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The other party went out and closed the door, and then squinted at the little eunuch who only promised to come up to clean: "Bring the wine."

The little eunuch was stunned for a moment, not daring to disobey, and immediately brought all the wine and placed them on the table, and then retreated silently.

Li Jinsha looked at the wine, smiled, picked up a jar and poured it into his stomach, as if pouring it into a bottomless pit, never getting drunk, even if drunk, there is no end.

Tears slipped down, fused with the mellow wine, and sank into the plain clothes. He wanted to forget, forget all this, forget the absurd period of dreamlike years since the death of Gongsun Rong.

Suddenly seeing the red agate on the thumb, the hand suddenly lost strength, and a jar of wine fell to the ground like this, splashing broken porcelain and wine fragrance, making a piercing sound.He took a few steps back, leaned against the wooden table losing his center of gravity, collapsed all of a sudden, held his hand, and stared intently at the exquisite object, which shattered all his forgotten thoughts. The wedding robe on that person.

He pushed the finger to take it out, the hand he was holding kept shaking, and he wanted to throw it on the ground several times into a cloud of smoke, but he couldn't bear it after all.He laughed, laughing that he couldn't let go after all, maybe even after many years, Gongsun Lu would still have the most precious and irreplaceable place in his heart.

Finally unable to suppress it, he was finally able to cry unrestrainedly in a place where no one was around—for 22 years, even in the hardships beside Nangong Ling, the purgatory beside Gongsun Rong, and the life-and-death struggle on the road to power and eunuchs in the inner palace, he I've never been so desperate -- the most desperate thing is losing hope even if it's just a dream.

"why why……"

In the dark palace, he seemed to be the only one left, he could see nothing, he could hear nothing, his loneliness was like a floating boat, his despair was like a reed, and he would be submerged in the next moment.

Until a hazy sound suddenly sounded in his ears, and then rushed towards him in chaotic and hurried steps, and the childish voice forcefully pulled him back.

"Li Jinsha, Li Jinsha!!"

His vision gradually became clear, and he saw the emperor clearly with his drunken eyes. Li Jinsha smiled weakly and said, "I have not collected the mess, please punish me, Your Majesty."

Seeing this, the ten-year-old emperor burst into tears so fragilely. He knelt on the ground, clutching his arms tightly with his small hands, and said, "Li Jinsha, don't cry, don't cry...why are you crying?!"

Li Jinsha looked at him with a weeping look on his face, he didn't look like a great emperor, he was just a fragile child.His smile softened: "Then why is Your Majesty crying?"

Gongsun Ke wiped his face, and said in a choked voice, "It's you...I'm scared when I see you crying...Is it because of Gongsun Lu..."

Seeing that Li Jinsha was silent, he suddenly stood up and said angrily: "I have already ordered to kill him tomorrow! Give him back ten times as much as you beat!!"

Li Jinsha looked at his ridiculously childish expression, and said with a sense of alcohol in his eyes: "Even if he does this, I will be willing."

"What did you say...are you a fool?" Gongsun Ke twisted his face and said loudly: "He is the scum of the Gongsun family, and he wants to rebel with Gongsun Jing. If he treats you like this, death is not a pity!"

Li Jinsha hooked the corners of his lips, feeling dizzy, but still conscious: "He is the only person here who really cares about ministers, even for that kind of purpose."

"What are you talking about?" Gongsun Ke asked.

"Your Majesty the Ninth Five-Year Lord, who is loved by thousands of subjects, how can you understand?" Li Jinsha said softly, reaching out to pick up the moonlight cup containing the wine and pouring it down, mocking himself: "And people like this minister , is the real feeling of being left alone, being indifferent, life is like an ant, death is not a pity, even if there is only a little light, it is precious..."

"Shut up!!" Gongsun Ke screamed, tears filled his gray eyes, and Li Jinsha's face was reflected in his eyes: "You are wrong, all wrong!!"

Li Jinsha looked at him steadfastly, the drunkenness in his eyes was even worse, with unknown emotions.

"The saddest person in the whole world is Zhen." Gongsun Ke paused every word, and tears fell drop by drop, merging into the wine on the ground: "It seems that everyone cares about me, and I can trust anyone, but in fact Everyone is lying, Gongsun Qi, Gongsun Yu, Gongsun Jing, those ministers and generals are all hypocrites... They never thought about how I feel, they are all using me!"

"The loneliness of being an emperor is better than being a slave like a minister..."

"Nonsense... I will be killed, I will be killed!!" Gongsun Ke's thin body kept trembling, and he shed tears: "I said, I only believe in you, but you don't believe me..."

"Don't I care about you? Didn't I care about your feelings?!" Gongsun Ke stretched out his small hand and pulled his skirt and pulled it up forcefully: "You are so dead for a mere Gongsun Lu, don't you think so? Didn't you think about it for me? Then Gongsun Lu is going to kill me, kill me!!"

Li Jinsha stood up unsteadily, and laughed when he heard these words: "Your Majesty is young..."

