The system forces me to flirt

Feeling angry, Zhou Lu threw Cen Xi away and took his hand with a sullen face, "What can we talk about? Don't waste my time! Go home and get your milk, kid!" Childish and innocent kid!

Throwing Cen Xi away from holding his hand, Zhou Lu turned his head and walked back, his face smelling terrible.

Seeing that the situation was not right, Zhou Lu's friends who had been watching the excitement put away their smiles one by one, threw away the cigarette butts in their hands, stood up and looked at Cen Xi and Zhou Lu in a row.

Although Zhou Lu was a little shorter and thinner, there were also some tall and fat friends among his group of gangsters. Four or five of them stood there and stared at Cen Xi, quite imposing.

Cen Xi pursed her lips, silently watching Zhou Lu greet her friend to leave, and when she could no longer see anyone, Cen Xi lowered her head in frustration, moved her feet, but still didn't want to leave just like that.

'009, what should I do? '

It was the first time that Cen Xi met a person with such a personality, and Cen Xi was completely at a loss as to how to get the other person's favor, and he couldn't figure out the direction.

'Uh, such a person looks cool and strong, but in fact, most of them are afraid and fragile inside, pretending to be strong is just a kind of self-protection. '009 thought about it carefully, and said so.

Hearing this, Cen Xi thought for a while, looked at the direction Zhou Lu was leaving and tugged at the backpack strap, '009, help me open the positioning map. '

So in the next few days, Zhou Lu found that no matter where he went, the guy named Cen Xi would follow him and ask him what he wanted to do. ...

At first Zhou Lu was just hehe, and then he treated Cenxi as nothing but air, but after two days, Zhou Lu couldn't stand it anymore. This person is like a ghost behind him. No matter how he hides, this person will always appear in front of him. around!

So Zhou Lu began to discuss with Cen Xi, brother, can we go our separate ways, I play with my depravity, you do your struggle, huh?

However, Cen Xi still followed him without saying a word, just one request, to have a good talk with him.

What the hell are you talking about?

What exactly do you want to talk about, brother, I really don’t think we have anything to talk about please let me go!

"I said you, do you know what my friends are saying about you now? They say you are BT, have a crush on me, and are chasing me?! I really think we have nothing to talk about!"

Zhou Lu had been wandering aimlessly all afternoon, but his legs were hurting from walking, but Cen Xi, who was following him, seemed to be fine, and he didn't even blush or sweat on this hot day.

Zhou Lu himself is hot, tired, and thirsty, and he can't even yell at Cen Xi impatiently.

Cen Xi didn't speak, and looked at Zhou Lu who was frowning tightly with his hands on his hips and his back slightly arched.

"Let me tell you, if you continue to follow me like a ghost every day like this, I'll go straight to your teacher, believe it or not? I'm going to go to your school to put up big-character posters saying that you are a stalker and homosexual BT... ..."

Zhou Lu was still cursing, but Cen Xi had already turned around and left.

Actually left?Zhou Lu felt unbelievable, and felt a little lost in his heart.

Tsk, I thought how long I could really hold on, maybe it would be a few days, what kind of angel would I be to save the fallen boy?

Zhou Lu bowed his waist, put his hands on his knees and lowered his head, looking at the ground, thinking about something in a mess, in short, it was all kinds of sentences that dismissed Cen Xi.

"Hey, here it is."

A bottle of pure water was handed to Zhou Lu. The clean and simple bottle was surrounded by air-conditioning. Because it was in contact with the heat in the air, some water droplets quickly hung on the bottle. It made people want to stick it to the face.

Zhou Lu looked up, and saw Cen Xi still looking at him with a flat expression.

Cut, Mingming is younger than me, but still looks like an adult.

The sense of loss that Zhou Lu was still brewing with a growing tendency disappeared in an instant, and the corners of his mouth inexplicably wanted to rebel, and he couldn't help but want to curl up.

Zhou Lu put his head down and endured it, grabbed the bottle of water for the last time, quickly turned his back to Cen Xi, unscrewed the bottle cap and took a big gulp.

"Che, didn't you leave? Why are you coming back?"

