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Francis: "..."

Francis suddenly remembered what little Arthur said to himself that day.

Not a country, but a person.

At that time, he didn't care about him thinking that Arthur was evading his responsibilities at that time, but now calm down and think about it. If Arthur's words are true, is it possible that little Arthur was really an ordinary person before he was born and became a country? ?

Is it an ordinary Chinese?

"Are you leaving?" The nun asked with a smile when she saw Francis who had been sitting for almost a whole day, "Have you found the answer you want?"

"Answer?" Francis smiled self-deprecatingly, "I didn't find it, but there seems to be another question." Although it sounds absurd.

The nun just smiled and made a cross: "God will bless you."

The author has something to say: this chapter is dedicated to Francis, and I don’t know if the next chapter has someone else’s perspective...

☆、There is someone I love here

I always think about how to change my destiny, but I don't find that every step of my motivation to change makes me walk on the track of destiny.

【"... Efforts may not necessarily lead to success, but doing nothing will change nothing."】

same,

Paying does not necessarily result in rewards, and nothing is rewarded if nothing is paid.

understood.

Why do I always remember this sentence after spending so many years.

She wanted to tell me it was true.

Even if I fail, if I just give up and do nothing - then I will regret it.

The origin is on me, so the ending should also be on me.

【"Everything will end, everything will end."】

Because my history will advance, and I can also destroy history.

Knowledge has a different price to pay.

Perhaps the history here has long been changed by me.

Think about it, in my last life, France and the UK were enemies at all. The UK and the US were nothing special, while the UK and China... were just passers-by.

But here, we have this inexplicable relationship, and there are countless red threads that tie us together.

And it was I, Arthur Kirkland, who cast these red threads.

Yeah, I should have known, I've lost friends, I've lost family, I've lost everything to tell me about it.

It started with me, and it will end with me after all.

"My lord, the boss asks you to go back."

"I'm not going back," I said to the soldier with a smile, "tell the boss that I may not be able to go back."

He seemed to want to say something but I turned around and left.

Well, I have a lot of things to do now.

No regrets.

It's a bit more reassuring to end it thoroughly.

"Arthur? Why did you come to hero?" Al was still eating a hamburger on the sofa, and when he saw him coming, he was so frightened that he sprayed foam on my face.

I couldn't help but stepped forward and grabbed his ears and beat him a few times: "Al, hasn't it been too long since you guys have been beaten!"

"Hahahahahaha, I'm just kidding, Arthur, put your fist down first." After Al Hao said he was sorry, I sat on the sofa opposite him indignantly.

A cup of black tea appeared in front of me, Al blinked his eyes and thought about something, then laughed and said to me: "Speaking of which, hero thought that Arthur would keep hiding after listening to what I said last time. I didn't expect you to be so Come see me again—”

As he said that, his smile was a bit flat: "You won't be——have you thought about it?"

"Yeah, I've thought about it," I said indifferently, "I like you Al very much."

It would cause him to look at me in bewilderment.

My tone is very ordinary, just like the tone of today's breakfast.

"I like you very much. I miss the time when we used to play together, eat together, look at the garden together, and paint together, Alfred," I looked at him with serious eyes all my life, "I actually like you very much."

He was still in a daze, his eyes were full of surprise, joy, and some panic.

"Is what you said true?"

"Of course," I stood up and touched his hair like the two of us before, "You are my family, even if you leave my side, you will leave an indelible mark in my heart."

After I finished speaking, I left.

Al was still happy about something in the room.

That's fine, if there is another chance.

I want to watch daisies with him, sleep in the flowers, and watch the stars in the flowers.

Of course these are just my thoughts.

I looked at my watch. It was time to see Francis.

The author has something to say: ah, a few more chapters should be coming to an end.

Yes, it's over! !Not happy!Gao is not happy!Not surprisingly!Surprised or not! ! [It is agreed in advance that blades are not allowed to be sent! 】

☆、Francis the Great Detective

"I really didn't expect you to take the initiative to come to me..." Francis' tone was a little surprised, his purple eyes moved away from talking and looked at me casually, even a little jokingly, "Little Arthur, my brother has been waiting for you for a long time. "

I sat on the chair opposite him and picked up the wine glass on the table and glanced at him: "You know I will come to you?"

