Teacher, don't hide from me

That year, when he was nine years old, a girl named Li Bi walked into his world, and at the same time made him pluck up the courage to step into the outside world.

She said: "Hello, my name is Li Bi, I just moved here for a week, so you are not bored sitting here every day?"

She said: "Fanfan, I celebrate my birthday next Saturday, come to my house to play!"

She said, "You can also transfer to my school, okay? Fanfan~"

He said, "Okay."

That year, when he was ten years old, his figure became more slender, his facial features became more distinct, and more and more girls around him began to show their affections. Li Ni was very displeased in his eyes, she didn't like this feeling, she didn't like her own Things were stolen by others,

she says:

"I don't allow you to talk to them! I don't like you to talk to others!"

He replied without hesitation, "Then ignore it."

"You can only have me as a good friend! From now on!"

Facing her domineering, he just smiled gently and replied "OK" without hesitation.

That year, when he was 12 years old, that delicate face brought him more and more admirers, but also brought him more and more troubles.

One time, she bravely stood in front of him and shouted at the classmate who had malicious intentions: "No one is allowed to bully him!"

He didn't want to rely on her for protection, and he didn't want to go back to the situation in elementary school. He realized that if he was still weak, he would be bullied forever. He started to learn Jeet Kune Do and started working out. A profound lesson for those who push their feet, they will only push their noses more and more.

That year, when he was 13 years old, they graduated from elementary school and were about to part.

She said: "No! You should change your choice! I don't want to be separated from you!"

He replied firmly, "Even if you don't say it, I will change it."

"Really? But your grades are so good... Am I a bit selfish for letting you go to this school with me?"

"It's nothing, and I don't want to be separated from you."

"Fanfan, you are the best person in this world to me! I will never be separated from you for the rest of my life!"

"Not separated."

That year, when he was 14 years old, he always listened to her unconditionally. That day, she ran up to him blushing,

"I'm only telling you one person! I'm in love with him."

At that moment, his heart was pierced like a knife, but he just replied "Oh."

"Do you think he is handsome and outstanding!"

"Oh."

"Oh what! I asked you!"

"I don't know him."

"I'll introduce you two in the future! Hey? Why did you leave?! Wait for me!"

That year, when he was 15 years old, she excitedly told him,

"I'm with him."

"Ah."

"Let's have dinner with us later!"

"No."

She said, "he will have a football game in a while, you can watch it with me."

"I still have something to do, so I won't go."

"Are you going or not! Why are you always like this recently! There is always this and that, what is it! Is it more important than being with me?! Do you have other friends!"

"No."

"Then what the hell is going on!"

"Sleepy."

"Oh! It's just a ball game. It won't take long. You can stay with me for a while and go home before going to sleep, okay?"

He eventually relented, "Okay."

She said, "Why don't you shout cheers! He treats you well too! Come cheer him up with me, Fanfan~"

"come on, come on, come on."

"Speak up!"

That year, he was 16 years old,

She cried and said, "We broke up, he thought I was too immature."

"Don't be sad, at least I'm still here."

"Yeah, you've been by my side for so many years...but...you're not him."

She said, "Ye Fan! We just stumbled a few words, who told you to beat him! You go to him and apologize in person!"

She said, "Ye Fan, please apologize to him! Otherwise he won't forgive me..."

She said, "Why! It's nothing more than an apology. You have to see me break up with him to be happy!"

That was the first time he spoke out loud to her and he yelled "Yeah! I'll be glad you broke up..."

"you…!"

"Li Bi, I like you, I have always liked you for eight years..."

At that moment, she widened her eyes and looked at him with strange eyes.

"Fanfan..."

"I'm not telling you this to pursue you. I just... ask you if you can consider my feelings a little bit in the future... Even if I stay by your side as a friend, I am willing to stay by your side, but there are some things... can you Consider how I feel..."

That day, she finally couldn't accept his liking, and ran away without looking back.