After drinking the water, Zhou Lu turned his head and rolled his eyes at Cen Xi. After saying this, he felt a little ambiguous, as if he was having a fight with the young couple, his face turned red immediately, and he quickly put the bottle on his face in a concealed manner, muttering Gu complained, "It's too hot today..."

At the same time, he secretly glanced at Cen Xi from the corner of his eye, and found that the other party hadn't noticed the meaning in the sentence at all. After he was relieved, an unreasonable sense of embarrassment and embarrassment rose up.

"Hey, I'm hungry, treat me to dinner."

Zhou Lu threw the water bottle up and down, and turned his head to make a request to the young master Cenxi.

Cen Xi didn't mind, and followed Zhou Lu's wishes to find a famous restaurant that he specifically mentioned to embarrass Cen Xi.

In a capital city like Pingcheng, being famous is equal to being expensive, and Zhou Lu had no intention of helping Cenxi save money at all.

Seeing Cen Xi swiping his card, Zhou Wei found it interesting, and then proposed to go shopping. If Cen Xi was willing to pay for him, he could consider whether to have a talk with Cen Xi.

Zhou Lu only went to luxury stores from the beginning, but Cen Xi never changed his face, Zhou Lu felt boring.He didn't really want to take advantage of Cen Xi, although he had a good time, he never accepted gifts of money from other men.

"Cut, it's boring."

In the end, Zhou Lu walked ahead in a dispirited manner, and suddenly stopped, looking at a beautiful dress that was newly launched in the window.

Cen Xi couldn't understand what was going on in Zhou Lu's head at all times. Among his friends, Lin Junchi was somewhat similar to him. He was always thinking outside the box, and he just wanted to live a normal life like him. People who are always calm in their hearts like stagnant water and enter the retirement period in advance are completely different.

To put it bluntly, Zhou Wei and Cen Xi resembled Lin Junchi a little more when they first met Lin Junchi. On the surface, they looked down on mere mortals like you, but they were actually because of the extreme reactions of their family members to his sexuality and the inner feelings. I believe that true love is betrayal, so psychologically I am a little uncertain about myself and even doubt whether I am really that bad, this kind of low self-esteem.

The difference is probably caused by the huge gap between Zhou Lu and Lin Junchi's family. Lin Junchi's pretense is that he is superior and disdains those stupid mortals.

And Zhou Lu is trying hard to pretend to be the same person as everyone else, but because he knows in his heart that he is different from others, he feels inferior in his heart.

On the one hand, it is the desire to become an ordinary person like everyone else, and on the other hand, it is the desire and desire brought about by the uncontrollable nature, sex, and orientation.

Under the tug-of-war of these two thoughts, Zhou Lu began to like dressing himself as a woman when he couldn't restrain his desire, because he longed from the bottom of his heart to become a woman because of his special sexuality.

And in his daily life, he doesn't have any femininity at all. On the contrary, he looks very manly when he gets along with his friends, because the pressure from the society and even his family is that he is indeed a man, so he should be like all men.

Cen Xi has been carefully reading psychological books in this area during this period of time, and he can still feel a little about Zhou Lu's psychology in this area.

Seeing Zhou Lu like this at this moment, he also stood there, following Zhou Lu's line of sight to look at the skirt.

With a white base, green edges, and a brooch made of beads and lace with flowers, the cutting lines are very smooth.Cen Xi doesn't know much about women's clothing, but looking at the skirt on the model, he can still think of how beautiful the girl in this skirt can be.

——It’s a beautiful dress that a girl can’t help but imagine herself wearing can become beautiful when she sees it.

"How do you like it?"

Cen Xi's tone was normal, and there was no malice like ridicule.

Zhou Lu suddenly looked away, and quickly looked away in a bit of embarrassment, the good mood before was completely gone.

Zhou Lu bit his back teeth, his cheek muscles bulged, and he glanced at Cenxi with gloomy eyes. Zhou Lu quickly left without saying a word, not in the mood to continue wandering outside, and went home directly.

Granny Zhou had been discharged from the hospital two days ago. Although Cen Xi was worried that Grandma Zhou would live alone, Granny Zhou herself didn't want to be on the one hand, and Zhou Dahai's daughter-in-law didn't want to be on the other. .

