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Chen Donglin had to go back to the rented room at the hospital at night, so he ate dinner ahead of time. He didn't talk very much while eating, but he felt uncomfortable with the words in his heart, so he put down his chopsticks before taking a few bites. The old lady knew that his dinner was not good. How to eat, but tonight I still ate less than usual, she looked at Chen Donglin with a hesitant expression.

"What's the matter, isn't it delicious? If it's not tasty, I'll cook another dish?" the old lady asked him.

"No, Mom, I heard some of what you said to Aunt Liu today."

"Oh, that's just right. I just don't know how to tell you. You won't be on duty again this year, right? You've been on duty every year, and you've been on duty for three years. The hospital can't continue without you?"

"Mom, you are really good at predicting things. Yes, the director told me about being on duty a few days ago, and I agreed to him."

"It's still too early for the Chinese New Year. Give me the phone number of the director, and I'll tell him, isn't this bullying? You are on duty every year, so you don't want to celebrate the New Year?"

"No, I did it voluntarily. The overtime pay for Chinese New Year is high, and isn't it good to take time off..." Chen Donglin whispered more and more.

"Is our family short of your overtime pay? Not this year, you can tell the director that the two girls introduced by Aunt Liu today are very nice, how do you know you don't like them if you don't know them? You are in your thirties , I don’t have a date yet, are you embarrassed to tell me? You don’t have to go, unless you can convince me, otherwise I will go directly to your department to find your director.” The old lady was pleasant at first, but then the more she thought about it, the more angry she became. Old Liu's granddaughter has run around, and his son is not bad, and he doesn't even have a partner.

"Actually, I think the child has his own..." Before Father Chen could finish speaking, he saw the old lady sniping over him. He lowered his head and ate silently, trying to reduce his sense of existence.

"Mom, I'm pretty good now, I've been living like this all these years, and I'm not worse than others, right?"

"That's right, I eat takeaway waste oil every day, I don't know how to cook and I don't know how to live, and I wear a sweater for two years, can this still be called a job?"

Chen Donglin was speechless, in fact, he was just lazy, and what happened to wearing sweaters for two years?Whose sweater is lost after wearing it in winter?But he knew that the old lady was in a rage now, and she could pick thorns out of eggs.

"Mom doesn't necessarily want you to get married and have children. When I was raising you, I felt a headache when I saw you. There were so many things. I didn't even think about having a grandson. My mother just hopes that you can settle down soon, otherwise no one will keep floating like this." Take care of you, two people are always easier to live than one." At the end of the story, the old lady's eyes were red, and she turned her head and wiped her eyes secretly.

Chen Donglin was still amazed by the old lady's acting skills. She had acted in such scenes many times, and he couldn't bear to expose the old lady's good intentions. In the past, he was the last one to compromise and agree, but this year, he didn't want to be so ruthless again. Ending the blind date, in fact, every blind date is very good, and some even make his eyes shine and even move his heart, but when getting along, both parties will be a little deliberate, but Chen Donglin doesn't like this the most, he likes to follow the fate, let nature take its course, It's not a deliberate win-win. Maybe in life, he will appreciate and like such a person when he meets such a person, but once it becomes a blind date, it feels wrong.

Chen Donglin made the excuse that he wanted to go back for an early rest, and left in a hurry. He neither agreed to the blind date nor refused. Thinking about human effort, I can always find a way to make him agree.

Father Chen couldn't bear to watch it anymore, and when Chen Dong was about to leave, he raised his opinion: "My son doesn't want you to force him to do something, maybe he already has someone he likes."

The old lady felt right after thinking about it. If it wasn't for the fact that she already had someone she liked, how could she reject blind dates so much? It wasn't like this before.But if he really has someone he likes, why doesn't he bring them back to show them? The only possibility is that his son hasn't chased him yet.

The old lady is not happy again, thinking that her son has a master's degree from a prestigious university, a monthly income of more than [-], he is tall and handsome, and his family background is decent. The two old people are both retired civil servants, and the other party still looks down on her son. Don't you want to say that their family climbs high branches?

Chen's father saw how she knew the old lady was thinking too much. When people are old, they love to worry about it. Children and grandchildren have their own blessings, as long as the son is happy.When Chen's father was young, he suffered from too much interference from his parents. When he chased Chen Donglin's mother, he spent a day and a night kneeling at home. At that time, he didn't understand what was wrong with being with the person he liked. Because the other party is older than him?Therefore, Father Chen did not restrict him at all in these matters, and sometimes even helped Chen Donglin speak.

