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Tomorrow is Chen Donglin's 40-year-old college student. He was just promoted to the deputy high school last year, and he seems to be one of the top leaders in the emergency department. Feeling a little melancholy because of the passing of time, after all, he is no longer young, but the person next to his pillow is just like the sun.

That's right, Chen Donglin suffered from insomnia again. It is now three o'clock in the morning. Since the past two years, he has started to sleep lightly. No matter how tired he is during the day, he can't sleep well at night. He always wakes up in the middle of the night, and then struggles from half asleep until dawn.After Chen Donglin lay on his side for a long time, he couldn't help wanting to change his position, but with only a slight movement, the person beside him subconsciously clung to him and hugged his neck. Chen Donglin couldn't help but raised his hand to gently stroke his broken Hair, but was held by Qin Xu when he withdrew his hand.

"Woke up again?" Qin Xu opened his eyes.

Chen Donglin didn't want to speak, he blinked and then closed it again.Qin Xu followed his back soothingly. This method always had a miraculous effect on Chen Donglin. Before long, Chen Donglin could continue to sleep lightly. But for Qin Xu, it would inevitably affect his rest. Because of this, Qin Xu Xu's sleep was also quite shallow, and as long as Chen Donglin moved a little, he would faintly wake up.

Ever since Qin Xu got his job on track, he had the cheek to borrow money from Qin Wei to buy a house in the area of ​​the hospital and the old lady's house, and kept it from Chen Donglin until two months after the decoration was completed and left to dry. No accident, Chen Donglin scolded him, it was nothing more than saying that he made up his own mind, Qin Xu took it one by one, no matter how cold Chen Donglin was, he would stick to it persistently, grinding Chen Donglin to nothing. temper.

But this does not mean that Chen Donglin will compromise and move there. Until a month later, Chen Donglin quietly bought a car, drove to the downstairs of the community, and then called Qin Xu to open the window. After the window was opened, he seemed to be protesting. Honked the horn a few times, then raised an eyebrow at Qin Xu.

Qin Xu was nearsighted upstairs, so he didn't see Chen Donglin's expression at all. He took out his spectacles and put them on. He was taken aback for a moment, then quickly went downstairs and opened the car door and sat in. Chen Donglin snorted coldly, "How do you feel?"

"Not bad." Qin Xu was so happy that he could see his teeth but not his eyes.

"I'm not asking about the car."

"I know, but I'm still happy because we will soon have our own home. So, we will continue to have such unexpected surprises in the future." Qin Xu cupped Chen Donglin's face and kissed it.

Chen Donglin hammered the steering wheel depressed, but the horn sounded, startling himself.

With a car, moving things is much faster, and there is nothing to clean up. Qin Xu has already prepared everything in his new home, ranging from home appliances, kitchen and bathroom, to toothbrushes and towels. Clothes, books, computers, etc. can be moved there. This rental house was re-rented by the two after they decided to move out of He Jianjun’s joint rental. The home appliances are all owned by the landlord, which just avoided the trouble of moving large items.

Time flies, and the two of them have been living in this house for four or five years. Looking back now, it seems like yesterday.Chen Donglin's even breathing sound came slowly, Qin Xucai closed his eyes at ease, he had to get up early in the morning to go to the market to buy vegetables, Chen Donglin didn't have big plans for his birthday, he didn't like such occasions, and also because of the special relationship between the two There are a lot of people, and it is inevitable that people who are not familiar with it will talk about it. It is better to cook a few dishes at home and invite the old lady to celebrate their birthday together, which is almost enough.

In the morning, Qin Xu opened his eyes and began to look for Chen Donglin with his habitual eyes. Seeing him still quietly closed his eyes, his heart felt soft. , but in fact, the two of them have gone a long way, and also experienced big or small twists and turns, and finally, unconsciously, everything tends to be perfect and stable.

In the past few years, Chen Donglin’s grandfather finally did not survive the torment of illness, and died suddenly in the winter of that year. Before he left, he finally gave in to the old lady and Chen’s father and apologized softly. Chen Donglin had also heard about it. Although he couldn't understand it, he still advised the old lady, hoping that the old lady would not follow in his footsteps. The old lady was heartbroken and agreed to him wholeheartedly.Putting oneself in front of others, the sadness of the old lady and Chen's father along the way for the rest of their lives finally made them let go of their prejudice against Chen Donglin.