This year, Ye Fan was 17 years old. Ye Fan returned to Canada on vacation, met relatives whom he had not seen for a long time, and returned to the home where he had lived for many years. He opened the curtains inadvertently and saw a glass of paper pasted outside the window. Without the curiosity and excitement of the past, he just frowned slightly.

She will always remember Li Ni's loathing eyes at that time, and remember that day Li Ni sneered and said: "Don't be stupid, what a lifelong friend, I just let you stay by my side because I think you are good to me, but now I don't need yours... Oh yes, I approached you at the beginning, just because I made a bet with my friends. They told me that there was a freak living in that house, and I never saw her come out of that house. At that time, I It was just a whim, I wanted to see what kind of freak he is, hehe, if I knew that my boyfriend would not forgive me because of you in the future, I would never have approached you at the beginning!!!”

It turned out that from the very beginning, it was just a bet made by a group of children.

If possible, Ye Fan would rather never know the truth. It turned out that her eight years of companionship and love were just a joke to her.

If possible, Ye Fan really would rather stay by Li Bi's side as a friend, as long as she is still by her side, but facing the begging of the person he likes, begging himself to get out of her world, facing A sentence that is more vicious than a sentence, it is a person, it will be disheartened, not to mention, Ye Fan is just an ordinary person, even she is much more fragile than ordinary people,

After eight years of liking, she has long been used to liking her and being by her side all the time. That habit has already been deeply rooted in her bones. How difficult it will be to give up this habit. It can only be done by changing all the cells in the whole body. Ye Fan never thought that she would let go of it so quickly. Speaking of which, even she herself wondered whether her feelings for Li Ni were out of liking or habit.

Recalling the vicious words that made her wake up from sleep crying countless times, Ye Fan no longer felt the slightest heartache at this time. She no longer stared at the note stuck on the glass, and even stretched out her hand to take it off. I don’t want to, I don’t even want to touch them, and I closed the curtains in disgust. She has been home for a week, lying on the bed, took out her mobile phone and opened QQ to stare at Song Mingchu’s dark profile picture. Song Mingchu has been offline for more than a week , Ye Fan sent her three messages this week but did not get a reply. In the past few days when Ye Fan returned home, besides eating, sleeping, and exercising, the things he had to do every day were the same as when he was in China. The difference was that Song Mingchu was no longer by his side. , the difference is that she can't see, or even contact Song Mingchu, this is the first time she realizes the helplessness of distance, misses like crazy, but dare not disturb.

She always looked at the QQ space of Song and Mingchu over and over again,

In fact, Song Mingchu's space content is very small. She doesn't like to post selfies like women of the same age. Her space doesn't even have a single personal photo. There are only a few dozen comments and messages in total. Ye Fan has already rummaged through it. She didn't know what she wanted to see, but when she turned on her phone, she habitually clicked on Song Mingchu's profile picture.

After a while, Ye Fan finally couldn't bear to call Song Mingchu again, but no one answered.

"Dad, Mom, I'm going back to China tomorrow." During the meal, Ye Fan suddenly said.

"Ah? Don't you still have nearly a month to start school?! Why are you in such a hurry to go back? You've only been back for a few days!" Ye Fan's mother was the first to disagree.

"Yeah, just stay a few more days, my mother just saw you, and you're leaving, so why panic?" The sisters also echoed.

"What's the reason? Did something happen?" Ye Fan's father also spoke.

Faced with the family's persuasion, Ye Fan felt the warmth and concern from her relatives. At that moment, Ye Fan could no longer restrain her grievance and uneasiness, her eyes were red immediately, and she said in an aggrieved voice: "She ignores me. I don't know what to do anymore...I just want to go back quickly...to her side...I don't know what I did wrong, she just ignored me so suddenly...What did I do wrong... Ye Fan murmured aggrievedly, as if he was asking, or talking to himself.

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This chapter is written in a mess... In order not to confuse, Ye Fan used him instead in this chapter.