if you catch up

Although I went shopping with the professor for a day, they actually didn’t go to many places. Firstly, the professor didn’t remember many places in City A. He just wanted to revisit the old places and see what’s different in the places he used to live. Secondly, Come on, Yi Yang hasn't been back for many years after all, many places and roads are not familiar to him, and wandering around is troublesome, so they only went to the professor's university, provincial museum and provincial library. After all, the professor stayed at the school. I have more time and I have more preference for these places.

Yi Yang walked with the professor for a day. The old professor was getting old and couldn't bear to walk too much, so Yi Yang, a half-baked tour guide, just waited on him.At the end of the day, Yi Yang was also exhausted, so he finally returned to the hotel, took a simple shower, and fell asleep with the pillow on his face.

"My name is Xiao Yuan, I'm from A University, and I will be your make-up teacher today."

The eyes are so bright!This is Yi Yang's first feeling when he saw Xiao Yuan. Such dark and bright eyes are usually unique to young children. Adults' eyes are often covered with a layer of fog, and they can't see others clearly, and they can't see themselves clearly. .Yi Yang himself often stays up late to play games, and his eyes have been broken for a long time. His myopia is 400 degrees, and he wears black-rimmed glasses. He always feels that his eyes are not very good-looking, and he has no resistance to such bright eyes.

He had already talked with Xiao Yuan on the phone before, and heard his calm and pleasant voice. At that time, he thought, since the voice is so nice, he must not be too bad, so he agreed to the father's invitation for him. Tutor.After all, he didn't do very well in the final exam this time.

He stood in front of Xiao Yuan blankly, staring at him curiously, of course Xiao Yuan was good-looking, with sword-like eyebrows, black eyes, high nose, white T-shirt and sneakers, The whole person looks calm and rational, with a bright atmosphere of a college student.

Although the tutor is not here to choose beauty and handsomeness, Yi Yang still silently scored 98 points for Xiao Yuan's appearance in his heart, leaving 2 points as room for growth...

"Yi Yang, right? You said before that you're not very good at math, right?" Xiao Yuan was a little embarrassed by Yi Yang's naked stare, and she spoke a little air-conditioned.

Yi Yang also felt embarrassed suddenly, and was embarrassed to admit that he was studying the appearance of others just now, so he simply stared blankly, and Xiao Yuan's face instantly became an illusory point in Yi Yang's eyes.

After a while, just when Xiao Yuan couldn't help asking again, Yi Yang suddenly said "Ah!", and then seemed to wake up, the light in his pupils focused on Xiao Yuan's face again, with a dazed look on his face. Ask "What did you just say..."

Xiao Yuan, "..."

Xiao Yuan was silent, her face twitched slightly, and she didn't try to expose him, she just said softly, "Show me your homework and test papers."

Yi Yang immediately answered "Okay, okay" and brought Xiao Yuan into the study.In fact, I have long been happy in my heart, and I feel that I am really adaptable and resourceful.

Xiao Yuan entered the study, and began to quietly read Yi Yang's test papers on the desk, and Yi Yang just burst out with confidence, and was also excited, pulling Xiao Yuan to twitter, and kept saying,

"My dad went to work overtime today, and he didn't come back to cook until after 5 o'clock."

"Actually, I'm not that bad at math. Alas, our math teacher is too stingy!"

"Look, look, I didn't do anything wrong with this question, he deducted so many points for me!"

"You are a big A, you are amazing, what major are you?"

……

Out of politeness and respect for her employer, Xiao Yuan answered those miscellaneous questions one by one, and she was well-bred with a calm expression and a gentle tone, so there were two figures sitting side by side in front of the desk, one enthusiastic and chattering, the other calm and kind, Answering patiently, it also gave birth to some harmony.

It's just that when Yi Yang was also immersed in this harmony, the picture was like a train going away, slowly, slowly, getting farther and smaller, and then turned into a small black spot, Yi Yang He instinctively stretched out his hand to grab it, but he couldn't catch it in a panic. He felt uncomfortable as if his heart was being pulled, but he couldn't get rid of it no matter what, so he squatted down, closed his eyes, and slapped his chest desperately. Trying to relieve the discomfort, he opened his eyes weakly halfway, and vaguely saw a vague and tall figure standing in front of him, so familiar.

Xiao Yuan... Yi Yang grabbed his cuff tightly as if he had found a life-saving straw, and called his name as if asking for help.

"Xiao Yuan...Xiao Yuan..."

Xiao Yuan seemed indifferent, she didn't speak or move anything.Yi Yang raised his head with difficulty, facing Xiao Yuan's eyes staring at him, those dark eyes did not have any warmth in them, but there were some obvious and piercing emotions, which were disgust, dislike, and hatred , It's like looking at dirty garbage...

Yi Yang's stiff face was reflected in such eyes, his whole body seemed to be frozen by his gaze, and even the pain that had penetrated into the bone marrow just now disappeared in an instant, he just looked at those eyes without intuition, and then He couldn't breathe anymore, he desperately wanted to open his mouth to breathe, but even his mouth was frozen...

They still looked at each other, Yi Yang's breathing became more and more difficult, as if he was going to the extreme, he was going to die like this...

He opened his eyes suddenly, but they couldn't focus on anything. There was no sweat on his forehead, but the coolness seemed to penetrate the skin and enter the brain.

Yi Yang lay like this for more than a minute...

The restless heart finally calmed down slowly. He groped to pick up the mobile phone on the bedside table. It was 3:28, it was too early, and he could still sleep.Put the phone back where it was, pulled the quilt, and closed your eyes.

Go to sleep, go to sleep, or you won't be refreshed tomorrow...

Moonlight floated in from the window and fell on Yi Yang's face with his eyes closed.I don't know how long it took, Yi Yang lifted the quilt suddenly, rushed to the bathroom barefoot, turned on the faucet, picked up the water and splashed it on his face desperately, over and over again.

Cold water is bitter, but it is easier to wake up.

Finally tired, he raised his head, gasping for breath, looking at his wet face in the mirror, listening to the sound of rushing water, Yi Yang once again felt that he was really hateful and abominable.

You have already forgotten it, you have decided not to touch him anymore, why do you still dream, why are you still disturbed by these things and your heart is broken, why do you still think of him!

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