether it was true or not, but Song Shiyue was really... choked by this possibility.

Ning Chuyang looked at Song Shiyue who was half dead from choking and coughing after eating a sweet potato with some surprise, and handed over several stainless steel lunch boxes filled with water that were warming by the fire.

Seeing Song Shiyue gulp down half a box of water to suppress his cough, Ning Chuyang let out a long sigh: "Hey, you said I've said so much, what are you talking about!"

Song Shiyue, who was called by name, pursed her lips and pricked up her ears to listen to the movement of Yu Nianbing in the tent.

I could only hear the people inside still turning over, probably not asleep yet.

"Are you what you said before? You want to ask, do you like Feng Qianqian?" After Song Shiyue finished speaking, she ate two or three bites of sweet potatoes in her hand, and picked up the last one in the leaf bag.

Ning Chuyang's face, which was already flushed, burned to the point of rolling away.

Song Shiyue looked up and smiled, "You saw Teacher Yu and me thoroughly before, why is it not your turn?"

"Me!" Ning Chuyang uttered, realizing that he had raised his voice, and quickly lowered the volume, "I'm a bystander, okay! Then I... Then I..."

As Ning Chuyang spoke, his voice dropped again.

Song Shiyue also put away her smile, seeming to think about it seriously.

Ning Chuyang covered his face, only showing his eyes.

"This... I'm really not sure." After Song Shiyue thought about it, she still said in a responsible manner to her confidant, "I'm really not very good at understanding the relationship between people, especially between friends. About the boundaries of friendship and love. But I think you can, as long as you... um... think about how you feel about her."

Ning Chuyang let go of his hand covering his face, pursed his lips and wrote 'what do you want' all over his face even if he didn't speak.

Compared with Ning Chuyang's dedicated work as a confidant the night before, Song Shiyue did know that she was a little bit worse, so she put down the half-eaten sweet potato in her hand, pressing down on her heart that was thumping because she remembered something, She blushed and said seriously: "It's just the feeling, you know the feeling. For example... when there are many people, you will subconsciously look for her in the crowd at first sight. Then even if there are many people together, whether it's doing something , Talk, you will always pay a lot of attention to her. Care about what she is saying, what to do, what to eat. In this way, no matter what she needs in the next moment, you can help her to do it at the first time. Conversely, No matter what she does for you, big or small, you'll feel... sour and sweet, the way you get swollen with lemonade and honey. Can you get a rough idea of ​​what I'm talking about?"

Ning Chuyang, who was reminded of many scenes by Song Shiyue's words, was suddenly drawn out of his memories of getting along with Feng Qianqian when he heard Song Shiyue's last two sentences.

"That... the meat and sweet potatoes you ate just now, did Teacher Yu make them for you?" Ning Chuyang pointed straight to the point.

Song Shiyue, who still wanted to search her guts and think about some feelings to give back to her confidantes, nodded before realizing why Ning Chuyang was asking, and her face, which was originally slightly red, suddenly turned brighter.

"I kindly..." Song Shiyue moaned angrily.

Ning Chuyang waved his hand: "I have nothing to be embarrassed about. I just asked. After all, in my imagination, shouldn't love be full of sweetness? You are both sour and sweet. I heard it because of you. The contrast caused by liking someone but not being with them."

"... Humph." Song Shiyue stuffed the remaining half of the sweet potato down, got up and said, "Anyway, it's sour and sweet here. You can feel alive..."

Seeing Song Shiyue's embarrassment so embarrassing that she was about to run away, Ning Chuyang, who had been embarrassed for a long time, finally regained a sense of alliance, and couldn't help laughing: "Hey, let me just talk, don't get angry Well. We are all close friends, we should love each other and be more tolerant."

It was fine if Ning Chuyang didn't say that, but when he said that, Song Shiyue, who had already clapped his hands and turned to leave, turned back all of a sudden.

"It makes sense." Song Shiyue saw that Ning Chuyang was about to laugh again, and slowly said the last sentence of chatting with a close friend tonight, "By the way, I forgot to say, in fact, Teacher Yu didn't say anything. Tell me and go to bed."

Song Shiyue watched with satisfaction as Ning Chuyang's eyes widened all of a sudden, like a student who had made a mistake and was called by the teacher, and sat up straight from a lazily leaning forward posture.

Let you say I am sour.

Song Shiyue spread her hands with a smile and left.

Here on Wilderness Star, the two developed from relying on each other to hammering each other with each other, and the conversation ended in Song Shiyue's last counter-kill.It's just that the conversation here is over, but the audience on the star network outside can't stop laughing at all.

"What's the matter with these two iron heads! Hahaha, it was already funny for two ignorant blushes to study what love is, but in the end they developed into pecking at each other. It's really amazing!"

"Hahaha, I hope they can choose a complementary one next time when they choose a confidant, it's really impressive to see two elementary school chickens doing math problems, I am so anxious, I wish I could grab their hands and write for them! "

"But Song Shiyue is really sweet. This kind of group of people can only see you, only care about you, and only stand by for you... This kind of love can't develop into love. I'm really not a little moon cake. I'm going to be pissed off."

