Transmigrated into the cannon fodder abandoned by the actor

Gu Qingchi lived a normal life, went to the doctor on time, and finished his work.

That absurd banquet seemed to be just a dream, it was forgotten when he woke up, and it didn't affect Gu Qingchi at all.

It's just that the company received a lot of calls, each of which was looking for Gu Qingchi, both good and bad. Some came to question, saying it was Gu Qingchi's family, and some even came to ask for the contact information and the price. Li thought it was ridiculous. He still remembered that Gu Qingchi said he was an orphan at the time, and finally dismissed them casually. Mrs. Gu hadn't sent a message to Gu Qingchi for a long time.

Life is peaceful and dead, without any abnormality, this is normal, it has nothing to do with the past, no one can see what he looks like now, everyone is living a good life, loving the person they should love, it's great.

It was also at this time that Gu Qingchi attempted suicide for the first time.

That day, he had just finished a conversation with the doctor, went home and sat for a while, and finally removed all the curtains in the house suddenly, the whole house was cleaned cleanly, the house was bright and bright under the sun, Xiao Lihua followed Gu Qingchi After running for a while, I finally nestled on the balcony and basked in the sun and fell asleep.

Finally, he checked Xiao Lihua's feeder and water feeder, and filled them with newly opened cat food.

A group message was sent—it was said to be a group message, but in fact it was only Xie Luyu, Ye Li, and Xiao Ke.

The content of the message is very simple - can Xiao Lihua be fostered by you starting tomorrow?It is easy to raise, just eat cat food.

Ye Li and Xiao Ke didn't think too much, they both replied, at most they asked when to pick them up, and didn't care if they didn't receive a reply from Gu Qingchi.

When he sees it, he will reply. Gu Qingchi is the kind of person who doesn’t look at his mobile phone often. Compared with the addictive Internet, he prefers to play the piano to pass the time, and he also stumbles when playing various apps that appear frequently. , why the news does not pop up can be studied for a long time.

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Xie Luyu was sleeping in the nanny's car. He had just returned from abroad and was jet-lagged. When he was jet-lagged, he had to make no noise at all. He usually had a good temper and could do whatever he wanted, but he was angry when he got up and couldn't sleep enough. His whole body was under pressure. Both the assistant and the driver knew his habits, so they relaxed their movements.

When the sound effect of WeChat receiving the message sounded, the assistant and the driver were startled, and they both touched their phones to see if they were not muted, and then saw Xie Luyu get up behind and turned on their phones.

The assistant breathed a sigh of relief, and waited for Xie Luyu to attack. He still remembered that the last time Pan Xiaocheng sent a message to Xie Luyu in the morning, and finally received a series of voice messages. Xie Luyu spoke for a full minute without panting, There is no swear word or thorn in every sentence, and I don't know whether it is embarrassing others or embarrassing myself.

Then the assistant saw that Xie Luyu's face changed, and he didn't even sleep, so he immediately reported an address and asked the driver to go, the sooner the better.

Xie Luyu was really nervous and didn't feel sleepy at all. When he saw that message, he felt that something was wrong. Gu Qingchi was the kind of character who would not bother others unless it was absolutely necessary, especially after that time, he She avoided Xie Luyu and never took the initiative to contact her. Even if she wanted to help, she would never find Xie Luyu.

He called Ye Li on the way, and after confirming that Gu Qingchi had nothing to do in the near future, he started calling Gu Qingchi one after another, but no one answered, and Gu Qingchi picked up the last one.

Xie Luyu relaxed slightly and talked to Gu Qingchi.

He seemed to have just woken up, and he was still a little sleepy. After talking to Xie Luyu for a while, he said that he was going to sleep, and then he never called again. There seemed to be nothing wrong.

But Xie Luyu hesitated for a while, chose to trust his intuition, still did not change his mind, and asked the driver to drive over with all his strength.

Xie Luyu didn't know how many times he said to hurry up, and then he rushed to Gu Qingchi's place in more than ten minutes. After knocking on the door, he couldn't open it, so he went to look for the property owner.

Finally, I found Gu Qingchi lying on the ground in the living room. His face and body were splattered with blood. His body was wet with water and blood. Even the carpet was wet. Bathroom, the door of the bathroom is open, Xiao Lihua is squatting at the door of the bathroom, her abdomen is dyed red, it seems to have entered the bathtub once, the hair on her body is dripping wet, when Xie Luyu knocked on the door, she could still hear her screaming He stopped barking when he saw someone coming, and only watched Xie Luyu check Gu Qingchi's situation.

Xie Luyu didn't know how he could still remember to find a bandage to wrap him up briefly, and how he was sent to the hospital.

It was not until Gu Qingchi was lying on the hospital bed, and the doctor said that Gu Qingchi was not in danger, and he was lying in the ward, his face was pale, and his lips looked cold, that Xie Luyu slowly felt great fear.

