The young and frivolous I walked with him

The cafeteria is illuminated by lights, making it much easier to find someone than in the dark playground outside. As soon as you enter the cafeteria door, you will see the figure you are looking for, and that person is facing away from you.Wait, who is the person across from him?Still a girl.Because the number of people in Lai Chengchen's class is small, and it is a science-focused class. Shen Hao already knew exactly how many girls there are in the class. Obviously, he has never seen the girl sitting opposite him now, isn't it? Their class, who is that?Facing his own doubts, Shen Hao couldn't accept an answer that was ready to come out. It was like his treasure that he had always cherished and loved was snatched away by others. Lai Chengchen, who gave the lecture, walked over.

"What are you doing?" An Nai couldn't help but suddenly remembered in an angry voice, and suddenly surprised the two who were talking about the topic.

The girl glanced at herself blankly, then turned her gaze to Lai Chengchen, stared at him, and waited for his answer, as if waiting for him to justify her identity.Looking at those eyes full of expectation, Shen Hao knew that if Lai Chengchen's answer was as she expected, then he couldn't help but do something. Now Shen Hao's heart is like a prisoner waiting for trial and sentencing. He was so nervous that he forgot to breathe, he was afraid to hear Lai Chengchen say to himself: This is my girlfriend.As long as he thought about it, he couldn't accept it, his heart seemed to be held tightly by him, and as soon as he let go, everything would be broken.

Regarding Shen Hao's sudden anger, Lai Chengchen hadn't digested it for a while, so he stared at him for a while, and when he came to his senses, Shen Hao's expression was a little more embarrassing than before.He didn't understand why he had such a big reaction, but he still decided to solve the embarrassing situation in front of him first. Both of them stared at themselves intently, waiting for their answer.

"Talk topic."

Lai Chengchen looked at Shen Hao's face and told the truth. Obviously, Shen Hao was not satisfied with the answer, because he didn't say anything after hearing it, and walked away angrily.Anyway, no matter what, find a chance to explain to him again.

But obviously Shen Hao didn't give Lai Chengchen this chance. After returning to the dormitory that night, Shen Hao had already figured it out. Perhaps he had already understood when he rushed up to ask him what he was doing. His feelings for Lai Chengchen were not only, but The feelings that should exist between friends and brothers, he wants to occupy Lai Chengchen, occupy his attention, make him only see himself, occupy his time, let him stay by his side at all times, occupy everything about him, no matter what is good Bad ones, as long as they belong to him, he wants them, and treats them as treasures.He knew he was done.I have feelings and possessiveness that I shouldn't have for boys like myself, and the starting point of all this is actually because of liking.He didn't know if he was considered a pervert like this, he didn't know if he could turn his back on his way in time, and continue to make mistakes if he didn't stop making mistakes, he didn't know how he would look at himself after telling Lai Chengchen all this, what would he think of himself Is it perverted?Will you break up with yourself?Forget about yourself?Every time I get close to him, it makes him feel sick?After recognizing his feelings clearly overnight, Shen Hao didn't know what he should do?And what is the relationship between that girl and him?Shen Hao felt that before the relationship developed beyond his control, he should stop immediately.So from the next day, Shen Hao arrived at the classroom early, escaped the morning jog and did not eat breakfast.

Lai Chengchen waited at the stairs for a long time but didn't see the person who came, and he didn't see the person's schoolbag when he arrived at the playground, and he didn't wait for him at noon. Where did he come from, and he was also very angry, it was obviously Shen Hao who had a strange attitude towards him, why was he going to make peace instead? Boys, but who is this childish tantrum for?After thinking about it, Lai Chengchen still felt that he should ignore him and wait for him to find him.

After waiting for a week, it must have been eleven days. For the entire eleven days, Shen Hao never came to see him again. Today is the time to return to school on the weekend afternoon. In the past, the two of them would arrive at school early and be together Those who play ball and then lose will treat them to dinner. Although he often loses, sometimes Shen Hao feels that he is being bullied miserably, and he will say that he is in a good mood, so he invites him, so after all, Shen Hao invites himself more.I didn't see him last week, and let him run away this time, so Lai Chengchen took his surname.Lai Chengchen thought that if he didn't take the initiative and acted like a woman, they would become strangers sooner or later. For Shen Hao, he was the first person he knew since he was in high school, and he was the only true friend for so long. , if a friend is the only family member he can choose in his life, then Shen Hao is definitely the number one candidate.

Shen Hao deliberately delayed returning to school until the time for evening self-study, walked into the dormitory building, and saw a person standing in the corridor aisle, leaning on the door of his dormitory from a long distance away.When I saw this person, I deliberately hid for eleven days. It turned out that when I saw him again, I still couldn't control my heart.Shen Hao recognized it, that's it, he couldn't bear to see him, it was eleven days, only he knew how hard he had endured, and when he walked into the crowd, he couldn't help but look for him, sometimes Even I don't know whether I am willing to see him or afraid to find him.

Sensing that someone was watching him, Lai Chengchen looked in the direction of his gaze and saw the person he was waiting for.

"Why, are you still going to hide?"

Speaking of which, Lai Chengchen couldn't help but feel angry and wronged, even he himself didn't know how distressed Shen Hao was when he saw his current appearance.Shen Hao didn't expect that he would come to him. If he didn't come to him, maybe he could try his best to control the emotions that were about to overwhelm him, but when he saw him for the first time, all his psychological construction had collapsed and he was completely defeated.

"I'm not going to escape, so tell me, what's the matter with your...little girlfriend?" Shen Hao didn't know how he suppressed the pain in his heart to ask this sentence, if the answer he got was what he thought , Maybe it will be better after a period of time.That unbearable feeling will also disappear.

"Who the hell told you that I have a girlfriend? You wouldn't be angry with me because of this, would you?" Thinking that Shen Hao's abnormal behavior was because of this, Lai Chengchen felt angry, and rushed forward to him punch.

"Then, who was the girl that day?" Shen Hao didn't care if Lai Chengchen hurt himself, what he cared about was what he said.

"Just a girl who likes me."

"What about you?" At first, I was relieved when I heard him say that it's not a relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend, but when I heard him say that again in a blink of an eye, my heart suddenly rose in my throat.

"If I like it, I'll still come to you?" Lai Chengchen didn't find it strange after saying this sentence. It's a common thing to see sex and forget friends, so coming to him by yourself means that it's not sex. .

As soon as Shen Hao heard it, his heart disappeared immediately.

"Go, let's eat."

"Get your paws off, don't go."

"Hey~ why are you so angry, let's go, just treat it as my apology for you."

"..."

"Let's go~ let's go~ order whatever you want, I will risk my life to accompany you."

"Just take it easy with your little living expenses."

"This is not an apology for you!"

"roll!"

Speaking of which, Shen Hao smiled and caught up with the person in front, and he could hear him telling him to go away, which meant that he forgave himself.As for this relationship, because the more you value and cherish it, the more afraid you will lose it.This is the case with a relationship that starts with a friend. They are afraid to take that step. They are afraid that even the most basic friend will not be able to be a friend, and the power to stand by him will be deprived, let alone between the same sex.