The young and frivolous I walked with him

Looking at the classmates who kept tidying up and coming in and out.

"Are you going back?"

"No"

"Then I won't go back."

Every year, the college entrance examination will be closed three days in advance. Their school is the science examination room in the urban area. The school arranges the examination room in advance of the holiday. Students can take this opportunity to adjust their status and prepare for the challenge.

Most boarding students choose to go home to prepare for the exam.

"How many people stayed in your dormitory?" Lai Chengchen asked. When he learned that the other party would not go home like himself, he was very happy. Maybe it was because he felt that spending the last few days together was better than staying at home alone. Doing unnecessary review, it's good to come.

"Probably just me, why?"

"That's great, I'll move to your bedroom."

"what?"

"I said, I'll move to your dormitory. Anyway, it's the last few days. I don't care, I'm the only one left in my dormitory." Lai Chengchen was afraid that Shen Hao would refuse, so he explained seriously. He didn't know why. I must get Shen Hao's consent, I just think it's good to be with him.Perhaps it is a habit formed in the past three years, no matter when he is always by his side.

"Well, I'll clean up later, let's go eat now."

"it is good."

Although I know that Shen Hao rarely refuses to my request {he has never refused once}, I already knew that he would agree, but hearing him say it out is different.

……

"Is there anything else to bring?"

"Not anymore. It seems."

"Let's go then"

"Wait a minute, let me mention it, you have mentioned too much"

"Let's go, take everything."

"..."

Time is really cruel. When you are well protected by someone unknowingly, when he disappears, you will think of him unconsciously every day in your daily life. When eating alone, you will think of him. When I was here, I didn’t worry about being late at all. The cafeteria was sold out long ago, and I didn’t worry about forgetting where to put important things. How heavy my own box is... Every day after that, every inadvertent move reminds me of what it would be like to have him around.

Shen Hao didn't expect that after three years, from the beginning to the end, the two of them returned to the original point, they still lived in the same dormitory together, sometimes the fate is so wonderful, at the beginning it was obviously the farthest apart The class in my class was later divided into one group. Two unrelated boys started a relationship like this. At first I thought that with the start of school, this friendship that only lasted for one week would always fade away in three years. I can imagine that for three whole years, each other has witnessed every step of each other's growth. During the three years, he has participated in every day of his life. What a proud and happy thing, although it is not the best time for each other Met each other, but left a strong stroke in each other's youth memories.

"Do you think it's fate? We live together again, hehe" Lai Chengchen lazily lying on the bed sighed to Shen Hao.

"Yeah, that's how it started and ended"

"Well, it seems that we are really suitable to be good brothers." Originally, Lai Chengchen wanted to say that we are really destined, but when I think about it, I always feel weird and unnatural when I think about it between two big boys. I just found an excuse and accepted the stalk.

When Shen Hao heard Lai Chengchen say this, he couldn't help but smile wryly.Could it be that the definition between them can only be: brothers?dude?Such words may be the highest evaluation and affirmation of a boy's friendship, but what he wanted was never friendship. From the moment he understood his feelings, what kept tormenting him was that Lai Chengchen kept telling him what he loved him. Feelings are understood as a part of friendship, but what he wants is never for him to treat himself from the standpoint of a friend, so that he can only suppress his feelings while spurning his feelings towards those who regard him as a buddy. Dirty mind.Every time he heard him say that he is the best brother or buddy, Shen Hao wanted to hold him and let him look at him. He never had any brotherly affection for him, and he never regarded him as a buddy. treat!However, he knew that he couldn't do it, he was afraid, he was afraid to see him showing disgust at him, and he was afraid that he could stand by his side for no reason.So, think about it, the current situation I have caused is also caused by myself, it is all myself...

"Hey, are you asleep?"

"No"

"After the exam, let's go on a trip. It's been three years, and every time I've been stunned by my studies, how about having a good time and having fun while the results haven't come out after the exam?"

Speaking of which, Lai Chengchen got up from the bed and looked in the direction of Shen Hao's bed. Even in the dark, Shen Hao could accurately see his pair of eyes that were still shining even in the dark when he turned his head.

"Why do you want to travel?" Shen Hao didn't agree for a while. Although graduation trips are basically on the agenda at this time every year, he really wants to know why Lai Chengchen didn't choose to be with his family but by himself.Maybe he still has expectations, at least in his heart, his status may be a little more important than he thinks, but he doesn't know what position he stands in to see himself.

"I've always wanted to go to Jiuzhaigou, but I haven't had the chance. There are still more than ten days before the results come out. I feel sorry for myself if I don't have a good time. Do you want to go? Give me a word"

Lai Chengchen thought that if Shen Hao rejected him, he would not go, because he didn't know whether the two of them would be in the same city as planned, so he took advantage of the fact that he still didn't know anything about the future. When you are alone, it is most important to be with the people you care about.

"go."

"I knew it, well, don't talk about it, go to bed early and adjust the time, start tomorrow, let's review together."

Lai Chengchen lay down satisfied.For him now, rather than the so-called nervousness before the high school, it is better to say that he has long been looking forward to the trip of the two of them.Students who have gone through the final review stage know about exams. They have already been numb in the exams, and the exams are hard on the outside and tender on the inside. There is a popular saying in the market: There is no worst time, only worse.Of course, this is basically the case for Lai Chengchen: there is no best time, only better.So of course all his thoughts were focused on the future travel.

Shen Hao is also concentrating on traveling, but Shen Hao's state of mind is completely different. After struggling, he decided that no matter how Lai Chengchen's attitude towards him will change in the future, this time is also the last and best. Opportunity, he wants to show his cards to Lai Chengchen, and confess that he has never had any kind of classmate or brotherhood towards him, and he has never treated him as his buddy from the beginning to the end, and he likes him, yes, boys like girls That kind of liking, the only difference is that it was only used on one boy to another boy, but the nature has not changed, no matter what the result is, it has been three years, if it was impulsive and naive at the beginning, then after three years It is still the same, only increasing and not decreasing.As for the final trial, I will leave it to Lai Chengchen to decide, and there should be an understanding in the end.