"Shut up!" Gongsun Ke grabbed his hand tightly and said, "I'm not young anymore, I'm not young anymore! Soon, I will grow up, just like my father, I can..."

Li Jinsha's eyes were blurred, he grabbed his hand, put it on the thin shoulder, and said almost unconsciously: "I will grow up with your majesty... the king will come to the world... sit and enjoy... the country... "

Before he finished speaking, the hand on Gongsun Ke's shoulder was suddenly loosened, and he leaned forward and fell to the ground. His drowsy consciousness was like heavy lead on his mind, and he was in chaos.

Gongsun Ke went up and tried to help him up, and said in horror: "Don't scare me, wake up, wake up, woo woo woo... If you are not here, I will die!! I will be killed by them!!"

The cry of the young emperor is like a cuckoo crying blood. It is the fear of ignorance and the trembling of the unknown.

At the dawn of troubled times, the Jade Palace was shed with tears, burying a cloud of dead memories all over the place.

When Li Jinsha opened his eyes, what he saw was the Eagle Palace sitting next to the bed, and the little eunuch who was serving at the side. It seemed that he had received some kind of favor from the other party, and his face was full of respect and joy.

The sun was shining brightly outside the window, indicating that the time had passed and everything had become bones.As described by Gongsun Law, the so-called feelings are as fragile as human life, and they gather and disperse like sand.

He glanced blankly at Yinggong: "Where is Your Majesty?"

"The emperor fell asleep next to your couch last night, and was brought back to the Qianlong Palace by the little noble son." Ying Gong said and asked the little eunuch to bring a bowl of rice porridge and put it in front of the couch: "You didn't eat all day yesterday. , eat some millet porridge."

Li Jinsha looked at the millet porridge, which was as light as water, his eyes were glazed, and he didn't move: "Prince Jing's mansion is dead, why are you still in the palace?"

Ying Gong helped him stir to dissipate the heat in the bowl: "I will leave the palace in a while, and I will say goodbye to you right now."

"Go to Jinting?"

"Okay," Ying Gong brought a side dish, "If you want to leave, you can come with me."

"Where are you going?" Li Jinsha sneered: "Are you going to recognize relatives?"

"Now that you have become a step towards overthrowing Gongsun Jing, the Jin court will not treat you badly." Ying Gong said calmly, "It's fine if you want to stay in the palace."

Li Jinsha smiled coldly: "You still dare not tell him."

"I can't predict Uncle Shi's reaction, so I haven't told you all the time." Ying Gong stood up, looked at him and said, "The truth is, it's just a matter of how long it takes to know. Blood is thicker than water, so Ziyi thinks about it carefully." Think about it."

Li Jinsha remained silent, avoiding his gaze.

"Ziyi take care of yourself." After saying that, he disappeared into Siting Hall, as if he had never appeared in the past few days.

Li Jinsha was still lying there, not moving at all, staring intently at the roof of the house.He wanted to lie like this for several days and nights until he was so hungry and thirsty that he lost consciousness, like a walking dead.

He suddenly turned his eyes, searched in the room, and then subconsciously searched in the sleeves, and he was relieved after finding the intact onyx finger-wrench, and laughed at himself.

Sure enough, I still can't let go.

Suddenly there was a sound at the door, and it was the young eunuch who was serving: "Admiral Li, the knife letter from Dongchang said that he would report recent events to you."

"Let him figure it out on his own."

The other end was quiet for a while, and then the little eunuch came back again: "The letter from Dao was conveyed to you by the servant, saying that the fire in Lihong Pavilion burned down the entire building in the middle of the night yesterday, and the old bustard Yang Hong is still missing."

The news was like thunder, and Li Jinsha's ashen face immediately revived, and emotions were also ignited in his eyes.He suddenly sat up and got off the couch, stepped forward and pushed the door open, almost hurting the little eunuch outside: "Tell him to come in!"

There was a heavy hammer in his heart, and the thunder and drums roared, almost shattering his chest. His hair was disheveled, his face was pale, his clenched fists trembled, and the blood in his eyes seemed to be eager to slaughter.

Dao Xin who came in was so frightened by this appearance that he almost cried out, and immediately reported: "Boss, Boss, a fire suddenly broke out in the Lihong Pavilion in the middle of the night last night, and the whole pavilion was burned down. Fortunately, all the guests and geisha inside escaped." It came out...but after searching for the bones, I found that the woman Yang Hong was missing, and the source of the fire was the house where she was..."

"Where was she that night?"

"According to the people in Lihong Pavilion, the bustard never showed up that night..."

"Go and have a look." Li Jinsha grabbed his clothes and left Siting Hall as he said that, the latter was stunned by the speed.

The singing and dancing land that became ashes is now but a grave.

Li Jinsha flew to the desolate ruins, followed the path in his memory all the way to Yang Hong's room, but he could only see vague wreckage.

"Boss, the younger one has already searched here, and there is nothing." Dao Xin said carefully.

"How is it possible..." Li