Sinus tachycardia

He was very grateful to Chen Donglin for his thoughtfulness, seeing through but not revealing. With just one sentence, Qin Xu was relieved.

Chen Donglin may not be his teacher anymore, but he will be his roommate and friend. In comparison, the latter two are much closer, and the status of teacher is not worth mentioning.

The two of them didn't get entangled in this matter. Qin Xu still followed Chen Donglin as his little tail. After just a few days at work, Chen Donglin kept receiving visits and greetings from colleagues, but fortunately, most of the time in the ICU was closed Wearing a mask largely avoided his embarrassment.It's just that Ling Shuang appeared more and more often, and she swayed in front of Dong Lin twice when she was free, and said that the ICU was too busy and she came to support her.A pretty girl is always irresistible, Chen Donglin has nothing to say, and gradually got used to it later.Qin Xu did not refuse the director's proposal, but said that he would wait until after the National Day. The director expressed his understanding and did not try to persuade him.

Half a month is fleeting. As long as Chen Donglin sticks to the last day of work today, he will usher in a four-day National Day holiday. Others only have three days. He pretends to be indifferent on the surface and is very proud of himself.

It's just that this pride didn't last long.Hu Jinxu suddenly suffered a cardiac arrest. Although the chance of him waking up is very small, as long as his family members have not given up, he has to rescue him.

The monitor beeped continuously, Chen Donglin stepped aside to let Qin Xu perform resuscitation, just after some improvement, ventricular fibrillation occurred again, the nurse quickly pushed the defibrillator, Chen Donglin told them all to stand away, after defibrillation, Qin Xu continued to press, almost After one reincarnation, Hu Jinxu's heartbeat recovered.This kind of rescue is very common, and there was one rescue the night before, and the frequency became more and more frequent, which can only prove one thing, Hu Jinxu is really dying.

However, his family members could not be contacted. All three meals were delivered by takeaways. The calls were either unanswered or turned off. Chen Donglin hadn't been able to get through with his own mobile phone before. He probably added the number to the blacklist. Xu called the phone, and answered it as soon as it rang.

"Your son is being rescued." Chen Donglin said this quickly after getting through the call, fearing that the other side would hang up again.

The person on the other side of the phone paused for a moment, and then there was a suppressed cry. The irritability in Chen Donglin's heart was eliminated in this way. He paused for a moment, and then said seriously:

"I'm Chen Donglin, your son's attending doctor. He was just being rescued, and his condition is not very good. I hope you can come to the hospital. If there is any problem, let's sit down and talk about it."

"I know I owe the hospital a lot of money, but there is nothing we can do. Our family doesn't have that much money at all. Your hospital is a place where people die. Don't you just want me to donate his organs? Can't I donate?" He Mom hung up the phone with a bang.

Chen Donglin returned the phone to Qin Xu with a calm face, but he was shocked in his heart. He didn't know anything about organ donation. He had indeed told the director many questions about Hu Jinxu, but the director also had a headache and there was nothing he could do.

He called the director, and the director explained to him on the other end of the phone.Indeed, the matter of Hu Jinxu is very difficult. Until now, the accumulated medical expenses he owed have exceeded [-]. The director reported it to the leader. If this is the case, how can the hospital gain a foothold in the future?Every patient said that he had no money, and it was obviously unrealistic for the hospital to advance the medical expenses.The only solution to this problem is organ donation.Hu Jinxu is a young man, and his organs are very suitable for donation.This decision was also made two days ago. The director was too busy and forgot to tell Chen Donglin.

Chen Donglin let out a deep breath after hanging up the phone, trying to calm down the hidden compassion in his heart, and then told himself that this is the best solution, instead of lingering on his last days and wasting medical resources, it is better to donate his organs. benefit others.

Hu Jinxu's mother was late when she was about to get off work, and she asked to go in and see Hu Jinxu.Ben was not allowed to enter except during visiting hours, but Chen Donglin agreed.

At this time, the nurses were on shift, and before the evening shift, they had to wipe the patient’s face and body. Hu Jinxu’s mother didn’t ask the nurse to help, and silently wiped Hu Jinxu’s face with a towel by herself. His mother didn't quite look like him, because his head was deformed due to lying down for too long, and he was tall, with his feet almost reaching the end of the bed.If it is not intubated and the monitor is connected to the body, it looks no different from a normal person who is asleep.

She wiped every place of Hu Jinxu carefully, trimmed his nails, and then covered the quilt neatly. She had no expression when doing this series of things, perhaps because of the long-term grief. She became numb, maybe she had chosen to accept the fact.

Chen Donglin had been off work for more than half an hour, but he didn't urge her.He is born with a higher ability to understand other people's emotions than ordinary people. He has never experienced the pain of bereavement. In fact, since he was a child, his family was harmonious, his parents were loving, and he received much more love and care than ordinary people. He didn't know that he Where did this ability to empathize come from? Even though Hu Jinxu's mother didn't say anything, he could feel the other party's despair and sadness.