"My friend from before, let me make a weak correction. It's sweet and sour, not sweet hahaha. Song Shiyue said that with her, there is only sweet and sour."

"Sweet and sour...it really sounds so sad."

"It's not necessary... Actually, think about it, how can love be pure sweet? Even if two people love each other again, because they are two individuals, they will not be completely in sync. There will always be a little sour in the sweetness. Of course, Sister Song is now The lemons I planted for myself are a bit too fruity. But Ning Chuyang is really...surprisingly naive?"

"Here comes the problem. In Ning Chuyang's imagination, love is sweet. Why do you need to imagine? Little Sun, tell me, hasn't Ning Chuyang ever been in love? Just had a fake CP with Mu Xingzhou before?"

"Then it's over, Ning Chuyang, who wants pure sweetness, will obviously be sour..."

"Yes, and I'm very skeptical now. She probably ate it but didn't realize it."

"Wait... isn't the 30-second mosaic on the wooden board likely to be Ning Chu's... first kiss?"

"sky!"

"No... If you put it this way, the one-second mosaic between Ning Chuyang and Feng Qianqian after waking up in the afternoon should be the first kiss, right?"

"The first kiss in a second? Hahaha, I feel sorry for Ning Chuyang after typing this line..."

……

On Wilderness Star, Song Shiyue, who was also inexperienced, simply washed up and entered the tent lightly, but still couldn't help thinking about Ning Chuyang's last words.

What's wrong with being sweet and sour...

How can it be pure sweet...

Sweet and sour is already so sweet...

What kind of happiness should that pure sweetness be...

Song Shiyue didn't dare to think, didn't dare to continue imagining at all.

How Pandora's box is opened is because of... people.

Beautiful things always attract people's attention. At this time, you need...self-control.

Song Shiyue knew that Yu Nianbing was not asleep, but she still pretended to be the other party and lay down lightly.Only Yu Nianbing always turned his back to her, and Song Shiyue didn't dare to face the past.The two of them only lay back to back, each lying on the side, and there was still a large space in between.

This two-person tent is still a bit small... After the house is repaired, it's better... one person to one room.

Song Shiyue closed her eyes and moved cautiously, thinking so.Just thinking about it this way, my heart can't help but feel a little empty.

At this moment, Yu Nianbing turned over.

Judging from the sound, it should be facing himself.

Yu Nianbing was awake...

Song Shiyue tensed up all of a sudden, clenched her hands, and even curled up her toes.

"This afternoon..." Yu Nianbing said softly in a low voice.

Song Shiyue: "..."

Song Shiyue, whose curiosity had been satisfied by Ning Chuyang, was very confused for a moment, not knowing whether she should continue to listen quietly, or interrupt Yu Nianbing, continue to lie with her back facing her, or turn around politely. ...

However, Yu Nianbing didn't seem to wait for Song Shiyue's answer, and only continued softly and slowly: "I saw Ning Chuyang and Feng Qianqian kissing in the afternoon, and they might be together."

Song Shiyue: "..." Actually not.

Behind him, there was the sound of Yu Nianbing's breathing, which was clear and long, and it was the rhythm of trying to control.

Song Shiyue suddenly hated her good hearing.

This made her clearly know that Yu Nianbing was not as plain as she appeared.

"Probably not yet." Song Shiyue knew that she shouldn't answer, after all, what she said might not be what Yu Nianbing wanted to hear.But letting her keep silent and ignore the people waiting quietly behind her made Song Shiyue feel worse than dying.

"Hmm..." After a long time, Yu Nianbing responded softly, turned around and said in a low voice, "Go to bed early, good night."

"Good night..." Song Shiyue didn't turn around.

Just after saying these two words, Song Shiyue's heart soaked in two more bowls of sliced ​​lemons.

That was when I was in school. Although the Internet is not as developed as the current star network, it has also spawned a lot of Internet terms and strange understandings.

For example, "good night" is endowed with an additional meaning "wanan=I love you, love you" in pinyin.

This directly led to the fact that the class group stopped saying "good night" and only said "an'an".At that time, Song Shiyue, who was devoted to studying and writing codes, couldn't understand this kind of...According to this logic, instead of "I love you, love you", what's the difference between "I love you, love you", or "love you"?

As the time spent rolling around in the apocalypse grew longer, Song Shiyue actually seldom thought of things in peacetime.

Thinking about it now, it feels like a lifetime away.

only……

Suddenly, I feel that some derivatives are actually quite good.

Very cryptic, very... heartwarming.

"Good night..." Song Shiyue even involuntarily said softly again.

Behind him, it was Yu Nianbing who said, "Yes."

Song Shiyue felt a little lost involuntarily, just thinking of the "good night" that Yu Nian Bing had taken the initiative to say before, it seemed to give her some strength again.

Love is really sour and sweet.

Song Shiyue quietly rubbed her heart that had been hurting for a long time.

Sure enough, today is also a day to fall asleep in pain.