Qin Xu wanted Chen Donglin to sleep more, so he lay still, but within a few minutes, Chen Donglin also woke up, Qin Xu got out of bed first to wash, and helped him squeeze the toothpaste, Chen Donglin didn't sleep well at night , the spirit is very average, and the dark circles under the eyes are quite obvious, so he packed up and continued to lie on the sofa with his eyes closed. It may be the reason why he slept in the wrong position before. His hair on the side was disobedient. Thinking it was funny, he took a hair dryer to help him shape it. Chen Donglin lay comfortably on his lap, almost drowsy.

Qin Xu saw that it was still early, so he let him continue to sleep, and he could go later to buy groceries. After lying on the ground for a long time, Chen Donglin turned around again, facing his stomach, and wrapped his arms around his waist. Very sensitive, and wearing thin clothes in summer, he was tickled by Chen Donglin's breath, and Chen Donglin was also funny, and rubbed his face against him, Qin Xu was so itchy, he straightened his face, then bowed his head for a kiss, Chen Donglin Immediately and honestly, hooked his neck, and the two began to kiss inseparably.

After such a kiss, Chen Donglin was completely refreshed, and instead began to urge Qin Xu to go grocery shopping together. Qin Xu brought the keys and a recycle bag, Chen Donglin drove, and the two went to the vegetable market together, and had breakfast outside casually.With Qin Xu, Chen Donglin seldom cooks, almost one of them. Compared with Qin Xu, he can only be regarded as ignorant of grocery shopping, so his only task is to tell Qin Xu what he wants to eat, even without vegetables He mentioned that Qin Xu bought a small cart at some point, and put the vegetables in it and pushed it around, which was very convenient and labor-saving.

After all, the old lady and Father Chen will come at noon. Qin Xu spent a lot of time thinking about a lot of dishes the night before, and he was getting impatient after visiting Chen Donglin, so the two went home. Qin Xu checked the time, and dinner was on time at twelve noon. He still had two hours. Chen Donglin wanted to help, but Qin Xu sent him away. He asked him to rest in the living room for a while. Qin Xu also washed the fruit for him and asked him to wait while eating.

As soon as Qin Xu poured out the fish fillets for cleaning, the doorbell rang. He didn't expect the old lady and the others to come so early. He poked his head out to call Chen Donglin, but he saw that he had already opened the door, and then heard Chen Donglin swearing. Baba called Dad.

Qin Wei smiled slightly, and Chen Donglin hurriedly invited him in. Unexpectedly, not only Qin Wei, but Zhou Qing and Qin Wen also came. Qin Wen is the youngest son of Qin Wei and Zhou Qing. He just turned six years old. Very cute and sensible, both Chen Donglin and Qin Xu like him very much.

Qin Xu also didn't untie his apron, wiped his hands and came out of the kitchen in a hurry. When he saw Qin Wei, he rushed up and held his hand. A few days ago, he called Qin Wei to tell him about Chen Donglin's birthday. Unexpectedly, Qin Wei just happened to There are lectures these days, he thought Qin Wei would not be able to come, but he did not expect to come anyway, and the whole family came.

"Xiao Chen is a big student today. It just so happened that the lecture was postponed until tomorrow, so I came to take a look. Your brother hasn't seen you for a long time, and he has been arguing to miss you." Qin Wei put the gifts and fruits he bought on the coffee table, and Chen Donglin hurriedly invited They sit down.

Xiao Qin Wen was not afraid of life, he hugged Chen Donglin's thigh and watched eagerly, shouting "brother and brother" non-stop, Chen Donglin was ashamed, at his age he was more than enough to be his uncle, at first he asked Qin Wen to shout His uncle came, but as soon as Qin Wen yelled out, Qin Xu gave him a spank and forced him to call him brother, and he kept yelling like brother, no matter how hard Chen Donglin tried to make him change his words, he couldn't change it.

Qin Wei didn't care about these titles. After serious calculation, it's not wrong for Qin Wen to call Chen Donglin brother. Chen Donglin may be old, and he likes children very much. He always has infinite patience with Qin Wen. Qin Wen shrinks behind him. When he called his brother Chen Donglin in his arms, he responded, never tired of it.The father and son Qin and Wei may not have seen each other for a long time, so they couldn't help but chat more. Zhou Qing was going to make tea for them, but he didn't see the tea, so he asked Chen Donglin. Chen Donglin turned around and asked Qin Xu. Qin Xu got up and made tea for them Tea.