Zhou Lu, on the other hand, packed a change of clothes without saying a word, and followed his grandma back to the old city.

There are still more than ten days until the final exam, so Cenxi School has fewer classes now, and more time is given to these students to seize the time to review and review at the end, so that they can temporarily hold their feet for the end of the year.

Of course, as a matter of fact, few of Qinghua's students are really scumbags, and the reason they study so hard is mostly to compete for scholarships.

Afraid that Grandma Zhou would notice something, Cen Xi followed Zhou Lu, bought some food suitable for the elderly on the way, and went to Grandma Zhou's house to see her.

Because I had already had dinner with Zhou Lu before, but I didn't stay for another meal.

If possible, Cen Xi would like to take Grandma Zhou to his side.

Before asking Kaiwei Zhou to find a house, Kaiwei Zhou said that his father had a real estate that was ready to be handed over. Cen Xi followed him to have a look, and bought a house directly with cash.

During this period of time, the decoration has been completed, and the ventilation can barely accommodate people for a month.

But all of this is what Cen Xi thinks in his heart, and he also knows that Cen Xi doesn't mind having one more old man in the family to support, but Grandma Zhou feels that she is a drag on others.

Grandma Zhou actually chose to ask Cen Xi for help when she had an accident in the past and present life. It can be seen that Grandma Zhou really cared about Cen Xi as her own grandson.

But for the same reason, the old man is always unwilling to tire the person he puts in his heart.

Cen Xi went downstairs, stood downstairs and looked up at the lights upstairs, and was silent for a while, just as he was about to leave, the phone in his pocket rang.

Cen Xi took it out and looked at Pei Xuan's phone.

Cen Xi looked at the phone image on the jumping call page, biting the corner of his lips and hesitating, not knowing whether he should answer it or not.

Ever since Lin Junchi was frightened when he confessed his confession, Cen Xi thought at first that he had calmed down and his life had returned to peace, but it didn't take long before Cen Xi would think of this incident when he was free occasionally, and in the peace he thought he had in life, he would also think of it. There are more habits that he didn't notice at first, such as unconsciously and subconsciously starting to keep a distance from boys.

It would have been fine if I hadn't noticed this subconscious action, but after a few days, when Qin Yufeng came to look for him, he happened to meet Lin Junchi who also came to look for him. Afterwards, Lin Junchi joked that Young Master Qin had treated him With evil intentions, he also told him that if he didn't have that kind of meaning for the other party, he should pay attention to his distance...

At that time, Cen Xi's first reaction was to be startled, but when he saw the smile on Lin Junchi's face, he realized that the other party was making fun of him again, and he was relieved.

It is undeniable that Lin Junchi made a joke like that, and Cen Xi really felt that something was wrong when Qin Yufeng looked at him for no reason.

Then something terrible happened!Cen Xi thought more and more, and then he became more and more wrong, and even reached the point where everything was in danger. When he came out of the shower after returning from a game, he felt that Tang Jiaxue and Wang Mingchuan were looking at him with eyes that were not right!

And the last time Tan Rui inexplicably called to tell Cen Xi that there was a song specially written for him in his new album, and Cen Xi was very moved to listen to that song, and the more he listened to it, the more he felt... very subtle.

This kind of situation is going to drive Cen Xi to collapse. He feels that after Lin Junchi's confession and shock last time, it seems that an irreversible and terrible change has taken place before he realizes it!

Although Cen Xi knew about male-male love before, he never had such a subtle feeling, but now that this subtle feeling has appeared, and it frequently appears in his group of friends, Cen Xi feels that he can commit suicide and apologize. !

Except for Lin Junchi, everyone else clearly regarded him as a good friend and brother, but now he actually has this feeling of "the other party has that kind of meaning for him", which is a crime!

Regarding the fact that he overreacted too much, Cen Xi was secretly ashamed of it, and tried hard to correct his mentality, but that subtle feeling always troubled him.

