Monsoon

"I beg, don't hurt me in the name of love, don't leave me in the name of fulfillment. It's getting dark, give me a lamp."

——Fang Tang

"Beizhen Meteorological Observatory issued a yellow thunder and lightning warning signal on June 2017, 6. It is expected that within the next six hours, there will be thunder and lightning weather in some parts of our city, and it may be accompanied by short-term heavy precipitation, gusts of wind and hail and other strong convective weather. .”

Ji Chi sat in front of the hospital bed and peeled an apple, hearing the mechanical voice of the newscaster.

The doctor said that it is not suitable to be too quiet in the ward, so that the unconscious person cannot be woken up.Ji Chi turned on the TV and turned up the volume to the maximum, almost to the point where it hurt his ears.

"Get up and eat an apple, baby."

The lying man did not open his eyes to respond to him.

There are already many peeled apples on the bedside table, and some of them have been oxidized and turned yellow.

From the evening of the [-]th to today, Fang Tang has been in a coma and has a high fever. It was not until this morning that he was moved out of the intensive care unit and transferred to the general ward. When the doctor saw Fang Tang's tragic state, he was shocked. What kind of devil can torture a person like this for life.

Ji Chi took a chair and sat in front of the hospital bed, holding Fang Tang's hand all the time, looking at him every few minutes.

Late at night on the [-]th, there was a strong wind outside, Ji Chi went to close the window and came back only to find that Fang Tang had stopped breathing.In a panic, he dragged the doctor over and begged them to save Fang Tang.

The hospital issued two critical illness notices.

After these two notifications, Ji Chi was physically and mentally exhausted, sitting at the door of the operating room, watching Fang Tang being pushed in, every time he went in, he didn't know if Fang Tang would come out alive.

He was afraid, afraid of losing Fang Tang.

Ji Chi's eyes were bloodshot, and he had to stay awake and grab the person who might leave him at any time.

Ji Xiao held Fang Tang's hand to his mouth.

"Honey, I didn't take the exam after that. My parents didn't know about it, but Ji Xiao said he lied for me."

"Don't worry, I didn't tell grandpa about you."

Ji Chi reached out and touched Fang Tang's eyelashes, his breathing was shallow, quiet and peaceful.

"Jiang Xu came to the hospital yesterday and beat me up. I didn't fight back. I had a lot of nosebleeds. I felt better after he hit me. I'm a bastard! I didn't protect you well."

"It's raining non-stop. Listen to me. Maybe the city is flooded again."

"Are you awake?"

"When will you wake up?"

"Are you blaming me?"

"Then I won't force you to love me anymore."

"As long as you let me go, I will go."

A burst of sadness welled up in Ji Chi's heart.

If love can only bring harm, should we continue?

Not reconciled.

The door rang, and Ji Xiao pushed the door open and came in, wearing ordinary clothes, with a carton of milk in his hand and a bouquet of flowers in his left hand.

"How is he?"

"Same as usual." Ji Chi replied.

Ji Xiao walked to the bed, put down the milk, took out the flowers from the previous few days in the vase, and put new ones in.

"I've already paid for the medical expenses. I ordered a meal at the restaurant downstairs, and someone will deliver it every day."

Ji Chi nodded, keeping his eyes on Fang Tang.

"Take a break too." Ji Xiao patted Ji Chi on the shoulder, "Your body can't bear this."

Ji Chi shook his head: "He's not awake yet."

Ji Xiao knew Ji Chi's temper, so he stopped persuading him.

"Brother, I have something to ask you." Ji Chi turned his head to look at Ji Xiao and said.

They were standing on the platform of the hospital building, which was wet and the rain had just stopped.

"Is there any smoke?" Ji Chi asked.

"When did you start smoking?" Ji Xiao was a little surprised, took out a pack of cigarettes from his bag, and handed one to Ji Chi.

Ji Chi took it: "This is the first one."

Ji Xiao thought for a while, then put the lighter back into his pocket: "Forget it."

Ji Chi didn't say anything. He took the cigarette in his hand and squeezed it. Some of the tobacco fell off and was wet on the ground.

"Brother, what is Zhang Xiang's crime?"

"Intentional homicide, drug trafficking, kidnapping."

"What punishment?"

"Death penalty, execute immediately."

Ji Chi turned around suddenly: "Don't you think this is too cheap for him?"

"In the end, he will be brought to justice."

"Oh, sanctions." Ji Chi sneered.

"What do you want to do?" Ji Xiao said seriously, "Don't mess around."

Ji Xiao knew about Ji Chi's influence in the Eastern District, and he was uncertain about Fang Tang's position in Ji Chi's heart, but he vaguely felt that Ji Chi was holding back something.

I am on business trips and work all year round, and my younger brother seems to have grown up and matured, becoming a little unpredictable.

"What can I do?" Ji Chi asked back.

Ji Xiao frowned, not knowing how to proceed.

"Would you like to talk to me about Zhang Xiang and your past?"

Ji Chi spoke suddenly.

"I was with him before." Ji Xiao said in a low voice.

Ji Xiao said that Zhang Xiang's goal this time is him alone.

Ji Chi guessed right.

He has a perverted obsession with Ji Xiao, not hatred, but almost crazy possessiveness.

"I was a sophomore in high school at that time, and you were only eight years old."

"He wasn't like that before."

Ji Xiao tried his best to recall the clips from ten years ago, but it seemed that they were all blown away by the wind, and he couldn't recall them anymore.

"I can't remember."

Ji Xiao shook his head: "In the first three years, I studied in the police academy, and in the next few years, I came out to work."

"Have you been catching him?"

"No, he disappeared for a few years, and he appeared in our field of vision every time I participated in the anti-drug work."

"Did you ever love him?"