After all, Qin Xu still had to prepare lunch, because the arrival of Qin Wei and his party delayed some time, and it suddenly became urgent. At just before 11 o'clock, the old lady and Chen's father also came, and Qin Xu came out again After saying hello, the elders had dinner together before, and the relationship was not close, but harmonious, so Qin Xu and Father Chen were chatting, and the old lady and Zhou Qing began to help, and the old lady eagerly For the dishes, Zhou Qing prepared the bowls and chopsticks, someone from Qin Xu helped, and it was much faster immediately. He hurried, and finally all the dishes were served before twelve o'clock.

The whole family sat down and prepared to have dinner. Chen Donglin moved out the high chair with guardrail and the lovely tableware that he specially bought for Qin Wen before, and put them next to him, preparing to take care of him personally. The old lady tasted the fish, Qin Xu's craftsmanship Now even she is ashamed of herself. Seeing Chen Donglin's rosy cheeks being raised, the old lady is really relieved. The only regret is that Chen Donglin can't have a child of her own. Seeing him taking care of Qin Wen so patiently I know that Chen Donglin likes children very much in his heart.

Chen Donglin devoted himself to peeling the prawns for Qin Wen, and fed Qin Wen all the prawns that Qin Xu peeled to him. He didn't eat anything, so Qin Xu had to finish eating quickly, pushed the chair to his side, and took it from Chen Donglin's hand. After eating the dishes, he will take care of Qin Wen's meals.For Qin Wen, Qin Xu didn't have such patience. He wanted to eat shrimp, so Qin Xu peeled it for him. Qin Wen took the unpeeled shrimp and opened his mouth to bite. Chen Donglin, who was watching, quickly put down the bowl and took it. The prawns in his hand peeled for him and then fed to Qin Wen. Qin Xu had no choice but to urge Chen Donglin to eat first, and let him do the peeling of the prawns. Chen Donglin looked at him suspiciously. Qin Xu began to peel the prawns without saying anything. When Qin Wen was satisfied with his meal, Chen Donglin ate happily.

After a happy meal, seeing Qin Wen smiling and narrowing his eyes, Chen Dong's heart melted. How could there be such a cute child? Qin Wen doesn't look like Qin Xu, Qin Xu looks like More like a mother, Qin Wen's facial features are similar to Qin Wei's, but his eyelashes are long and dense. Zhou Qing said that when he was full moon, he secretly cut them once. The length became longer and denser. Seeing Qin Wen blinking his eyes and acting like a baby with him, Chen Donglin's heart was trembling because of his cuteness.

It's a pity that Qin Wei had something to do, and the group had to catch a plane in a hurry. Before four o'clock in the afternoon, they were about to get up and say goodbye. The old lady was still there, and Chen Donglin couldn't see him off too far, so he had to wait downstairs in the community, watching Zhou Qing hugging him. When Qin Wen got into the taxi, Qin Wen seemed to know that he was going to leave, and he dropped the golden bean as soon as he licked his mouth. Chen Donglin looked distressed, so Zhou Qing had no choice but to coax him to come back next time, and it took half an hour to send Qin Wei and his party away. After sending them off, the two returned home, the old lady was cleaning the room, Qin Xu asked her to rest, and started cleaning quickly, Chen Donglin stretched his waist and watched TV, Chen's father directly kicked him, Chen Donglin turned his head suspiciously.

"Can't you help Xiao Qin? You don't take away the things on the coffee table?" Father Chen looked at his slightly rounded chin and couldn't help complaining.

Chen Donglin realized later, he took the plastic wrap on the coffee table and asked Qin Xu where to put it. Qin Xu took it directly and put it in the refrigerator, and then let him sit and rest.

Chen Donglin sat down again and helplessly spread his hands to Father Chen, expressing that it wasn't that he didn't want to do it, but that Qin Xu didn't give him a chance to do it at all. Father Chen was in a complicated mood. The two are still a little unnatural and awkward.The old lady brought a cup of tea and sat next to Chen Donglin, then grabbed Chen Donglin's hand and patted it.

Chen Donglin:? ? ?

The old lady cut to the chase: "Son, you like children so much, do you want to adopt one?"

Chen Donglin was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head resolutely.

The old lady was puzzled, and asked him why, Chen Donglin thought for a long time before uttering a sentence: It's too troublesome.

He really likes children, but he doesn't have enough confidence to guarantee that he can bear the responsibility brought by a life, and this responsibility is not temporary, but lifelong. Both he and Qin Xu are lucky people. His family is well off, his parents are still alive, and he is in good health, but even like them, he is not immune to the baptism of life. Living is never an easy task. If there is no way to guarantee a happy life for the child, then he would rather not bear the burden. responsibility.

