if you catch up

Sitting alone in a coffee shop, my thoughts always like to wander around, to the time in high school, to the years in Germany, to what my father said at that time, to Xiao Yuan now.

Xu Xintian came and left, Yi Yang's thoughts stopped wandering, and stopped on that person named Xiao Yuan.

He knew what Xu Xintian wanted to say, so he deliberately diverted, but he still couldn't help but think of him.

Xiao Yuan said that she didn't want to let go, hey, why don't you want to, she let go six years ago, didn't she?

When I was in Germany, I missed him at the beginning. I missed him so much that I couldn’t help myself. I couldn’t sleep all night. I missed him, but I was afraid of him. He had no choice but to take sleeping pills one after another, and even later...

But it was nothing, after those years passed, he would not think of him again, for a long, long time, as if this person had never appeared in his life.

He is excellent in studies, has a gentle temper, lives a peaceful life, and everything is going in a good direction.

Look, without Xiao Yuan, how well Yi Yang has done.

So he's back, with no qualms.

But when I saw Xiao Yuan for the first time, those sealed memories came overwhelmingly!It's like a dam that has opened its gates, and it has flowed thousands of miles.

The most profound thing is when I finally leave.

It hurts too much, I can't bear it again.

Now I just want to live a safe and stable life.

After thinking about it, Yi Yang raised his hand to look at his watch. It was past five o'clock, and then he felt a little hungry, and it was time to go back.

Walking out of the warm coffee shop, there was a gust of wind outside, which blew away a little heat from Yi Yang's body, and he couldn't help shivering.

The sky was also gray, and the leaves on the roadside were rustling. Pedestrians hurried past with their jackets tightened. Only Yi Yang suddenly stopped in front of the signpost.

Among the bustling crowd, he saw Xiao Yuan walking briskly at a glance, and forgot to move.

I've been thinking about you all afternoon, why did you really appear?

Xiao Yuan approached him, with a gust of wind on her body, staring at him, with a smile in her dark eyes, pulled his scarf blown away by the wind, and wrapped him up intimately and naturally.

Looking at the dumbfounded person in front of her, Xiao Yuan laughed out loud, "What's the matter? Are you stupid?"

Yes, it was frozen stupid.

Yi Yang came to his senses, took a step back, looked at Xiao Yuan, and didn't speak.

He was curious, why Xiao Yuan could act as if nothing had happened, were there so many things between them, were they all fake?

Well, Xiao Yuan pretended to be stupid, he didn't want to escape.

The two looked at each other like this, among the rushing crowd, one was as gentle as water and the other as cold as ice.

It's like many years ago, but with a different identity.

It was better for Xiao Yuan to break the silence, he smiled, a little helplessly, "Let's go, it's cold here".

After finishing speaking, he didn't force Yi Yang, turned around and walked forward, Yi Yang followed him, and there were some things that needed to be clarified.

The car was driving smoothly in the city center, the outside of the car was full of traffic, and the inside of the car was as silent as Zen.

Finally, when Xiao Yuan stopped the car, Yi Yang realized that this was not Xiao Yuan's home, A University, Xiao Yuan's university.

The school's name is engraved on the huge stone pillar at the entrance. It is upright and grand, and the sky has already darkened. Students passing by come and go, and youth is written on every face.

Yi Yang was puzzled, "Why are you here?",

Xiao Yuan turned her head to look at him, her smiling face shook Yi Yang's eyes, "Come and have a look".

After speaking, he took Yi Yang's hand and walked forward, "Walk with me."His voice was low, even a little tired.

For some reason, Yi Yang forgot to break free, and was dragged away by him.

Passing the teaching buildings and gardens one after another, Xiao Yuan didn't speak, and Yi Yang was still a little dazed.

He is familiar with University A. Before meeting Xiao Yuan, he had never considered this university. Even if he didn’t want to go abroad at that time, he wanted to enter a school in another city. But when Xiao Yuan appeared, all his plans were It all revolved around this person, and of course the dream university became A University.

Xiao Yuan held his hand, neither tight nor heavy, but the heat from his hand was really transmitted.

Noticing the surprised eyes of the passing students, Yi Yang realized that he instinctively wanted to pull out his hand.

After struggling a little, Xiao Yuan gripped it even tighter. Yi Yang didn't dare to make too much movement, so he had to say with a little dissatisfaction, "Let go..."

Of course Xiao Yuan wouldn't let go, "You said it" Xiao Yuan opened her mouth, and the force on her hand increased, "You said you were going to take this university", he turned his head and looked at Yi Yang, "Remember?"

The deep eyes made Yi Yang feel that once he got into the trap, he couldn't get out.

Yi Yang lowered his head and didn't speak.

How could he not remember?He remembered deeply, although in the end all his efforts turned into mockery.

Xiao Yuan didn't force him, but still pulled him along, passing by the old-fashioned teaching building, passing by the tenth-floor library, Xiao Yuan used to read there, and it took him all morning, Yi Yang, who came to look for him, couldn't bear to disturb him He secretly took out his mobile phone and took several photos of him. Xiao Yuan found out, smiled lightly, and said nothing. The sun came in and fell on him. Yi Yang always felt that his whole body was glowing.

"You……"

Xiao Yuan looked at him, sighed helplessly, held Yi Yang's hand tightly again, and said softly, "How have you been abroad for the past few years?".

Yi Yang was still uncomfortable, and said dully, "Very good", and after he finished speaking, he heard Xiao Yuan's laughter, and looked up at him dissatisfied.

Xiao Yuan stretched out her other hand to gently stroke his hair, "It's awkward!"

Yi Yang's conditioned reflex "I don't have one!"

After finishing speaking, I felt that I was not in the right mood, and turned my head away to avoid Xiao Yuan's hand, "I have a good life abroad, so don't bother you!",

He started to break free from Xiao Yuan's hand again, but Xiao Yuan let go this time, with a wry smile, "Really? I'm not doing very well."

Yi Yang's heart skipped a beat.Not good, what's wrong?

"After you left, everything actually went in a good direction. I graduated, entered Si'an, and got promoted," Xiao Yuan said calmly.

Hearing what he said, Yi Yang felt relieved for a moment, and felt a little depressed again. He obviously lived a beautiful life, so why did he say that he was not doing well, and said in a muffled voice, "Isn't this very good?".

No one answered, and the night wind was a bit cool, whistling on the two of them, and then passing through, as if blowing some words away.

Yi Yang felt a little cold, and couldn't help shivering, Xiao Yuan turned her head, "Is it cold?".

As he spoke, he pulled Yi Yang to his side again, "Let's go eat, we'll be there."

Yi Yang looked forward, and before they knew it, they had already reached the back street of the school. It was past 7 o'clock, and it was still eating time. The night market was very lively, with various food stalls scattered on both sides of the street, and the red stalls were even more Look festive.

No matter how long it takes, the back street of the university will always look like this.

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