When Chen Donglin got home, he called the director and asked him if the classes for the Chinese New Year were out. The director kept laughing and told Chen Donglin to rest assured that he would have a good year this year, and he was not even given a second-tier class. Row.That's why Chen Donglin didn't feel at ease. He demanded righteously that he should be on duty and stand at the forefront during the New Year!

The director was also very depressed. He finally negotiated with other colleagues about being on duty during the Chinese New Year, and Chen Donglin took the initiative to ask to be on duty. The director's scheduling is a trivial matter, but he feels that Chen Donglin has been wronged. His parents don't know how they think they are treating him badly. , but Chen Donglin's attitude was firm, so the director had no choice but to arrange the night shift for him the day before the new year, and then he was assigned to the second line in the first grade, and then he went directly from the second grade to the eighth grade, so that he could spend two days with his family, Chen Donglin see The director thought of this for him, so he agreed.

This year's Spring Festival is quite late, and it will be one month after New Year's Day, but everyone has already started planning where to go during the Spring Festival. The two good sisters Huang Zhenzhen and Ling Shuang finally got together. Before, Huang Zhenzhen always shouted hard by herself, but now someone finally Shouted with her.Huang Zhenzhen asked Chen Donglin if he wanted to be on duty during the Chinese New Year, and Chen Donglin said yes, she looked like she really did, and expressed sympathy for him.Then she said that East Lake Park has been very lively during the Chinese New Year in recent years, especially the newly built large fountain square and Ferris wheel in the center of the park in recent years, and the LED giant screen of Yunding Building behind it is facing it. When the curtain opened, East Lake Park was overcrowded, especially lively and atmospheric.

Chen Donglin has never been there. He has been on duty all these years, and he hasn’t felt the atmosphere of the Chinese New Year for a long time. It just so happens that there are two days this year, so he can go and see, but he still plans to go home for the reunion dinner. Although he is on duty, every year I still ate the reunion dinner. After all, my home is in this city, but it's just a little far away from the hospital.

In the evening, He Jianjun made an unexpected phone call, saying that he would come back for the Chinese New Year. Chen Donglin asked him the exact time, and he said that he hadn't decided yet, but the holiday was quite long, about ten days or so.Ten days is indeed quite a long time. Chen Dong came to work and hadn't enjoyed ten days of vacation yet.

"There are still more than ten days until the Spring Festival. I haven't seen you for almost half a year. I really miss you." He Jianjun sighed over there.

"Really? There are so many beauties in the capital, do you still think of me?"

"No matter how many beauties there are in the capital, they can't compare to you."

Chen Donglin was silent for a while, since the incident of Qin Xu's confession, he was much more sensitive to jokes among friends.

"As expected, they are good friends!" Chen Donglin said with a dry smile.

"I don't want to be your good friend!"

Chen Donglin: "..." Could it be that he attracts homosexuality like this?

"We are good brothers! Hahahahaha!"

Chen Donglin felt relieved, it seemed that the world was still normal.He Jianjun mentioned that he also went to the Capital Medical University. Chen Donglin remembered that Qin Xu seemed to have graduated from that school. I don’t know if he returned to his alma mater when he returned to the capital. Maybe Qin Xu and He Jianjun passed by.His thoughts had gone far away, and He Jianjun was still talking about the medical university, but Chen Donglin didn't listen to a word, and the two just chatted and hung up.

Chen Donglin opened the drawer, looked at the book cover in the farthest corner, and then opened it. He suddenly thought, Qin Xu sent four books, would there be words written on the covers of the other three books?He hurried to the bookcase and took down all three books, and opened them one by one.

There was nothing, and he couldn't help feeling a little disappointed, like opening a present and finding the box was empty.He read the book cover with the words many times, and in the end he was able to write down every word in his heart.He turned on the computer and idly flipped through the photos he had taken. Suddenly Qin Xu's photo popped up. He had photoshopped it. Qin Xu wearing a bow tie is very cute, not at all like his usual restrained appearance, and then Inevitably, thinking of the cold war and quarrel that followed, he remembered that night, Qin Xu confessed to him, and then did those unspeakable things, and although he resisted, he still reacted to his teasing, and his Kissing his desperate expression with tears in his eyes, these past events that he could not bear to recall, when he thinks about them now, he only feels sad and emotional, time flies, things are different.

He looked at Qin Xu's photo for the last time, and then turned off the computer.The beating of his heart can be heard in the quiet room, and the memories of him and Qin Xu are all in his mind. The two have not known each other for a long time, and the memories come and go are only the things that he remembers the most, and they are not bad. It's not a good thing, the more I think about it, the more I feel that I really don't want to forgive him at all.