"Half and half," he didn't finish a sentence, but reached out to take down the wine glass in my hand and ordered someone to make a pot of tea for me, "If you don't come, brother, I'll go find you."

"You really like to come to me."

He has been like this since before, and he likes to go to my place to provoke me in various ways.

But it's different now, at least I understand the truth now.

"Don't you wonder why I went to find you?"

When he asked me, there was a lot of unknown in his eyes, and he seemed a little anxious.

I have a bad feeling.

"I, why am I curious!"

Ah, I'm stuttering again...

Francis didn't speak but just looked at me quietly. This was really not his style. I blushed a little when he stared at me, so I could only keep my head down and drink tea to cover it up.

I feel that the atmosphere today is a bit strange. Before I came to him, Francis would stick to me in various ways, and then insisted on pulling me to see some scenery and food in his country to make fun of me.

But today, he didn't say anything... This is not right.

"that matter,"

He spoke so suddenly that I didn't react for a while.

As if he knew that I didn't know what he was talking about, Francis repeated again: "What happened yesterday, it's been a night, how are you thinking?"

"Ah..." I was asked by him while holding a teacup, and my thoughts drifted back to yesterday.

It seems like yesterday... It seems that someone confessed to me...

...Oops, I totally forgot about this today...

"Little Arthur, have you...forgot about this?"

"puff!"

I squirted the tea all over Francis's face with perfect precision.

Why did he just say what I was thinking? ? ?

"Sorry... I just slipped my tongue," I awkwardly picked up the restaurant paper on the table and stood up and bent over to wipe the water off Francis' face.

But before I could reach him, one hand grabbed my arm and pulled me forward.

"Little Arthur, in fact, my brother just thought of a question..." His face was very close to me, very close, and the breath he exhaled was directly on my face, "Did you say..."

"'I am not a country, but a person.' Something like that."

At that moment, I felt my heart beat a beat slower.

I looked at Francis in disbelief, but I didn't know how to veto this matter.

He, why did he suddenly ask such a question? !

"So..." He smiled at me wider and wider, "Am I right?"

"No!" I replied reflexively, but the moment I met his eyes, I was a little scared, "I, I, I... I didn't say..."

"My lovely little Arthur~ Brother, did I ever tell you that when you lie, you will stammer, your face will turn red, and your eyes will not dare to look at me?" He smiled.

Smiled and said to me.

But I felt bitingly cold and sweated. I never thought that one day this kind of thing would be exposed or guessed, and the first person to know was Francis.

"Then I'm guessing..."

While talking, he took out the tissue in my hand and smiled and wiped the sweat on my face due to tension.

"When you were human, were you a Chinese?"

The author has something to say: ah...why do you use a 40-meter sword? !You, don't you love me? !

Boom... Even if you threaten me!I've figured out the ending too! 【Escape with the lid on】

☆, actually I

Cold sweat kept running down my head.

I felt like my body was trembling with fear.

Unexpectedly, Francis guessed it.

"You are a Chinese, and you come from a relatively distant time," Francis said softly, stroking my face very gently and helping me wipe off the sweat from time to time, "I'm right, little Arthur~"

"Hu, nonsense!"

I wanted to break free from him, but was pulled harder by him.

"Then you look into my brother's eyes," he raised my chin so that I had to look into his eyes, "tell me, what I just said is false."

"I……"

talk,

say it quickly

To say otherwise is simply absurd, it is very simple, just say it, so...

Say it quickly.

Come on...

Why can't I open my mouth, why can't I say a thousand words of rebuttal.

"I do not……"

"Little Arthur,"

His hands were gently wiping my face, his chin rested on my shoulders, his head turned slightly, and I felt that my head could touch his lips just by tilting my ears a little.

"There are three things you lie about. You stutter when you speak, your face turns red, and you don't dare to look directly into the other person's eyes. I said it just now."