Hu Jinxu's mother sat on a chair in the waiting room, staring at the opposite wall, without saying a word.Chen Donglin rubbed his nose, he could only speak first.

"In Hu Jinxu's situation, there is very little chance of waking up, and the situation is getting worse and worse."

"I know your family's situation. Even if we don't talk about money, it's useless for him to be here all the time."

"We did everything we could, sorry."

He wanted to add that organ donation is also a continuation of life, and it is a very meaningful thing. If you can help others, you are helping yourself.

But he couldn't say it, because he compared his heart with his heart.

"I know, they've said all these things to me, and they also said that there are many people who are dying and they need healthy organs, and they hope that I can understand the pain of the other person who is about to lose a loved one, rather than let him leave this world like this , it is better to make death meaningful."

"I have no education and no education, but I think what they said is very reasonable, but how do I understand it? They are about to lose their relatives, and I have already lost my only son."

"His father doesn't care about these things at all. He beats me when he hears me, and beats me when he sees me crying secretly. He thinks it's all my fault. If I didn't discipline him well, he wouldn't take drugs. If he didn't take drugs , wouldn’t be in rehab, and all of this wouldn’t happen.”

"But it's already like this, what can I do? Isn't it just donating organs? If my son can survive, donate mine. I will give you whatever you want, but can my son come back? Can he come back? Ah ?”

She whispered at the beginning, then choked with pain, and finally beat her chest and feet.Chen Donglin didn't dare to look at her, and even started to ring in his ears. He stood up and took a deep breath, took out a tissue from his pocket and handed it to her. She didn't pick it up, but just wiped her face with her hand, turned around and left without looking at Chen Donglin. .

Chen Donglin put away the hand that was neglected to pass the paper, opened his pocket, and used the pocket to cover his trembling hand. He turned around expressionlessly, and saw Qin Xu looking at him calmly.Chen Donglin didn't speak, and walked towards the duty room after missing his body, and even quickened his pace. He hoped that Qin Xu would not follow, he didn't want Qin Xu to see his unprofessional side. For him, a doctor cannot be calm In the face of death, how can we face the family members who have been defeated by death?

He didn't go home, but wandered around Guangshan City, from elementary school to junior high school, from junior high school to high school, until he couldn't walk anymore, sat down in an unknown park and looked back on his first half of life, everything went smoothly , wishful thinking.

He suddenly missed the old lady very much, very much.

Chen Donglin took a taxi back home, the old lady was playing chess, and his father was opposite, the two old men were so happy to see their son back, they threw the chess away.

"Son, why are you back? Are you on holiday for National Day?" The old lady took his hand and sat down on the sofa.

"No, I just missed you, so I came back to see you." Chen Donglin grinned.

From the moment he stepped into the home, he was less of a doctor and more like a wronged child who wanted to return home for protection.Chen's father and Chen's mother were considerate and did not ask him anything, maintaining his most basic self-esteem as an adult. Chen Donglin felt that if they asked him, he might cry, not because he was weak, but because he was struggling in front of his parents. If you insist on being strong and independent, it will collapse completely.

He slept on the bed he was familiar with. The quilt smelled like the sun, fluffy and soft.Just like the embrace of his mother when he was young, it was enough to forget all the sorrows and troubles, maybe because of tiredness, maybe because of peace of mind, Chen Donglin slept very soundly, early the next morning, he left a note for the two old people, and hurriedly leave.

When the old lady got up and saw the note, she couldn't help complaining: "I left without eating breakfast. I blamed you at the beginning. You asked him to study medicine. He was so busy that he didn't have time for vacation."

Chen's father only felt that he was wronged. It was Chen Donglin's own decision to study medicine, and all he did was persuade his mother.

"Isn't it okay to have breakfast with you? What do you want to eat, and I'll buy it for you?"

The old lady didn't speak, but Chen's father knew that it was still her favorite porridge with longan and white fungus.

When Chen Donglin got home, Qin Xu had already gone to work, and there was actually a bowl of preserved egg and lean meat porridge on the dining table, with the time left on it, just an hour ago.Moreover, the bowl used to hold the porridge was still a home bowl, not a disposable one outside. When he opened the rice cooker, he saw that there were still some left in it.Chen Donglin took a sip and thought it was pretty good. Compared with the egg fried rice last time, it was a world of difference.He found that the door of Qin Xu's room was open. Although he knew that Qin Xu was not at home, he knocked on the door and said to the air, I'm coming in.

The room hasn't changed much, there is a medical journal on the bedside table, there are no extra items, and things are still in good order, but he smells a little sandalwood. He walked around the room and found it on the window sill. Incense, but usually, he didn't notice any smell on Qin Xu's body at all.

Chen Donglin went back to bed and lay down. The WeChat group was all explaining about going to Longxi Mountain tomorrow. Chen Donglin signed up and didn't say anything in the group.It didn't take long for the director to chat with him privately.

Director Lin: Hu Jinxu's mother agreed to organ donation.