if you catch up

Why should I act like a woman and grab a man with another woman?Why should I bear this embarrassment and ridicule?Why should I be so uncomfortable?

If it's not you, why should I be like this? !

Xiao Yuan got off work early today and came to school to pick up Yi Yang. When passing by the coffee shop, she happened to catch a glimpse of Yi Yang coming out of it, with a bad expression on her face.

He got out of the car in a hurry, walked over quickly, pulled Yi Yang over, and asked him what's wrong.

As a result, Yi Yang threw him away violently, without giving him a look, and walked forward.

Only then did Xiao Yuan realize that it wasn't a matter of a bad complexion. Yi Yang has always been a gentle person. He used to be cheerful and lively with a big heart.It has changed now, he is still calm and patient, he is serious and indifferent to people and things, even if something really happens, he is habitually calm and will not show it on his face.But now, although there is still nothing visible on the surface, Xiao Yuan can clearly feel that Yi Yang is angry, very angry with those angry eyes and fierce movements.

Yi Yang threw him away, and he pulled again, grabbing his wrist, and before he could speak, Yi Yang yelled, "Let me go!"

Xiao Yuan didn't let go, "What's wrong?"

"Don't worry about it!" Yi Yang struggled, "Let me go!"

"Where are you going? We have an appointment." He struggled too hard, Xiao Yuan was afraid of hurting him, so he let go.

Yi Yang broke free all of a sudden, with angry eyes and red eyes, he roared, "The peach blossoms I told you, you have nothing to do with me!"

He knew that this might not be about Xiao Yuan's business, or that he himself had overreacted, but Su Heng's words hovered in his mind, repeatedly stimulating his nerves and stinging his heart. A long time ago, Xiao Yuan also Having said that... yes, I dragged you in, but didn't you love it too?You chose to give up, why do I still owe you?Why do you still have to be ridiculed, why are you still like this!What did I do wrong...

He was so wronged that he was afraid that the hazy fog in his eyes would turn into water. He ran so fast, so when the car was speeding towards him, he didn't feel the slightest.

"Yi Yang!"

Hearing Xiao Yuan's usual deep voice turned into a roar, he felt himself being pushed away by a force.

He fell suddenly on the asphalt road, and there was a bloodstain on his arm. Yi Yang gritted his teeth in pain, and covered his arm, he was still a little dazed.

Crowds gathered around, some were discussing, some were asking anxiously, and some were making emergency calls.

The noisy voice pulled Yi Yang back, he walked to Xiao Yuan's side, and saw bloodstains around him.

The bright red blood immediately occupied the whole mind, just like back then.

He had never seen his father when he was in a car accident, but that scene appeared again and again in his dreams, the body that was knocked into the air, the blood on the ground, and the heartbeat that was no longer active.

It was as if the scene in a dream overlapped with his eyes, and it seemed as if he was drowning and suffocating. Yi Yang had difficulty breathing. He was unsteady and fell down beside Xiao Yuan. His voice was full of hesitation and disbelief, "Xiao, Xiao Yuan...?"

"Don't scare me, you, you..."

The fog in his eyes finally turned into water droplets, and Yi Yang didn't realize that he clumsily held Xiao Yuan's hand, wanting to hold it tight, but he was afraid of hurting him.

"No, it's okay, don't worry..." The blood on the leg was bleeding, severe pain flooded the mind, every nerve was clamoring for pain and strike, Xiao Yuan was dazed, but still gently held back Yi Yang's restless hand.

"I... I'm calling, wait a minute, you wait for me...", Yi Yang's voice was crying, and the other hand was on his body, frantically looking for the phone.

A well-meaning person's voice came from the crowd, "Don't worry, I have already called the emergency number, and the ambulance will arrive soon."

But Yi Yang didn't seem to be able to hear, he was still groping around in a panic.

"What's going on?!" A strong force suddenly pushed him away, "What did you do?!"

Yi Yang fell to the ground and rubbed the wound on his arm again. Tiny stones were embedded in the opened flesh, and blood flowed out.But he couldn't feel the pain at this time. He got up in a hurry and saw Su Heng kneeling beside Xiao Yuan. She was no longer elegant, her face was full of panic and anxiety, "Xiao Yuan, Xiao Yuan, what's wrong with you?" ? Wake up, wake up, wake up!"

Xiao Yuan couldn't hold on for a long time and fell into a coma.

The ambulance came quickly, and the crowd gave way one after another. The medical staff calmly carried Xiao Yuan into the car, and Yi Yang stumbled to follow. Su Heng turned his head, and for the first time, there was obvious resentment in the eyes of this proud woman. "Isn't it enough for you to hurt him? If something happens to Xiao Yuan today, I won't let you go!"

But Yi Yang didn't care so much at this time, the words of others couldn't reach his ears, and his mind was full of blood.

He stubbornly held Xiao Yuan's hand and didn't let go, and stubbornly wanted to climb into the ambulance, even if someone stopped him, he would still accompany him.

Some medical staff looked at this handsome young man, their tearful faces were not fake, and the time was urgent, he said sharply, "The patient needs to be treated as soon as possible, if there is anything to quarrel about, turn back and quarrel, all go up!"

Su Heng had no choice but to give in.

Xiao Yuan was pushed into the operating room, and the lights outside the door were frighteningly bright.

Yi Yang sat blankly on the bench outside the operating room, without speaking or crying, his mind was blank, he only knew that he must stay here and look at Xiao Yuan.

Su Heng has asked the medical staff many times in the ambulance, but after all, they haven't had a detailed inspection, and they can't draw conclusions arbitrarily.Her delicate makeup was a bit faded, but she was too anxious to take care of him, so she could only pace back and forth in front of the door.

Finally tired from walking, Su Heng sat down beside Yi Yang dejectedly.The two waited for the person inside the door together, but did not communicate at all.

After an unknown amount of time, Su Heng's weary voice came, gnashing his teeth a little bit, "He is saving you, why did he save you?!"

Yi Yang didn't answer, and she didn't care, she leaned her head on the back of the chair, closed her eyes and continued, "What's so good about you, you're just an ordinary person, or a man, what good can you do to him? But he actually said he loves you."

"He actually said that he loves you, I don't believe it, he is so good, how could he fall in love with a man, how could he want to spend his life with a man, he must be just a novelty, just curiosity, he will wake up one day, always one day…"

Even with her eyes closed, the water droplets in the corners of her eyes could still easily blur her makeup.

The author has something to say:

That's right, a car accident. . . . . .

I'm sorry I'm too busy visiting relatives today, I just finished writing now, thank you little angel for your encouragement, I thought no one was watching, since people are paying attention, I will definitely continue to write!