But gradually, after thinking about it a lot, Cen Xi also found that he seemed to feel a little different from Pei Xing from other people.I can't tell the specifics, but Cen Xi only thinks that among his friends, Mingming and Pei Xun have seen him the least. Even Qin Yufeng and Lin Junchi, who are the busiest, can see him two or three times a month.

As for Pei Xuan, the last time they met can be traced back to the unexpected dinner with Pei Xuan's mother and Qin Yufeng at the beginning of the year.

People who haven't seen each other for nearly three or four months, just relying on the constant messages or phone calls every day, have reached the point where they have nothing to say, even many life or writing stories that Cen Xi is reluctant to mention in front of Tang Jiaxue and them. Annoyances and small complaints, Cen Xi would actually speak them out in a very natural manner when chatting with Pei Xuan.

If it was before, Cen Xi would at most think that it was because Pei Xun needed his help in addition to his life. Apart from that, Pei Xun has always been a stable, mature and reliable man.

Coupled with Pei Xuan's tall figure that makes Cen Xi yearn and envy, it is very normal for people to feel dependent unconsciously.

however!

That was all before, or the old saying, ever since Lin Junchi confessed his love and made fun of him with Young Master Qin, Cen Xi really felt that he was not well!

In addition to always feeling that his friends' closeness to him has special meanings, he actually feels that he misses Pei Xuan more and more, and occasionally unconsciously acts coquettishly and says something naive in front of Pei Xuan! ! !

Can this be tolerated?Absolutely not!

So as soon as Cen Xi found out that something was wrong, he slowly and deliberately reduced contact with Pei Xing. The other party sent ten messages, and he restrained himself and would always reply after a long time saying "I'm too busy to see." Understand quickly end the topic.

So Pei Xuan also gradually reduced the frequency of sending him messages, and after Cen Xi silently refused to answer the phone several times, or said that he was busy after answering a few words, he also changed from a few times a day to once a day. , One call in the next two days, and only try to call once in three or four or five days until now. If Cen Xi didn't answer, Pei Xing would not call again.

When Cen Xi was struggling, the incoming call page had automatically darkened.

Cen Xi squatted down against the wall in frustration, staring at the black screen of the phone in a daze.

009 couldn't bear to watch it any more, it was like this every time during this period, obviously he took the initiative to cut off contact with others, but in the end he always looked like this lost soul every time, can it be better!

009 jumped out of the backpack behind Cen Xi's back, stepped on Cen Xi's shoulders and jumped onto the bent knees in front of Cen Xi's chest, pecked at the button on his neck, and a group of fiery red chickens revealed his figure.

The chick paced back and forth on Cen Xi's knees in a decent manner, and then raised his head as if he had made up his mind. Although the whole body was covered with hair except for the mouth, it still made people feel that the expression of this chick was very serious: " What, dumb, it doesn't matter if you really like that man, I..."

"Impossible! Who, who likes him?! How could I like a man! I'm straight, straight for two lifetimes!"

Cen Xi seemed to find it difficult to accept 009's statement. He reacted a little agitatedly. With a movement of his knees, 009 flapped his small wings and swayed back and forth, trying to stabilize his figure and at least not fall off.

Seeing this, Cen Xi hurriedly put his hands together to protect 009, and obediently didn't dare to move his knees, with obvious regret and guilty conscience on his face, afraid that 009 would get angry, and felt that his reaction was too violent.

009 angrily pecked at the palm of Cen Xi's hand, "Hmph, I'm too lazy to care about you, I don't know what you're struggling with."

Cen Xi collected his thoughts and stood up with 009 in his hands, "It's okay. I just haven't adjusted my mentality recently. This is just an illusion. I don't want to go astray because of a short illusion. It is said in psychological books that there is a false tendency. It is because the concept has been too strongly impacted, and after continuous skeptical thinking, a short-lived false concept will be produced..."

Not knowing whether he was explaining to 009 or comforting himself, Cen Xi recited paragraph after paragraph of psychoanalytic theories about sexuality awakening written down in books by psychological masters.

"Come on, I know you have a photographic memory now, but I don't want to hear it at all!!!"

009 regretted it, it shouldn't have popped out to comfort him just because he couldn't bear to watch Daimu's dejected foolishness before! ! !