The young and frivolous I walked with him

"I don't know what happened on the night of checking the test results. You won't answer my call. Wait a minute. I'm not complaining to you. Listen to me."

Soothe the emotions of the person in your arms, let him lean on his chest and feel his heartbeat.

"In terms of feelings, I think I am quite similar to my dad. Once I am determined, there is no way to change it. I remember that when I understood my feelings for you, I was also lost and confused for a while. After all, that When I was young, I couldn't accept the fact that I liked the same sex, but soon I was sure that I liked you, and at the same time I also recognized you. In the six years since we separated, I also tried to date girls. "

Shen Hao deliberately stopped here, wanting to see how Cheng Chen reacted when he heard this.As expected, Cheng Chen's reaction made him very happy.

"Don't run, listen to me, I didn't do anything to be sorry for you."

"When I dated that girl, I didn't feel anything. I thought I was just like the boys around me. Eating with her, going to the library, watching movies together, this is a relationship, but when we broke up, I just realized that I can do these things with any friends around me, and those things that can only be done with couples, the only thing in my heart is you, I don’t know if I will meet you, you I also know that my luck is very bad. When I was studying, as long as I made the choice, it was always wrong. Looking back now, it really is true. I probably used all my good luck on I met you."

"Don't push your nose on your face, what are you doing?"

Taking advantage of his unpreparedness, Shen Hao secretly kissed his mouth, and the moment the man got up, he pulled back and continued.

"Later, I didn't know what my sexual orientation was. After I broke up with that girl, I also tried to be gay, but I never had 419. I'm not afraid of your jokes, but until now I still guard my body for you .And you?"

"Hahaha~hahaha~ I can't do it anymore, I almost lost my temper with laughter, Shen Hao, you are already 25 this year. Hahaha~"

For any man to mention this matter is definitely a minefield.Lai Chengchen hasn't realized that the danger is approaching him.

Shen Hao turned over, pressed Lai Chengchen under him, and kissed him.

"Uh...uh...huh..."

"Do you dare to laugh again?"

"you……"

"Ok?"

"Okay, okay, I won't laugh anymore. It's me, get up."

"Tell me, have you ever been in love? I'll get up, otherwise, you understand."

"……certainly"

Seeing Cheng Chen's dodging gaze, Shen Hao couldn't help but continued to ask, he didn't care about this question, after all, in his opinion, he was already grateful for Cheng Chen's return to his side, and he didn't want anything extravagant.But if the other party is like himself, he doesn't know how to describe his mood at the moment, and he has no way to describe it in words.

Being stared at like this, Lai Chengchen has not yet mastered the ability to open his eyes and tell nonsense.

"Okay, you won. I haven't talked about it. I just talked about a vigorous love with Xuexue. Is it okay? Let me go."

Hearing what he said, Shen Hao of course refused to let go. He didn't continue until the two separated and pulled out the silver wires, and Cheng Chen completely collapsed on his body.

"Okay, let's talk about why I didn't go to school."

Lai Chengchen straightened his body and rested his head on Shen Hao's heart. He had to listen to his heartbeat before listening to his explanation.

"After I checked my grades that night, the results were not as good as usual. I hesitated to call you, but you didn't answer, and you turned off the phone in the end. I thought you were out of order like me, and I was worried all night. , thinking it’s a big deal, let’s repeat the reading together. The next morning, there was an accident. When I woke up, it was already the next day, and the phone was missing. I will go to you after I recover, all your contacts I can't find the way anymore, can you tell me what happened? Why did you move suddenly? Why can't you find all your contacts?"

Hearing Shen Hao's words, Lai Chengchen went from being shocked at the beginning to worrying and regretting at the end.He shouldn't be so impulsive, and shouldn't cut off all contact with everyone because of his parents.Thinking of the despair I waited from morning to dusk at that time, I couldn't accept the feeling of being abandoned for a while, and I cleared all the contact information, because my parents only left me the original apartment, and there was nothing good for me in this city For those who are nostalgic, I arrived at the city where the school is located early, and I haven't been back for so many years.Would he still look forward to meeting him on the corner of the street one day, but he never went back.

"Then how are you doing now?" Although Shen Hao didn't say what the accident was or how scary the scene was, he couldn't help being worried when he heard that he only woke up the next day.

"Are you stupid? It's been so many years. If you are worried and distressed, kiss me and I will forgive you"

"Don't make trouble, tell me where the injury is?"

The more Shen Hao didn't tell him, the more worried he became.

"Okay~ Just show it to you, it's just a minor operation, the left shoulder clavicle is fractured."

Seeing Shen Hao pull down his collar, revealing a pink scar, and seeing the "CC" tattooed on the scar, Cheng Chen's tears could no longer hold back, he didn't expect Shen Hao to put himself in such an important position. He can’t think about what would happen if he didn’t come here and find him, but fortunately, all of these are just assumptions, assumptions are things that don’t exist, and now he is lying on his body and listening to him beating heartbeat, everything is real.

"Chengchen, don't cry. Look at me, what a big deal, how long it's been, compared to this pain, your tears hurt me more."