Teacher, don't hide from me

After Ye Fan received his homework, he got up and went to the office to wait for Song and Mingchu to pack up, and then the two of them went back to the dormitory to pack up. The relationship between the two of them seemed to be very good, but they always seemed unnatural when they got along.

After packing up her luggage, Ye Fan rode a motorcycle to carry Song Mingchu. The difference was that Song Mingchu did not sit in the back seat and hug her as before, but held on to the iron bars on both sides of the car seat. Ye Fan noticed Song Mingchu's alienation, but She didn't say anything. In fact, from the moment Song Mingchu first alienated her, she immediately noticed that it was the person she got along with day and night, that person she thought about day and night, and that person's attitude towards herself had changed. How could she Maybe not aware of it?

Who ever said that when there is sand in the palm, does the sand escape from the palm, or does the hand hold it too tightly?

Ye Fan understands that many things are like sand in the palm of your hand. The tighter you hold, the faster the sand will flow from your fingers. Only by letting go can you catch more, so she accepted the fact that Song Mingchu alienated herself,

But in the face of the person who is increasingly alienated from her, Ye Fan has nothing to do. She watched Song and Mingchu get farther and farther away from her, and she accepted this fact powerlessly. Not accepting it will not change the outcome of the matter, it will only increase the pain for yourself.

Arriving at Song Mingchu's house, Song Mingchu changed clothes and went to the kitchen to cook. Ye Fan was also busy helping her. As soon as the sweet and sour pork was out of the pot, Ye Fan couldn't wait to pinch one and put it in his mouth!How long has it been since she ate the sweet and sour pork tenderloin cooked by Song Mingchu? That is her favorite dish!But she was so hungry.

Song Mingchu sneered, thinking that this little greedy cat didn't even care about his own image in front of the delicious food, but he couldn't restrain his concern and said: "Oh! Are you hot? Hold it with your hands? Hurry to the water in the faucet and rinse your hands." go!"

It was indeed very hot, Ye Fan obediently went to the faucet and obediently inserted his fingers into the water, Song Mingchu shook his head helplessly, turned around and continued cooking.

Ye Fan just stared blankly at the back of Song Mingchu who was busy at work. Song Mingchu was wearing home clothes, a plaid apron around his waist, and his hair was tied up casually. For a moment, Ye Fan fell into a fantasy of two people living at home , stepping foolishly, wanting to hug Song Mingchu from behind, but Song Mingchu's roar woke Ye Fan up and pulled her back to reality before she got behind her, scaring her into a fright!

"You kid, why don't you turn off the faucet! Do you know how to save water!" Song Mingchu unconsciously put on the teacher's airs, and when he wanted to continue chanting, Ye Fan hurriedly ran to the faucet and turned it off.

"I know, I wasn't like this before, I was just a little distracted and forgot..." Ye Fan explained, she didn't want to leave any bad impression on Song Mingchu.

Song Mingchu smiled helplessly, turned around and went back to continue cooking. Ye Fan stretched out his hands anxiously to hug her, but in the end, he just gestured behind her back with his hands and then put them down. She still didn't have the courage.

After more than half an hour of fiddling, the two finally served three dishes and one soup.

Sweet and sour pork tenderloin, crab roe tofu, and braised potatoes are all Ye Fan's favorite dishes!If Ye Fan knew at this moment that this was the last time she ate the dishes made by Song Mingchu, if she knew that Song Mingchu was saying goodbye to herself, she would not have shown such a happy expression.

"Have you booked your ticket yet?" Song Mingchu asked during the meal.

"It's booked. It's three o'clock tomorrow afternoon. When are you going home, Auntie?"

"Go back when Chinese New Year is coming, hehe, I still prefer to stay at home by myself." Song Mingchu replied with a smile.

"Auntie, you won't see me for more than a month, why don't you have a drink with me?" Ye Fan glanced at the wine on the wine rack.

When Song Mingchu heard the words, he took down two bottles of white wine from the wine rack, poured Ye Fan a glass, and poured himself another.

"It's okay to go back abroad, don't stay up late anymore, congratulations on getting the first place in the exam this time, and make persistent efforts next semester! Cheers." He raised his cup and touched Ye Fan's cup.

Ye Fan drank it in one gulp, and poured it for himself again: "I will listen to you, and you should be well, and you must contact me if you have anything."

The two talked a lot, but they agreed tacitly, and neither of them mentioned the photo.

In less than an hour, the two bottles of wine were finished, but this time the drunk person was Ye Fan.