In terms of emotions, the heart always reacts one step ahead of the reason, and the beginning of love is always so late. handed over.

Later, the old lady called him a few times, asking him if he would be back during the Chinese New Year. Chen Donglin refused on the grounds that he was on duty, but the old lady didn't seem to urge him to go on a blind date, but instead asked him if he had someone he liked. Chen Donglin denied everything, and told her not to think about it. If she really liked someone, she would definitely tell her. After explaining clearly, the old lady hung up the phone directly and never called again. Chen Donglin was happy and quiet.

When I was on duty, many shops on the street were closed, and there were fewer people on the street than usual. The payment hall in the inpatient building of the hospital was empty, and the emergency department was busier during the Chinese New Year. There was a man who got stuck with a fishbone three times, and Chen Donglin knew him by seeing him three times in one night.

During the Chinese New Year, Chen Donglin was in the emergency room. After all, he was younger, and he could afford to stay up late. There were old doctors in the ICU. After all, his health was not as good as that of young people.But Chen Donglin didn't care, he seldom slept inside because he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to wake up.

Chen Donglin felt that he was very lucky. From 05:30 in the afternoon to [-]:[-] in the evening, no patients came. He took out his mobile phone to scan Weibo, and the home page was full of pictures of eating dumplings. They do not have the custom of eating dumplings during the Chinese New Year. , I usually ate it a few times, looking at these pictures, Chen Donglin suddenly wanted to eat dumplings, he turned around a picture, and then added the expression of wanting to eat and gluttony.Not long after, the person who liked him before commented that if you want to eat, you can make it yourself. Chen Donglin quickly replied that he is still at work, and then the other party did not reply for a long time.

Not long after, a man with carbon monoxide poisoning was admitted. After examination, he was not serious. Chen Donglin prescribed oxygen therapy for him and stayed in the observation room.Later, some patients came one after another. Although they were not serious illnesses, they kept him busy.When he rested again, it was almost two o'clock.

The nurse outside asked him if he would eat snacks, but Chen Donglin refused. Now he doesn't even want to eat dumplings, he just wants to sit for a while.Not long after I sat down, I heard a nurse calling Dr. Chen outside. Chen Donglin wiped his face and walked out, thinking that another patient had come.

As soon as he arrived at the nurse's station, the nurse pointed behind him and said that someone was looking for him. When Chen Donglin turned around, he saw Qin Xu sitting on the waiting chair with a bag, and smiled at him.

"Why are you back?" Chen Donglin walked over and asked.

"Tomorrow is the Chinese New Year, and I suddenly miss you so much, so I came back. I brought you dumplings, do you want to eat?" Qin Xu's voice was not loud, only the two of them could hear.

Chen Donglin took him to the side corridor. It didn't feel right for two people to sit and talk in the hall, surrounded by nurses.

"I just got off the plane at twelve o'clock. I heard from the director that you are on duty today, so I bought you some supper." Chen Donglin looked at him without saying a word.

"I know you don't want to see me, for the sake of my running around, can you give me some face?" Qin Xu smiled wryly.

Chen Donglin took the dumplings from him, sat next to him, took a bite and said, "It's cold." Chen Donglin didn't notice it, and when he spoke, he naturally brought a trace of grievance and intimacy.Qin Xu was stunned for a while, and asked Chen Donglin to wait for a while, then took the dumplings to the duty room to heat them up.

"How do you know I want to eat dumplings?" Chen Donglin asked him.

"I don't know. Before I left, my aunt made a lot of dumplings, but I didn't eat them when I caught the plane. After getting off the plane, I didn't know what you wanted to eat, so I bought dumplings for you."

"Don't you want to eat it yourself?" Chen Donglin raised his eyebrows.

"There must be some reason for this." Qin Xu touched his nose in embarrassment.

Chen Donglin didn't speak, he poked the dumpling a few times with a fork, then picked up the dumpling and silently handed it to Qin Xu's mouth.

Qin Xu was taken aback, then couldn't help grinning, he opened his mouth to eat the dumplings, but he was careful not to touch the fork, he kept chewing, but couldn't taste the dumplings, but his heart was so sweet that he seemed to be bored to death Before he came, his anticipation on the plane was filled with a dumpling at this moment. He suddenly wanted to hug Chen Dong and kiss him, and then tell him how much he missed him, but it was obvious that the relationship between the two had not yet reached this point. But Qin Xu was already very satisfied.

Chen Donglin quickly ate the dumplings, feeling himself revived again. He always felt drowsy, but now he suddenly felt refreshed.