I:"……"

"You are so cute~"

I didn't speak but reached out and hugged Francis back. This move surprised Francis a little, but he still enjoyed hugging me back.

"As you said..."

Admit it.

What the hell are you hiding?

After thousands of years, what exactly do I want to cover up, and how long do I have to cover up.

"I'm Chinese, my name is Sun Ke."

said it...

I said it.

I am alone.

A man named Sun Ke.

I bring up people who shouldn't exist in this era.

I have been aware of my existence all these years, but I have always denied my existence.

Sun Ke, is she still alive?

I do not know.

Does Arthur Kirkland exist?

existing.

These two cannot exist at the same time.

"As expected~" Francis looked at me meaningfully, tracing my eyes with slender fingers.Contour to nose to lips.

He seems to have always liked it.

Describing something I don't know.

Francis is smart.

"Are you really not curious?"

I suddenly said, "Aren't you curious why this happened?!"

"Brother, I'm very curious~ But," Francis said to me with a smile, keeping his hands in front of his mouth, "I guess, little Arthur, you don't know why, do you?"

I:"……"

I think I might be wrong. Francis is not as smart as I thought, but much smarter than I thought.

Why didn't I find out before...

"Actually, brother, I used to suspect that little Arthur was a bit like an ordinary person, but Wang Yao hadn't appeared at that time, and you didn't do anything special, brother, so I didn't think about it any further."

"Now that I think about it, you really are the most special~"

I don't understand why the original Francis began to doubt me.

He seemed to see my doubts, smiled and pointed to his head: "Little Arthur's thinking is different from ours."

Me: "...different?"

Francis thought about it with a distressed expression, and then slapped his palms fiercely: "Whether it is in the past or now, I think the little Arthur in the future will be the same... because some of your actions are more like some 'people' than the country. way of doing."

"You are really special, little Arthur~"

"Do you feel that the history of this world is actually revolving around you and happening around you?"

……Do not make jokes……

The world is exactly the same as my previous world, the Hundred Years' War, the War of Independence, opium smuggling, maritime supremacy...

There is no difference at all...

absolutely not?

"It's like, I love you so I want to fight and conquer you, and little Al started to be independent because he loves you. As for Wang Yao's current results... Isn't it also caused by you?"

Francis said.

Talking about some facts.

All of these are facts.

What I didn't realize was that the history I hated had always been my cogwheel.

【I'm always thinking about how to change my destiny, but I don't find that every step of my motivation to change makes me walk on the track of destiny. 】

"Now, Francis, I have something to tell you."

I stood on tiptoe and asked Francis to come over.

The other party glanced at the forehead suspiciously, but also bent down and brought his ears closer.

I saw the right moment, wrapped his head violently, and kissed him like a slam.

Francis was surprised, his body froze for a moment, he had no reaction at first, and then he pushed me away violently.

He looked at me in shock and grabbed my wrist: "What do you want?"

"Thank you, I am very happy."

I have answered your confession.

Don't wait for an answer anymore because you won't have any more questions to ask later.

I actually,

There are many things I want to tell you.

For example, I was a little happy when I was kissed by you.

For example, when I know you like me, I also feel happy to say it.

For example, I didn't object so much when I adopted Matthew with you.

For example, I really hope that you and Al get along peacefully.

For example, I envied your long hair when I was a child.

But these words don't seem to be what Arthur Kirkland should say.

Long story short.

"Actually, I seem to like you a little bit."

A nation is never dead.

Except for his own desire to perish from the bottom of his heart.

"Arthur!!!"

I seem to hear someone calling me.

Who is it?

Francis?Wang Yao?Al?

I don't know.

It seems that there is no need to know.

The author has something to say: I am sick to update...Jinjiang smoked it. I originally sent it once and then half of it disappeared. I typed it again [QAQ is sick in bed], ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ! !

Ah, yes, this chapter is not the end, it is not the end, it is not the end!The end is in the next chapter.

It's my mother [probably]

☆、My name is Sun Ke

"Sun Ke..."

"Sun Ke!"

"Sun Ke."

It was like waking up from a big dream.

Open your eyes and see the white ceiling, white sheets, white clothes, and white masks.

