The young and frivolous I walked with him

"Xueba, why are you here?" Li Sisi did not expect that Lai Chengchen was not with Shen Hao, or that Shen Hao hadn't looked for him yet.

"I'll go shopping by myself first, and how many years has it been. Call me by name."

"No, I said, Lai Chengchen, you are really good at making troubles. Go find your Shen Hao. Otherwise, I don't know what will happen to that guy. You haven't seen him before. He was like that..."

"That's enough, thank you. I'll go right away."

Lai Chengchen interrupted Li Sisi's reminiscences. After coming back for a few days, he heard more than one person talking about Shen Hao's state during that summer vacation. He didn't want to know how Shen Hao spent that summer. Be selfish. He only thought about his own pain. He didn't expect Shen Hao to experience the same, so he didn't want to understand how Shen Hao frantically searched for himself, how he tossed himself hard, and how he kept going through it again and again. Hope to despair.

"Shen Hao, I'm in the snack area, tell me, what do you want to eat?" He took out his phone without hesitation, that kind of panic would never let him experience it again.

"Chengchen, stand where you are and wait for me, come right away!"

Looking at the figure running over, the corners of Lai Chengchen's mouth raised involuntarily.

"Let's go, brother will buy you candy."

"..."

"Chengchen, why didn't you wait for me? Are you jealous? Do you know that I just..."

"Well, I got it, why don't I buy you candy, don't be surprised."

"You know, I don't like candy, I like to eat you~"

"roll!"

Sure enough, any atmosphere could be instantly changed beyond recognition by Shen Hao.

……

That night, Shen Hao committed the crime against the wind, and the tossing Lai Chengchen lay on the bed for the whole morning the next day, still at his parents' house, Lai Chengchen was so angry that he decided that if Shen Hao touched him within a month, he would reverse his name.When Shen Hao heard him say this, what he immediately thought of was that he didn't even call him by his first name, anyway, Cheng Chen and Chen Cheng both called him the same.

To say that women's acuity is not so powerful, Shen Hao's mother felt that although her son was worthy of showing off in all aspects, since graduating from high school, he always felt that there was something missing in his son, although he was still The same filial piety as before, not letting himself worry about it, and some achievements in work, but as a mother, he still feels that his son has not lived happily all these years, but after these few months, his son gave him I feel like a young man who is in love. Every time I go home and don’t stay overnight, I let him go. Young people should have their own lives. I thought this time I finally brought home my girlfriend who was well hidden. But at first glance, it turned out to be the same big man.

This is not the strangest thing, the strangest thing is that my son usually goes in and out of the toilet at night, maybe because he is middle-aged, the quality of sleep is not good, there is a slight sound of running water {the sound of turning on the water heater, there is only one bathroom in the house. } was able to wake up, and just the night before last, I heard the sound of the bed crashing from my son's room. After a few days of serious thinking, Mother Shen decided to ask out the doubts in her heart.

Taking advantage of Cheng Chen's absence to play chess with the old guy, Mother Shen pulled her son aside and asked

"Haozi, tell mom why you haven't got a girlfriend yet, do you have someone you like?" As she spoke, she unconsciously cast her gaze in Lai Chengchen's direction.

Looking at this posture, Shen Hao has nothing to hide.Besides, he wasn't going to hide it from the beginning.

"Mom, do you want to ask what is the relationship between me and Cheng Chen? We are together!"

"..."

"Mom, I know it's hard to accept, but your son and I just like him, and I love him."

"Do not touch me!"

Shen's mother waved Shen Hao's hands to encircle him. The amount of information was too much. She couldn't imagine that her son would fall in love with a man. How could two equally excellent children be together? This would ruin their relationship. In life, it's no wonder that when the child disappeared, he seemed to have lost his soul. It turned out that he was his soul, and only his existence made him complete, but why did it happen to be him, a boy...

Shen's mother rushed to Lai Chengchen with tears all over her face, and cried to him

"You go! Get out of my house! I don't want to see you again!"

"you go……"

"Mom~"

The scene became chaotic in an instant, and Lai Chengchen quickly understood what had happened. He was not confident at all, and he felt guilty for Shen's father and Shen's mother for so many days, enjoying their love, although he knew that everything was his own. It was stolen, but he still didn't expect that the time to wake up from Mengmeng would be so fast, so fast that he thought he could have a bowl of New Year's Eve dinner.

Lai Chengchen couldn't stay any longer, and the guilt in his heart tormented him deeply. He didn't change his ways to refute and defend himself, and he couldn't do anything about it. The other party was Shen Hao's closest family member. What could he do?Run away, let him go alone, haven't I lived alone for so long, it's no big deal, who in the world will stop functioning?It's just why my heart hurts so much that I can suffocate, even if I grab it desperately, it doesn't work, he is his whole world!

"Mom, I'm sorry, but I really can't let go."

Seeing Lai Chengchen rushing out of the door, Shen Hao knew that if he didn't catch up, it would be too late. He would change all his contact information because of his missed appointment. What would he do this time?Will you still be so cruel?No, I will never give him a chance to leave me!

Facing his mother who was still weeping in his father's arms, Shen Hao bowed deeply to the two, and then ran towards that figure.

"Let go! Shen Hao... let go!"

"Don't let it go!"

"Shen Hao! Let me go~"

The two entangled for a long time, and in the end Lai Chengchen still didn't have the strength to let Shen Hao hold him in his arms.

"Lai Chengchen! You fucking look into my eyes!" At this time, Shen Hao was like a caged animal in a cage, making a final roar.

Perhaps Shen Hao had never called himself in such an angry voice, for a moment Lai Chengchen raised his head obediently, and the scene he saw made him cry again, he saw Shen Hao's eyes were suffocated by tears This is the first time he saw Shen Hao crying in front of him. Lai Chengchen's heart was suddenly pulled up like this before. He saved the Milky Way in his previous life so that he had such a deep love. own people.Quietly, like a child who has made a mistake, waiting for Shen Hao to teach him a lesson.

Shen Hao looked at his teary-eyed, painful look, and suppressed the urge to hug him and kiss him dry of tears.

"Lai Chengchen, let me ask you, do you love me?"

"I……"

There is no way to resist his scorching gaze, and I don't want to see the tears he shed for himself.

"Ah."

After getting a satisfactory answer, Lai Chengchen originally thought that he would hug him with his temperament, but he didn't need to, so he still stared at him seriously, only his bloodshot eyes revealed the suppressed emotion of the master at this time.

"Then let me ask you, if someone tells you to leave my side, will you agree? Even if that person is my mother, even if she is pretending how dirty it is for two big men to be together, in the name of our family having no descendants , will you agree? Look at me!"

"I……"

"Don't force me...Shen Hao...don't force me..."

"Just answer me, yes or no."

Lai Chengchen didn't know how to answer. He was suffering in his heart. He knew that Shen Hao's situation was different from his own. He had no mission to carry on the family line, but Shen Hao was different. He was the only son. This concept was deeply rooted in people's minds It has been years, but he has no way to let go of Shen Hao's hand, his embrace, his love for himself, has long bound him tightly to him, inseparable, just like a creeper clinging to a wall , left to wither.

"No, I don't want to leave you. Shen Hao..."

Get the answer you want, hold him tightly in your arms, kiss him, and kiss away all his unhappy and sad tears. From now on, his tears can only be said to be happy.