"Do you want to find a hotel to sleep for a while?" Chen Donglin asked him.

"It's okay, I'll wait for you to get off work, I slept for a while on the plane."

Chen Donglin looked at his watch and frowned. It was only three o'clock, and it was still early for him to leave work.

"What are you going to do after I get off work? If you want to have breakfast with me, I will refuse now. If you insist on staying here, then please do it." Chen Donglin left without looking back, his attitude as indifferent as before. Warmth is an illusion.

But Qin Xu felt warm in his heart. He knew Chen Donglin's good intentions, and he also felt that he was cute and awkward. He obviously cared, but he wanted to express it so ruthlessly. He found a hotel next to the hospital to settle down, lay down on the bed and entered Dreamland, he was so excited all the way today. Thinking of meeting Chen Donglin, he was half asleep the night before, dreaming that he and Chen Donglin kissed, had dinner together, traveled together, and finally met the real person, so he was so uneasy. Slow down, and their relationship is much better than imagined, Qin Xu has already made plans to stay in the community if Chen Donglin ignores him.

After Chen Donglin got off work, he took a taxi home. The old lady bought him breakfast and he went to bed without eating. He slept until the afternoon, but still woke up from hunger.The old lady ordered him a bowl of noodles and asked him to put it away first, and then eat more after the reunion dinner in the evening. The old lady had Papa Chen to help her, but Chen Donglin couldn't even intervene, so she just lay on the sofa and watched TV. He sent several WeChat messages before he replied, asking if he had eaten.Qin Xu took a photo, which is an ordinary takeaway.Chen Donglin felt that he was a bit pitiful. He was in an unfamiliar city and had to eat takeaway after Chinese New Year. He couldn't help but get entangled again, and then ran to the kitchen door to wander around.

"My dear son, go out and wait, okay? Don't stand in the way here." The old lady finally couldn't help it when she walked around him to get the food for the third time.

"Mom, I have a friend from out of town, and I'm here alone during the Chinese New Year. It's so pitiful to eat takeaway on the reunion night." Chen Donglin picked up a garlic and said while peeling it.

"Then invite him to our house to eat." The old lady didn't turn her head.

"Not so good?"

"What's wrong with this? They say they are friends. It's not easy to be alone."

Chen Donglin silently threw the half-peeled garlic aside, then ran back to lie on the sofa, and sent Qin Xu a WeChat message.

Winter is approaching: get rich in the new year, bring a red envelope, and give you a New Year's Eve dinner by the way.

Qin Xu:? ? ?

Although he didn't understand, Qin Xu still sent him a red envelope, and Chen Donglin immediately sent him a location.

Qin Xu: What do you mean?

Time to Winter: A place to eat New Year's Eve dinner.

Although Chen Donglin didn't say it clearly, Qin Xu was very sure that this was Chen Donglin's home. Compared with the previous joy, he felt more touched now. This kind of touch is very pure. It has nothing to do with love, but the relationship between people. Sincerely, he was about to agree, when the phone rang, it was the director.

"Xiao Xu, your father said you went back to Guangshan? I'm celebrating the New Year here at the hospital this year. Where are you? Come to my house for dinner. Your aunt cooked a lot of dishes today."

Qin Xu suddenly thought, maybe this is God's will. It is destined that the relationship between him and Chen Donglin will not be so smooth. Even having a New Year's Eve dinner together is not easy. Reason, he should not refuse.

"Okay, then I will disturb the teacher and the teacher's wife. I will come right away from the hospital. Teacher, I wish you and the teacher's wife a happy new year." Qin Xu waited for the director to hang up the phone, then put down the phone, and then quickly replied Chen Donglin's information.

Qin Xu: Teacher, are you taking me to meet my parents?

Shizhi Donglin: Oh, then don't come.

Chen Donglin sat up unhappily, thinking that Qin Xu did it on purpose. He knew that he hadn't agreed to him yet, so he asked such a question, obviously he didn't want to come. Thinking of the first time in his life that he invited someone to his house for dinner, it was the New Year's Eve dinner. To be rejected just like that, and the other party keeps saying that he likes him, it's just hypocrisy!

Qin Xu: Although I really wanted to run to your side, Teacher Lin, but Teacher Lin called and invited me to his house for a New Year's Eve dinner, I couldn't shirk it.

Time to Winter: Oh, get lost.

Qin Xu: Winter is coming, happy new year.

Chen Donglin didn't want to go back to him at all, but he felt a little more comfortable, at least there was a reason for the incident, and he could be forgiven.