Ji Chi's sudden question left Ji Xiao speechless.

Ji Chi saw a trace of sadness flashing across Ji Xiao's face.

After a while, Ji Xiao replied, "I don't know."

When Ji Chi and Ji Xiao returned to the ward, the room was empty, the needle for the infusion was hanging down, and the liquid dripped onto the bed, soaking a small piece of the bed, the white adhesive tape was thrown on the floor, and Fang’s shoes were missing. up.

"Where did you go?" Ji Xiao asked.

Ji Chi couldn't bear to think for himself, so he turned and ran out of the room.

In the corridor, no, in the stairwell, no, until I ran down the lobby on the first floor, there was still no sign of Fang Tang.

Ji Chi felt that the sky was falling.

He disappeared again!

Ji Chi was panting, sweating profusely from running, he stopped a nurse casually, and was very flustered: "Hello, have you ever seen a boy in a hospital gown? He is very thin and a little shorter than me. He Just walked out the door."

The nurse shook her head.

He found another nurse: "Hello, have you seen a boy in a hospital gown?"

The nurse still said she hadn't seen it.

Fang Tang, Fang Tang...

"I saw it. I've been out for a while."

The uncle who stood by and waited to pay the bill said, "I'm still wondering, if you don't change your clothes after leaving the hospital, maybe you have mental problems."

"Which way are you going?"

"Here." The uncle pointed.

direction to the West.

When Fang Tang woke up, he only saw the gleaming white ceiling.

The pain all over his body let him know that he was indeed alive.

Reluctantly sitting up, looking around, there are many peeled apples on the head of the bed, and the flowers are still fresh, exuding a faint fragrance.There was no one in the room, and the TV was playing loudly, and it was broadcasting the news about the college entrance examination a few days ago.

Fang Tang moved slowly and stood up, and saw the medical bills and some change beside the flowers.

He silently put the change into his pocket, and then pulled out the infusion needle.

During the period of coma, Ji Chi's voice has been lingering around, he knows that Ji Chi has been taking care of him these days.

Because of him, Fang Tang was able to wake up.

He wasn't there, because Ji Xiao had just been here, so they went out together.

Ji Chi, take a good rest, I'm leaving.

Better never see you again.

Fang Tang returned to the village. He looked at the yard of his house from a distance. It was empty and no one was there. Grandpa should go to Aunt Li's house to help them make sauce at this time.The sky was overcast, it would be better for him to go back earlier, as it rained and the road was slippery.

Grandpa couldn't hear his instructions, so Fang Tang smiled wryly and turned to leave.

There was no one on the beach, the top of the head was covered with darkness, and the end of the sea was full of golden light, as if he had stepped out of the darkness, and he could reach the light.

But Fang Tang didn't have the strength to cross the sea, he didn't have a boat.

I really want to see why the end is so bright.

Fang Tang took a step forward and approached gradually.

He smiled, then sped off towards the sea with his arms outstretched.

The water covered his feet, his knees, his legs... until his shoulders and neck.

Tired from running, take a break.

Fang Tang fell forward, and a splash of water rose from the sea.

The sea calmed down again in an instant.

The sea water kept pouring into his ears and nose, but he closed his eyes tightly and couldn't hear anything.

I do not know how long it has been.

"Fang Tang! Fang Tang!"

Ji Chi's voice.

In the West District, Fang Tang had no choice but to go home, but there was no one at home, so he would definitely be at the beach.

When Ji Chi rushed here by instinct, he saw a person in the sea from a distance, with only one head showing, but after a while, the person sank into the sea.

It's Fang Tang!

Ji Chi didn't dare to hesitate, and rushed towards the sea.

This fool!

Did he commit suicide? !

After struggling to swim for a long time, Ji Chi finally grabbed Fang Tang's hand.

He wants to rescue Fang Tang!

Fang Tang went ashore.

Both of their clothes were soaked.

"Fang Tang, Fang Tang." Sitting on the beach, Ji Chi breathed heavily, hugged Fang Tang tightly, and called out his name.

"Don't do stupid things, if I don't come you will die, you know!"

"Growing up by the sea, you can't die." Fang Tang slowly opened his eyes, "I never thought of committing suicide."

Ji Chi was looking at him, his face was clouded with worry, when suddenly, the drop of water from Ji Chi's hair fell into his eyes.

"You're killing me soon." Ji Chi said, his eyes were red again.

Fang Tang stretched out his hand to wipe away the drop of water that was about to drip from Ji Chi's face.

He smiled and sat up.

With Ji Chi's arms still around him, he slowly put his head on Ji Chi's shoulder and leaned into Ji Chi's arms.

Ji Chi froze, as if he had been electrocuted, and then hugged Fang Tang even tighter.

"Is it cold?" Ji Chi asked.

"Not cold." Fang Tang replied.

"Go home and change? I mean our home."

"No."

Fang Tang is blaming himself.

"Now you're awake, if you want to punish me, I'll take it. I'm sorry." Ji Chi said in a muffled voice, "But I don't allow you to punish me by doing stupid things."

"Ji Chi, look over there." Fang Tang ignored it and just pointed weakly at the sky.

The sun shone through the dark clouds, and the sea was covered with a layer of gold.

"Is it beautiful?" Fang Tang asked.

"Beautiful." Ji Chi replied.

"I think so too. Ji Chi, I'm sure I've fallen in love with you." Fang Tang said.

? ! ! ! ! !

"When your college entrance examination is over, I will sleep with you." Fang Tang said quietly, "I originally thought so."

Ji Chi was dumbfounded.

"But now, we can't be together."

Fang Tang gently pushed Ji Chi away, struggled to stand up, and walked back dripping wet.

Leave Ji Chi alone.