Teacher, don't hide from me

Wang Wei, however, looked triumphantly at Ye Fan who was frozen in a daze, and then left humming a little tune.

Wang Wei was so happy in his heart. Although Song Mingchu was also very cold and alienated to himself, when he thought that Song Mingchu no longer favored Ye Fan, or even cared about Ye Fan anymore, Wang Wei couldn't hide the smug expression on his face at all. , A vivid face of a villain.

Ye Fan couldn't stop thinking about everything about the Song and Ming Dynasties in his mind, recalling the intimacy and non-stop talking between the two, and finally the picture was fixed on the scene of passing by without seeing, Ye Fan smiled, laughing It was so gloomy that it made passers-by shudder. In the eyes of passers-by, there was a trace of ferocity on Ye Fan's face at that moment, but he quickly returned to normal.

After a long time, Ye Fan returned to the dormitory in a daze, took a hot bath, then threw the wet clothes into the washing machine, wiped the leather clothes with a dry towel, hung them on the balcony, took out Marlboro, and started smoking again. They all look so normal, and Ye Fan's behavior doesn't seem to be different, but only she can perceive the twists and turns she is going through in her heart, and only she can perceive what kind of changes are going on in her heart , she knew, she was sick.

At seven o'clock the next morning, Ye Fan woke up from the dream again, the pillow towel was wet with her tears again, and she had the same nightmare again. In the dream, Song Mingchu's disgusted eyes were still vivid in her eyes, that dream was so real She couldn't help suspecting that this was a prophetic dream, because the development of the matter was obviously approaching her dream, and maybe the dream would become reality in a few days, she couldn't help thinking about it.

Ye Fan felt that his head was swollen and painful, his whole body was weak, and he didn't have the strength and mood to get up to class again, so he took out his mobile phone and wanted to ask for leave.

She should have gone to the class monitor for such a thing as leave. She turned on the phone, but her fingers accidentally dialed Song Mingchu's number.

After being exposed to the rain, Ye Fan caught a cold unsurprisingly. Perhaps people become extra fragile and loveless when they are sick, and Ye Fan is no exception. At this moment, Ye Fan is eager to hear Song Mingchu's advice and advice. Consolation, even being reprimanded for a few words, can make Ye Fan feel warm and satisfied.

Ye Fan held his breath unconsciously, and his heart couldn't help beating with the beeps from the phone. When the phone rang for the seventh time, it was finally connected.

"What's wrong."

Without a word of title, Song Mingchu's tone was still calm.

"Teacher, I want to ask for leave." Ye Fan's voice was heavily nasal.

Have a cold?You have to run around in the rain!What kind of sad non-mainstream play at a young age makes you not cherish your body!Can't do it!Are you bragging again? !

Song Mingchu held back the reprimand that had already reached his lips, and only said two words.

"how long."

"One day." Ye Fan sighed, with deep disappointment in his tone.

"Okay." It was two short words again, and there was no redundant greeting from the beginning to the end.

Ye Fan was silent for a moment, and then asked word by word in a voice that was unfamiliar and gloomy to her: "Why are you doing this to me?"

A short sentence, a few words that couldn't be more ordinary, but each word struck Song Mingchu's heart forcefully, each word was more powerful than a word, it hit her heart once It hurts.

Yes, why did I treat you like this? It's not to force you away. I've been so unfeeling these days, I've been so cruel, but why don't you feel pain? Why don't you let go? !

As soon as she finished speaking, Ye Fan couldn't bear the itching in her throat anymore, covered her mouth and coughed violently. When she stopped coughing, she found that the phone had already been hung up.

It turned out that Song Mingchu couldn't bear to listen to Ye Fan's sick and coughing appearance anymore, afraid that she couldn't help but care about her again, and that everything she had done before would be in vain, so she hung up the phone, but after a long time, she still couldn't restrain herself Secretly worried about Ye Fan's condition, afraid that she would not take good care of herself, afraid that she would not take medicine, afraid that she would play non-mainstream again and run out in the rain to run to the playground, pacing back and forth in the office, wondering whether he should buy some medicine to send In the past, I was entangled and finally gave up this idea.

Ye Fan stared at the screen of the phone in a daze, her hands unconsciously clenched the phone tightly, so hard that her fingertips turned white.

"Why are you doing this to me...

I don't expect you to care more about me,

You can even scold me a few words...or

two polite greetings

I will be very happy... But why, why don't you want to say a word to me...?

Am I some kind of monster?Did I scare you and disgust you...?So when are you going to call me a freak like them?Soon? "

Just like those people who are suspected of being sick, if they don’t find out that they are sick, they will keep changing hospitals for checkups, and they won’t feel at ease until they find out that they are really sick. Looking forward to getting sick, because they will know how to treat it only when they find out what the disease is. It will dissipate, and you may even feel relieved.

This is Ye Fan's mentality at the moment. While she is afraid that Song Mingchu will hate her like Li Yi and call her a freak, she also hopes that Song Mingchu will hate herself so much, because once the dream becomes reality, once Song Mingchu really hates herself, Ye Fan Fan no longer has to love carefully, and no longer has to be afraid that Song Mingchu will hate him.

After the heavy rain, Ye Fan seemed to be really sick, not only physically, but also mentally. After a long time, Ye Fan's exquisite face once again had a trace of ferocity,

"Haha, don't you want to see me, I want you to look at me,

I want to appear in front of you all the time, and I want to watch you run away from me time and time again. "

This kind of ferocious look would definitely be very ugly and terrifying on the faces of others, but it would feel a bit evil when placed on Ye Fan's face. Her face is still so beautiful, but there is some strange look in her eyes , making her originally clear eyes become unpredictable.

Ye Fan lay in the dormitory for three full days before going back to class again. She didn't take the next two days off at all, but Song Mingchu knew that Ye Fan was sick, so she consciously and silently made up the leave for Ye Fan, wanting her to rest for two more days Take good care of her illness, but Ye Fan didn't know it, and thought that Song Mingchu really didn't intend to care about her life, didn't care about her when she was sick, and didn't criticize her if she skipped class. If this continues, Ye Fan is really afraid that Song Mingchu will forget If she doesn't go on here, I'm afraid the relationship between the two of them will become completely strangers.

So she figured out the time when Song and Mingchu would go out in the morning, and then appeared stuck,

She stays at the cafeteria at noon every day, the favorite fast food restaurant in the early Song and Ming Dynasties,

Every day after class, she would stand in the corridor and wait for Song Mingchu to pass by.

She wanders downstairs in the dormitory every day after school.

She successfully created chance encounters again and again, they always met face to face, and Ye Fan always stared straight into Song Mingchu's eyes without saying a word.

Unconsciously, Ye Fan's heart gradually became distorted. She struggled like a trapped animal in a cage. She could not break her promise. To appear in front of Song Mingchu frequently, as if she watched Song Mingchu run away from her again and again, as if she looked uncomfortable at Song Youchu, she would feel better in her heart.

I don't know when it started, Song Mingchu suddenly found that the child he was very familiar with became a little strange, especially the child's eyes, suddenly there were some complicated things that she couldn't understand. Gougou's gaze made Song Mingchu's heart tremble involuntarily. Such gaze made her very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable. She faintly felt that the situation was a little out of control. After so long, why did Ye Fan still not give up on herself? , but become more persistent?

Gradually, the number of encounters became less and less, and Ye Fan was persistently lying in ambush every day, but he missed again and again.

"Tiandu will help you hide, you won't see me if you hide."

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