"Son, when will your colleague come? The dishes are almost ready." The old lady shouted in the kitchen.

"I didn't call him, and I'm not such a good friend. We eat the New Year's Eve dinner by ourselves, so why did we call him?" Chen Donglin quickly tuned the TV, not to mention that he was actually rejected.

When the whole family was seated, the old lady gave Chen Donglin a lai see. He took it and put it in his pocket. The movements were skillful and smooth. The old lady gave him a lai see every year. When he was young, it was the blessing of the elders to the younger. The implication is to urge him to get married and have children as soon as possible. At first, he refused to accept it, but later he had no choice but to accept it because he couldn't persuade the old lady. Now, for him, receiving money is already very familiar.

Guangshan does not have the habit of watching the Spring Festival Gala, but the local TV station still has a New Year’s Eve party. Compared with the Spring Festival Gala, they prefer their own local programs. The old lady and Father Chen both like to watch operas, and they can also follow along. Chen Donglin agrees. I'm not interested in this aspect, I just follow them to watch.

The old lady checked the time and asked Chen Donglin if he would go back to the hospital today. After thinking about it, Chen Donglin decided to go back. Many relatives came to pay New Year's greetings on the first day of the new year, so he couldn't avoid getting married. Instead of doing this, he might as well go back to the hospital, and He is still a second-line class, and if there is a major rescue, he will not be able to return to the hospital in time.

Chen Donglin dawdled and didn't go out until almost eleven o'clock at night, but the weather was not so cold during the Spring Festival. He looked up and saw that there was a bright moon in the sky and there was no cloud in the sky. It would probably be a good day tomorrow.Chen Donglin got in the taxi and was about to go straight back to the rented house. On the way, he remembered Huang Zhenzhen saying that East Lake Park was very lively during the Chinese New Year, so he asked the driver to go directly to Donghu Park. He is not a lively person, but it is true that he returned to the rented house alone during the Chinese New Year. It's too deserted, so it's not bad to go to Donghu Park.

There are indeed many people in Donghu Park, and it is as bright as day. Many parents take their children to play in the park, and there are more people walking in the park. The fountain square is almost overcrowded. Red lanterns are hung around the trees next to the square, and stone pillars are wrapped Electronic firecrackers, many people took pictures in front of the fountain to commemorate, and the Ferris wheel not far away was also full of people. The giant screen of Yunding Building was broadcasting the New Year's Eve party of the local TV station, and the sound of the broadcast was overshadowed by the crowd.

Chen Donglin hadn’t been shopping for a long time, and the New Year’s Eve would soon be around. When there were 100 seconds before the New Year’s Eve, the giant screen began to count down, and people shouted together. Although Chen Donglin didn’t shout out, he was silently counting down in his heart. Ten seconds later, everyone closed their eyes and made a wish. Chen Donglin made a wish. Since he was a child, the most wish he has made is to wish his parents good health, and this time is no exception.

The bell rang, the giant screen began to play the fireworks show, and everyone began to cheer, happy new year.A new year, a new beginning, everyone is full of hope, earnestly and diligently looking forward to it, everywhere is full of joy of the new year, this emotion also infected Chen Donglin, his eyes and brows were full of smiles.

The phone rang, and he picked it up without looking at it.

"Happy New Year." A familiar voice came from over there, and the corners of Chen Donglin's lips twitched.

The sound of electronic firecrackers on the phone coincided with this side. He turned around and saw not far away, Qin Xu looked at him with his mobile phone, and then mouthed something:

Winter's coming, happy new year.

He watched Qin Xu walking step by step, the sound of electronic firecrackers was endless, and the host was still excitedly saying New Year's greetings on the giant screen. Everyone was chasing, playing, and fighting, all filled with joy.

"Why are you here?" Chen Donglin asked.

"I'm here to make a wish."

"What wish?"

"The first wish is: I hope to meet the person I like."

"The second wish is: I hope the first wish will come true."

"The third wish is: I hope that the second wish will also come true."

"Oh."

"Seeing you makes all my wishes come true."

Chen Donglin's chest was hot, and his heart was pounding. It might be that the night was too beautiful, which blurred his feelings, and gave him an urge to hug the person in front of him.

"Donglin, I like you. I like you very much." Qin Xu stared at him with bright eyes.

Chen Donglin turned around, trying to straighten the corners of his mouth that were about to turn up.Then walk and ask, "Oh, what do you like about me?"

"do not know."

"do not know?"

"Well, when I saw you, I wanted to get close to you."

"But I don't like what you do."

"Then I'll keep working hard until you like me.