Transmigrated into the cannon fodder abandoned by the actor

Because there was no sound in the corridor for a long time, the voice-activated lights gradually went out one by one.

The light coming from the hall was the only source of light, and the shadows of the two people were stretched for a long time, and finally disappeared into the darkness.

Gu Qingchi had already relaxed after smoking half of a cigarette.

Xie Luyu stood upright on the side, while Xiao Ke came to him at some point and yelled at the end of the corridor.

Gu Qingchi straightened up, inserted his hands into his hair and pushed back the wet hair on his forehead.

When passing by Xie Luyu, Xie Luyu suddenly grabbed his wrist.

Xie Luyu used moderate strength, just the strength that Gu Qingchi couldn't break free without hurting him.

With a little force, Gu Qingchi let go of his hand. In his hand, a cigarette that was about to be extinguished was crumpled into a ball, and there were still traces of burns on the palm of his hand.

He used to pretend to live a normal life, pretending that he was normal every day, had a regular schedule, would go out, and arrange things for himself, but after pretending for a long time, his feet would always be exposed. You can see the carrion underneath.

Xie Luyu looked at Gu Qingchi and then at his palms, wanted to ask him why he did this, then stopped again, what are you talking about, Gu Qingchi is not stupid, he understands everything, he knows the pain, he just can't control himself, because there is There are things more tormenting than pain all the time, and he has to exert all his energy just to survive.

Xie Luyu turned around and shouted to Xiao Ke over there.

"I have something to talk to you, Brother Gu, and I'll send it back to you later, Brother Gu, you should go get busy first."

Xiao Ke had a good impression of Xie Luyu, she saw that Gu Qingchi didn't make a sound, she responded, greeted them and left.

Xie Luyu was quite familiar with this, he dragged Gu Qingchi into a lounge, let Gu Qingchi sit on the sofa, dragged a medicine box out from somewhere.

Gu Qingchi watched his movements indifferently, and didn't seem to care much.

Xie Luyu quickly applied the medicine to him, and then wrapped it up with a bandage.

"It's not serious, don't touch the water, it will be fine soon."

He squatted in front of Gu Qingchi, stared into Gu Qingchi's eyes, and said word by word.

"I know you work hard to live a good life, it may be difficult, but I need you to know that you can be willful when you are unhappy, you can smoke, you can drink, you can do sports, you can do everything you want, this is you freedom of."

"But you can't get pleasure by hurting yourself, you can't touch that line, it's not just for yourself, it's for those who care about you, for Xiao Ke, for Ye Li, for your fans, you know ?Now there are many fans, they like you, watch your movies, imitate your clothes, you have the obligation to guide them.”

Gu Qingchi looked at Xie Luyu, as if he was digesting what he just said, he slowly approached Xie Luyu, and when he was still a palm away from Xie Luyu, he turned his head to the side, closed his eyes, and after a while Open it again.

"It smells like snow."

Xie Luyu stroked his short hair with his hands, hummed, and finally tugged the corners of his mouth in frustration.

"You need treatment. I have to talk to Ye Li. I will tell him everything. I won't hide it for you."

Gu Qingchi fell back on the sofa, hummed, and agreed.

Xie Luyu hadn't reacted yet.

Gu Qingchi continued.

"If I go to the doctor, if I take my medicine, will I really get better?"

He obviously looked the same as before, precarious, as if he would fall apart at any moment, but Xie Luyu still felt hopeful.

Gu Qingchi would not take the initiative to seek help before, he would only let himself go to destruction before.

Gu Qingchi didn't go to see a doctor before, as if he was no different from others, not a different kind.

Xie Luyu immediately gave him an affirmative answer.

"Yes, everything will be fine."

He was so determined that it almost gave Gu Qingchi the strength to move forward.

Gu Qingchi wanted to become normal.

When Ye Li was notified by Xie Luyu, he was not very surprised, and had a faint feeling that it was true, but Xiao Ke was taken aback, and kept blaming himself for not discovering Gu Qingchi's abnormality earlier.

Ye Li comforted Xiao Ke with a few words and quickly arranged for Gu Qingchi. This line of work is very stressful, and many artists also have psychological problems. He is also familiar with the road.

Immediately, Gu Qingchi and Gu Qingchi went to the psychiatric department to register, and they were diagnosed with severe depression.

But the psychiatric department of the hospital was too routine, and after Gu Qingchi went there once, he was reluctant to go there, so Ye Li changed doctors for him.

The last doctor I found was introduced by Xie Luyu, a well-known psychiatric doctor, and he opened a psychiatric hospital. He said it was a hospital but there were not many doctors. All of them were famous, and there were several foreign experts. It is also high, but it is very humane. One doctor is in charge of several patients, and psychological counseling is very famous.

As long as you don't feel well, you can make an appointment with your doctor at any time, even if it's late at night, Ye Li communicated with the hospital and made an appointment.