Chen Donglin's attitude was firm, the old lady could only sigh, and then she said in a low voice: "This is all your opinion, what about Qin Xu, what if he thinks?"

Chen Donglin subconsciously looked up at Qin Xu. He was washing his hands with his back facing Chen Donglin in the kitchen. Chen Donglin didn't speak, but his heart began to waver. He never told Qin Xu about his plan to adopt a child, and Qin Xu never mentioned it, but he didn't mention it. It doesn't mean he doesn't want to, what if Qin Xu wants to?

This question continued until after the old lady left, Chen Donglin was still thinking about it silently, Qin Xu felt sore all day after a busy day, hugged Chen Donglin and wanted to ask for praise, Chen Donglin kissed him perfunctorily, Qin Xu was dissatisfied, and asked him what's wrong .

Chen Donglin pretended to be casual and asked, "What do you think about adopting a child?"

"Okay." Qin Xu replied without hesitation.

"Do you like children?"

Qin Xu sat up straight, and then said depressedly: "Don't you like it? Today you followed Qin Wen with your eyes all day, and you didn't even look at me."

Chen Donglin didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Then do you like children?"

Qin Xu's calm eyes suddenly became focused, he looked at Chen Donglin and said softly, "I only like you."

Chen Donglin showed a smile, and then solemnly said: "Forty and not confused, I have already decided that I will not adopt a child. If you agree, it means that you will lose the right to be a father forever, and you may only have children for the rest of your life. Me, would you like it?"

Qin Xu thought that he liked children so much that he would want to adopt one, but he didn't expect Chen Donglin to be the opposite, but this was exactly what he wanted, he never hoped that someone would intervene in their lives in the future, he was used to kissing Chen Donglin anytime, anywhere at home , The two were playing intimately on the sofa, or doing their own things without saying a word. Thinking that someone would disrupt their lives in the future, they felt unacceptable, even if it was their children, so Qin Xu heard his explain:

"I am willing."

I am willing to lose the right to be a father in exchange for being with you for the rest of my life.

Chen Donglin didn't speak any more, the two lay quietly hugging each other, as night fell outside, Qin Xu smirked, at night, he could do unknown things, Chen Donglin laughed that he was still like a child, but he loved Qin Xu pushed his hands up and down, and it didn't take long for Chen Donglin's shirt to be thrown off by Qin Xu.

Qin Xu touched Chen Donglin's fleshy belly and couldn't help laughing. Chen Donglin was embarrassed, and his thoughts flew to Java. He pushed Qin Xu away in embarrassment and put on his clothes. Qin Xu hugged him and refused to let him go. Smiling and saying it was all his fault, Chen Donglin remained unmoved with a cold face, Qin Xu was about to talk, but was suddenly interrupted by the doorbell.

Chen Donglin ignored him and went to open the door. As soon as the door opened, he saw a large bouquet of white flowers delivered to his chest. The deliveryman checked his identity information and handed the flowers to him.Chen Donglin was confused and returned to the living room with the flowers in his hands. Qin Xu looked at him with a half-smile. There was a card inside the flower, and Chen Donglin knew it when he opened it.

"What kind of flower is this? Rose?"

"Eustoma." Qin Xu replied.

"Unchanging love is only for you, my love." Chen Donglin raised his eyebrows, and then read out the words on the card.

Qin Xu didn't speak, but his ears were suspiciously blush.

"Thank you, I like it very much." Chen Donglin's words came from the bottom of his heart. What he liked was not only the bouquet of flowers, but also the sincere feelings behind the bouquet of flowers, as well as the enthusiastic, loyal, and warm sender.

Qin Xu cautiously entangled him: "Then are you still angry?"

Chen Donglin held Hua dissatisfaction and complained: "You think I'm fat."

"No, no, I'm not fat at all, and I can get a little fatter."

"I'm 40 today."

"Ok?"

"I'm old."

Qin Xu held his face and looked at it carefully, and gently stroked the fine lines at the corners of his eyes with his fingers, but said, "You're not old at all, just like the first time I saw you."

"I'll be an old man in ten years, and you're still young."

"That's good, I can always take care of you."

"Did I ever say I love you?"

"I said it, but you have to say it again, I almost don't remember when you said it." Qin Xu took his hand and kissed it, and the rings of the two matched each other.

"I love you."

"Well, I love you too, and I will always love you."

"how far is Forever?"

"Well, it's very far away..."

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