The ward is a single room, unlike a hospital, like a home. There is a vase on the bedside table. The flowers in the vase seem to have not been changed for a few days, and they have begun to wither.

When such a big thing happened, the assistant had already informed Pan Xiaocheng. Pan Xiaocheng was calling Ye Li outside the ward. Many people started to act, but Xie Luyu didn't want to bother.

He just watched the liquid slowly being injected into Gu Qingchi's body, it was like a fucking dream, he thought.

Mrs. Gu's condition worsened, and Gu's father and Gu Xie watched her all day long, devastated and had no time to take care of other things.

After waking up, she yelled at Father Gu and Gu Xie in disbelief.

"What are you doing? You're all crazy! That's my child."

Sometimes she would be quiet. She said she heard Xiaoguai playing the piano upstairs. She said that roses should not be planted in the garden. The dogs are all dead, and they will be sad when they come back. She said that when you come back, don't honk your car horns. Xiaoguai ran down the stairs when she heard it. She ran so fast, it was so scary.

It may be that the picture she drew was so beautiful, Father Gu and Gu Xie also felt in a trance that there really seemed to be such a child, a small child, who loved to laugh, was sweet and obedient, and heard the sound of the car horn He just ran down from upstairs and threw himself into the man's arms, sincerely loving his mother, loving his father and brother.

Father Gu hesitated one day, whether he should contact that child Gu Qingchi to coax Mrs. Gu, Gu Xie seemed to be waiting for him to say this, and agreed without hesitation.

Then Mrs. Gu knew about it somehow.

Mrs. Gu knew that Gu Qingchi was coming, so she got up so early, happily changed into her most beautiful clothes, and discussed with Wang Ma for a long time to cook the dishes that Xiaoguai likes, as if she really had a Xiaoguai .

At home, Xiao Wang has given birth to two puppies, and his docile personality has also changed, and now he still barks at strangers.

Mrs. Gu was very worried that Xiao Wang would not remember Xiaoguai.

"Xiaoguai is going home today, Xiao Wang, you have to be obedient."

It was very easy for the Gu family to find the phone number of Gu Qingchi's manager, after expressing their clear wishes to Ye Li.

Ye Li was silent for a while, and refused very formally.

"I'm sorry, my artist's itinerary has been arranged recently, but I can't arrange it for the time being."

Father Gu knew it was a refusal as soon as he heard it, so he didn't bother, and turned to find someone else.

The news of Gu Qingchi committing suicide by cutting his wrist was strictly blocked, but there is no impenetrable wall in the world, there are still some people who know the inside story.

The other party believed that Gu's father would not spread the word, so he agreed to reveal a little information.

"He committed suicide by cutting his wrist yesterday and was rescued. He should be in the hospital now."

The other party probably didn't know Gu Qingchi, so he spoke very calmly, as if he was saying that it rained yesterday.

It was just like this that Gu's father felt a little shuddering. He had met Gu Qingchi that day, and he had a deep impression on him. Gu Qingchi was fine that day, very normal, and he looked like a very good and polite child.

In the information he obtained before, the evaluation of Gu Qingchi was also very good.

And such a child is now lying in the hospital, committing suicide by cutting his wrists.

Gu Qingchi is very afraid of pain, Xie Luyu is very aware of this, when he used to cook, Gu Qingchi was splashed with oil once, and he has been far away since then.

Even if it's a small wound accidentally scratched on his finger, he doesn't even need to bleed, he still needs to stick it tightly with a band-aid, so that he can feel at ease when he can't see it, and then he has to lie down on the sofa for a long time .

Such a person has the courage to cut such a deep and long cut on his wrist, how sad he must have been at that time.

Xie Luyu couldn't imagine it, but he was very sad now.

Gu Qingchi woke up at noon the next day. He stared at the infusion tube for a long time after waking up.

Xie Luyu watched from the side, dispelling his thoughts.

"There are still two bottles left, the needle cannot be removed."

Gu Qingchi shrunk himself into the quilt sleepily, leaving only his wrists outside, so he couldn't even hear his voice.

"Feel sorry."

Feel sorry?Sorry for what?

Do you feel sorry for having troubled so many people, or feel sorry for not dying cleanly?

Xie Luyu looked at him and felt a burst of powerless anger. He hadn't forgotten to fix his wrist and adjusted the infusion tube for him.

He put his hand to his forehead, almost begging.

"It's me who should apologize."

"I apologize to you for all my untimely appearances, unfathomable liking, and shameless entanglement."【1】

He paused every word.

"But my love can't be taken back, I love you, because of your—"

He paused, as if he didn't want to say that word, and finally he skipped it lightly.

"Sorry for your actions."

Xie Luyu looked up, pursed his lips, and his eyes were a little red.

"Although it's shameless to say this, you can't, you can't hurt me like this."

He tried his best to be strict, but in fact he spoke in a low voice. Although he was accusing, the accusation did not mean much. It was very weak, more like a silent begging.

Please, whatever, but don't do this.