Seeing my awakening, the expressions of the group of people were a little ecstatic.

A woman stood with tears in her face and hugged me the moment I sat up.

"Sun Ke...you finally woke up..."

Either I'm crazy, or this woman is crazy.

I haven't been called by my name for a long time...

It's been a long time...

I tried to push the woman away but accidentally pulled my hair.

I looked down and found that the long black hair fell on the bed like a waterfall and fell to the ground.

Same hair as Wang Yao...whose is this?

I tugged at the long black hair curiously, a pain broke out on my scalp, and I didn't react for a while.

This is...my hair?

wrong……

wrong,

wrong!

I don't have long hair nor black hair because I'm British...

because I am……

U.K?

I was stunned.

I couldn't think for a while, and stared blankly at the group of people asking me questions in a hurry.

I opened my hands and saw a pair of extremely pale and thin hands and arms.

I lifted up my blouse in a daze and saw what a woman should have.

I can't believe everything here.

I am back……

came back,

everything is over……

everything is over?

Will not.

I was a little flustered in my heart, I couldn't believe it and didn't accept that it happened.

why?

Shouldn't you be happy to be back?

Why……

Why did the tears come out.

Have I been dreaming before?

I have endured so much, are so many things that happened a dream?

Is it just a dream?

Not worth it.

I resisted, obeyed, and struggled for so long, all fake?

is that a lie……

It all happened so suddenly.

"Sister! Sister..." A little boy and a little girl next to me cried and pulled my clothes, "Sister...you have been sleeping for three months."

elder sister?

……elder sister

I seem to have a brother and sister before?

Have it?

I do not remember.

I forgot.

It's been so long, I forgot.

"Sun Ke..."

When I woke up, the woman holding me suddenly called me, "Are you feeling better?"

I tilted my head and looked at the woman, feeling familiar but not familiar with this face.

"Who are you?"

She was stunned and then suddenly hugged me in her arms: "Sun Ke...I am your mother."

Mother?

I should have a mother who told me a lot.

But is it her?

Is it this face?

I can't remember it at all.

"I... am a country..."

My mother cried and shook her head and hugged me: "Sun Ke, you are alone."

I was stunned, as if I opened my eyes for the first time many years ago, my first boss said a word to me.

【"Arthur, you are a country."】

I am back.

Sun Ke is back.

Does Sun Ke exist?

presence.

Does Arthur Kirkland still exist?

I do not know.

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I was recuperating in the hospital for a month before I came out. During the days in the hospital, many of my friends here came to see me.

But I don't remember anything.

Some of them say they are my classmates, some say they are my girlfriends, some say they are my relatives, but in my eyes, everyone is a strange face.

"I'm leaving the hospital."

A person told me who was bowing his head and thinking.

I just nodded without speaking, but my thoughts were still in the 'dream'.

The other party sighed and sat next to me and looked at me: "Arthur...that's not your fault."

I was stunned.

I looked back blankly and saw a familiar face.

"Wang... Wang Yao?"

I didn't even dare to say it out loud, because I was afraid that people would disappear in the next second.

The other party smiled at me tenderly: "It's me."

"Wang Yao!"

I cried and lay on his lap, turning what I didn't want to say into tears and cried out.

If you don't show up, I really have to think I'm having a dream.

A dream that cannot tell whether it is joy or pain.

Great……

Great, it's not a dream.

I fell asleep after crying for a long time.

Woke up again with my mom nearby, she told me that Wang Yao had left because he seemed to have some work to do.

He is a country.

My mother said it was very strange why Wang Yao cared about one person's affairs. China is a big country with 13 billion people, and I am just one of them now. Wang Yao has many things to do every day but he only comes to see me.

I didn't speak and just sat on the bed quietly.

There are some things that can no longer be distinguished from true to false.

A week later, I was downgraded and enrolled with my new high school classmates.

To be honest, I have forgotten a lot of knowledge in junior high school, but the only subject is history.

I've never had one that wouldn't.

But it is a pity that I will not become a historical writer, because I am not good at other liberal arts and I am studying fine arts.