Gu Qingchi insisted on going to see a doctor by himself. The psychological clinic is in the city center, but the location is very good, surrounded by villas, with good greenery and very quiet, such a place is very expensive.

There was a pretty little girl at the front desk, with a plain face, like a student, with braids flicking at the back of her head, she was very enthusiastic when she saw someone coming, even though Gu Qingchi was wearing a mask and a hat, and looked suspiciously armed, she didn't It can make her vigilant, and she wants to share her biscuits with Gu Qingchi as soon as they meet, and she smiles when she is rejected. She is enthusiastic but not embarrassing. After she helped Gu Qingchi check the appointment, she even pulled Gu Qingchi to greet him for a while.

"Go inside, just go to the innermost room. Are you afraid of cats? If you are afraid of cats, I can escort you in. There is a little fat cat that likes to run around in it."

Gu Qingchi declined. Although it is a clinic, the decoration is very homely. From time to time there are pots of green plants. When he walked to the place, when he was about to knock on the door, a man just pushed the door and came out. Gu Qingchi is about 1.8 meters tall, not short. That person is a little taller than Gu Qingchi, 1.9 meters straight,

He leaned down and apologized in a low voice.

Gu Qingchi's body suddenly became stiff.

The other party was a little puzzled and said with concern.

"Are you OK?"

Gu Qingchi shook his head, he entered, and the man went out.

The two intertwined for a brief moment.

When the door closed, the tall man looked back in a strange way.

Gu Qingchi also turned his head sideways, his profile was faintly visible, his eyes were beautiful, with the tails of his eyes upward, and there was a hint of charm, but his eyes were a little colder, and there was no emotion to be seen, the two of them looked at each other until the door closed.

The man's heart throbbed inexplicably, and he always felt that those eyes were familiar, but they shouldn't be like that, so cold that they were a little hollow, but with curved brows and eyes filled with broken light. He shook his head and squeezed the document in his hand walked out.

The front desk at the door saw him and greeted him. He came frequently, and the front desk was already familiar with him.

"Brother Gu Xie, did you get Madam's report? I really like the biscuits Madam brought me last time. Don't forget to thank Madam for me!"

Gu Xie also showed a little smile, Mrs. Gu and he both liked this little girl.

"Okay, madam is still wondering why you don't call her auntie. Last time I kept muttering to me that you called madam too strange."

The little girl at the front desk was frowning, and became seriously troubled.

"Ah, no way, Madam is so pretty, it's hard for my conscience to call Auntie."

While talking, she forgot about it, and happily told Gu Xie about her new discovery.

"A guest came here just now. His eyes are pretty. I think he looks a bit like Mrs. Gu. She should be very good-looking, and her surname is Gu, but Mrs. is always the most beautiful. If only Mrs. had a daughter, someone could inherit it." She's beautiful."

The little girl was full of pity.

Gu Xie had no choice but to say goodbye to her. When he sat in the car, he still couldn't help thinking about the person he met at the doctor's place just now. Even the feeling of being happy just now because the doctor said that Mrs. Gu had improved a lot became depressed. down.

Over there, Gu Qingchi sat in front of the doctor, took off his mask, and was obviously in a low mood.

The doctor didn't ask Gu Qingchi to do tests or ask any questions. Gu Qingchi had already done a professional test in the psychiatric department of the hospital before, and the diagnosis results were already in his place. This saved him a lot of effort. Tests are essential, but Now this is more conducive to him gaining Gu Qingchi's trust.

He also didn't ask Gu Qingchi to trust him or be friends with him, that's what a novice would do according to the scriptures, a normal person would not easily trust a person he just met, why would he ask a patient like that?

Especially when the patient is likely to be more sensitive and vulnerable than normal.

Approaching stray cats takes time and patience.

He was chatting with Gu Qingchi, the topic was very jumpy, as if thinking of something to say, try to avoid asking questions to understand Gu Qingchi, this will most likely make Gu Qingchi repulsive, if he has to ask Gu Qingchi any questions, then he also He will bring up his own situation, and even laugh at himself. If he observes any rejection or abnormality in Gu Qingchi, he will immediately change the subject.

"I noticed that you seemed to have made eye contact with Mr. Gu Xie just now..."

The doctor spoke slowly.

When Gu Qingchi heard the name Gu Xie, he suddenly closed his fingers that were lying on the seat.

"Mr. Gu Xie is a serious person. I don't like to make eye contact with him, but you are very brave, and you don't reject taking the initiative to have this kind of communication with others, right?"

The doctor praised Gu Qingchi without hesitation.

Gu Qingchi relaxed his fingers again, and said seriously.

"Sometimes I don't like it."

By the time Gu Qingchi finished this meeting, Gu Qingchi's reluctance to see a doctor had been reduced a lot. This conversation was so comfortable that he even began to look forward to the next meeting.

After the doctor sent him out, he returned to his seat and wrote something quickly.

Finally, after summarizing the files, he let out a sigh.

"Like Mrs. Gu, they are both overly sensitive people."