if you catch up

When he got home, he found Chen Fan waiting for him at the door, carrying a bag full of vegetables.

Although he has the key to his own house, Chen Fan will never come and enter his house without authorization. He is a gentleman and knows how to respect others.

Seeing him, Yi Yang was a little dazed, smiled, "Why are you here?", and took out the key to open the door.

Chen Fan raised the dish in his hand and shook it, "I'll be your cook, I won't be afraid of malnutrition if I drink porridge every day."

Yi Yang has always been unimpressed with kitchen matters, learning to cook porridge is because it is simple and good for his stomach, and he doesn't know anything about other slightly more complicated ones.You can eat outside at noon, but you can only eat porridge at home in the evening.

"Thank you, when did you come here?" Yi Yang walked into the kitchen with him, and was about to put the dishes in the refrigerator.

"Hey! I'm going to do it later, don't put it away, what are you thinking?" Chen Fan took a bag of potatoes in his hand, "I just arrived, a little earlier than you."

"Hmm..." Yi Yang touched his nose, "Have you finished dealing with that case?"

Chen Fan answered while picking and choosing from the dishes, "Soon, the court will start soon."

"No wonder you are so busy these days", he took a piece of fruit to wash.

"Why do you wash that? Come here and wash the vegetables." Chen Fan handed him a handful of vegetables, then stared at him suspiciously, "Why do you think you're absent-minded?"

"No, it's just a little tired from work." Yi Yang took the dishes and shook them twice after washing them. "Are you confident this time?"

"I'm well prepared, there's nothing wrong with it." Chen Fan handed him the potatoes again, and added, "Don't be too tired, your body is important."

"Speaking of me? Who stays up all night when they get busy?"

"You can't compare with me, the case is urgent, you can't be busy..."

Two people are in the kitchen, one is the chef and the other is the helper, chatting with each other. Although Yi Yang is slow in his hands and feet and often makes mistakes, Chen Fan is a superb cook after all, flexible and fast, and the dishes are ready in a short time up.

The dishes are served on the table, four dishes and one soup, rich in nutrition.Chen Fan inherited Chen Ma's kitchen talent and cooks well, but he has always adhered to the principle that rare things are valuable, and he doesn't usually show his hands.

So it was rare for Chen Fan to cook in person. Although Yi Yang had no appetite, he still ate as much as possible.

After the meal, he went to clean up the dishes and let Chen Fan, the chef, sit comfortably on the sofa to rest for a while.

After he finished packing, he came out of the kitchen, only to see Chen Fan holding the documents he brought from the company later, looking down with downcast eyes.

Yi Yang was taken aback, Xiao Yuan's signature was on the document, and he never told Chen Fan that he was working with Xiao Yuan now.

Noticing Yi Yang approaching, he raised his head, his smile had long since disappeared, his face was serious, his eyes were puzzled, angry, and Yi Yang couldn't understand other emotions.

"Didn't you say enough?" He stood up, his voice a little high, "Why are you still entangled with him!"

Yi Yang lowered his head and replied in a low voice, "You see, he is the representative of the cooperative company."

"He did it on purpose! He came after him, right?!" Chen Fan continued to ask loudly.

Yi Yang didn't speak, what did he have to say, isn't it because of him that Xiao Yuan chased after him? Maybe it's really not because of him now...

He hooked the corners of his lips mockingly, and said to Chen Fan pretending to be relaxed, "Don't worry, I have no chance with him..."

"Yi Yang!" Chen Fan rushed over suddenly, grabbed his shoulders, with abnormal urgency and panic, "Stop entangled with him, okay? Resign, okay?"

Yi Yang looked into his eyes inexplicably, this was not something Chen Fan would say.

"Chen Fan," Yi Yang said seriously, "This is my job."

Chen Fan still stared at him expectantly, for a while, seemed sure that he would not compromise, and then slowly let go, with a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth, sat down on the sofa weakly, and buried his face in his palm.

Yi Yang was very surprised, Chen Fan has always been gentle and rational, no matter how big it is, he can handle it calmly.He didn't know why he had such a big reaction this time, was he too worried that he would repeat the same mistakes?

In any case, he was concerned about himself.

He walked over and slowly sat beside Chen Fan, his voice was calm and comforting, "I know what you mean, don't worry, he and I..."

"You know? You know what I mean", Chen Fan interrupted him, turned his head, with a smile on his face, but the smile was inexplicably uncomfortable.

My heart skipped a beat.

"I...", he opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.

"You know what I mean?" Chen Fan repeated, the indelible sadness in his eyes deepened.

Looking at such eyes, Yi Yang suddenly felt empty in his heart, a long-lost thought jumped into his mind, he shook his head unconsciously, it was impossible, he couldn't think about it any more.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Chen Fan laughed, sad and helpless, "You don't know, you don't know anything...".

He lowered his head, lowered his eyes tiredly, and stopped looking at Yi Yang.

Yi Yang felt blocked and depressed. He didn't want to think about that. He always regarded Chen Fan as his good friend and big brother. Besides...Chen Fan said that he didn't like men.

This promise seemed to be a fluke, maybe it wasn't what he thought, he hesitated and said, "Don't worry..."

"Yi Yang..." Chen Fan interrupted him again, but still didn't look at him, "Don't lie to yourself...I like you".

It seemed like a trial, unmasking all possibilities.Yi Yang's heart skipped a beat suddenly, and he felt that the air was still. Even if he vaguely guessed it, he was still shocked when Chen Fan said it himself.

After a while, he came back to his senses and said incoherently, "You... Didn't you say that you don't like men? You had a girlfriend..."

"I don't say that, will you accept my help at that time?" He didn't like men before, and he had a girlfriend before, but, I met you...

Yi Yang was taken aback, speechless.Indeed, if he had known that Chen Fan had such thoughts for him, he would never have let him approach him.You can no longer fall in love with others, how can he drag Chen Fan down.

I couldn't fall in love with others before, but now I can?

No.

After being silent for a while, he spoke slowly, with a deep but serious voice, "I'm sorry...I, don't like me..."

What else could he say, he couldn't give Chen Fan anything.

No one answered, Chen Fan still lowered his head, but he must have heard it.

After a while, Chen Fan stood up slowly, took his coat, and walked towards the door without saying a word.

"Chen Fan...", Yi Yang called softly behind him, he owed him in the end.

Chen Fan's back stopped, "Don't say I'm sorry", his voice was disappointed, he paused, "I'm going first", and he opened the door and walked out after speaking.

In the empty room, Yi Yang stood looking at the door for a moment, his heart was in a mess, he sighed silently, and slumped on the sofa, looking at the snow-white but monotonous ceiling.

what do I do……

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Maybe it was smoked. The chapter updated yesterday was only released this morning. It doesn't matter. I will update it today.