Ye Fan looked at the person sitting across from him in a trance, some couldn't see clearly, so he stretched out his hand enough, and wanted to reach out to touch the face of the person opposite, looking at the extended hand, the person opposite leaned back slightly,

The drunken Ye Fan looked very painful, and murmured: "Don't hide from me... Early Ming Dynasty."

When Song Mingchu heard this sentence, he felt an inexplicable pain in his heart, as if his heart had been grabbed by someone's hand, the tip of his nose was slightly astringent, but his mouth said lightly:

"You drank too much, go back to the house while you're still conscious, I won't be able to move you in a while."

After the conversation on the playground that day, when she talked to Ye Fan again, her tone was always so indifferent, and she always tried to use that indifferent tone to conceal her uneasiness.

Even though he was drunk, lying on the table with his eyes closed, Ye Fan still grinned stupidly when he heard Song Mingchu's words. In Song Mingchu's eyes, Ye Fan smiled extraordinarily silly at that moment.

"Okay~ I'll listen to you, don't be angry with me." Ye Fan said vaguely, and then stood up staggeringly. Song Mingchu immediately got up when he saw this, and quickly walked over to support her. It took a lot of strength to help her walk to the bed, help her lie down again, take off her socks and coat, and cover her with a quilt.

After setting up this "drunk man", Song Mingchu just wanted to turn around and go out, but the person on the bed grabbed her hand tightly and pulled her into his arms.

Ye Fan closed his eyes, as if he was asleep, but he was still very strong, hugging Song Mingchu tightly.

Song Mingchu struggled for a long time but could not escape from her arms, and said in a cold voice: "You hurt me, let go."

Even in his sleep, Ye Fan still listened to her, and slowly let go of his hand.

Song Mingchu helplessly looked at Ye Fan who was sleeping soundly in front of him, sighed softly, and said to himself in a low voice: "If the photo didn't happen, can I still face you calmly?"

She gently sat on the edge of the bed, reached out to caress Ye Fan's sleeping face, and stared at that immature face in a daze.

After a long time, he opened his mouth and said:

"Brother, in the future, my sister can't always tell you and care about you like before, can't always pull you to eat together, can't go forward to accompany you every time she sees you alone... and can't get close to you anymore Already..." Song Mingchu said softly, his eyes blushing unknowingly.

"Even if my sister doesn't care about you, you must eat on time, and don't always be picky eaters. Be careful when riding a motorcycle. Don't always ride so fast. When it's cold, don't always be smug and wear so thin, and don't always Stay up late, promise me that you will study hard, you must forget about me...you must...get out of this wrong relationship as soon as possible..." Song Mingchu's voice was choked with sobs.

Ye Fan did fall asleep, she didn't hear Song Mingchu's words, but why did she shed two lines of tears.

Song Mingchu reached out to wipe Ye Fan's tears, and looked at her distressedly,

"I know why you always cry in your sleep, is it pain in your heart?" Song Mingchu said softly, with tenderness in his eyes.

"I don't know what caused the pain in the past, but your pain now is brought to you by me...Is it? Stay away from me, and you won't be in so much pain, right?" Song Mingchu seemed to be asking Ye Fan, As if asking himself, he sat for a long time, and finally covered the quilt for Ye Fan, then turned and went out.

Song Mingchu packed up the dishes, washed up, and went back to the bedroom to sleep.

Lying on the bed, I couldn't stop thinking about Ye Fan's painful expression just now, and then sighed again: "I'm sorry, I don't want to hurt you, you will understand when you grow up." She said to herself , the tone was full of self-blame, and there was an uncontrollable sadness in his eyes.

In fact, from the moment she called Ye Fan that day, she made up her mind to stay away from this child. She felt that no matter how selfishly she kept her by her side, Ye Fan would be harmed in the end, but she was really reluctant to part with it. I can't see Ye Fan smiling at me stupidly, I can't bear to see Ye Fan become a loner again, I can't bear to see that no one will wait for me to work overtime and eat supper together, and go back to the dormitory, I can't bear to see that child Qingqing With watery eyes, I really can't bear the child who is always picked up by me to ask questions when my mind is distracted in class, and who can always answer my own questions confidently...

So she decided to be selfish again, to see Ye Fan's radiant eyes after eating the dishes she cooked, to ride the kid's motorcycle again, to drink with her heartily, and to tell her again A few words, finished all the nostalgic things, and then said goodbye happily.