Three years later I went abroad.

I was admitted to an art school in the UK.

I walked out on British soil with some nostalgia.

In the past, I was the land here, I was the government here, and I was the people here.

I miss it so much.

I look here now as a human being.

There's so much to say that I don't know where to start.

Sitting on a bench watching the night scene of England, I couldn't help laughing out loud.

It's beautiful.

UK now.

"Isn't this lady beautiful here?"

A man walked up to me and sat in the vacant seat next to me.

"I just love it here."

He told me.

The deep voice made my heart skip a beat.

"Hhhhhh, this place will be my hero from now on!"

Another man came over with a hamburger and a Coke and said hello when he saw me.

"Hello young lady! I'm a hero!"

"How old do you call yourself a hero?" The man sitting next to me fell asleep with a bit of disgust, and shook his hair, "Hello, beautiful lady, you can call me Nissan~"

I looked at the two people and couldn't think for a while.

They don't know me anymore.

Yup……

Don't know me for so long.

"Didn't you come here to find Arthur, Francis, why are you flirting with girls?" Al blamed while sipping Coke.

"Ah—England is not small. Is little Arthur so easy to find?"

After speaking, there were sparks and lightning in the eyes of the two of them.

"Hahahahaha...hahahahaha, it's been so long, the relationship between you two...hasn't changed at all, hahahahaha"

I couldn't restrain myself from looking up to the sky and laughing, causing passers-by to watch me, but I still couldn't help laughing.

long time,

I haven't seen this scene for a long time.

I miss it so much.

After a long time, I wiped away my tears and held out my hand to the two of them with a smile: "Hello, my name is Sun Ke, a Chinese."

"In the past, it was called Arthur Kirkland."

☆、Concluding remarks

It's over.

It's over.

In fact, I have a lot of things to say, but I forgot a lot when I typed this chapter.

I read the text and hope that the text has a good ending, but when I write the text, I like to write a bad ending.

To be honest, Sun will not have a good ending if it is logical. Of course, if I write like that, I will definitely be hung up and beaten, so it is still an explanation.

When I first came up with this idea, I thought that if you time travel, you must time travel to become Wang Yao?Someone has already written this stalk and I prefer reverse thinking, so it’s better for the Chinese to travel to other countries.

I had an idea on a whim and then found that I had even thought about the middle one.

I couldn't help but opened a hole with my hand.

To be honest, this article is the most successful one I have written so far.

It makes me feel like I can't understand what I'm writing when I write it myself.

Generally speaking, all kinds of literary and artistic pretense made me unable to understand what I wrote, which shows that I really succeeded in writing [serious face]

The purpose of writing this article is to express that everyone has difficulties and sometimes is forced to do so. There are no bad people in the world, but everyone has an involuntary past behind them.

From China's point of view, Britain is the aggressor, but Sun Ke is also for the people.

If many articles are written from the victim, then I will start from the aggressor.

Every country is always the greatest in the hearts of its own people.

Just like us, China is the greatest country in the world. What I keep is Chinese blood, and what I grow are Chinese bones. I will be Chinese in this life, and I will be Chinese in my next life, and I will always be.

There is no right or wrong in the world, only different perspectives.

Be yourself, even if your choice may be wrong, you will be like Sun Ke, and there will be someone behind you who likes you.

So laugh out loud, let the people you like see you and tell them that you are doing well, it may be like a sentence Sun Ke said when he was confused.

【"Don't follow in my footsteps."】

Regarding Sun Ke's final CP, I once said that I don't really like to clearly write who the hero is. I will give everyone a little room for imagination, and the ending is the one you hope for.

As for myself, I naturally like Uncle Fa very much, probably influenced by the first Hetalia novel I read, I like this couple very much.

Of course, I have not ordered sugar [glass slag] for your good tea.

Finish the flower.

That's the only thing I want to say right now.

It's been a great experience going from just a few comments per chapter to now having a dozen per chapter.

Thank you for your support, otherwise I would not have written this post.

thank you all.

Finish the flower.

Finish the scattered flowers.

The end of scattered flowers - and no extra episodes!